i sent a text. | July 05, 2025 (01:00 AM) |

i love him. he's the only person in the world whom i have let in, entirely. and ppl may think he's not the kind who remembers the smallest details about me, but the thing is  he's the only one who lets me remember things i FORGOT about me. and if it's stupid to love him again then who am i to deny someone love, right? 

i don't walk away js because i have no self-respect, yet i know people think that. i refuse to walk away because i was never the one who knows how to. and i can't imagine leaving someone who's js trying to get it together— if i were them i would've silently be hoping, everyday, for someone to hold a little while longer as i get it together.