You walk out of your room into your hall. Not the one you entered in, of course, that would only make sense, and this damn yacht makes no sense. One room is a bedroom, and you think you're on the deck level, but then you step outside and there's the ocean right at your feet. You find walks around the Yacht to only be soothing as a result, as, since you are a very chaotic-minded person, you find the chaos calming. That's part of the reason your Glowing Angel calmed you so much, it talked to you in garbled nonsense, which left you with a sense of truth that no other nonsense has since.
Chaos, as you'll find out soon in this game, is a very important part of this game. It defines the uniqueness of everyone. All the choices you were given along your path, not all of them were the same as everyone else, and so you're left with a different person. Just like yourself, you were forced, due to the randomness of life, to be put in your position. It wasn't your fault that you were picked up by a super-rich lizard lady. And it sure as hell wasn't your choice to have your grandfather die.
A person, like yourself, might go down this path of logic, and come to the conclusion that everything is random, and that nothing we do is our own doing. That's very nihilistic, the line of reasoning, because the very existence of being able to think about chaos implies the existence of some meaningful will that you took in order to get there. It's like- If something was truly random, like thinking about chaos, and you were to get an answer, that's different than the one you got last time, then you can rightfully assume that chaos is in control of everything. And so thusly, the only thing that isn't chaotic, is that there is only chaos. If all solutions are random, then you can assume that they will be, and DETERMINE that chaos is there. This DETERMINTATION is faulty because it undermines the very statement itself. "This sentence is a lie; therefore, all sentences are lying", is not what goes on in reality, and with the existence of it in a language system just means that that language system has a system for ambiguous statements that are neither true or false. The same thing applies to Chaos. If, "Everything is random" exists via logic, and the result always comes out as the same, no variation, no inverse, that just means that some things are not random, and some things may be.
Why does this matter? It doesn't at the moment. But in the future, whenever Chaos comes into the picture, and we get moments where random events are viewed as predetermined, we can come back to this moment and reminisce, at how simpler the times were, back when we didn't use to have to deal with time-holes, and mixed-multiversal martial arts. Ahhh, the good old days.