High Priced
Adult, 1 chapter. Harry/Draco.
Summary: I wrote this story for the hdholidays fest on Livejournal for redrahl,
who is a BRILLIANT artist, by the way. She requested a Veela fic, to
which I was highly resistant, so I referred to this as My Stupid Veela
Fic until I decided it was fairly good.
High Priced “You’ve got to be
fucking kidding me,” Harry snapped. He was seated in Headmistress
McGonagall’s office, although McGonagall was nowhere in sight,
having conveniently bolted before the news could be delivered.
Thankfully, Dumbledore’s portrait had insisted Harry sit before the
wise old, bloody manipulative bastard could impart the latest
hellish, unforeseen complication to plague Harry’s heretofore
entirely too complicated life. Dumbledore chuckled,
and Harry wondered if burning the portrait would help. No more
Dumbledore, no more interesting tidbits about Harry’s life. “I’m afraid not,
Harry.” Harry clutched
fistfuls of hair with both hands, in order to restrain the urge to
scream. He strove for calm. “You’re saying the
reason I’ve been so wired lately, and have trouble sleeping, and
have no interest in eating—along with assorted other problems we
will not go into right now—is because I’m part Veela?” Dumbledore nodded.
“On your father’s side, yes.” “My father was a
Veela?” Harry was mortified. “Part Veela,”
Dumbledore corrected. “No one ever thought
it might be important to mention this to me?” Harry said, managing
to maintain a steady tone, although the need to shout was rising. “It sometimes does
not manifest. We had hoped…” Harry gave up tearing
at his hair and considered slamming his head into the desk a few
times. Maybe if he whacked it hard enough, he could smash out the
Veela. “You had hoped.” Dumbledore smiled
benignly. Harry began to understand why Snape had not hesitated on
the Tower. “Are there any more
surprises in my future of which I should be aware?” Harry asked
bitterly. Dumbledore shook his
head. “No more prophecies?
Nothing that will cause my certain death at age 25? Some other
horrific villain trying to kill me, or some other genetic defect like
being a goddamn Veela?” “No, Harry,”
Dumbledore said and chuckled. Harry glared. Dumbledore had a really
lousy history when it came to withholding important information from
Harry. Why he had expected that to stop just because Dumbledore was
dead…? He sighed heavily. Trying to pry the whole truth out of
Dumbledore was a huge waste of time. “All right, let’s
stick with the bad news regarding this latest fascinating
revelation,” Harry said tiredly. “It’s not as bad
as that, Harry. After all, since you are only part Veela, and male,
the effects will be minimal.” “Minimal. Somehow I
believe our ideas of ‘minimal’ will be leagues apart. I’m not
going to sprout a beak and bloody wings, am I?” “No, no, Harry. No
wings. The consequences for you will be largely hormonal.” “Hormonal. Why does
that not fill me with confidence?” “Fear not, Harry.
You will be largely unchanged. As long as you locate your mate, that
is.” There was a long
silence as Harry pretended he had not heard what he had heard.
However, Dumbledore, being a painting, had limitless patience, while
Harry had… well, none. “My what?” “Your mate, although
perhaps ‘mate’ is a bit of an archaic way of putting it. In the
past, Veela were required to mate for life, and take steps to
permanently bond with their partner, but things are not so drastic in
these liberal times, particularly for those with minimal Veela blood.
You will not, of course, be subject to any of the Veela laws, being
mostly human. They will not interest themselves with you.” Harry allowed
Dumbledore to ramble, although, frankly, he was terrified to learn
more. “All you should
require from your mate… or your soulmate, as it were, is touch.” “I require touch.”
Harry realized he was repeating Dumbledore’s words to the point of
stupidity, but he couldn’t seem to help himself. “Yes, Harry. The
simple act of clasping hands or accepting an embrace. Perhaps a
chaste kiss, although such actions tend to inflame those with Veela
blood… but I digress. Once you locate your soulmate, you needs
must only touch them regularly.” “Or?” Harry
gritted, waiting for the shoe to drop. Dumbledore’s portrait was
silent for a long moment. “Well… you could
sicken and die. But I’m quite certain that won’t happen, Harry.
You are a young, strong, virile lad. I wouldn’t be at all
surprised if your soulmate chose to consummate your bond.” “Consummate?”
Harry asked in alarm. “My, my, is that the
time? I promised Phineus Nigellus I’d have tea with him in the
Hall of Famous Wizards. We shall talk later, Harry, my boy.” With that, Dumbledore
fled from the portrait, leaving Harry in a fine Veela snit. “Fucking great. I
have to find and touch my soulmate, or I will sicken and die.
Nice of you to leave before letting me know exactly how I’m
supposed to find this bloody soulmate, and it had better be someone I
like! Was I put on this planet as some sort of universal
laughingstock?” Harry glared around, realizing his voice had
risen, but all of the other Headmaster portraits seemed to have fled
their own frames, as well. The damned cowards. Harry got up and went
to find Hermione. A month later, Harry
was beginning to panic. His work was suffering dreadfully, due to
his inability to sleep, or eat, or concentrate. Harry had nearly
been killed on his last assignment, prompting Kingsley to confine him
to desk duty, and Harry had been forced to tell him about his little
Veela problem. The Minister had been
supportive to the point of driving Harry nearly insane. Kingsley and
Hermione had conspired to ensure that Harry find his soulmate as
quickly as possible by touching every witch (and wizard) in Britain.
It had been Hermione’s brilliant deduction (based on endless Veela
lore she had consumed with bookish glee) that Harry’s soulmate was
not necessarily female. Harry had not been amused, but he had
willingly acquiesced to the plan of shaking the hand of every single
Ministry official on what Kingsley had described as “Meeting Day.” “Meeting Day” had
been a disastrous flop, leaving Harry with nothing but sore knuckles,
and the urge to scour his hands raw to remove the traces of some of
the creepier hand-shakers. Some of those Unspeakables were downright
scary. Undaunted, Hermione
and Kingsley had cooked up function after function, meeting after
meeting. Harry had shaken hand after hand, and pecked cheek after
cheek—to no avail. Every person he touched felt no different from
any other person he touched. Harry had seriously expected his
soulmate to be someone he knew, but none of the Weasley’s, nor
Hermione, nor any of his old Gryffindor friends had triggered any
special Veela feelings. Harry would have called the whole matter a
load of bollocks, but for his worsening symptoms. The latest function
was killing him. Harry leaned against the wall and rubbed his eyes
after scanning the crowded room for Hermione. He had lost her for
the moment, but he was certain she would return soon to drag him off
for another round of useless hand-clasping. All Harry wanted to do
was sleep. He was bone weary. Sleep, however, was a waste of time
due to tortured dreams that wakened him every thirty minutes,
panicked and sweating with the need to find something—or someone. Harry thought he saw
Hermione’s bushy head bouncing through the crowd, and bolted,
heading for the loo to seek a moment of peace, at least until she
sent Kingsley to find him. Harry was in a distracted rush as he
rounded the potted palm that half-concealed the dark passage leading
to the gents. Thus it was that he walked directly into a man
exiting. Their chests bumped and the fellow staggered. Harry instinctively
reached out to steady the man, and inadvertently touched his neck. A
shock that was almost electric traveled from Harry’s hand straight
to his brain, filling it with white-hot light and a bell-like chiming
sound. He felt something click into place, and instinctively moved
closer to the source of the exquisite magic. Chaotic thoughts
tumbled through Harry’s mind. Bloody hell, I’ve finally
found… him? Okay, so it’s a him. Him is good. Him is
fine, as long as I can touch and touch and touch… The man cursed and
tried to fight his way free, but Harry was relentless, pressing the
man into the wall and rubbing his face against the man’s smooth
cheek. God, he felt good. He felt amazing. He even smelled
good, and Harry knew without a doubt that he would also taste
good. He turned his head slightly to press his lips against the
perfect neck, and touched his tongue lightly to— The action seemed to
break the other man’s astonishment, and he shoved Harry away an
oath. Harry felt like his flesh had been physically torn free as he
caught himself against the opposite wall. The two men stared at each
other with identical expressions of shock. “Potter! What the
fuck are you about? Are you drunk?” “Malfoy?”
Harry could barely reconcile his conflicting emotions. Part of him
wanted to hex the hateful git into a pile of ash. A larger part
wanted to launch himself forward and devour those beautiful,
incredible lips that gaped at him so invitingly. “Malfoy. This
has got to be some incredible cosmic joke.” Malfoy drew himself up
haughtily. “A joke. Right, then. You shall hear from my legal
counsel, Potter.” With that, Malfoy Disapparated, leaving Harry
grinning like a loon, mostly from the sheer ridiculousness of the
situation, but also because of the overwhelming, languid sense of
peace that filled him. He had found his
goddamned soulmate. Now he could sleep. Harry slid down the wall,
propped his arms on his knees, lay his head atop his arms, and fell
into his first dreamless sleep in weeks. Harry awoke in his own
flat with Hermione hovering over him. “Harry! Thank
goodness! We were afraid you would never awaken! What happened?” Harry stretched
languidly. “I’m starved. And thirsty.” Hermione gnawed her
lip, obviously dying to ask a hundred more questions, but she hurried
out of the room and returned with a huge tray. Harry drank three
glasses of water and two bottles of butterbeer before devouring half
a chicken, two beef pasties, and a quarter round of Havarti. “Better?” she
asked when he finally pushed the tray away. “Gods, yes. I feel
fantastic. Better than I have in ages!” “But, why? Did you
find—?” Some of Harry’s
giddiness deflated. He frowned. “Well, yes. I found
my bloody soulmate, and of course, it would have to be the most
wretched possible—” “It’s Draco
Malfoy, isn’t it?” she asked. Harry waited, knowing
that leap of logic had to have sprung from something. Hermione
twisted a lock of hair around a finger. “Well?” he finally
prodded. “Malfoy… is suing
the Ministry, stating that you attacked him. He’s claiming all
sorts of crazy things—Assault, Improper Advances, Public Deviancy,
Unlawful Touching of Persons Malfoy… We’re not certain the last
two are even real violations, but with some of the more archaic laws;
well, you never know. I’ve had my team researching it for the two
days you’ve been out cold.” “Two days?” “Yes. So. I’m
assuming you… touched…?” “Yes, I touched
Malfoy. Bumped into him, actually, which is probably a good thing,
because the only way we would have touched willingly is with fists.” “Then Malfoy’s
claims are valid?” “Pay them,” Harry
said. “But we can fight
him in court! Your extenuating circumstances are clearly—” “Pay them,” Harry
repeated brusquely, and threw his covers aside. He needed to get
back to work, now that he was finally clearheaded. “Whatever
damages Malfoy is asking, just pay them. I can’t afford to get on
his bad side.” Hermione’s face was
set in her Injustice Pout. Harry ignored it. He was amazed that he
could feel like his old self after just a stupid touch and a hell of
a lot of sleep. “But what about…
going forward?” “I’ll worry about
that when the time comes. Now that I know it’s him, and a simple
touch will do the trick, I’ll most likely just provoke him into a
fistfight. Let him pound me a couple times, and I’ll be good.” “That doesn’t
sound healthy at all, Harry. Why don’t you just explain it to him?
