The sight is horrible. It feels you with infinite emptiness. Your eyes begin to cry, not for the purpose of showing emotion, because you are emotionless at the sight, no, they wet due to the chemicals in the air that you inhale as the planet passes by the Calcium trail left by its sister planet. Jack doesn't seem to cry, probably because his biology is different than yours.
Hours, days even, spent at this very spot, wondering, hoping even, endlessly, that your mother would come back, and now, after all that time, it's not wasted. Your mother is finally here. You ask her how it feels to be back in the room where you spent the last 14 or so years. She says that she's passed this room a couple of times, so it's less special, but that's not the answer you're looking for. She answers the question the way you want. She says it's kind of heart-warming coming back. She says that even though she doesn't remember it because death doesn't work like that, a feeling of nostalgia crosses her mind.
You ask where the urn is, and your mother answers that the urn is bonded into her genes. You ask what that means, and she says that is because of prototyping. You can start with a single prototype, the initial one, before you enter. In fact, you can have as many pre-entry prototypes as you want, as long as you enter the game. Whatever you prototype before you enter, the characteristics of each of the items will be carried over to the kingdoms of Prospit and Derse and their imps. After you enter, whatever you prototype is added into the mix of the sprite's DNA. So, Xantherass was prototyped, then you entered, then your mom was prototyped, and now we're here.