695 >Mew Mew: become dumbfounded

Mew Mew: ewwwwaaaaaaa

Napstablook: look

Napstablook: i can explain it all

Napstablook: i did it because i was unhappy

Napstablook: i have been for quite a while

Napstablook: if i were to pinpoint where exactly thatd be

Napstablook: i would say that it was when hapsty went to stardom

Napstablook: they left me to the farm for their new body

Napstablook: i seemed happy because they were my cousin

Napstablook: but deep down i was unhappy

Napstablook: i dont know how to run a farm

Napstablook: hapsty knew that

Napstablook: so i mostly just stayed to myself for a while

Napstablook: you may remember me becoming more of a loner than i was 

Napstablook: that time i left for myself didnt work out

Napstablook: before 

Napstablook: i could hover over to anywhere in the underground

Napstablook: but after i spent all that time by myself

Napstablook: i just found moments of my day whenever i was outside of my shithole

Napstablook: and id take naps

Napstablook: naps were great

Napstablook: i wasnt sad when i was napping

Napstablook: then i was sadder after them

Napstablook: it was a spiral mew mew

Napstablook: and when if it wasnt for that human

Napstablook: i probably wouldve double killed myself

Napstablook: i almost did when everyone left and i was all alone

Napstablook: then you guys came up to me and asked me to come with yall and live with the circus

Napstablook: i didnt think it would make me happy but i saw you guys happy and thought that may have rubbed off on me

Napstablook: but it didnt

Napstablook: these past years mew mew

Napstablook: theyve been great

Napstablook: but theyve also been horrible on my mental health

Napstablook: and so when i saw that hapsty was happy with a vessel

Napstablook: and that you too were happy with a vessel

Napstablook: i thought i could fix my sadness with a vessel

Mew Mew: so, you did that all to be happy?

Napstablook: not exactly