It’s possible he can be reasonable.” Harry pecked Hermione
on the cheek and ignored her worried glare. He wondered vaguely how
long his Malfoy-induced euphoria would last. Less than two weeks,
as it turned out. The sleeplessness slowly returned, and although
the dreams had begun anew, they had changed. Instead of a burning
need to find a nameless someone, Harry had an uncontrollable desire
to find Malfoy. His subconscious managed to dredge up every
memory Harry had of the git: Malfoy on a broom; Malfoy in Quidditch
gear; Malfoy smirking at him with wand raised; Malfoy clinging to him
as they fled the burning Room of Requirement… Harry swore roundly
and slammed his palm against the wall of the shower. Each of the
memories had become horribly twisted. Malfoy on a broom was grace
personified—his blond hair blew gently in the breeze, sweeping over
the smooth forehead and silvery eyes. Malfoy in Quidditch gear—gods,
that whole image was just wrong, especially the way Harry wanted to
peel away the leather—fuck! He was not thinking
erotic thoughts about Draco Malfoy. He was not, not, not! His erection begged to
differ. It seemed to find the whole idea of Malfoy extremely
appealing, so Harry wanked away his frustration, cursing when every
conjured image of a voluptuous female turned into a platinum-blond
man with smirking grey eyes. ‘“Oh, and Harry,
along with needing to touch your soulmate, you will have the
uncontrollable urge to shag the living shit out of them, heedless of
how repugnant you think they are.’ Dumbledore could not have
mentioned that little tidbit, could he?” Harry turned off the
shower, cursing his Veela blood for the nth time. Hermione had been
nagging him mercilessly about “the Malfoy situation”, but Harry
had no answers. He thought about going to see the horrible prat, or
drafting a letter to him, or something, but his indecision always
ended with Harry putting it off for another day. Kingsley, thankfully,
left him alone, since Harry’s job performance had returned to its
normal sterling level. Harry had cleared three cases in a week, and
felt fabulous, at least until the annoying symptoms returned. He
knew Hermione would pick up on it instantly, so on his day off, he
got up early and Apparated to Diagon Alley. Harry always put off
shopping until he was out of nearly everything, so it took him until
nearly noon to restock on potion supplies, broom conditioning
materials, books he planned to read when time allowed, and even a few
robes. After sending his
supplies home by various means, Harry decided to stop by Gringotts
and pick up some more “walking around Galleons”. Harry walked up
the steps and into the huge bank, where he halted abruptly. An unmistakable figure
in black stood nearby, facing away from Harry as he spoke to a goblin
attendant. Harry’s mind went inexplicably blank. He moved forward
as if drawn by a magnet, walked up behind the blond, and slid his
arms around Malfoy’s waist. The proximity alone was like a heady
drug. “Come here for a
minute, Malfoy,” Harry said, not recognizing his own voice for the
dulcet tones it contained. He drew Malfoy toward the front doors.
Strangely, Malfoy did not resist the guiding hand around his waist.
The instant they exited the wards surrounding Gringotts, Harry
Disapparated them straight to his flat. He did not release Malfoy,
he merely shifted slightly until he stood in front of the blond, who
watched him with a slightly dazed expression. Harry breathed in the
scent of him for only an instant before pressing Malfoy back against
the door and touching their lips together. The white-hot brilliance
Harry had felt before seemed magnified a hundredfold this time. Surely this was
paradise. Harry’s hands gripped the exquisite neck and his thumbs
traced the curve of Malfoy’s jaw while his lips tasted the
unbelievable sweetness of his mouth. Harry’s tongue drew lightly
over Malfoy’s lips, willing them to part. He pressed harder with a
whimper, pleading for a response. The one he received
was not what he had hoped for. Malfoy twisted a hand in Harry’s
thick hair and pulled, tearing their lips apart. Harry had to step
back or risk having his hair torn out. Malfoy’s other fist caught
him in the midsection, forcing Harry’s breath out with a grunt of
pain. Malfoy released him
and Harry doubled over, fighting for air. “I am not amused,
Potter. You’ll be hearing from my solicitor—again. I suggest
you pay attention this time.” Malfoy Disapparated
with a crack, and Harry made his way to the couch. All in all, he
felt pretty damned good, except for the back of his head… and his
battered diaphragm. He was also completely mortified that he had
attacked Malfoy in broad daylight in a public place. The whole thing
was turning into a serious fuck-up. It soon became clear
just how large a fuck-up it was. Hermione Flooed into his flat
before he had even finished brewing his morning tea. Harry blinked
at her blearily and began to prepare a second cup. “What were you
thinking, Harry?” she yelled, startling him. “I was thinking Earl
Grey, but if you’d prefer—” “Not the tea!
This!” She brandished a sheaf of papers under his nose. Harry
scowled, not wanting her to disrupt his pleasant mood. He had
enjoyed a brilliant night’s sleep for the first time in days, and
with no bloody dreams, either. Hermione was undaunted
by his lack of interest. “Malfoy has filed a
Restraining Order against you, Harry. A Restraining Order!
You are not allowed within ten meters of him! I thought you were
going to speak with him and explain the situation! What happened?” Harry flushed at the
memory. He hadn’t really considered what he’d done in a rational
light. Harry had attacked Malfoy, dragged him bodily to his flat,
and snogged him. Malfoy likely thought Harry had gone completely
round the bend. “Restraining Order?”
he said blankly. “Yes, he’s filed
another bloody sheaf of complaints, which you’ll no doubt want paid
immediately,” she said scathingly. “What did you do?” Shit. Restraining
Order. How the hell was he supposed to touch Malfoy now? Harry
would end up in Azkaban if he kept this up. “Damn it. We’ve
got to find a way to break this curse.” “It’s not a curse,
Harry, it’s genetics, it’s—” “Whatever! There
has to be a spell, or a potion, or something that will get rid
of it!” Hermione shook her
head and sat down across from him. She accepted the tea, but did not
drink. “That isn’t all, Harry.” She pulled something from the
bottom of her stack and slid it across the table toward him.
“Someone at the Daily Prophet has gotten hold of Malfoy’s court
documents. There’s an article questioning your behavior and
speculating on your relationship with Malfoy, among other things.” “Rita Skeeter,”
Harry said flatly. “Most likely. The
article is not attributed, but her beetleprints are all over it.” Harry paid Malfoy’s
damages, and threw himself into work, taking the riskiest assignments
and countering his growing Veela symptoms with an assortment of
potions. Sleeping potions to knock him out at night, and energy
potions to keep him going during the day. He could barely eat, and
started taking supplements with nutrient potions to keep from
collapsing with hunger. Every free moment he
spent researching Veela and everything even remotely associated with
them, hoping against hope to find a way out. He refused to see
Malfoy again, knowing he could not control himself around the blond
git, and also knowing Malfoy would gladly have him tossed into
Azkaban. Harry avoided Hermione
by spending all possible time away from home. While at the Ministry,
he purposefully stayed out of his office unless absolutely necessary.
At home, he warded his fireplace to keep out all visitors via Floo.
He knew Hermione would never dare Apparate in directly, having
distinct ideas regarding privacy, and Harry was careful to answer all
of her owls to keep her from violating those ideals. He simply made
up excuse after excuse to keep from meeting with her. As the fifth week
after his last attack on Malfoy approached, Harry felt as if a brush
fire had swept through his soul, leaving an empty husk. Harry woke up on the
couch. He had largely given up sleeping in his bed, because he
normally woke every twenty minutes or so and paced, or brewed a cup
of tea that would sit on the counter until it grew cold while he
stared at the wall in dull misery. He suddenly knew that
someone was in his flat, and Summoned his wand in a heartbeat. “Going to hex me,
Potter?” a dry voice drawled. Harry’s wand sagged, and he sat
back heavily on the couch from his half-rising stance. He dropped
his wand on the floor and buried his head in his hands. “Malfoy,” he said
hoarsely, ignoring the trembling that had already begun in his limbs
merely at the knowledge that Malfoy was close enough to touch with a
few short strides. “What are you doing here?” “You brought me here
once, Potter, quite against my will. I sort of assumed I had an open
invitation.” Harry let the words
slowly shuffle through his mind. They told him absolutely nothing.
He sensed Malfoy’s approach, but dared not ask any more questions.
It took all of Harry’s restraint not to launch himself at the
Slytherin. The sofa moved as Malfoy sat next to him, and then Harry
felt a hand—oh god—a hand reach out and rest on the back of his
neck. The touch was like rain falling on parched earth. Harry fought to
breathe as the brilliance flooded through him, leaving languid peace
in its wake. The touch was like balm to Harry’s ravaged soul. He
leaned into Malfoy’s hand and sighed in contentment when Malfoy
maneuvered him until his head rested on the Slytherin’s shoulder.
Harry’s forehead tucked into Malfoy’s neck, and he was too tired
even to press soft kisses there, although he desperately wanted to. Harry no longer cared
why Malfoy was there, it was enough that he was. Wrapped in
Malfoy’s strange but welcome embrace, Harry drifted into blissful
oblivion. Harry woke when his
bed moved beneath him. He reared up in surprise, with his Auror
instincts on full alert. He froze in utter
astonishment when he saw Draco Malfoy beneath him. The grey eyes
were open and unamused. “You’re crushing
me, Potter,” he said. “I thought you were
a dream,” Harry said in wonder, suddenly aware of the warm body
beneath his. “Unfortunately not,”
Malfoy drawled. “Now that I have done my good deed for thecentury, perhaps you will be so kind as to get the hell off of
me.” Harry nearly complied.
They were stretched out on Harry’s couch. From the light
filtering through the shades, it looked to be full daylight. Malfoy
shifted, expecting Harry to rise, which turned out to be a huge
mistake. Something woke up inside Harry, like a dragon
stirring from a long winter’s sleep, fully alert and ravenous. Harry was suddenly
aware of every molecule of Malfoy that touched him, even through
their clothing, but those clothes were immediately an unwelcome
barrier to something Harry wanted with a savagery that took his
breath away. Malfoy must have felt
the electric charge, or seen the effect in Harry’s eyes. The
silver eyes widened and the chest beneath Harry’s heaved sharply in
a gasp. “Potter,” he
hissed. “Get the fuck off of me this instant.” “You know, I don’t
think I will,” Harry said languidly, and noted with some surprise
that his voice sounded like aural sex. He lowered his mouth to taste
those gorgeous lips, only to have Malfoy twist his head sharply.
Harry’s lips met the edge of Malfoy’s jaw instead, which was just
fine. Harry nibbled at it, working his way to the soft hollow just
beneath Malfoy’s ear. He licked it experimentally and opened his
mouth to take a taste of Malfoy’s earlobe— And found himself on
the floor. Malfoy stood over him, looking like a vengeful angel.
The platinum hair was disheveled, and he looked gorgeously rumpled,
but the black wand pointed at Harry was rock-steady. “Damn you, Potter,
unless you want to be hexed six ways from Sunday, you had better get
a bloody handle on your fucking Veela hormones.” Harry blinked at him
and got to his feet. “You know?” he
said stupidly. “Yes, I know, thanks
to your friend Granger. It would have been nice to know why you kept
attacking me, you stupid prat. Could you not have picked up a
quill?” Harry sat on the
couch, trying not to drink in the tantalizing sight of Malfoy, and
failing. The Veela-infected part of his mind began to plot ways to
overcome the Slytherin. “I had hoped… to
find a way out of it,” Harry said lamely. “That worked out
well, didn’t it? By the look of you, I think you would have been
dead in a week.” Harry had to admit it
was true. Oddly, his infusion of Malfoy had nearly brought him back
to tip-top shape. He was still tired, and starved, but every nerve
ending tingled. He felt gloriously alive. And suddenly suspicious. “Why are you here?”
he asked sharply. Despite Malfoy’s mention of a good deed, there
had to be more to it than that. Malfoys did not perform good deeds.
