こんなに苦しい思い

生まれてから初めてだ

愛が静かに狂わせる

心の空に

雲が掛かって

月が見えなくなった

どれだけ待てば

暗闇の中に光

差すのだろう

想像上のジェラシーの鳥

羽(はね)を広げながら

その真実 疑うように

重たく伸(の)し掛かって

あの夢にうなされてしまう

誰のことを 一番目に

愛してるのか 教えて

眼差しで聞いたのに

瞼(まぶた)閉じて

逃げようとしてる

そう 私は二番目だって

わかっているから知りたいの

あなたは私のすべて

独り占めするためには

誰を殺せばいいのだろう

窓のガラスに

息を吹きかけ

雲を飛ばしたかった

風を待っても

満月のかたちまで

間に合わない

圧倒的な悲しみとか

孤独 抱え込んで

自分だけのその正義に

何度も絶望してる

この日々は苦痛でしかない

誰のことを 一番目に

愛してるのか 教えて

手の甲に爪を立て

責めるように

答え待ってる

二番目以下は他人ってこと

誰が誰だって構わない

私はあなたのために

この命と引き換えに

誰を殺せばいいのだろう

失うものと

手にするものは

同じ価値とは限らない

愛していても

愛されていても

満たされない

メビウスの輪

誰のことを 一番目に

愛してるのか 教えて

眼差しで聞いたのに

瞼(まぶた)閉じて

逃げようとしてる

そう 私は二番目だって

わかっているから知りたいの

あなたは私のすべて

独り占めするためには

邪魔するものたち消して

私だけの世界がいい

誰を殺せばいいのだろう

失うものと

手にするものは

愛していても

愛されていても

未来の闇が

深くなるだけ

[Sug/Hay/Yag] konna ni kurushii omoi

[Sug/Hay/Yag] umarete kara hajimete da

[Sug/Hay/Yag] ai ga shizuka ni kuruwaseru

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] kokoro no sora ni

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] kumo ga kakatte

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] tsuki ga mienaku natta

[Nis/Yan/Yos] dore dake mateba

[Nis/Yan/Yos] kurayami no naka ni hikari

[Nis/Yan/Yos] sasu no darou

[Iwa/Sun/Moc] souzoujou no JERASHII no tori

[Iwa/Sun/Moc] hane wo hirogenagara

[Ann/Shi/Yae] sono shinjitsu utagau you ni

[Ann/Shi/Yae] omotaku noshikakatte

[Aki/Ito/Ima/Has] ano yume ni unasarete shimau

dare no koto wo ichibanme ni

aishiteru no ka oshiete

manazashi de kiita no ni

mabuta tojite

nigeyou to shiteru

sou watashi wa nibanme datte

wakatte iru kara shiritai no

anata wa watashi no subete

hitorijime suru tame ni wa

dare wo koroseba ii no darou

[Nis/Yan/Yos] mado no GARASU ni

[Nis/Yan/Yos] iki wo fukikake

[Nis/Yan/Yos] kumo wo tobashitakatta

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] kaze wo matte mo

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] mangetsu no katachi made

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] ma ni awanai

[Ann/Shi/Yae] attouteki na kanashimi to ka

[Ann/Shi/Yae] kodoku kakaekonde

[Aki/Ito/Ima/Has] jibun dake no sono seigi ni

[Aki/Ito/Ima/Has] nando mo zetsubou shiteru

[Iwa/Sun/Moc] kono hibi wa kutsuu de shika nai

dare no koto wo ichibanme ni

aishiteru no ka oshiete

tenokou ni tsume wo tate

semeru you ni

kotae matteru

nibanme ika wa tanin tte koto

dare ga dare datte kamawanai

watashi wa anata no tame ni

kono inochi to hikikae ni

dare wo koroseba ii no darou

ushinau mono to

te ni suru mono wa

onaji kachi to wa kagiranai

aishite ite mo

aisarete ite mo

mitasarenai

MEBIUSU no wa

dare no koto wo ichibanme ni

aishiteru no ka oshiete

manazashi de kiita no ni

mabuta tojite

nigeyou to shiteru

sou watashi wa nibanme datte

wakatte iru kara shiritai no

anata wa watashi no subete

hitorijime suru tame ni wa

jama suru monotachi keshite

watashi dake no sekai ga ii

dare wo koroseba ii no darou

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] ushinau mono to

[Kan/Kud/Sug/Hay/Yag] te ni suru mono wa

[Iwa/Sun/Nis/Moc/Yan/Yos] aishite ite mo

[Aki/Ann/Ito/Ima/Shi/Has/Yae] aisarete ite mo

mirai no yami ga

fukaku naru dake

This is the first time since I was born

That I’ve felt so much pain

Love is silently driving me mad

Clouds are gathering

In the sky of my heart

I can’t see the moon anymore

How long do I have to wait

Until a ray of light

Will pierce the darkness?

An imaginary bird of jealousy

Is spreading wide its wings

As if in suspicion of the truth

Something heavily weighs it down

And the dream becomes a nightmare

Who is the one

You love the most? Tell me

I asked you with my gaze

But you closed your eyes

And tried to run away

So, even if I come second

I’ll understand, I just want to know

You are everything to me

To make you all mine

I’d be okay with killing anyone

I wipe my fogged breath

Off the window

I wanted to fly through the clouds

Even if I wait for a wind

The moon won’t wax to full

On time for me

I’ll take on overwhelming sadness

And absolute loneliness

I’ll fall into despair countless times

For my own sense of justice

These days are nothing but agony

Who is the one

You love the most? Tell me

Digging my nails into the back of your hand

To urge you on

I wait for your answer

If second and below are other people

I couldn’t care less who’s who

For you, I’ll devote myself

And make this whole life a sacrifice

I’d be okay with killing anyone

Losing something

To gain something

Doesn’t mean they’re worth the same

Loving someone

And being loved by someone

It’s an unsatiable

Moebius

Who is the one

You love the most? Tell me

I asked you with my gaze

But you closed your eyes

And tried to run away

So, even if I come second

I’ll understand, I just want to know

You are everything to me

To make you all mine

I’ll erase anyone who gets in my way

So I’m the only one in your world

I’d be okay with killing anyone

Losing something

And gaining something

Loving someone

And being loved by someone

The future only

Falls further into darkness