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Monday, June 02, 2008

Well... I am sure glad that wave of sadness blew over... First of all, congratulations on totally dominating at the Music Fest Canada thingy in Ottawa. Triple gold is something to be really proud of. Secondly, the Wednesday night concert thing was fantabulous. I think my favourite one was Tactical Instinct. The five songs of China was funky too xD

Sunday was fun too <3 Although I think you should spend less time playing SIMS and more time studying for your exams. Don't worry too much about your exams. You will do fine. Just remember to ask Mr. Lee for help, and schedule some extra sessions with your tutor. Don't worry about not spending time with me, you need to study. And remember, you have one hell of a smart sister at home... USE HER!!!


Friday, May 16, 2008

Jacki, I am really sorry. To be honest, I don't know what I can say or do to make you feel better at this moment in time. I hope you will give me a call today, I'll be at home all day.

I have never, and never will, say that I would rather play games then spend time with you. You should know that. On Tuesday, I apologize for bringing up the idea of me going to game, but when I tried to correct myself, you told me to game, or you will be mad.  I am not blaming you, but rather myself, for not thinking before I speak. Even now, I can't game. I am just sitting around randomly surfing the internet waiting for you to call. As for me disliking you spending alone time with Tanya, Jacki, I would never try to come between you and your friends. I know you value your friends above anything (especially with the amount of money you spend on gifts).

When you called me like that last night and then hung up like that, I was in a complete panic attack. I don't even know what else I should say here, so I guess I resume my waiting for you to call me. I hope you aren't TOO upset at me, and I hope we can eventually put this behind us. 

Always love you alot, 




Monday, April 21, 2008

Wow! Its been one hell of a long time. I blame you for not reminding me =P lol kidding <3

Anyways,  surprisingly, I don't have too much to say xD Well... I guess Sunday was quite entertaining. Ariel is so small!!! This reminds me... REMEMBER TO TAKE CARE OF OUR BABY ON FACEBOOK!!! XD

Today was  fun as well. You are so adorable <3 and you smell nice too <33

Anyways,  lets hope I remember to update on a regular basis xD



April 2, 2008

Ahh... I miss Saturday. It was very fun. I'm sorry I let you win even though you hate that. If it makes you feel better... I'll try really really hard to beat you next time =3 

I  did say that I like the fact that you game a lot. However, I think your gaming habits is a little too extreme. You cant even put down your DS to eat.


April 1, 2008

Wow, it has been a while since I have updated. I'm sorry if I make you feel like nothing more than a doll to me. You are much much more. If I wanted a doll, I would have just hired myself a prostitute, and not bothered with you. No Jacki, I don't have a prostitute... I don't have much time to add things today. I will add more in the near future. And as a side note, Saturday was really fun. Dinner was fantabulous. I loved it. Thank you for finally taking me there =3


Sunday, March 23, 2008

Too bad Friday got canceled. I know you were looking forward to it for a few weeks now... but its not the end of the world. We still have next Saturday. But other than that, yesterday was fun. Justin is... really short xD. But then again, his dad is short too =P Today was interesting as well. Who knew Disney was so totally perverse. I hope you like all the stuff that me and my mom has gotten for you. Especially the wind chimes. I knew you liked butterflies, and the colour purple, but since they didn't have purple, I ended up with pink. Hope you like it.

I also hope you can come over tomorrow. If you cant, too bad, but I hope you will =3. We can make some banana bread together.


Thursday, March 20, 2008

Well... nothing much to say today, except that I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I really should stop making you pay for everything... I know you don't mind, but I guess I mind a bit. I've finished reading your book. It was intriguing to know how flamboyant you were back the. Dating every guy you could get your little hands on =3 I've got nothing against it. It's... somewhat cute =3  And you should know... theres nothing that I would change about you. I don't care if you still have feelings for your ex. It doesn't change how I feel about you. In fact, it is a good thing that your ex still exists. I mean... you are who you are because of everyone you've interacted with in the past.

Now, on to more cheerful subject. Well.. we all know Amos and Crystal gave birth to a beautiful baby girl (pictures still pending) at 5:02 AM on Wednesday, March 19, 2008. I'm planning on visiting some time this month or early next month. But to be honest, I think being a teen is way too early to have a child. Ohwelz. Its none of my business, so I hope he is happy with his life, and family. 

Cant wait to see you tomorrow. Ciao!


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Thank you so much for letting me find out about your past. I know you don't want me to read the book, but I'm glad  you've let me dig deeper so I can find out more about you. Your past is a very interesting thing. I guess I shouldn't mention it here, where strangers can see, but it is interesting how early you started going out with guys. 

Ohwelz. Today was fun. Too bad you had band, but at least you had fun. I hope your cheerfulness continues.

I'll see you tomorrow then. =3


Monday, March 17, 2008

Well... today was pretty monotone. A boring start of a boring week. Although your place was quite intriguing this morning, what with your mom in the shower, and us doing... other things. Class was boring, but I didn't get called down to the office, so that was good. Physics was phail. Kelley starts us off with a freaken quiz >.> how lame...

