Stare | March 23, 2025 (15:29) |

stared at her image over your face

i couldn't miss you with the thought that i had missed it—

how to remain in you. 

million of reasons to abandon your court,

the audience i blended in never made me stand out more than it did to give me sore. 

either way, i was there.

anyway, could you stare.. someday?

you called in my dreams,

how reality seems to laugh at me.

they didn't know, not until a week

two days less, you've done replaced me. 

i didn't know how to fill this little void as you avoid all my pleas.

i couldn't speak to anyone about you, about me, about us.

i ramped on you running,

in cages i spoke, were you afraid to be near me.

i called your phone, you phoned her alone

and you said you weren't ready,

as you prepared to not want me.

either way, i was there.

anyway, you will stare.

you would think i had it well,

i was torn by your bland farewell.

you are stoned by your pale "all is well"

either way, i was there.

anyway, you shall stare.