Not without ulterior motives. Malfoy sneered.
“Don’t think I’m here for your sake, Potter.” Harry laughed,
although the sound was rather hollow in his ears. The
ridiculous—probably Veela—part of him had hoped Malfoy really had
come to help him. Idiot. The day Draco Malfoy comes to rescue
you of his own volition is the day pink elephants will rain from the
sky. “All right then,”
Malfoy said as he moved to seat himself in a chair near the window.
Despite his relaxed pose, the wand did not waver. Harry’s glance
flicked to his own wand on a nearby table. He knew it could be in
his hand, with Malfoy disarmed, in a trice. “I have a business
proposition for you, Potter.” The words snapped
Harry out of his contemplation, although the idea of taking away
Malfoy’s wand and climbing all over him did not completely leave
his fevered brain. “Business
proposition?” Harry asked. “Indeed. Since you
apparently require my touch to keep from pining away unto death, and
since I have no reason whatsoever to grant you the use of my…
flesh, shall we say…” Harry thought Malfoy
should possibly have chosen a different turn of phrase, because the
words “use of my flesh” set up an orchestra of excited images in
Harry’s mind, each crying for attention. Most of them featured a
naked Malfoy stretched out on various soft objects, and it was long
minutes before a rational part of Harry’s mind realized that Malfoy
was still talking, and not just sitting in a patch of sunlight
looking like a Potter buffet. “Potter, sit down!”
Malfoy snapped. “Are you even listening to me?” Harry backed up a few
steps and sat. His body had apparently begun to stalk Malfoy without
his consent. Although if consent was required, Harry would grant it,
because it seemed like a fine idea. Malfoy glared. “As
I was saying, I’ve decided to help you with your little problem…
for a price.” The last word caught
Harry’s attention, and he stopped ogling Malfoy for a moment. “A price,” he
repeated. “Several prices,
actually,” Malfoy said with a nod. “I’ve made a list.”
Although he barely spoke a word, a piece of parchment detached itself
from Malfoy’s dark cape, which was draped casually over a chair.
Malfoy floated the small scroll over to Harry, who took it, and
unrolled it curiously. Amusement was Harry’s
first response, and then shock, and finally something akin to horror.
His eyes scanned the list. Touch – Per
finger, 1 Galleon, 1 minute maximum Full
hand – 6 Galleons, 1 minute maximum Stroke – 10 Galleons minimum – may vary by type and location Massage – 50 Galleons, upper body only, 15 minute maximum Kiss – No tongue
– 50 Galleons With tongue – 100
Galleons As soon as he read
those words, Harry began to calculate how long it would take to empty
his Gringott’s vault on kisses alone, and nearly Apparated directly
there to begin transferring the funds into Malfoy’s account. That
rash action was halted by the next few words on the page. Oral sex –
Performed by Potter – 200 Galleons Performed by Draco – not enough Galleons in the
world Harry scowled and read
the final line. Other sex –
Forget it, Veela-boy Harry’s excitement
steadied itself into a fine rage. He quelled his stubborn
disappointment at the “no sex” rule, remembering that this wasMalfoy, and if it weren’t for his stupid Veela genes, he
would hate the bastard with all of his might. Shagging was not an
option. “Even without the
sex, doesn’t this make you some sort of… prostitute?” Harry
asked. Malfoy shrugged. “As I see it, I’m
merely performing a service, rather like a medi-wizard or a
therapist.” Malfoy stood gracefully. “Needless to say, I have
removed the restraining order.” Harry’s lip twisted
bitterly. “And what do I owe you for last night?” The blond grinned
wickedly. “I’ll send you a bill.” With that, he wisely
collected his cloak and departed before Harry could decide what hex
to use. He settled for blasting an antique vase into powder as soon
as the Slytherin had gone. Then he got up,
unlocked his Floo, and went to find Hermione. Harry’s
determination to die before seeking out Malfoy lasted only four days.
Even while daydreaming, his mind kept tripping over Malfoy’s list,
and falling flat on the part about oral sex. Once the horrified
outrage died out, his Veela genes cheerfully provided images of Harry
kneeling before Malfoy, until the idea was not only not repugnant,
but became fucking tantalizing. Logic demanded he do
something, and since Logic’s name was Hermione Granger, it had a
loud and strident voice. Harry also knew Logic would not shut up
until Logic was satisfied. Harry decided to settle for simple
handshakes from Malfoy, hoping a regular program of casual touch
would satisfy his Veela side and put a halt to the disturbing
visions. Harry made a formal
appointment, and Apparated to the front gates of Malfoy Manor at the
perfectly respectable hour of 4 pm. The gates opened of their own
volition, and Harry passed the exotic birds that peered at him in
feathered disinterest as he walked to the front doors. A house-elf
led him to a large room that probably had some formal name, like
parlour, or drawing room, or study. Malfoy, true to form, made Harry
wait until he was near-dead of boredom, and had begun to recite
counter-curses by rote merely to pass the time. Malfoy strode in,
looking every inch the lord of the manor, haughty and impatient. “I’m quite busy
today, Potter,” he said condescendingly as Harry stood. “What
shall it be?” Harry had intended to
ask for nothing more than a bloody handclasp, but Malfoy’s
snobbish, overbearing attitude made him bristle immediately. It was
bad enough that Harry had to humble himself to come here, but the
fucking prat did not have to make it even more difficult. Harry was
suddenly ready to do anything to knock that smug look from the
Slytherin’s face. “A kiss,” Harry
snapped. “With tongue.” Malfoy blanched,
giving Harry a moment of satisfaction before his intelligence caught
up with his Gryffindor pride. Fuck, was he completely insane?
Malfoy recovered quickly, and shrugged. “Fine.” He didn’t move, and
neither did Harry. Malfoy scowled. “I sure as hell
won’t come to you, Potter, so get on with it.” Harry stalked forward
angrily, curled a hand behind Malfoy’s neck, and fastened his lips
to the Slytherin’s. Half a breath later, Harry thought his heart
might stop. It resembled the time Harry had kissed Malfoy at his
flat, but then Malfoy had been shocked and unresponsive. This time,
Malfoy was at least receptive, and stood placidly while Harry tried
to devour his lips. A sensation unlike anything he’d ever felt
began to rush through him. He unwittingly softened the kiss, and his
hand gentled on Malfoy’s neck. Harry tipped his head
slightly and nearly moaned when Malfoy’s lips parted to give Harry
access. Harry’s tongue swept in, and the first touch against
Malfoy’s was like a crescendo of pleasure. Nothing could ever be
better than this. Harry licked, and tasted, and drank in Malfoy as
the blood pounded in his ears until everything went stark white. Harry opened his eyes
and nearly climbed out of his skin. He Summoned his wand with a
yelp, and scrambled upright, registering Malfoy’s presence in the
nick of time. The house-elf whose frightening face had hovered over
Harry upon waking leaped back with a cry of alarm. Malfoy sat in a chair
across from Harry, watching him expressionlessly. “If you’re going
to faint after a single kiss, perhaps you should request something
less… dangerous.” Harry wondered if
there was a spell that would cause the ground to open up and swallow
him whole. He had fainted. From a kiss. It seemed the universe had
united itself in a cause—to make Harry Potter look like a complete
bloody fool in front of Draco fucking Malfoy. He got to his feet.
“I think I’ve humiliated myself enough for one day,” he said
without looking at the Slytherin. “Thank you for your time,
Malfoy. Be sure to send me your… you know… bill.” “I will, Potter,”
Harry heard Malfoy say. Strangely, his voice did not sound smug or
taunting. Harry could not define the tone, but he was too eager to
escape to spend time analyzing it. He walked quickly to the front
door and departed. Harry threw himself
into work with reckless abandon, rather like he had before, but this
time with a better chance of survival. Twenty eight hours after
kissing Malfoy, he Apparated back to his flat dead tired, scraped and
scratched beyond rationality. He had spent the entire day trailing a
rogue forest ghoul, and wanted nothing more than to crawl into his
bed. He showered and lounged on his couch for a bit, fully intending
to have nothing whatsoever to do with Malfoy. He felt fine, but for
a niggling sense of disquiet that would likely prevent him from
sleeping, and he had to get back on the trail of the ghoul first
thing the next morning. After forty minutes of
self-debate, Harry stuck his head into the fireplace. An endless
wait and a short conversation later, Harry stepped out of the fire
into what looked like a library. Malfoy sat in a chair, watching
him. The blond was dressed in soft-looking robes of ice blue. The
color made him look ethereal and almost fragile, although by no means
more approachable. “What will it be
tonight, Potter?” Malfoy asked and set aside a glass he had been
holding. Ice clinked when the glass settled on the table. The
liquid looked like Firewhiskey. Harry had a sudden avaricious
yearning to kiss Malfoy’s lips and taste the cold alcohol. He
forced the thought away angrily. “Just hands,”
Harry said shortly. “I won’t be long; I’m far too tired. I’d
hoped it would help me sleep.” Malfoy sighed and held
out his hands like a sleepwalker, without bothering to rise. Harry
walked forward and dropped to his knees, not even feeling a trace of
shame at the motion. He had already debased himself. A bit more
would hardly matter. He took both of the
proffered hands in his own, and managed not to sigh with pleasure. “So…” Malfoy
said after a moment. “How was your day?” “Wretched,” Harry
admitted. He briefly described the ordeal of tracking a magical
creature through rugged, treacherous terrain while waiting for it to
leap from hiding and rend him with claws and teeth. Malfoy laughed
when he finished the story, which was not the response Harry had
expected. “That’s so… you,
Potter.” “What do you mean?” “You know you love
it. Hunting down evil and punishing wrongdoers. It’s so very
Gryffindor.” Harry grinned.
“Thanks.” Malfoy sniffed. “That
was not a compliment. What would you do if you could not be an
Auror? I believe you would curl up and die.” “I would not. I
would… play Quidditch, or something.” “I’m somewhat
surprised you chose the Auror route over Quidditch, actually.” “Why?” “More fame, greater
glory with Quidditch,” Malfoy said. Harry snatched his
hands away, more stung than he would admit. He got to his feet. “I never wanted
that. Never.” He walked to the fireplace and glanced back over
his shoulder. “Thank you for seeing me on such short notice.” He did not wait for a
response, but tossed a handful of powder and Flooed home. Three days later,
Harry staggered home bruised and bloody. He had found the horrific
creature, which had put up a hellish fight. Attempting to subdue it
had only succeeded in nearly getting him killed, so he had finally
cast the curse to end the creature’s existence. God, but ghouls
were stupid. Normal ghouls were bad enough, but forest ghouls were
huge, vicious, and nearly non-intelligent. Harry had sent an owl
to Malfoy from the Ministry while trying to write his report through
crossing eyes. Hermione, thankfully, had sent him home after pulling
a Pensieve memory of the event out of his head and promising to write
his report for him. “If I didn’t have
stupid Veela genes, Hermione, I’d marry you,” Harry had said
gratefully. “I’m already
married, Harry. Now go home and get some rest. I’ll have a word
with Kingsley tomorrow for sending you off alone like that, too.” “Dean is on
holiday,” Harry had muttered. “I don’t care. Go
home.” Harry exited the
shower and spotted Malfoy’s monstrous owl fluttering at the sill.