And I should add... CONGRATZ ON GETTING ACCEPTED INTO BROCK UNIVERSITY!!! Although it may not have been the program you wanted, its better than nothing. 

Saturday was fun. Board game day turned into WII day xD Can't wait for Friday, where we actually get to do some board games =D


Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Its been about a week since I last put up an update. I have been busy, and as you know, my comp is on the fritz. I'm trying my best to bring it back up, but it is not a guarantee. It may crash at any given time, so I try not to use it too much. 

A lot has happened in the  week that I have not updated. For one thing, my mom and my brother left for China. They will be back in a few weeks, and in the meantime, it is my job to make sure my dad doesn't starve on certain days. I have never appreciated how hard it is to make a meal everyday that everyone enjoys. And it has to be full of variety too. So many choices. 

Now, on to other things.  First of all, I'm sorry I wasn't able to come see you on Saturday, and I wasn't able to join you in the library on Monday. Tuesday was originally going to be a day with just the two of us, but since Tanya had a last minute arrangement with you, you went with her. You really shouldn't have gotten me those games. You don't have to make up for anything. You haven't done anything wrong and you know it. You need to spend time with your friends. They are a big part of your life. You don't have to feel guilty every time you need to make a last minute arrangement. However, since you already purchased the games, I guess I have to say thank you. The gifts are great. I love them. Especially the poster =3 Life of a ninja. =D

It was too bad that your mom didn't let you out for dinner today. Ohwelz though. There is always Saturday, with Ge and Yellow. I am looking forward to board game day a lot.

Anyways, thanks for everything. You have been much too good for me, and I am undeserving of your kindness. But even so, I will accept it with open arms, because I love you so much.

Until next time I update (who knows when that will be with my computer the way it is) and I will see you bright and early tomorrow morning.


Thursday, March 6, 2008

Damn it, Damn it, Damn it. I am SO sorry. I didn't mean you make you worry like this. I blame all of this on myself. If I didn't skip, none of this would have happened. Don't pin this on yourself. You did nothing to contribute to me getting caught. I wont be going to school tomorrow because if I do, I would be screwed.

Well... in other news, my dad is killing the phone system. He is updating our home services, and we will not have the phone for Saturday, March 15. So on that day, I wont have the phone. I'm not completely sure though.

Anyways, I can't wait to start the March Break. Hopefully, Dasko doesn't screw it over for me. Other than that, I'm looking forward to a week and half of fun and excitement.


Wednesday, March 5, 2008

It has been a while since I've last updated. I suppose this one will consist of random bits and pieces, so bear with me and my lack of organization skills.

For the things that happened on Monday, I suppose i should mention it. You should really stop feeling depressed, or down. It makes me feel depressed and down. Its like, I've failed my job as your boyfriend to keep you happy. The few things that I care about succeeding, and I have failed. It is rather depressing. 

As for Tuesday, well... I really should stop being such a bad influence on you. You are the one that is suppose to keep me in line, and I end up making you skip class. 

Finally, I guess this applies to today, and Tuesday. Stop worrying about me spending money on you. Money is worthless to me. Sure, it keeps me alive, but i can live without it, where as without you, I'm nothing.

And I guess this should be known as the final point of this update. I will be moving some of this stuff soon. Probably tomorrow or something. Also, before the break is over, I will have made a new page, where I will post stuff that is sort of unrelated to you. I will post a link to that page, but I wont link that page back to here, because I will be giving that url to many people, and I know how much you care about strangers ogling at pictures of you being sexy (ok fine I care too =3). 


Sunday, March 2, 2008

Congratulations on winning gold for the percussion section =D I really wish I was there to cheer you on. But while you were doing that, I was off having an interview with the people from Cordon Bleu. And guess what?


Anyways, I really wanted to come visit you today ={

I guess I really don't have much to say today, or for this entire weekend for that matter, having not seen you at all. Ill pick you up bright and early tomorrow morning at your place as usual.  


Friday, February 29, 2008

I hate it when you get depressed. It makes me feel so helpless standing there beside you. I know you will be depressed for the next little while because of your math and economics tests, but try not to sulk for too long, ok? As for your chemistry test that you wrote today, I'm sure you didn't do TOO badly, because of that last minute revision I made you go through. 

I'm not gone yet, and I'm missing you already. Weather should be letting up, so at least the roads wont be total hell. I will be leaving way early in the morning. Probably before you wake up. 

Hope you do well at your music thingy. I'll be rooting for you in spirit <3 

Sometime within the next two weeks, I will probably create a new page where I will archive these rants because this place is getting too cluttered.


Thursday, February 28, 2008

Well... sorry I wasn't able to add anything yesterday. Today was kind of fun xP I think your presentation was very good. Better than all the other groups that presented today. I can't really judge the other presentations because I didn't see them, but I'm pretty sure you dominated. I'm not going to add much, because my arm is kind of sore right now and I still have about eight journal entries to finish tonight, so yea... I don't really know why its sore. Probably because I got a cold at night, and I was typing too much, between this, your journals, some coding... it all adds up. 

