i'm letting it | May 19, 2025 (05:49 AM) |

who's gonna tell the truth now?

got so lost in you somehow,

couldn't figure my way out,

dropped all the baggage down. 

they're all gonna notice the burnout,

in a year or two or with no sound,

but i'm looking at you,

oh, i know now.

but i don't want to know,

much more in not wanting to go.

you're everything that saved me,

yet your everything made no saving.

oh, i don't want to know

a world with none of you to know.

although we're not making it,

still not sure why i'm letting it.

not so sure on why i'm letting it.

i'll be the bad guy for once,

a bigger person shrinks too much.

i see the biggest problem here,

i'd stay too much just to be near.

you say my mind speaks too much,

yet you ask about my anger.

one i never spoke about to anyone,

when your back met my teary eyes, 

we're gone.

a funny road to take,

are you not sure you're gonna make it?

i hope you make it further than when you did.

i just wish you'd walk away,

for the third time, or maybe more than i had prayed.

it was always wanting you to stay,

you left too much to let that thought of mine stay—

to let my fondness hang around.

but i don't want to know,

much more in not wanting to go.

you're everything that saved me,

yet your everything made no saving.

oh, i don't want to know

a world with none of you to know.

although we're not making it,

still not sure why i'm letting it.

not so sure on why i'm letting it.

not so sure on why i'm letting it.

not sure on why i'm letting it.