Blue Memories

Supernatural fanfiction by Envinyatar 

Newest

November 15: Inside to the Rain     |     Dean/Sam     |     PG-13      |     Dean with a headache? Is a bitchy asshole. Dean with the flu? Is silent as a grave because he can't bear to be incapacitated and have Sam take care of him. (or: Dean is sick. Sam takes care of him.)     |     set between 4.10 Heaven and Hell and 4.11 Family Remains     |     Warnings: none     |     ~2,400 words     |     November '09

December 28: Interlude: Bonelessly (#2 of the Wordless 'verse)     |     Dean/Sam     |     NC-17     |     Maybe, Sam thinks as Dean waits him out, uncharacteristically patient, he's been going about this all wrong. Maybe Dean isn't any clearer on what's happening than Sam is. (aka: There is teasing and there is confusion and, in the end, there is sex.)     |     Warnings: Wincest, underage (Sam is 16)     |     ~2,900 words     |     December '08

 

Gen 

Five Minutes (the clock ticks life away)   |   Dean, Sam   |   PG   |   At five minutes to midnight, Dean gestures in triumph, laughing at the demons kept back from attacking them by the sprinklers Bobby so ingeniously hallowed.   |   AU of 3.16 No Rest for the Wicked   |   Warnings: none   |   ~2,050 words   |   August '08


Wincest

The Wordless 'verse (WiP)
This 'verse trails Sam and Dean from before Sam leaves for Stanford until, hopefully, they get back together, much later down the line.

#1: Wordlessly (coming down to land tonight)     |    Dean/Sam (Dean/OFC, Dean/OMC)     |     hard R      |     His brother, that's just the thing. Sam's his brother. But it's difficult to take this as an argument when they've always been a little too close.     |     Warnings: Wincest, voyeurism, oral sex (a.k.a. het), underage drinking and sex (Dean is 17)      |     ~9,200 words     |     December '08

#2: Interlude: Bonelessly     |     Dean/Sam     |     NC-17     |     Maybe, Sam thinks as Dean waits him out, uncharacteristically patient, he's been going about this all wrong. Maybe Dean isn't any clearer on what's happening than Sam is. (aka: There is teasing and there is confusion and, in the end, there is sex.)     |     Warnings: Wincest, underage (Sam is 16)     |     ~3,200 words     |     December '08


Standalones 

Inside to the Rain     |     Dean/Sam     |     PG-13      |     Dean with a headache? Is a bitchy asshole. Dean with the flu? Is silent as a grave because he can't bear to be incapacitated and have Sam take care of him. (or: Dean is sick. Sam takes care of him.)     |     set between 4.10 Heaven and Hell and 4.11 Family Remains     |     Warnings: none     |     ~2,400 words     |     November '09

Starlight in the Gloom    |    Dean/Sam    |    PG    |    Dean never taught Sam how to go on without him.    |    Coda to 3.16 No Rest for the Wicked    |    Warnings: Wincest, antichrist!Sam    |    ~3,450 words    |    May '08

Can't stop it screaming out   |   Dean/Sam    |   R   |   Dean is used to having Sam look at him.   |   Coda to 3.08 A Very Supernatural Christmas    |    Warnings: Wincest   |   ~1,100 words   |   January '08


Crossover

with RPS

Lying Stars   |   Jensen/Sam    |   R   |   Sam lays eyes on Dean after too long. Or at least he thinks that's what he's doing.    |    pre-Supernatural/Stanford era   |   Warnings: none   |   ~1,900 words   |   July '08