And since you wont give me that video clip... I guess I will have to add another set of pictures. So yea... thats it for today's update, and I'll start adding the pictures now. Oh and by the way, hope your parents accept that report card of yours =3

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

I was kind of worried about you this morning... I mean, you didn't answer your phone (because apparently you left it at home), and you didn't call me in the morning like we agreed upon. Oh well... you made it to my place, so alls well that ends well. 

Its too bad that I didn't get to see your group present in class today. I guess I will have to join your class on Thursday to see it. Oh and about the other assignment that you wanted help on, I will need the assignment guideline, as well as a rubric, so I know what I'm doing. Which reminds me... why aren't you online yet? You should have been home about two hours ago. 

As for our discussion on our way towards P-mall, I believe that we have come to a consensus, that you have done so much more good for me, than I have for you. Therefor, I am indebted to you with my life. I will follow you faithfully to the depth of hell if need be.

And I'm also sad that you wont give me that video clip that I found on your computer. Pretty please? With a strawberry on top?

And... umm... yea... I guess that wraps up this entry. So GO ONLINE!!!


Monday, February 25, 2008

School... Bleh...  Kind of hard to enjoy one's self when one is ill. Thanks for dropping by to check on me after school. It was really kind and thoughtful of you and it sure cheered me up a hell lot. Sorry I couldn't walk you home though... I was still feeling a little dizzy and had a little trouble walking straight >_<

Ragnarök Battle Offline is sort of becoming one of the many pass times we have together. It is really quite fun once you reach higher levels, and you have more skills to manipulate.

Also, I'm sorry, but Sound of Music just isn't one of the top movies that you've shown me. Sure, the movie is sad, and happy, and really really cheery, but I also find it boring, and I'm unable to sit through the entire movie without yawning. Again, sorry for my dislike for your favourite movie of all time =3

I guess there isn't much to say today... I'll see if I can scrounge up some more pictures to add to the photo album.


Sunday, February 24, 2008

Yay! Study date!

Although I kind of feel bad for dragging you out when you could have done everything you did at home. You totally didn't need to come all the way to North York Central Library with me. I'm glad you did though. It makes me feel... somewhat useful in your educational life, because up until now, I feel as if I have been taking your time away from your books. 

Now, as for our little quarrel last night, Jacki, I do have a problem with that. You really need to go to sleep before midnight. It's not healthy to stay up so late, and then not be able to fall asleep while waking up really early in the morning. Of sure, you say it's kind of a habit, but I wish I met you earlier so I would have had the chance to pound those bad habits out of you. 

Also, keep in mind that you aren't the only one that is intoxicated by smell. I love your smell just as much as you love mine, if not more.  Why else do you think I agree with you every time you ask for my sweater? You want it because it smells like me, but when I get it back, it smells like you.

Finally, to cap everything up,  I feel that my inability to stay mad at you is a double-edged blade. On the one hand, there will rarely (if ever) be a time when I will be mad at you for a prolonged period of time. On the other, it will mostly be me that caves when we have a dispute. 

Just remember Jacki, stop being so vain. You don't have to feel embarrassed every time you think you've become slightly hairy, or if you have black heads on your face. I love you for who you are, not who you look like. And don't you EVER forget that. <3

P.S.  I added some pictures. Its not much, but its a start.


Saturday, February 23, 2008

Well, today was quite entertaining in many ways.  Your project was... very interesting. Having to help you take a video commercial was quite intriguing, although I still think "The Pandimentional Vortex Inducer" is a much cooler name =3.

Board game day was also very fun. Thank you for teaching me (or just going through the basic rules) of Mah Jong. It was fun, despite the epic loss on my part. I can't yell out Chinese words for beans. That plus my illiteracy towards Chinese caricatures isn't a good thing. Pictionary was also quite fun. It was fun trying to draw things that we hear about in every day life, but when we are forced to draw it in 60 seconds, we fail horribly at it. I still cant believe we got "Sleepless in Seattle" right. 

As for updating the site, I don't know. This place is sort of turning into a daily rant page. I write whatever is on my mind about the day that we spent together. Oh by the way, I will be adding a photo album later on.

Can't wait for tomorrow. I'll pick you up at around 1. See you soon <3


Friday, February 22,  2008

Jacki, I plan on moving your poems to a different location. Not yet though... because that will make this site look so... empty. Maybe in a few weeks or months when I've added more things.

Today marks a  significant victory for me. I have managed to make you promise to tell me if anything is wrong without having to prompt you. My side of the compromise is that I will have to post any complaints I have about you here, although I doubt there will me many. It was necessary for me to do this, because you know how you are... you never tell me any of your problems... I always have to drag it out of you.

Hmm... I guess that could be a complaint, but I guess it has already been resolved. I still marvel at how rapidly our relationship is moving along... So little time has passed, yet we have planned so far ahead. I truly hope that we can stick to the plan, as it seems to perfect. I've just noticed how your eyes twitch when I kiss you today. It's amazing how I haven't noticed it until now. I guess thats all I have to say for now. I'll see you tomorrow then <3