Beautiful catastrophe

So casually

You added me to your life

See sin in your eyes

But you took me in, so I thank you for that

And you filled the void that was made from my dad

And brought out a side that you thought that I had

So, frankly, I'm glad

And thank you for that

But after you left and you'd never come back

I tossed in my sheets and I ripped them to rags

My heart couldn't breath cause I'm taking a drag of you

But somehow I'm not even mad at you

I know my life will go on and on

My story long

Your story gone

So I made a song

Just where you're wrong

Oh, how daunting you are

I opened my arms

We laid in my car

Six feet under stars

I'm falling apart

You left in the dark

And messed with my heart

Oh, how daunting you are

I opened my arms

We laid in my car

Six feet under stars

I'm falling apart

You left in the dark

And messed with my heart

Hue's dark and I'm feeling confused

I was not ready for this type of news

Who would be in a particular mood

To be used and just be left in the street with their feet bare?

But you cared

I just assumed

You said you loved me that day in your room

When you played with my hair and we suddenly stared at the moon

And I don't call that karma

But look at your life marijuana

I'm missing your dad and your momma

Tell 'em to call me whenever they wanna

And you know I'm scared out here

But I'm living and making a life of my own

I'll do it alone

I'll do it alone

Oh, how daunting you are

I opened my arms

We laid in my car

Six feet under stars

I'm falling apart

You left in the dark

And messed with my heart

Oh, how daunting you are

I opened my arms

We laid in my car

Six feet under stars

I'm falling apart

You left in the dark

And messed with my heart

So lost

My dear

I'll always find some way to drown

And weigh you down

There's no one

Out here

I'm searching for

The furthest flight

Away from here

And I'm a stranger

In this country

Where the

City sounds have died

There was a time

When you were a child

And could smile acres wide

But it's a battle inside

I've never felt so far

From something in my life

To fall from these heights

I need somewhere

To settle down

And find my feet

You go from being

So intact

To broken in a blink

I'll die trying

To pry my way

Inside that

Private mind

But violence

Is all you'll find

In here

Land mines and

Lightning strikes

Countless riots

Wildfires

This heart wants

To retire

And in their eyes

You seem alright

But that's a lie

'Cause it's a battle inside

I've never felt so far

From something in my life

To fall from these heights

I need somewhere

To settle down

And find my feet

You go from being

So intact

To broken in a blink

But it's a battle inside

I've never felt so far

From something in my life

To fall from these heights

But it's a battle inside

I've never felt so far

From something in my life

To fall from these heights

I need somewhere

To settle down

And find my feet

You go from being

So intact

To broken in a blink

Stella Brown, I don't know what to talk about

How has my head just hollowed out?

Thoughts use to orbit all around

On Venus we could find peace

Stella Brown, I don't know what you want to talk about

I'm too precautious and I often doubt

How can I be the boy you dream about?

Stella Brown

Fall for every woman on my set

I tend to play out what we'd be like in a sec

These words don't, these words don't like to leave (ooh-hoo)

I see our end immediately, so I keep to myself, oh

And I

Stella Brown, I don't know what to talk about

How has my head just hollowed out?

Thoughts use to orbit all around

On Venus we could find peace

Stella Brown, I don't know what you want to talk about

I'm too precautious and I often doubt

How can I be the boy you dream about?

Stella Brown

They're all brunette, 'bout 5'4

She's so herself, I see her core

Adjust my belt, eyes to the floor

Spend my time awaiting

Lying patient inside, this racing mind

They loved me good, raised me right

Those days are gone, a phase behind us all

Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh, no

Stella Brown, I don't know what to talk about

How has my head just hollowed out?

Thoughts use to orbit all around

On Venus we could find peace

Stella Brown I don't know what you want to talk about

I'm too precautious and I often doubt

How can I be the boy you dream about?

Stella Brown