Churchill's Curs
Hey, you know, my mike’s not on!
Ain’t that the same old story.
Well then, y’all can go to hell!
I was down for glory.
Was writing songs like sixty:
Farms, floods, the working stiffs.
Don’t ya see, I had this land
All caught up in my riffs.
Chorus:
Black dogs always at my heel
Stick to me like burrs.
Don’t tell me that they ain’t real
Cuz, damn, I got the Churchill curs.
I coulda rallied millions,
And rang out in the square.
Coulda gone on radio
And commandeered the air.
But you shits wouldn’t listen,
This prophet earned a shrug.
I put it on your shoulders:
You made me pull the plug.
\Chorus\
A Still Life
Bitter cold again.
Rungs of my last chair
Burning in the stove.
My thoughts burn mid-air.
My thoughts burn mid-air.
Moldy orange placed.
Heel of bread beside
Harder than the plate.
All these weeds are dried.
All these weeds are dried.
Lay in color fast.
Trade it when still wet
For wine and sausage.
Anything, anything I get.
Anything, anything I get.
Christ, fire’s in me still.
Oranges I’ll paint
Like flaming sunrise.
Flesh, my talent’s taint.
Flesh, my talent’s taint.
Classified
That amp—it’s uh…
Ever hear Shit Storm, kid?
Back then, man, we was large,
Broads ‘bout dug all we did.
You bring cash?
Yeah, your amp’s out back, I…
You guys just starting out?
Come down, check the bat cave,
See what it’s all about.
Watch your step.
Boss amp—all tubes, y’know…
Cut our damn demos here,
Wall to wall chicks one time.
It all still smells like beer.
Magic, huh?
Sell that amp, breaks my…
Drove a Camaro then
Never rode the tour bus:
Divvies the boys from men.
That’s a fact.
Amp’s broke in, that’s for sure…
Should always try the gear,
But axe’s in the shop—
In hock right up to here.
Still want it?
Take twenty for the amp.
Gotta see the cut man:
This lump’s grown back again.
So load it in your van.
And rock on.
Back in the Auto Shop
Played together since we was ten,
Farty and Pudge and me and Ken.
Back in those days were Four Foul Balls,
Later Death Wad and then The Crawls.
Farty’s garage, Kenny’s mom’s van.
Elks Lodge, mixers—played where we can.
Time we left school, starting to click.
Real paying gigs—man, we were slick.
Then just last spring opened for Splotch,
Cut our CD, Kicked in the Crotch.
So here we are four and twenty,
World’s our oyster, good and plenty.
Watching the tube we see this show
Fundraiser thing—man, laid us low.
Doowop fossils, bald with glasses,
Bellies hanging, looked like asses.
Mullet-wearing grandpa posers,
Snearing dentures—total losers.
A friend had died was how we felt.
These old farts our future spelt.
What we’re good at we can’t keep up,
To fake it when the years creep up.
Our farewell tour was one night long—
Played the garage and cried a song.
Guys have moved, Ken’s a cop,
And I’m back in the auto shop.
Aftermath
Got famous, was on TV.
Outrageous, ’63.
That’s when they gimme space rides
And gimme new insides.
Chorus:
It’s a very long walk
Off a very short pier.
Just around the bend,
Then you disappear.
And come on meet my nannies.
They move me here to where.
They make the dust taste chocolate,
And fuss about my hair.
\Chorus\
They’ll take a liking to you
Just like they’ve chosen me.
We could burn all the lifeboats
And walk the frozen sea.
The Art of Loss
Side A, Tracks 1-6
The Art of Loss
Side B
The Put-together
Grandad was a one-man band
Used to be he worked some land
Till the bankers closed him down
Hit the road right outta town.
Hell, on that farm he made guitars
From boxes used to hold cigars,
Wire, broomsticks, mason lids
Played 'em for winos, played 'em for kids.
Chorus:
Ain't nuthin' new boy,
That's fo' sure,
You borry from his
And add to yours
Got you a put-together,
Put-together, son,
That's just how this
Ol' life goes on.
He started buskin, streets and bars
Got some lumps, and them there scars,
Soakin' up them tales and ditties
All them trains, all them cities.
He could match 'em note fer note
But couldn't patch that sad-ass coat
Till just before the Golden Gate
He fell in love with Ellen Kate.
She was widder'd rich and shrewd
But Pop's serenades got her all unglued
Got her heart, her hardware store
Burned his coat, bought some more.
Musings:
Nine Wedding Guests Offer Their Blessings
For Ali and Gabe
September 6, 2003
Clio: history
May all his pix: a boy geared up against
The alien threat
And each her photo: eco-warrior
Defending Earth
Be album-mingled: love’s fond
New once-upon-a-time
Euterpe: lyric poetry
May all her startled reveries mid-page
His gaze to find
And each his cyber searches, craving
To take her hand
Confirm that all love’s phrases
Are published everywhere
Thalia: comedy
May all his Chaplinesque cavorting
To lift her lows
And each her karaoke croaking
His blues to chase
Affirm that fools for loving
All laugh at Fortune’s ruse
Melpomene: tragedy
May all her vexed and bitter moments
Find soothing balm
And each his near and dire reversal
Be held at bay
That in love’s window garden
These two may share heartsease
Terpsichore: dance
May all his kitchen genuflections
To blot a spill
And each her entryway processions
For the parcels
Seem ever-dear expressions
Of love’s long pas de deux
Erato: love poetry
May all her scribbled grocery stanzas
X-O X-O
And each his post-it note cadenzas—
Same billet doux—
Comprise the firstling verses
Of love songs oft refined
Polyhymnia: serious music
May all his solemn orchestrations
Setting table
And each her studied undulation
Folding laundry
Bespeak the sympathetic strings
Of love’s sweet harmony
Urania: astronomy
May all her heart-proclaiming cell calls
From down the street
And each his heart-enfolding emails
From overseas
Assure them: of the several spheres
Love makes a single sky
Calliope: epic poetry
May all his soul-clenched city crossings
With horns ablare
And each her scraping braking train ride
Dark underground
Resolve to love’s bright siren song
That calls each other home
Beauty Betrayed
I read somewhere
That Fred Astaire
Was nimble pushing eighty.