Harry opened the window and had to avoid the creature’s inclination
to bite while Harry tried to remove the message. He waved the
vicious thing away angrily and opened the scroll. I won’t be home
until 11 pm, but you are welcome to drop by after that. Thirty-five minutes.
Harry dropped onto the couch, certain he would be asleep long before
then, but sleep evaded him regardless of his exhaustion. Harry hated
the irritable, edgy sensation prickling over his skin cause by
prolonged absence from Malfoy. When the clock struck
eleven, Harry Flooed over. The gongs had not even died away from the
clock on Malfoy’s mantle. “Punctual,” Malfoy
said in a tone that conveyed a different meaning entirely. Harry
wished he hadn’t come. Malfoy seemed to be feeling just as tetchy
as Harry. The blond stood near the window, looking out at the
grounds. Harry hovered by the
fireplace awkwardly. “For Merlin’s
sake, sit down, Potter,” Malfoy snapped. Harry walked to the couch
and sat. He ran a hand over the soft velvet, which was palest green
threaded with an emerald pattern. He glanced at Malfoy, who was more
formally dressed than last time Harry had seen him. Malfoy wore
robes so dark they might have been black. Harry wondered where
Malfoy had been. Out on a date, perhaps? A flare of purest jealousy
snarled through Harry, leaving him dazed by the strength of it. Oh
shit, this is bad, Harry thought. Malfoy huffed a sigh
and walked over to sit next to Harry, leaving a distance of slightly
more than a handspan between them. Malfoy’s hand rested on his own
thigh, and looked even paler against the fabric—violet, Harry
noted. Malfoy turned his hand until the palm faced up, a silent
invitation. Harry gratefully placed his hand atop Malfoy’s,
linking their fingers. He was disgusted by the level of his
gratitude. Malfoy’s touch was
worth it, though. They sat silently for
a few minutes, saying nothing, but the silence was oddly comfortable.
Harry wondered if Malfoy mentally counted the minutes to tally up
Harry’s bill. He sighed and leaned his head back, glad that
Malfoy’s sofa had a high enough rise for comfort. Harry shut his
eyes and let soothing peace steal over him. He wasn’t certain he
would have the strength to rise. Harry awoke in
completely unfamiliar surroundings, but the bed felt like a cloud of
brilliant softness, so he stayed where he was and let his eyes take
in the room. Great, he
thought. I fell asleep. Malfoy will probably charge me a
thousand Galleons, and then tell me his house is not an inn. The room was
incredible, he had to admit. It was, without a doubt, the most
opulent room Harry had ever been in. The furniture looked centuries
old, but remained in pristine condition. Harry wondered how much of
it had never been used. He pictured an assortment of pale, haughty
Malfoys adorning the room, sitting at the writing table, lounging
against the bedpost, and pulling back the thick brocade curtains. Each image morphed
into Draco, and Harry found himself wishing the blond were in the
room. He frowned, annoyed that the thought was far more enticing
than it should have been, particularly when his libido seized on the
idea and conjured a vision of Malfoy leaning over the bed to press a
kiss to Harry’s lips. His sudden erection was alarming. Harry tossed the thick
covers back and sat up, to find he was dressed only in his boxers.
His hard-on did not deflate at all at the idea of Malfoy undressing
him. Control yourself, Harry, he though angrily. Malfoy
probably had a house-elf do it. That thought helped immensely,
and his skin crawled slightly, but Harry’s erection diminished
enough that he could comfortably tug on his jeans. They had
apparently been cleaned, and were neatly folded upon a nearby table. A house-elf popped up
behind him as he was buttoning his shirt, nearly causing Harry to hex
the creature in a knee-jerk Auror reflex. “Master Draco will
see you in the Red Dining Room,” the house-elf said tonelessly.
Harry smiled wryly at the words, as if Harry had made an appointment. “I should just go,”
Harry said and slipped his wand into the leather sheath on his
forearm. “Harry Potter will
follow Wyrm now,” the house-elf said as though Harry had not
spoken. Harry sighed and put his shoes on before obediently trekking
after the house-elf. The walk to the “Red Dining Room” seemed to
take forever. Malfoy Manor was like a bloody palace. He wondered
where Malfoy’s rooms were, and decided he would rather not know.
If he repeated that enough times, perhaps he would even believe it. The Red Dining Room
was definitely red, although the color was far more evocative of a
Tuscan sunset than the Gryffindor common room. Wyrm waited pointedly
until Harry pulled out a chair and sat down. The house-elf
disappeared just as Malfoy strolled in. “Morning, Potter,”
he said pleasantly, as though breaking fast with Harry happened every
day. “Good morning,”
Harry replied after a moment of surprise. “Sleep well?” the
blond asked with a hint of his usual smirk. He seated himself across
from Harry. A hoard of house-elves
appeared and placed an obscene amount of food on the table. When
they vanished, Harry opened his mouth to speak. “Just eat, Potter.
Then you can pop off to the Ministry and pretend nothing happened
last night.” Harry gaped at him.
“Nothing did happen!” Malfoy’s grin could
have rivaled Mephistopheles’. “Are you sure?”
Malfoy purred in a tone that made Harry’s cock spring back to
ramrod attention. It was ten dozen kinds of unfair that Malfoy could
have that effect on him using only his voice. Harry gulped half a
glass of juice, which could have been embalming fluid for all he
noticed of the taste. He felt a trifle steadier when he set his
glass down. Harry decided to eat
instead of talk. Malfoy seemed to be in a strange mood, judging by
the way he watched Harry, who tried not to notice that Malfoy ate
like a seductive concubine. He practically made love to his food,
placing each morsel carefully in his mouth, biting with precision
using perfect white teeth, licking his lips in a way that should have
been illegal… Harry pressed the heel
of his hand against his groin in an attempt to crush his erection.
He fixed his eyes on the plate, instead of on the bundle of blond sex
sitting across from him. Harry got through the
meal by not looking at Malfoy at all, and controlled his lust by
conjuring images of Dolores Umbridge naked and beckoning to him. He
was finally able to stand without embarrassing himself. “I’ll take you to
the library,” Malfoy offered, and Harry grinned. “Probably a good
idea, else I’ll wander around lost and you’ll find me weeks from
now in some obscure part of your house, dead of dehydration.” “The house-elves
would never let that happen,” Malfoy commented and took a slight
lead. They returned to the library, which was actually somewhat
close to the Red Dining Room. They stood before the fireplace and
Harry picked up a handful of Floo powder. He looked at Malfoy,
feeling awkward and out of sorts. “Um… thanks for…
everything…” Harry said. Malfoy reached up and
gripped Harry’s chin before he leaned forward and placed a gentle
kiss on Harry’s lips. The slight headache Harry had not even known
was looming vanished. Malfoy drew back with a half-smile. “That one is a
freebie, Potter,” he said. Harry blindly tossed
the powder and stepped out of his own fireplace, confused and
annoyingly happy. He spent the day trying to determine why Malfoy
had been so inexplicably nice to him. It wasn’t until
hours later that he figured out the git had done it merely to drive
Harry half-insane pondering it. The idea was confirmed when he
received an owl from Malfoy stating that he would be away on business
for the next three days. The bastard could have mentioned it at
breakfast. Harry crumpled the note and went to ask Kingsley for a
dangerous mission. He needed to hurt something. Three days felt like
eternity. Harry had thought the need to touch Malfoy would diminish
after more frequent contact, but apparently the opposite was true.
He sat at his kitchen table and pushed the food around on his plate,
convincing himself that mimicking the act of eating was just as good
as the real thing. He wasn’t hungry, and his skin felt like
someone had rubbed it with a stiff brush. His clothes hurt. He had
taken off as many as possible, and sat in the chair in his boxers
while he cursed the bloody uncomfortable upholstery. He debated owling
Malfoy, because the Slytherin’s note had said three days, not three
days and three nights, but he felt needy enough without making an ass
of himself atop it. A pop sounded in the
next room and he wondered if his wards were strong enough to repel
any enemies, but decided he didn’t care enough to get up and check.
If someone wanted to do him in, they could come and find him. Malfoy sauntered
through the doorway, and Harry barely had time to gasp before he
launched from the chair and wrapped his arms around the blond. He
held Malfoy tightly as the nettlesome feeling ebbed from his skin and
strength returned. He realized he was trembling, and sighed heavily. “This is so fucked
up,” he said into Malfoy’s hair. Malfoy patted him
lightly on the back. He had not returned Harry’s desperate
embrace, so Harry let go with reluctance. “Come on, let’s
have a drink,” Malfoy said. “I could use one.” Harry wanted to ask
where he’d been—he was near-choking himself to keep from
asking—but he knew the words would sound plaintive and jealous. He
followed Malfoy into the living room. Malfoy went to the sidebar and
stripped off his outer robes on the way. Harry suddenly felt
extremely underdressed, especially considering the effect Malfoy
usually had on certain parts of his anatomy. The mere thought of it
made something stir. God, not now! Malfoy lifted a few
bottles and peered at them as Harry sidled toward the bedroom. “You’re fine,
Potter. No need to dress formally on my account. I won’t be here
long.” Harry reluctantly took
a seat on the couch, next to a pillow he could use as cover, if
necessary. “Where did you go?”
he blurted, and then thought about slamming his head into the wall a
few times like a house-elf. Malfoy crossed the
room and sat on the couch near Harry. He handed Harry a glass of
clear liquid that could have been any number of foul-tasting
alcohols. Harry sniffed it. Vodka. He looked at Malfoy dubiously,
and the Slytherin’s eyes watched him over the rim of the glass as
he sipped. A challenge. Damn it. Harry scowled and gulped his
drink, suppressing a shudder at the taste. He wasn’t much of a
drinker. “I was in France,”
Malfoy said. Harry waited, but
Malfoy did not elaborate. They drank in silence. Harry finished his
first and poured another, thinking the taste wasn’t so bad after
the pleasant warmth began to seep through his system. “France, eh?” he
commented as he sat down again. “What’s in France?” “My fiancée,”
Malfoy said, causing the refilled glass to slip out of Harry’s
fingers and thump on the carpet. Harry looked at the spreading
stain, but the dismay he felt had nothing to do with the spill. Malfoy tsked and
spelled the stain away before retrieving another drink for Harry, who
stared at the floor without seeing it. Fiancée. The
word hammered through his temples and he found it rather hard to
breathe. Fiancée. Fiancée. Fiancée. “Here, Potter.
