Damon | April 11, 2025 (15:48) |

damon, damon

a demon i befriended.

damon, damon

a demon in yellow shades. 

saw you on a random Monday,

you paused your feet to wait for me

all my self-respect got abandoned

i pity, i pitied your glimpse.

and you stood with apologetic eyes

red strings were blue, i went un-fine.

oh damon, must it have to be today.

i let it go when you pulled me in,

i carried it back when we went to separate paths.

my friends will know how shitty it is,

to hold you after you slit all of my back.

i had your back, prettiest damon

oh, you knew i had your back.

i ran to you cause you tolerated my bad act,

after that i knew why all the things i wasn't supposed to say-- you had that.

and that says a lot,

it said a lot.

the echoes are haunting me in my dreams,

i let go to see how deep your pebble has to sink in,

and i had to know where i almost fell in.

and that says a lot,

you tolerated me cause you were that.

i've always had the bad feeling,

but i'm good at feeling thousands in one mind.

i knew it was wrong, but i'm good at believing,

a believer who believes in a blurry being.

you were a safe space for my illegal traits,

i thought it was nice to have a panic room.

but i found the gloom when you pushed the tomb towards our time.

damon, it says a lot.

damon, i loved you a lot.

it said a lot, 

no wonder i can't say more of us