He’d dash each day
Across the way
To see the newstand lady.
When just a lad
Such fears I had
Bullied, became a cringer,
A real shut-in.
Then saw Fred spin—
I wanted to be Ginger.
I lived to dance
At every chance
Trained, performed with aching limb.
Posters of Fred
Over my bed,
Longed to catch a glimpse of him.
Then that one time,
But in his prime,
Impossibly! See, he’s there!
Smitten I swoon
Down flights and ruin
My chance to partner Astaire.
Rap of the Ancient Mariner
Rhyming is fine
Most of the time.
But there’s a thin line
Between the sublime
And a metrical crime.
(With apologies…as recorded by RUN STC)
I’ll tell you what,
Mariner’s hot
to talk a lot
to each he caught:
Left kirk and cot
with southbound plot,
when bird he shot
his fate he wrought
and crewmates bought
into his lot
because they thought
the ‘tross was fraught
with fog which naught
could pierce with aught.
Boy, it got hot!
A distant dot
grew to a yacht
steered by a hot
Vamp and Deathpot.
They cast their lots:
the winning dots
were the harlot’s.
Like crossbow shots
the farm they bought—
my mates—but not
before they caught
my eye with aught
of love allot.
The ship did rot.
I tried, Mein Gott,
to pray, but not
a sound I got:
the dead did blot
each one I thought.
The sea a pot
aboil with clots
of snakes—such flots-
am, am I not?
I blessed the lot.
Then slipped the knot
of bird cravat.
The rain turned tod
to Camelot.
The Seraphs taught
the dead they ought
to pull lines taut,
then from that spot
raised epiglot
in song a lot.
Like a dreadnought
with Aeroflot
the ship was brought
at full speed knot.
A.M. will not
escape so scot
free, the upshot:
“A lifetime fraught
with penance ought
to fix this snot,
or call me not
the Polar Gott.”
The speed onslaught
made A.M. blott-
o, dreams were brought
like from ergot,
of Moon and what
the sea has wrought.
He woke and caught
his crewmates’ haught-
y stares which got
him quite besot
with guilt. But not
for long. Long sought
grace was soon brought
with breezes not
on any jot
but him. Then spot-
ted he his cot
across a blot
of moon-lit wat-
er. Like ingot
glowed the whole lot.
Sprites stood on, not
in the crew, caught
the glow, he thought
of beacons sought.
Up rowed Pilot
and Pilot’s tot
and Hermit sought
to shrive the blot
of guilt he’d got.
The seraph lot
amazed Pilot
et al. but Prot.
enough, they fought
their fears and brought
him on the spot
aid when like shot
this argonaut
sank with spigot
whirlpool which got
boy of Pilot
to row zealot-
like, till land not
sea was their lot.
“Shrive me, do not
reclaim your grot
and leave me knot-
ted here with scot
of guilt for what
I’ve done.” “I wot
about you squat.
tell me all, what
manner of aught
mankind I’ve got
before me.” Wrought
by pangs he bought
freedom with what
he told, but not
fore’er; he’s got
to tell the plot
to each he spots,
like it or not.
And when he got
to tale’s last mot
who could gavotte?
Sure, bless each jot,
but don’t dare blot
the bride’s eclat.
Town Meeting
I’d like to see more
water, greenlands, clustering
moratoriums
in California
we capped tax at one per cent—
you reap what you sow
sure, buy up farmland
but with farms all udders up
who’s gonna farm them?
larger building lots
mean fewer new problem kids
in my darling’s class
as your postmistress
I ‘d like a town square with shops
and a new post office
five-acre lots steal
my nest egg—only twenty
at one-fifty thou
I’ve got twenty farms
damn how these developments
spoil my country view
Suppose quarts of milk
Cost one-fifty—houses, hell,
Replace ‘em with cows
what do five acres
mean to the poor slob making
twenty thou a year?
broken gas pipes—sure
this onslaught of gravel trucks
plagues the wee dark hours
greywater flowing
in the streets—so why not buy
the old railroad beds?
she called for troopers
three times before joy-riders
drove through the building
well, I almost died
last year when no one showed to
drive the ambulance
all these things are facts
you’re taxed high for one reason:
the teachers’ union
new guys don’t know shit:
homeowner calls the county—
how’ll I fill my well?
Ruby Yachts
now the garden monarch
in his fickle progress
alights with folded wings
so like cathedral glass
catch the plastic trash bag
snagged on a winter limb
fluttering fluttering
then cawing too aloft
old mill's been long for rent
a radio's left on
sounds like Schumann
soothes vermin fools vandals
Chores
After raking leaves
into equidistant piles
I could not go on
Take out the garbage—
Oh so categorical!
Some trash, yes, but all?
I did try to dust
but books fluttered open
on every shelf
Push the cold iron—
such good practice for dealing
with bureaucracy
Sidewalk snow melted
long before I could shovel--
grass is trickier
The best time to prune
is when you’ve hardened your heart
to gardening’s gore
Paint it if you must
but reflect, Every dull coat
was semi-gloss once