Bloody hell, you look pale as death. Are you all right?” Harry took the glass
and drank half the contents, trusting the burn to warm his chilled
blood. A fiancée. Fuck. Why was that such a surprise? Had
he expected Malfoy to put his life on hold simply because Harry
needed him? What the fuck did Malfoy owe him? Harry glanced at the
blond, who watched him carefully. Harry forced a grin,
knowing it probably looked like a rictus of death. “Sorry,” he
choked. “I didn’t know you were… engaged.” Malfoy’s grey eyes
flashed. “Understandable. My every move is not reported on the
front page of the Daily Prophet.” Unlike yours, was left
unspoken. Harry was too numb to feel his usual annoyance. He felt
cold even through the warmth of the vodka. He wanted to ask all the
usual inane questions, but could not force them out through the lump
of sawdust in his throat. He tried to wash it down with more vodka. Malfoy’s voice was
surprisingly soft when he spoke. “Look, Potter, you needn’t
worry. I’m sure she won’t object to our silly handholding and
occasional snogging sessions. It’s likely your prudish Gryffindor
nobility will be a larger obstacle.” A pale hand reached
out and touched Harry’s forearm, sending a tsunami of need crashing
through Harry’s blood to mingle with the alcohol. Something feral
seemed to uncoil, and Harry dropped his glass for the second time. A
sound resembling a growl purred from his throat and he leaned over
and took Malfoy’s lips in a savage kiss. He pressed the Slytherin
into the sofa, tasting blood. He lapped at it, drinking the taste of
copper with the exquisite flavor of Malfoy. He knew the kiss was
painful and bruising, but he did not care. Pure lust had taken
over Harry’s motor functions. His hands roamed over Malfoy,
tracing every ridge, every curve, and every valley. It wasn’t
enough. He fumbled with the buttons on Malfoy’s shirt, and felt
ecstatic bliss when his fingers splayed over the smooth, bare chest. Malfoy made a sound
that was half moan, and it nearly startled Harry back to his senses.
The taste of Malfoy’s mouth drew him down again, but he dimly
wondered why the blond was not resisting. The fact that he wasn’t
was a heady rush, and Harry’s hands moved lower, sliding out of the
shirt to caress Malfoy’s cock through his trousers. It was a
pleasant jolt to find Malfoy as hard as he was, and a gasp made it
past their joined lips as Malfoy inhaled sharply. Harry opened Malfoy’s
trousers with determined care while teasing his lips with nibbling
kisses. Harry’s hand dipped inside, and his fingers glided over
the heated flesh. Harry had to leave Malfoy’s lips for a moment
because he couldn’t breathe. The sensation was too much--it felt
too good. He drew back and let his gaze slide over the blond. He
had never wanted anything more. Malfoy’s head was tipped back, and
the grey eyes were nearly shut. His reddened lips were slightly
parted, revealing pearl-white teeth. Malfoy’s platinum hair framed
his perfect features, making Harry want to reach out and touch it. The open shirt
revealed smooth skin over a far more muscular physique than Harry
would have guessed. His perusal dropped lower, to watch the
magnificent cock beneath his hand as he stroked and caressed it.
Malfoy’s hips shifted slightly, pressing into Harry’s palm. “You’re so
unbelievably beautiful,” Harry murmured and kissed him again. Malfoy’s hands were
splayed on the couch, not touching Harry, which was just fine,
anything was fine, as long as he didn’t push Harry away or ask him
to stop. From the sounds escaping Malfoy’s lips, stopping Harry
was the last thing on his mind. Harry matched his movements to the
speed of Malfoy’s gasps, thinking that nothing had ever felt quite
so indescribably right. Harry’s mouth moved
over Malfoy’s jaw and down the smooth neck. He shifted until he
half-knelt between Malfoy’s open legs, and sucked greedily at one
nipple, and then the other, teasing the hard nubs into further
stiffness. “So close,” Malfoy
gasped. “Not quite yet,”
Harry said in a hushed tone and moved down to take the head of
Malfoy’s cock into his mouth. Malfoy cried out and came, flooding
Harry’s mouth with hot liquid. The feel of Malfoy quivering
beneath his hands, along with the taste and sound and scent of him
filled Harry like a crescendo of emotion. Mine, he thought
fervently as an orgasm tore through him. It was like nothing he’d
ever experienced, and he sucked and swallowed every bit of Malfoy he
could taste as his own release drenched his boxers. Harry reached
down and squeezed his own cock for the first time, to coax every last
shudder from his over-stimulated body. Spent at last, he
licked Malfoy one last time and rested his cheek on the flat abdomen.
Malfoy touched him finally—a pale hand dropped onto Harry’s head
and rested there without moving. Harry waited for the
shame and mental anguish to assault him, but after long moments he
felt nothing but contentment. He soaked in the warmth of Malfoy’s
skin and listened to the slowing rhythm of the Slytherin’s
breathing. Harry did not want to move or think—he simply wanted
the moment to stretch into forever. Harry’s hangover was
quite spectacular. The mere act of opening his eyes was akin to
placing hot coals on his retinas. He shut them tightly and fumbled
on the bedside table until his fingers brushed his wand, thank
Merlin. He tried to Summon a
hangover potion he kept on hand for emergencies, usually for the rare
occasions Seamus and Dean visited and spent all night recalling every
drinking game ever invented. Harry had to speak the spell twice—his
voice reminded him of Alastor Moody’s harsh rasp. The vial felt nice and
cool in his hand, and he chugged the concoction without looking at
it. They effects were violent and immediate, from the bone-jarring
shudder to the instantaneous need to pee. He bolted for the loo to
purge the effects of excessive drink and hangover remedy. Harry felt almost
human when he returned to his room. It was his day off, luckily,
since the hour was long past that in which he usually rose. He
padded into the living room and stopped short at the sight of the
couch. The dark upholstery seemed to regard him expectantly, forcing
him to deal with the memories of the night before. He walked forward and
sat heavily on the sofa while his mind slid back over every moment.
His throat constricted, and he reached out a hand to touch the place
where Malfoy had been. Harry’s hand froze
at the realization of what he was doing. He felt no humiliation for
attacking the Slytherin; all he felt was a sense of wonder. He no
longer cared that his Veela need had driven him to seek out Malfoy,
because the emotion had altered. Harry missed Malfoy.
He wanted to reach out and touch Malfoy’s hand. He wanted to see
his hair shine in the sunlight. He wanted to hear that annoying
drawl, and taste the soft skin at the hollow of his pale throat. Harry felt nothing but
an unwelcome sense of finality when he realized he had fallen in love
with Draco Malfoy. Malfoy, who had a
fiancée. Harry forced away the
panic induced by the thought and wondered what Hermione would do. He
shut his eyes and visualized her face. He heard her practical voice
say, “Well, fight for what you want, Harry. You’ve overcome
impossible odds before.” Harry opened his eyes.
Malfoy’s fiancée was in France, and Harry was here, right
here. Maybe he was stupid to try, but he wanted Malfoy, and he had
to at least make an attempt to win him. It was not until Harry
had dressed and eaten that he noticed the parchment on the writing
desk in the corner. Harry walked over and picked it up, not
surprised to see Malfoy’s almost-pretty handwriting. Potter, My decision to drop
in on you last night was quite fortuitous. Harry grinned, hearing
the Slytherin’s tones perfectly as he read the words. I did so out of a
sense of compassion and duty, and was rewarded handsomely for my
effort. It almost makes me feel like a Gryffindor. Harry chuckled aloud
at that, and made a scoffing noise. His amusement fled and the blood
drained from his face when he read the next lines. I am enclosing my
bill for services rendered, as follows: Kisses, with tongue
7 each at 100G 700 Galleons Strokes, full hand
(estimated) 20 each at 10G 200 Galleons Hand job
(discounted) 1 at 100G 100 Galleons Total due: 1,000
Galleons Harry pulled the chair
out so sharply the legs screeched on the wooden floor. His knees
buckled and he dropped bonelessly into the seat, feeling dark spots
swimming before his vision. The determined optimism he had felt only
moments earlier seemed like the mark of a bloody lovesick imbecile. The whole time, Malfoy
had been tallying his bill. Every kiss, every touch, had been
nothing but another Galleon in Malfoy’s coffers. Harry forced down
the bile that rose in his throat and winced when his gasp of breath
turned into a sob. He put his head
between his knees to stave off the vertigo, and tried to inhale and
exhale in conscious rhythm. He shut his eyes. It felt like the
ground had siphoned away beneath him. Harry tried to rein in the
pain and crushing sense of horror. It seemed to take
forever. He felt like the world’s biggest idiot, with his ability
to embrace the fact that he loved Malfoy with scarcely a batted
eyelash, and yet the knowledge that Malfoy would never love him hit
him like a fucking Crucio. And really, which was more bloody
logical? Obviously, Malfoy did not love him. Malfoy did not even
fucking like him. Harry stood up
suddenly, almost glad when the panic was buried by a sudden onslaught
of rage. These fucking Veela
genes! Harry had had enough. He refused to be a goddamn puppet
any longer. He would rid himself of the curse of it, no matter what
it took. If it killed him, then so be it. Better to die than face
the cruel amusement on Malfoy’s face if Harry dared to see him
again. He crumpled the bill in his fist and left it on the table
before snatching up a quill. He penned three messages—one to
Gringott’s authorizing the payment to Malfoy’s account, one to
Kingsley stating he was taking an indefinite leave of absence, and
one to Hermione. To her, he tried to explain without actually
explaining. When Hedwig returned
from her first two deliveries, Harry sent her off to Hermione with
the last message. Then he sealed his flat and left. Egypt sucked. Harry
had never imagined such wretched heat. It sapped the energy from
him, even as the lack of contact with Malfoy drained the life from
him. Harry was nearly too
tired to care about his mission. His research had led him to Egypt
as the origin of Veelas—drawings of winged people adorned the walls
of nearly every tomb. Luckily, his Auror training had provided
Translation Charms, so the hieroglyphs were fairly simple to
decipher, albeit frustrating. Harry knew all there was to know about
the Veela, except how to break a bond with one. It seemed most magical
cultures thought bonding with a Veela to be a fabulous honor, so why
would they want to dissolve the link? Because no one else in
history has ever been Veela-bonded to Draco Malfoy, Harry thought
wryly. Harry let his tired
eyes glide over the hieroglyphs opposite him. He sat on a sandy
floor across from a wall detailing a Veela ritual that had no
relevance to him. He tried not to think of Malfoy, but the memory of
their last night together haunted him every time he shut his eyes.
He sometimes felt the Veela side of him as another entity, snarling
with rage as it tried to force him to flee back to the blond
dementor. Harry knew it was not
another entity, though, merely some uncontrollable hormone, and his
own stupidity in allowing himself to fall in love with the Prince of
Self-Absorption. Harry’s hand trailed
through the sand. He should probably go back to his hotel room, but
he was so tired, he wasn’t sure he had the energy to Disapparate.
It had been two weeks since he’d seen Malfoy. His vigor was beyond
depleted. All Harry wanted to do was lie on the floor and let his
life drain away into the sand beneath the Sphinx. Maybe in a few
thousand years, some wizard archeologist would find his desiccated
corpse lying next to his wand. “Come on, Harry,
what kind of attitude is that?” he asked himself. “You killed
Voldemort, saved the world. You’re an Auror. You never give up,
no matter the odds.” The internal pep talk
had no strength. It might as well have been the wind whistling over
the dunes. Harry could not muster the strength to care. He let his
head fall forward onto his chest, wishing he could just sleep.
Oblivion would be so nice, instead of this tortured, somnolent state
he walked through, wracked with desire for something he could never
have. He must have dreamed
then, because he felt Malfoy’s arms slide around him, felt Draco’s
warm cheek press against his, and a soft voice whisper gently in his
ear, “You are the stupidest person alive.” It was absurdly
comforting to know that even in his dreams Malfoy was an ass-hat. The dream did not end.
