half-alive | May 13, 2025 (14:25) |
we locked our gaze in the dark,
there was nothing to see.
no light, no dim,
just you and me.
laid there like little kids,
played fair with little glimpses of who we became.
then you say you had suffered,
you had.. suffered.
you... had suffered?
my eyes were shut, but you kept on staring,
i wanted this, but i'm not so sure if i'm going.
all these Saturdays are making my weekends feel like schooldays,
you're warmer than before, but i'm not leaving your gifted "cool" place.
your baggage has this scent that isn't bad but makes me breathe less.
i know that i can put it out myself,
but then that's just me cleaning another one of your messes.
so for now, we look at the eyes coated by the dark room,
checking in to check if i'm still all about you.
and, i wonder too.
you kiss the corner of my lips,
guess i'm someone to miss.
even i couldn't admit it.
we locked our gaze in the dark,
there was nothing to see.
no light, no dim,
just you and me.
no light, no dim
just you and me.
another you and me.