All your ways | March 24, 2025 (17:42) |

i told you we didn’t have all the days

skipped the times we could have gone there.

nodded my head when you said:

“there’s tomorrow and another day”

you knew how to love in all ways,

how you failed to stay in all ways.

took all the syringes out of my kit,

you didn’t fear one single prick.

and, i took it as a sign of our fate and our rings

you rebuked it like a demonic love i worshipped through years.

now, it’s my second Monday crying in my bedroom

preparing to charm this Tuesday.

a week off of you, got weak when i once was reminded of you.

i sat there with my heart, one i picked from the ground.

it kept rebeating when it sensed you around. 

the tougher i enforced, the rougher our divorce

my married future hates to see me nearing her compound.

i told you babe, "we don’t have all the days"

we could’ve gone there, now i hate that new place.

when i nodded, i hoped you’d say “let’s go”

you asked in the wrong time, now i regret saying no.

you knew how to love me in all ways,

did you know that you had buried me in all places.

found my replacement, i miss the days when

i miss the days when, i miss the days when..

you were still mine.

i know how all your love feels like.

how can i let go all that love when it sparked me just fine?

you knew how to love in all ways,

how you failed to stay in all ways.

crestfallen, i fear your new gem outshines.. us.