Harry felt Draco wrapped around him in his delusion. He pressed
back into the delightful warmth, thinking if this was death, then
perhaps it wasn’t so bad, after all. He felt Draco’s hand slide
over his chest, and reached up to link their fingers. Draco’s hot mouth
pressed into his neck, teasing gently. “Rest now,” Malfoy
murmured. “You’ll be all right.” “Don’t want to be
all right,” Harry mumbled. “Just want to be right here.” “Idiot,” Malfoy
said. Harry smiled and drifted into a different dream. This time, the dream
was molten heat. He felt a hand glide over his torso, wandering down
over his abdomen to the waistband of his boxers. A tongue began to
lick slow, hot circles around one of Harry’s nipples, lighting a
fire whose flames licked their way down to join the hand that tucked
itself beneath the elastic to touch Harry’s cock, which became
rigid in the space of a heartbeat. Malfoy—it had to be
Malfoy, because who else did Harry dream about these days?—stroked
gently, tearing a loud moan from Harry’s throat. He imagined
Malfoy’s chuckle against his chest, sending a vibration into
Harry’s sensitized skin. He smiled and gasped as the stokes began
to build a tower of pleasure, block by exquisite block. Malfoy’s mouth
suddenly muffled Harry’s panting breaths, and Harry latched onto
the new sensation greedily. God, there was nothing better than this…
except what came next. Harry cried out into
Malfoy’s gorgeous mouth as the blocks tumbled down, knocked flat by
the force of his orgasm. Malfoy’s grip did not lessen, and he held
tightly until Harry’s shudders halted. Malfoy sucked gently at
Harry’s lips one last time before pulling away. Harry mused dimly
that it was the most realistic—and erotic—dream he’d ever had. “I thought that
might wake you up,” Malfoy said with a hint of amusement when
Harry’s eyes opened. Harry smiled at him, absently noting how
beautiful Malfoy’s grey eyes were up close. “You’re awfully
nice in my dreams,” Harry commented, and then his brow furrowed,
because his voice had never sounded so hoarse in his dreams… and
why should it? “No dream, Potter,”
Malfoy said and squeezed Harry’s softening cock for emphasis. Then
he let go. Harry’s mind
rebelled, and he sharply took in his surroundings. He did not
recognize the room, but the décor was familiar. “I’m still in
Egypt,” Harry murmured, bewildered. “We are still
in Egypt, although certainly not in that wretched dustbowl near Giza.
I Apparated us to this hotel in Alexandria. I refuse to stay in a
place that doesn’t have decent house-elves.” Harry shut his eyes to
prevent himself from doing anything stupid, like punching Malfoy, or
tracing the gorgeous lines of his face, or dragging him into another
all-too-expensive kiss. “Why are you here?”
he whispered raggedly. He felt Malfoy cast a spell that cleaned up
the mess on Harry’s abdomen—Harry blushed profusely—and then
pulled the blankets up to his chest. Malfoy left the bed, and Harry
heard the clink of glass on glass, and then water pouring. “Drink this,”
Malfoy said. “You’re severely dehydrated. Rather not surprising
of you to enter a sweltering tomb without proper food or drink.” Harry glared, but took
the glass and drained it. He was parched. Malfoy refilled it and
Harry drank that, as well. “How long have I
been out?” “Two days,” Malfoy
said as he set the glass on the table with the pitcher. “You’re
probably starved. Can you walk?” Harry scowled and
swung his legs off the bed. He got to his feet, and then staggered
as blackness licked at the edges of his vision. Malfoy caught him
before he fell. “Imbecile,” Malfoy
said quietly. Harry wanted to shake him off, but his touch felt so
damned good… He leaned his head against the blond’s neck
instead, and drank in the warmth of the arms surrounding him. “Come on,” Malfoy
said and eased him back onto the bed. “Get dressed, and we’ll go
get something to eat.” Harry sat on the bed
and tugged on the clothes Malfoy threw at him. He stood up more
slowly when he was dressed, and was pleased when the vertigo decided
not to assault him. They left the bedroom,
and Harry noted that they were in a very expensive-looking hotel
suite. A hotel suite with a single bedroom and one king-sized bed.
Had Malfoy slept with him for the past two nights? The idea gave him
a thrill of glee, followed quickly by panic. “How much is this
going to cost me?” Harry asked suddenly. “Don’t demean my
rescue effort by putting a price on it, Potter,” Malfoy said
glibly. “Seriously,” Harry
snapped, annoyed because Malfoy had been the one to put a price oneverything. “How much?” “I’m not charging
you. I’m doing this out of the goodness of my heart.” “You don’t have a
heart.” Malfoy sneered.
“Whatever. Let’s go.” The Slytherin Apparated them to a
crowded marketplace. Harry thought it was a Muggle marketplace for a
moment—the cacophony was the same. Then he caught a glimpse now
and again of a peaked hat or European robes, and realized Malfoy
would never rub elbows with Muggles if there was an alternative. Malfoy purchased a
variety of foodstuffs that Harry did not recognize, and then
Apparated them to a remote stretch of beach. Several benches dotted
a long pier that jutted out over the azure waters of the
Mediterranean. They sat upon a bench while they watched the sun draw
colorful shadows on the sky as it set. They ate in silence, knees
and elbows touching occasionally. Harry Vanished the
paper wrappings left from his meal and got up abruptly. He wanted to
know why Malfoy had followed him, but it was obvious he would not pry
an answer out of the Slytherin. Harry walked a short distance down
the pier and leaned against the railing. The water lapped at the
wooden pilings with a muted slapping sound. Harry stole several
surreptitious glances at Malfoy, admiring the way his hair turned
gold in the waning sunlight. Harry swore inwardly. Part of him
wanted to surrender to the simple reality of being able to reach and
out touch Malfoy. He was here, why should it matter the
reason? Harry started,
realizing Malfoy had moved to stand beside him. Harry’s eyes
tracked over the blond’s aristocratic features as Malfoy stared out
at the sunset. The Slytherin turned and held his gaze for a long
minute, but said nothing. Malfoy held out his hand, and Harry took
it. The blond silently Apparated them back to the hotel. “I think I’ll read
for a bit,” Malfoy said quietly, as though Harry expected him to
come to bed. Harry nodded, refusing to be surprised by anything
Malfoy did any more. If Malfoy joined him
in the king-sized bed, Harry never knew it. The blond was gone in
the morning. Harry would have thought it a dream but for the reality
of the posh hotel room. Harry showered and shaved. When he exited
the bathroom, Malfoy was waiting. He shoved a paper-wrapped pastry
into Harry’s hands. “Let’s go, Potter.
If you’re determined to carry on with this silly quest of yours,
at least start looking in the right places. This is Alexandria, you
know. Home of the Library?” “The Library burned
down.” “The Muggle
Library burned down. Don’t you know anything?” Malfoy’s smirk
answered his own question. “The Wizarding Library is underground,
safe and sound after all these centuries.” Harry sighed heavily
and Malfoy grinned. He reached out and curled a hand around the back
of Harry’s neck to draw him close. Harry surrendered, and leaned
into the Slytherin. His lips brushed Malfoy’s neck as they
Disapparated. The Slytherin released him abruptly. Harry clutched
his pastry and looked around. They were in an enormous, dark,
subterranean chamber. He could make out nothing but a single large
desk lit by a guttering oil lamp. Malfoy already stood before the
desk, chatting up a witch that looked old enough to have been around
when the library was built. Regardless, she was not too old to
resist the Malfoy charm. “Come, Potter,”
Malfoy said imperiously. “Lovely Gertrude has given us excellent
directions to the Veela section.” The blond blew a kiss to the
geriatric woman, and Harry felt a flash of irrational jealousy that
he hammered into submission. Honestly, he was envious of a veritable
fossil? What the hell was wrong with him? He followed Malfoy
into the darkness, guided by only by the Slytherin’s lit wand.
They seemed to walk forever, until they reached a long table adorned
with several lamps that Malfoy lit with a flick of his wand. The
light revealed rows of massive shelves stretching away into the
blackness. “Have a seat,
Potter,” he said in the same tone a man would use on his favorite
dog. “And for pity’s sake, eat. I won’t have you fainting on
me again.” Malfoy strode away,
and Harry plopped onto a chair in front of the table. He scowled
petulantly, but he ate the too-sweet pastry before Malfoy returned
with a dozen Levitated tomes. They sat together and
read Veela lore until Harry wanted to scream from the useless boredom
of it. The only thing that kept him in his seat was the pale hand
that reached out every so often to touch the bare skin on the back of
his neck, dissolving the headache that developed after each half hour
without some sort of contact with Malfoy. Harry stopped seeing
words after a while, and simply waited eagerly for the next casual
touch, like an affection-starved mongrel, hating him self as he did
so. “You’re not even
reading, are you Potter?” Malfoy asked finally. Harry flushed and
stopped turning random pages. He wanted to protest that Malfoy was
too distracting, but the words stuck in his throat, because he did
not want Malfoy to leave under any circumstances. “Dumbass,” Malfoy
said, not unkindly, and grabbed Harry’s neck again, this time to
pull him into a sweet kiss. Harry decided that Malfoy could insult
him any time he wanted as long as it was followed by a kiss. The
Slytherin pulled away before Harry reached the point of dragging
Malfoy down to the floor, but it was a near thing. Harry
straightened in his hard chair, panting. Malfoy stood and
strode off into the shelves again. He returned with more books, and
began to read as if uninterrupted. Harry got a grip on his resolve
and went back to the books with renewed determination. After
another couple of hours, Harry stood up in frustration. “It’s
all the same!” he snapped. “Every goddamn book and scroll and
carving! ‘It’s an honor to bond with a Veela!’ ‘It’s
joyous to have Veela blood!’ ‘Veela rituals are sacred!’ I
can’t believe no one in history ever fought this shit!” Malfoy sighed.
“Gryffindors never could handle the dark for long. Let’s get you
back to the pretty sunlight before you start mowing down priceless
artifacts.” Harry was about to
snarl at him, but the blond’s grip on his hand dispelled rational
thought. By the time Harry recovered, they were outside.
Surprisingly, he did feel better with the sun beating on his head.
The sea air felt nice, and Harry decided he would always have a soft
place in his heart for Alexandria, and it had nothing to do with the
blond man watching him from a few paces away. Liar, he told
himself. He must have looked like a smitten fool, because Malfoy
flushed and shifted his gaze to the Mediterranean. “Let’s go
shopping,” Malfoy said suddenly. Harry stared at him in
puzzlement. Malfoy rolled his eyes. “Come on, idiot. I
know you’re hungry.” Malfoy took them back
to the marketplace, where he bought meat skewers and bread, and
thick, dark coffee. After eating, they wandered the crowded market
where Malfoy bought bolts of cloth, copper framed mirrors,
mother-of-pearl inlaid wooden boxes, and delicate gold jewelry set
with lapis and malachite. Harry’s heart constricted at each
purchase, only to relax when each piece was carefully wrapped and
sent to Narcissa Malfoy. Nothing was forwarded to the mysterious
fiancée in France. Malfoy shocked him by
purchasing a delicate golden chain that Harry had been admiring. A
tiny ankh gleamed from the chain. The blond ignored Harry’s
protests and fastened it around his neck. “Shut up, Potter.
