In remembrance...

In remembrance for life

The suicide of my partner sent me on a crusade for life. Uncompromisingly I will prove that every human being is able to escape the most terrible circumstances as soon as he begins to follow himself.

Over the past few years, and especially in 2016, I have learned, that every human being can create his future creatively and positively. If you do, depressions and the desire for a redeeming death will have no place. Your thoughts become words. Your words become deeds. Your deeds become acts. Your acts will become the life that you always wanted.

Fulfillment is possible:

Follow yourself, then you will have the power

Dying or living?

My partner took his life, and I myself attempted to. I had lost everything that was important to me. I had no future. In this darkest time of my life, I decided to give away everything I owned. I do not have spare bucks, no house, no car, no fortune, nothing. All I can call my own is my faith in the value of life and myself. I knew that I would lose my life too, if I did not become the person I once was. I finally had to act on my own responsibility and stop living like a response to the really bad tasks and teachings of life. I had to make up my mind:

To live or to die?


To despair or take the power

I would like to show everyone who is alive (doubtful), that everyone can be sure of the grandeur of life. Follow your heart, follow your soul, follow your dreams and desires, uncompromisingly and radically — You have nothing more to lose.

Why abandon everything — why “ruin” my life — what do I want to prove?

  • Because everyone can find a light, even in the most dreary darkness.
  • Because no idea can be so crazy or megalomaniac that it could not be created. You think: But I can't? Or NO, it's not possible? I tell you: Yes, it is possible!
  • Because even after the most terrible loss, you can still recapture a good life.
  • Because the only thing that matters is the individual self. Don't care about the circumstances.
  • Because I want to be a living example. I was about to give up my own life, depressed and in pain. In the middle of this nightmare I chose Footpath of Life and myself instead, surprising power, confidence, joy and strength.
  • I cannot stand, that there are people who no longer believe in themselves and which are subject to the illusion, that death is a way out, because nobody is showing them another perspective.
  • Because I loved my partner Jürgen and I cannot let him go without a trace. He had a light that has to be passed on, even if he had not felt it and saw it anymore. His eyes lit up unprecedented when he laughed.
  • Because I feel rock-solid that this is the only right thing to do for me
  • Because Trees of Memory is a path to remembrance, to touch people and to give them faith again.
  • Because it gives me a light that I have to share.

Is it worth living?

Do you believe that life is worth living and that it is always worth fighting for?

Then I would be very glad, if you support this project: with ideas, financial, somehow ...

Let us plant an unmistakable sign, that stands for the greatness of life.