My Explorations into Identity
Curatorial Rationale
My collective body of work has been created in order to reflect on my personal growth and development of my identity over the course of my life, particularly in regards to my personal development over this past year. In accordance, my artwork effectively helps me to locate my own artistic voice within my own personal history and culture. This body of work explores my own personal journey through life, with concepts such as hope, perfectionism, entrapment, and relationships being explored through symbolism, as influenced by external circumstances. At the beginning of last year, in the midst of everyday circumstances, I began this exploration process by reflecting on the development of my identity within the first sixteen years of my life, and how I had reached a point where I was ready to embark on my own journey in life as a young woman. A few months later, the national lockdown began in mid-March. With more time to reflect, the artwork I created continued to expand upon my personal development and identity in the midst of challenging circumstances. Despite changing external circumstances and emotions, throughout my collective body of work, I have chosen to use calming, simplistic, and centered images as well as a variety of mediums. The wide variety of mediums that I have used reflected my desire to look at a wide variety of aspects of my identity and how they impact me. Accordingly, I purposely organized my exhibition chronologically, from left to right, to show my development over the last two years, specifically choosing artworks that explore my identity and personal development within my history and culture. Therefore, this body of work is intended to probe the viewer to reflect upon their own identities, and how they have developed over time. It is also meant to also communicate messages of hope and peace to viewers, while encouraging the acknowledgment of real-life struggles in people's lives.
Paintbrush and Teapot
Dimensions: 38 cm x 50cm
Medium: Pencil on paper
This piece communicates that my close relationship with my mom has contributed greatly to the development of my identity as an independent young woman. The paintbrush symbolizes me, and the teapot symbolizes my mother, and their combination, with the specific placement and angle of the teapot, portrays the idea that I have been shaped by her care. The slight difference in the upward angles of the two objects also communicates that I have reached a point where I’ve begun embarking on my own path.
Quarantine Life
Dimensions: 40.64 cm x 54.187 cm
Medium: Photography
In this work, I explore my choice to persevere and have a positive mindset in the midst of challenging circumstances. The broken clock, frayed piece of string, and container, all symbolize the oppressiveness of the lockdown, while the blooming flower symbolizes the life still present. My specific camera angles made the plastic container appear much larger and brighter than the clock, which emphasizes my choice to focus more on the blessings of quarantine, rather than my fear and disappointment.
"Perfection"
Dimensions: 17.8 cm x 22.9 cm
Medium: Pen and Pencil on paper
My work showcases that I am frequently plagued by self-critical perfectionist thoughts, while I outwardly appear to be calm and ambitious. Within my art piece, the pen marks create high contrast, enhancing the tension, while the pencil adds more value to the piece. The intentional scale between the human eye and the young woman explores the contrast between my realistic and perceived identity, while the placement of the figure inside the human eye or "window to the soul” enhances this concept.
A New Hope
Dimensions: 22 cm x 28 cm
Medium: Linoleum + Collage
The imagery of a dove with an olive branch, flying upwards, reflects my advancement towards a life filled with peace due to my inner motivation to be “free." I printed my linoleum on sheet music from the song "Part of Your World” since the lyrics, particularly the word “free” correlates with my intentions. The negative space contrasts with the positive space, to portray my struggle to be “free” from self-critical thoughts and embrace more peace, further accentuated by the framing device.