It’s just a stupid trinket. It doesn’t mean anything.” Malfoy’s derisive
tone caused Harry to snap his jaws shut angrily, but the Slytherin
was wrong. It might not mean anything to Malfoy, but it already
meant far too much to Harry. His fingers touched the tiny piece of
metal a dozen times during their weaving path through the
marketplace. At last, Malfoy seemed to tire of the crowds and the
quantity of halvah and bassboussa he had consumed. “We should go to
Karnak,” Malfoy decided. “You enjoy stomping around in dingy
tombs, right? We’ll go back to the Library tomorrow.” Harry smiled in
bemusement, unwilling to admit that Malfoy could suggest Apparating
to the seventh level of hell, and Harry would nod like an imbecile
and hold out his hands. Karnak it was. Karnak was impressive.
Harry had found the Pyramids and the Sphinx far less than
awe-inspiring. They were basically large piles of brick, after all,
and the Sphinx was missing most of its face, making Harry long to
cast a spell and fix it. But the statue of Rameses II at Karnak was
astounding. Harry felt like a tourist as he took in the colossal
pillars, statues, and carvings. “Muggles have
already raped most of this place,” Malfoy said, laughing as he took
in Harry’s expression. “There are more artifacts in London than
Egypt these days.” “Then why are we
here?” Harry asked. “Because there are a
couple of places the Muggles don’t know about.” Malfoy took his hand
and they Disapparated again, appearing underground this time. A
dusty-looking wizard glanced at them from a dirt-covered table. He
was hunched over a knobbly-looking item with his wand, chipping away
at the surface with meticulous precision. “We’re closing
soon,” the man said absently. Harry waited, thinking Malfoy’s
charm wouldn’t work so easily on a crusty male archeologist. “I’m prepared to
make a large donation, of course,” Malfoy said dryly and the wizard
left his post to grovel appropriately. Harry rolled his eyes. When
charm failed, use bribery: the Malfoy motto. Nevertheless, it got
them deep into the passages beneath the temple. Harry marveled anew
as they passed wall after wall of fading hieroglyphs. The attendant had
taken their wands, and no amount of Malfoy bribery or charm could
persuade him to budge on that issue. The place was heavily warded to
prevent theft. They would have to undergo a thorough magical
frisking before their wands were returned. They wandered through
a dark tunnel lit only by a lantern held high by Malfoy. “How will we read
anything without a Translation Spell?” Harry asked. “I can read it,”
Malfoy said lightly, and Harry yanked at his hair for a moment. Of
course Malfoy could read hieroglyphs. He probably spoke six
languages and could read and write twelve. Harry decided not to ask. One tunnel was blocked
off with a crisscrossing of boards, and a hand-painted sign that
read: Danger – Keep Out in several languages. Naturally, a direct
command such as that was an affront to the Malfoy sense of
entitlement. The blond peered through the boards curiously. “Danger from what?”
Malfoy mused. “What difference
does it make?” Harry asked. “Where is your sense
of adventure, Potter?” Malfoy asked “I have more than
enough adventure just being magically bonded to you,” he
retorted. “We’re not bonded
yet,” Malfoy murmured, so low that Harry nearly missed the comment.
The Slytherin yanked at the boards, thankfully not noticing the
impact his words had on Harry. It was true, the Veela bond was not
complete—would never be complete—without true intimacy. Harry
had not even contemplated it except in his deepest erotic fantasies.
Malfoy had made it perfectly clear that such a thing would not be
allowed under any circumstances. But Malfoy had saidyet… and that was interesting. A board gave way with
a splintering of wood, yanking Harry back to reality. He dug a
tomb-sized pit and shoved his latest contemplation into it before
burying it under tons of sand. Malfoy was being surprisingly
charitable, but Harry doubted the blond would ever be that
charitable. Another board let go,
leaving a space large enough for the Slytherin to wriggle through. “Malfoy, what are
you doing?” Harry hissed. “Get back here!” “Don’t be a pansy,
Potter. I just want to see what is so dangerous. Do you think it’s
a curse? It can’t be a creature, or they wouldn’t have used such
flimsy boards. I think they are just trying to keep people away from
a new find…” Malfoy and the light
were departing, forcing Harry to climb through the hole after the
git. “Damn you, Malfoy,
did it ever occur to you that danger is synonymous with not
safe?” “Safety is
overrated, Potter.” Harry should have
expected disaster to strike at those words. The passage ceiling was
low, propped with beams, and Malfoy reached up to touch one. A
heartbeat later, wood and stone rained down on the Slytherin with an
avalanche of dust. “Draco!” Harry
bellowed as the blond disappeared. He flung himself forward, groping
blindly in the thick cloud. Harry batted at it ineffectually,
wishing desperately for his wand. He spun suddenly, and yelled,
“Accio wand!” An agonizing minute
later, he heard a low whistle and his wand snapped into his hand.
His thankful relief was murmured on a breath, and he spelled away the
dust. He cast a floating globe of brilliant light, and recoiled in
horror. The only part of Malfoy visible beneath the rubble was a
single, booted foot and part of his shin. “Fuck!” Harry
cried and began to Levitate stones as quickly as possible. He had to
pause and shore up the collapsing ceiling several times, but slowly
the blond’s body emerged. It looked horribly broken and twisted.
Blood stained the sand beneath the Slytherin. “What are you
doing?” the archeologist shouted, likely drawn by the flight of
Harry’s wand, or the sound of the cave-in. “My friend is
trapped,” Harry yelled, and shifted a large boulder off of Malfoy’s
back. It looked heavy enough to have crushed the Slytherin’s
spine. Luckily, a beam had wedged against the wall, stopping just
shy of Malfoy’s head, and protecting it from the rocks. Harry blasted the
remaining rubble aside and threw himself next to the blond. “Oh god, please,
please be alive,” he begged and pressed his hands against the pale
throat. He could not find a heartbeat, and inhaled brokenly. A
faint pulse seemed to jump beneath his fingers. Harry felt a strange
tingling in his palms. It took him a moment to place the perception,
and finally figured it out. It evoked the memory of touching Malfoy
after a long absence, but in reverse. Normally, the tingling magic
soaked into his skin and built in a slow crescendo. This time, it
seemed to collect in his hands and flow outward, into Malfoy. Harry
gripped the blond more tightly and willed the magic to do what it
would, hoping to give Malfoy strength, if nothing else. “Get a Healer!”
Harry said hoarsely, sensing the archeologist nearby. Malfoy’s breathing
seemed to ease, but perhaps that was merely Harry’s wishful
thinking. He moved a hand from Malfoy’s throat to the collar of
his shirt. He unbuttoned it quickly and placed his palm over
Malfoy’s heart, as though he could keep it beating through will
alone. Harry picked up his wand with his other hand, and began to
cast every healing spell he had ever learned. The broken bones were
beyond his capacity. He would only mend them wrong, and end up
crippling Malfoy if he tried, so he concentrated on keeping the
blond’s lungs clear, and healing the visible cuts and contusions. It seemed to take
forever for the dusty man to return with the Healer. She was an
Egyptian woman with pale blue robes that nearly covered her
completely. She rattled out questions in Arabic to the archeologist,
who replied in tones Harry could tell were confused and unhelpful.
She glared at the man. She cast several
spells in succession, and Harry thought they sounded much prettier in
her language. Multicolored lights swirled over and around Malfoy.
Harry sat back on his heels anxiously. She stood up after a short
time—too short, Harry thought with a flash of panic—and
questioned the archeologist. “She wants to know
what is wrong with your friend,” the man said to Harry. “What do you mean?”
Harry snapped. “He was crushed by these boulders! Look at the
blood! His legs are broken, and one hand was nearly pulverized…”
Harry trailed off as his gaze went unwillingly to Malfoy wand hand,
only to find it whole and unblemished. He gasped, remembering the
twisted fingers he had noticed while lifting the rocks. After another short
exchange, the curator said, “She says he has no broken bones. Not
even a scratch that she can find. No internal damage.” The woman spoke again,
and reached out to pat Harry’s shoulder with a smile. “She says you should
not panic next time, and that you are a fine Healer.” She stepped back and
Disapparated. “I’m no Healer,”
Harry said in a daze. “He is sleeping and
needs rest,” the man said. “Or so she said. You will be leaving
now?” He handed Draco’s wand to Harry, who took the hawthorn and
nodded. He knelt down and pulled Malfoy into an embrace before
Apparating them back to Alexandria. After placing the Slytherin on
the bed, Harry felt a moment of indecision. What if the Healer had
been wrong? What if Draco was slowly bleeding to death? Resolutely, Harry
packed their belongings, signed a voucher authorizing payment for the
room, gathered Malfoy, and Disapparated. He took Draco straight to
St. Mungos, where they confirmed the diagnosis of the woman in Egypt.
Malfoy was fine. He possibly had a concussion, which would heal
after a quick spell and several days of rest. They suggested Harry
take him home, which he did. The house-elves were
not inclined to allow Harry past the fireplace in the Malfoy library,
but he finally made it clear that he had no intention of releasing
the blond into their care. He mentioned that Draco would be less
than pleased to wake up on the library floor when he had a perfectly
good bed upstairs. That seemed to decide them, and one of them led
Harry and their Levitated master up to Draco’s opulent bedroom
suite. Harry carefully
undressed the Slytherin, and tucked him into the expensive sheets.
He brushed the silver hair away from Draco’s brow and sank down in
a chair to watch him sleep. After a while, Harry nodded off, with
his fingers still touching the gold chain at his throat. “Potter.” The
word penetrated Harry’s consciousness, and he blinked as he raised
his head. It was dark but for a shaft of moonlight that crossed over
the chair in which he sat. He couldn’t see Draco in the dark, but
he fumbled his way forward. “Malfoy?” he
murmured sleepily. His hand was caught by another, and he was drawn
forward onto the bed. “I’m home?”
