Birth Paintings, 1987-1989
Except for one painting, which I sold to friends in 1989, I have resisted selling any of these paintings.
They are a series, a visual journal. They are for sale only as a group.
direct link to YouTube (a video of the paintings above and a slideshow and the poem below): Birthdance
Embedded below is the poem in its entirety.
a birth poem
written when the
birth paintings were being painted
"I am heavy with ripeness. My body is a fruit opening,
releasing its nourished, protected seed. I am splitting,
stretching, gaping. I am sweet with birth. I am succulent.
THE BODY IS FOR BLOSSOMING
...pigment of flesh flowing under my fingers, magenta, alizarin crimson, cerulean blue, cyan green, cadmium yellow, dark violet, colour so rich it's almost edible, bodyscapes of colour, landscapes of fertility, erupting in the swirl of water and paint...
When I was pregnant, my body changed in fundamental and drastic ways. It was a crisis: the freedom of an old self was dying to make way for the mother I would become.
The "Birth Series" paintings became a visual journey of my changing body, a way to comprehend what I was undergoing in the tumble of hormones as my belly grew. The paintings focus on the woman who conceives and carries a baby into life, who nourishes and awaits the child who will hopefully emerge from the nine-month gestation of her body like a dream become real.
In reaction to an increasing invisibility in the world: the averted gaze, perhaps arising out of a cultural discomfort with the swollen belly, I wished to present the pregnant body as sensual and sacred. Despite my desire to confound the categories of alluring woman and maternal body, I found myself deep in the mystery of creation itself.
At the beginning of the series, the body is portrayed clearly; as the forces of labour, birth and then breastfeeding unfold, the clarity shifts into flowing colours suggesting the transformative experience that carrying and delivering and breastfeeding a baby is.
These paintings are about a rite of passage, about the strangest body on earth, about the mind-blowing transformation of skin, belly, heart and perception of the self, as a woman ripens and delivers her fragile and beautiful fruit, the newborn, a miracle of the world.
A version of this piece was published as an artist's statement in "Mothering, Popular Culture and the Arts," Journal of the Association for Research on Mothering ( ARM ), Spring/Summer 2003, Vol 5, No 1, p.198, and where the painting in the upper left hand corner, "Bloom," 13.25" x 9", watercolour on paper, 1986, was the cover. [Also the poster for their 10th Anniversay Issue features another of my birth paintings, "Dawn."]
How Can We Be Different & the Same?
A talk culled from my work on the maternal body, prepared and videoed in 2004,
presented at an ARM conference at York University in 2006.
This was my last contribution to the field of maternal studies.
In 2010 I edited the video, adding sepia tones, layering images.
The video is hosted at Vimeo
where you can see it in larger size.
One of my birth pieces, written back when ...revised slightly for this videopoem.
I wrote the prosepoem, whispered it into the mic, composed the sound patterns,
shot and edited the video, yeah. ©Brenda Clews 2014.