君が今 微笑んでいる

それだけなのに切なくなるんだ

新しいその生活を

応援したいと思ってるのに…

人は誰もすぐそばを

過ぎる時間(とき)に気づかずに

今日という日が

止まって見えるらしい

君がいなくなる12月

まだ先だと思ってたけど

ドアを開けて 感じた風が

もう 肌寒かった

僕は残されたその日々を

思い出さないようにしてたけど

君だけがいなくなるなんて

どうしても 想像できない

目の前に手を伸ばす度

確かに君は存在していた

一言も話さなくても

そばにいるだけで 安心できた

それを愛と認めずに

言葉にはしなかった

できることなら

あの日に帰りたい

君がいなくなった1月

あっという間に一人になって

しんしんと降ってる雪を

ただ ぼんやり見てた

僕はどうすればいいのだろう

取り残されて何もしたくない

ああ 君を忘れられるまで

気が抜けて 立ち直れない

だって 今でも 僕のカレンダー

ずっと 12月のまま

永遠に変わらない

君がいなくなる12月

まだ先だと思ってたけど

ドアを開けて 感じた風が

もう 肌寒かった

僕は残されたその日々を

思い出さないようにしてたけど

君だけがいなくなるなんて

どうしても 想像できない

そんな日が来ないで欲しかった

kimi ga ima hohoende iru

sore dake na no ni setsunaku narunda

atarashii sono seikatsu wo

ouen shitai to omotteru no ni...

hito wa dare mo sugu soba wo

sugiru toki ni kidzukazu ni

kyou to iu hi ga

tomatte mierurashii

kimi ga inaku naru juunigatsu

mada saki da to omotteta kedo

DOA wo akete kanjita kaze ga

mou hadasamukatta

boku wa nokosareta sono hibi wo

omoidasanai you ni shiteta kedo

kimi dake ga inaku naru nante

dou shite mo souzou dekinai

me no mae ni te wo nobasu do

tashika ni kimi wa sonzai shite ita

hitokoto mo hanasanakute mo

soba ni iru dake de anshin dekita

sore wo ai to mitomezu ni

kotoba ni wa shinakatta

dekiru koto nara

ano hi ni kaeritai

kimi ga inaku natta ichigatsu

atto iu ma ni hitori ni natte

shinshin to futteru yuki wo

tada bonyari miteta

boku wa dou sureba ii no darou

torinokosarete nani mo shitaku nai

aa kimi wo wasurerareru made

ki ga nukete tachinaorenai

datte ima demo boku no KARENDAA

zutto juunigatsu no mama

eien ni kawaranai

kimi ga inaku naru juunigatsu

mada saki da to omotteta kedo

DOA wo akete kanjita kaze ga

mou hadasamukatta

boku wa nokosareta sono hibi wo

omoidasanai you ni shiteta kedo

kimi dake ga inaku naru nante

dou shite mo souzou dekinai

sonna hi ga konaide hoshikatta

You're smiling now

Even that alone makes my heart hurt

Although I want to support

Your new life...

All of us pay no attention

To the time that brushes past us

The day called today

Seems to have stopped

You're leaving in December

Although I thought there was still time

When the door opens, the wind that I feel

Is already chilly

I've tried not to think

Of the remaining days

But no matter what, I can't imagine

What it'll be like when you alone have left

When my hand reached out in front of me

Your existence was so certain

Even without saying anything

Just by being beside me, you put my mind at peace

Not recognising this love

I didn't say a word

If I could

I would want to return to that day

You've already left in January

Suddenly I'm alone

Just vacantly staring

At the heavily falling snow

What should I do

There's nothing I want to do when I've been left behind

Ah, until I can forget you

My crestfallen self can't get back on my feet

After all, even now, my calendar

Still stays at December

It'll never change

You're leaving in December

Although I thought there was still time

When the door opens, the wind that I feel

Is already chilly

I've tried not to think

Of the remaining days

But no matter what, I can't imagine

What it'll be like when you alone have left

I never wanted that day to come