Malfoy asked quietly. Harry nodded, and then
realized Malfoy couldn’t see him in the dark, either. “I brought
you here,” Harry said. “I was worried.” There was a long
pause, and then Malfoy said, “I think I was dead.” Harry squeezed the
hand that held his. “Not dead, but it was a near thing.” “You brought me
back.” “I… they said I
healed you. I don’t know how. I mean, I cast every spell I know,
but it couldn’t have…” Malfoy chuckled, and
the sound seemed to float in the dark. “Potter, you are a
dunderhead. You didn’t read a word of that Veela lore, did you?” Harry flushed,
thankful that Malfoy wouldn’t see that, either. “Of course I
did.” “Veela can heal
their mates. It’s a side benefit of the shared magic. It evolved
from self-preservation, no doubt, because sex can get a bit rough…” Harry followed the
sound of his voice and pressed a kiss against his lips. It
communicated a tiny hint of his joy that the blond was alive, and had
the added benefit of shutting the prat up. Harry was surprised
when the hand detached from his, and then Malfoy’s arms went around
him. Harry’s kiss was returned with a passion he had not felt from
Malfoy before. His heart leaped, even though he tried not to read
too much into it. He could not help feeling an overwhelming
tenderness toward the Slytherin, so powerful he thought he might die
of it. Malfoy’s hands slid
down Harry’s back, beneath his shirt, and up again. His touch set
Harry to trembling, and his kisses swung between desperate, starving
need, and gentle, sweet nibbles of devotion. Harry’s hands roamed
over Malfoy’s skin without guidance—Harry could not get enough of
touching him. He wasn’t sure he could ever stop. Malfoy’s hand
unfastened Harry’s trousers, nearly stopping Harry’s heart. The
dim center of rationality crying out from the sea of boiling lust
knew this was not a good idea. Malfoy was nude but for his
boxers—Harry’s shirt…bloody hell, his shirt was gone—and the
sheet between them lay bunched and awry. Once Harry’s trousers
were gone, he would have no restraint. The rational spark
cried out for mercy. “Malfoy, we… we
can’t…” Harry panted against Malfoy’s perfect lips, those
beautiful lips that he could not stop tasting. He forgot what he had
been trying to say. Draco’s hand closed
over Harry’s erection and Harry forgot his own name. He whimpered
and tore at the sheet, kissing and touching the hot flesh beneath
his—flesh that he needed to be inside as soon as possible. The kissing and
touching and wanting was good, but it could be better, god yes, so
much better… Then the sheet was gone, and so were the last of
their clothes. Desire was like a thick web surrounding Harry,
trapping and binding him in Draco’s heady power. He was lost. Harry froze suddenly,
at the very brink of breaking through the last barrier between them,
because he was still Harry Potter, Veela genes or no Veela genes. “Draco,” he said
in a tortured voice. “Oh god, Draco, we can’t. The bond…
we’ll never escape the bond.” He felt like gnashing his teeth
and sobbing. His body shook with the effort of restraint. “It’s okay,”
Draco said softly. Harry wished to hell he could see the Slytherin’s
face. The words nearly cracked him in half. “No,” Harry said. Draco shifted and
muttered a spell. The air was suddenly full of tiny purple lights,
floating like fireflies. Malfoy’s face was so beautiful in the dim
glow it took Harry’s breath away. A purple-tinted hand reached up
and cupped Harry’s cheek. “I want you,”
Draco said earnestly, and Harry was lost again. He kissed the blond
with a moan of surrender. Harry trembled so
badly he thought he might shake apart. He had to remind himself to
breathe. Malfoy pulled him into a kiss, and Harry’s hands slid
over the blond reverently. The Veela genes might have provided the
spark, but Harry knew what he felt now had little to do with obscure
genetics. He was not completely
sure what to do, but Malfoy’s hands guided him. The Slytherin cast
the necessary spells, and Harry destroyed the savage flare of
jealously that exploded through him at the knowledge that Draco had
done this with someone other than him. That was the past, and this
was now. Malfoy opened himself to Harry, and he responded with awed
gratitude. Harry sheathed himself
in Malfoy with agonizing slowness, guided by the soft pressure of the
blond’s hands on his arse. Malfoy arched suddenly, and drove
himself upward. Harry gasped, not only at the sensation of being
entirely enveloped, but by the rush of magic that careened through
him. It felt like a reverse orgasm, flowing inward instead of out,
and setting every nerve ending on fire. He thought his hair stood on
end. “Holy shit!”
Malfoy breathed, and Harry met his eyes, wide with surprise and
silver-violet in the purplish light. “Wow,” Harry
managed, and then Malfoy moved again. The center of the world
lurched back to Harry’s cock, and Malfoy made a sound that turned
Harry’s bones to liquid. Harry set his jaw, single-mindedly
determined to make Malfoy forget every lover he’d ever had. Harry
moved, steered by instinct and every sound and motion made by the
blond beneath him. Each stroke was bliss, a feeling he made damned
sure to share with Malfoy, using his slick hand as a counterstroke to
every thrust, until Malfoy’s whimpers grew into audible moans of
delight. The sounds were as much a thrill as the sensation building
in his groin. Harry bit his lip
until it hurt, lest he stupidly blurt out babbling declarations of
love. The words pounded through his head anyway, and found voice in
Harry’s hands, lips, and body. “Harry,” Draco
murmured once, and then bit into the side of Harry’s neck—hard—as
he came in a brilliant, welcome flood over Harry’s hand. It was
more than enough to rock Harry into the most explosive orgasm of his
life. He nearly bit his lip
in half to keep from screaming aloud, and tasted blood before he
allowed himself to whisper Draco’s name. The Slytherin’s arms
tightened around him for a moment, and Harry let himself pretend that
this was only the first of many exquisite experiences with Malfoy,
and not the simple one-off he knew it was. Harry pressed gentle
kisses into Malfoy’s temple, jaw, and throat, thinking I love
you with every touch. Draco sighed heavily, and Harry stopped,
assuming he had exceeded his welcome. He pulled out carefully and
moved to slide off the bed, but Malfoy caught his wrist. “Stay here,” he
ordered, “Gryffindor idiot.” Harry could not
refuse. He could not even summon a proper response to the insult.
He lay next to Malfoy and met the grey eyes. The blond’s
expression was enigmatic in the violet glow. Harry hoped to hell he
wouldn’t see regret reflected there. He opened his mouth to ask,
but Malfoy’s fingers pressed over his lips. “Don’t,” Malfoy
said flatly. Harry swallowed and
then covered Malfoy’s hand with his own before he kissed each of
the pale fingertips. Malfoy shut his eyes. When Harry finished his
worship of the Slytherin’s fingers, Malfoy took his hand back and
wrapped it into Harry’s hair. He dragged Harry forward until his
face was snuggled into the Slytherin’s chest. Harry sighed in
contentment, threw his arm over the blond, and went to sleep. Malfoy was asleep when
Harry awoke, though daylight streamed through the open curtains. The
brightness was muted, however, as the sky was not the same as that
over Egypt. This was an English sky—a December English sky, dark
and pregnant with rain, or possibly snow. Harry watched Malfoy
sleep for as long as he could stand it. The chiseled features were
almost too-beautiful, with golden lashes hiding the piercing grey
eyes. The platinum hair was gorgeously tousled, making him look more
human and less godlike. His lips were slightly parted in sleep.
Harry itched to reach out and touch the smooth cheek, or taste the
lips one last time. He restrained himself,
and carefully left the bed. If last night were any indication,
Malfoy had healed quite well. He would be fine. Harry, on the other
hand, was not fine. He was dangerously ensnared by the Slytherin, to
the point of losing himself if he stayed. His brow furrowed as he
dressed, wondering what would happen now that the bond between them
had been consummated. Harry knew it was important to Veela, but he
had never expected it to happen between him and Malfoy, so he had not
paid much attention to that portion of Veela lore. Harry gathered his
glasses and wand, shut the door quietly behind him, and Flooed home
under the watchful eyes of the Malfoy house-elves. Harry wished Hermione
would turn off the twinkle lights on her Christmas tree. The place
was entirely too festive for Harry’s depressed mood. It also
reminded him he had been gone for three weeks, and the world had
continued on without him. He wondered if he still had a job. Hermione pressed a
third cup of eggnog into his hands as he paced behind her chair. He
sipped at it with a grimace of distaste, since it was not his
favorite holiday drink, but the rum was a welcome addition. “There. Finished,”
she said and handed him a piece of parchment. Harry took it after
setting the cup down, and blew on it slightly to dry the ink. He
read it twice over and nodded. It should work. “I still think you
should discuss this with Malfoy,” she said disapprovingly. Hermione’s fireplace
suddenly erupted in a red cloud, and Malfoy entered the room, looking
none too pleased. Harry shot a startled glance at Hermione, who shot
to her feet, looking bizarrely guilty. “I need to… um…
get something from my room.” She practically ran for the hallway,
and Harry glared after her suspiciously. Had she called the
Slytherin? Malfoy, who stalked forward, snared Harry’s attention. “How dare you skulk
out of my house like some 50-Knut whore,” Malfoy snarled. His
silver eyes flashed with a dangerous light. Harry gaped at him in
astonishment. “I did not ‘skulk’! It was nearly 11:00 in the
morning.” He had no idea why the Slytherin was angry, but he held
up the parchment to placate him. “I was researching the Veela
bond, and it led me to a tangent. I remembered a spell I used on a
case last year to break a wraith possession. Hermione modified it a
bit, and I think it might work.” Malfoy snatched the
parchment and read the spell over carefully. Harry had thought him
angry before, but Malfoy’s glare became positively glacial. “This spell could
kill you,” he snapped. Harry shrugged. He
was not quite as casual about facing death as he pretended, but
neither was he afraid of it. “It’s a slim chance.” Malfoy’s jaw worked
silently for a moment. When he spoke, his voice was surprisingly
soft. “You would rather risk death than be bonded with me?” Harry swallowed hard
at the words, knowing he only imagined the regret beneath them. “Not for my sake,”
Harry said. “I don’t… mind, so much… being bonded to you.”Because I love you, he nearly blurted. He shut his eyes to
prevent Malfoy from reading the truth there. “But you don’t
deserve this. You don’t want it, and it nearly got you killed
once. I want you to be free.” Harry opened his eyes,
to see Malfoy’s narrow. “So your martyr complex compels you to
sacrifice yourself?” He sneered. “How noble.” Harry scowled, and
Malfoy walked forward until he stood near enough to touch. His voice
was harsh when he spoke. “Don’t presume to know what I want or
do not want, Potter.” He lifted his wand, and the tip of it
pressed into the soft flesh beneath Harry’s chin, forcing his head
up slightly. “Here is what I
think of your spell,” Malfoy said and flicked the wand tip away
from Harry to touch the parchment. It erupted into flame. Harry
instinctively tried to save it with a cry, but Malfoy dropped the
burning paper and caught Harry’s hand. He gripped it almost
savagely. “No one leaves a
Malfoy,” he snarled and dragged Harry forward into a bruising kiss.
Harry’s confusion helped keep him grounded. For once, he did not
lose himself to lovesick desire. When Malfoy pulled away, Harry met
his silver eyes. “What are you
saying? You want to remain bonded?” Harry asked incredulously. “Let’s just say
the idea is not as repugnant as it should be,” Malfoy said, fixing
his eyes on a point somewhere beyond Harry’s shoulder, although his
possessive grip on Harry did not lessen. He added, “I broke my
engagement this morning.” Harry’s mind reeled.
“What?” he asked stupidly. “Shut up, Potter.
You can’t live at the Manor, because the house-elves hate you and
would accidentally murder you in your sleep. And your flat is an
atrocity. I refuse to live in a place with fewer than six rooms
designated for my own personal use.” Harry’s sudden smile
threatened to split his face in half. He listened with dawning
comprehension as Malfoy continued. “I will absolutely not live in
the country—I’m allergic to wildflowers and… country air. Do
stop looking at me like that, Potter, or I’ll have you sent to—” Harry’s kiss cut off
Malfoy’s rambling speech, and his heart gave an ecstatic leap when
the blond sighed slightly and leaned into Harry. He chuckled against
the soft lips. “God, you’re a
pain in the arse. I don’t know why I love you,” Harry said
ruefully. “I will, of course,
pick out our house and you will buy it,” Malfoy went on as if Harry
had not spoken. He paused and his grey eyes widened slightly. “Did
you just say—?” Harry laughed and
wrapped his arms more tightly around the Slytherin. He felt giddy.
“Yes, you horrifying prat. I’ve been in love with you for
weeks.” For once, Malfoy
seemed to be speechless. A smile transformed his face into a vision
that took Harry’s breath away. That always seemed to be happening. “Shall we go back to
the Manor and continue with what I had planned to do to you before
you so rudely left this morning?” Malfoy asked finally. “What would that
be?” Harry asked hoarsely. Malfoy’s response,
whispered in his ear, caused the air to lock up in Harry’s throat
again. He began to wonder if he would survive a relationship with
Malfoy. “Hermione! I’ll
owl you later!” he yelled and pulled the blond to the fireplace
eagerly. He couldn’t wait to
find out. Author's Note: Want Draco's version? Here it is! High Priced - Malfoy Edition