***Genesis of Another American God

Genesis of Another American God

            Here they herald me

            Angels trumpet and speak

            Here they herald me

            I flow to the peak

 

            Here I sit

            I watch the storm

            I see it rolling in

            I can read the clouds you know

            What builds good

            Falls bad again

 

I’ve been waiting so long

For this chance

To prove myself in love

And I ruined it,

Strangled that dove

I spurn you gods

I hate you angels

I spurn you all above

 

I’ve been waiting long

I’ve been spurned before

But I kept struggling

I needed to know

Whether my life I should throw

But you got me back in the door

 

There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

            Can’t go back again

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

            The clouds are forming

            Relentless warming

            You can see all the shapes within

            Inside and out

            We’re in love there’s no doubt

            I long to see you again

 

            The night of spirits

            And the doubts began

            She didn’t want just me

            As her man

            She didn’t want just me

            It wasn’t her plan

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

Yeah

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

 

Don’t you go

Don’t you leave me

You are my life

You breathe me

I need you

 

            The demons are calling

            Hate and Fear crawling

            Over your back with Jealousy

            Only way to stop them

            Jump drown right in the sea

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

I’ve been waiting so long

For this chance

To prove myself in love

And I ruined it,

Strangled that dove

I spurn you gods

I hate you angels

I spurn you all above

 

We try to get lost

Each mind its own holocaust

Some tempest has tossed

Music escapes like cut from pain

Drums pounding now

Like pouring rain

Just gotta get lost again

We all sing the same refrain

 

            I close my eyes

            To stop the tears

            I cannot cry

            For all these fears

           

            I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

            Oh Lifter, take me in

 

Though I’m a hatred

            And I’m fated

            To go down in annals

            Go through all the channels

            The worst man in history

            Baby Hitler ain’t got nothing on me

            Shake me falling out the tree

            I gave up like Cain

            The same old people again

            It’s the only story

            In this bleeding rain

            As we’ve stated

 

            I need the control I need the soul

            Like heroin in my brain

            I got the mind it’s the right kind

            Of magic to make me sane

 

            Power—I must have more

            By each hour—I must have more

            More and more and more and more

            Each hour and power I must have more

 

            I want to see you

            Every night and day

            Every time I think about

            Losing you it hurts my soul    

            It might destroy me

            So give me a kiss

            And one more bliss

            I need to see you again

 

            I close my eyes

            To stop the tears

            I cannot cry

            For all these fears

           

            I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

            Oh Lifter, take me in

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

You pain me

Refrain me

Sometimes you drain me

But you always breathe life

Speak to me

Set me free

Kiss me away from this strife

 

I need you

I’m lonely apart

I need you

To play your part

I need you

Evermore

I need you

To man my heart’s door

 

            My angel I fall down now far to you

            And give you the highest of all high praise

            Like jet black mystery of morning dew

            I would not trade your love on any days

So don’t take it away

Don’t take it away

Please will you stay

Please stay, I pray

 

Who is my

Who is my

Who is my Galucha now?

 

Galucha by you

Galucha by you

This maze I’m moving through

To find

Galucha you

You Galucha you

 

Where are you

Mother mother mother mother

I need you

Mother mother mother mother

I want you

Mother mother mother mother

My love

Mother mother mother yeah

 

Mother lover

My other

Lover mother

Other other

My lover other

Yeah yeah

 

Who is my

Who is my

Who is my Galucha now?

Who is my other

Who is my mother now?

 

Please won’t you

Bite me

Love me

Cover me with kiss

I am looking for

A woman

A mother

A lover

My dream is this:

Love me

Cover me

Bite me and kiss

 

Bite me and kiss

Bite me and kiss

Galucha wont you

Become my Miss

 

I’ve been waiting so long

For this chance

To prove myself in love

And I ruined it,

Strangled that dove

I spurn you gods

I hate you angels

I spurn you all above

 

Here they herald me

            Angels trumpet and speak

            Here they herald me

            I flow to the peak

 

There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

            Can’t go back again

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

I see you on the high rise

            I smile at your dark eyes

            Water splashed everywhere

            You blew a kiss

            You shook your hair

 

            Is a rollercoaster sexually thrilling as flying

            Is a fantasy just as fulfilling as dying?

 

Heaven’s there

In a kiss

Heaven’s there

In such bliss

Heaven’s there

We dare not miss

A chance like this

 

Now it’s after the party

After the ride

A secret fantasy

Something I’d like to hide

A dream of genders

Always denied

Though I play it straight

My source of pride

In panties and bra

Cumming I hide

 

Asking:

            Is a rollercoaster sexually thrilling as flying

Is a fantasy just as fulfilling as dying?

 

May I thrash you to pieces

            In this moonlight

            Kick you to shit

            Tell me it’s all right

           

            Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

            I am animal

 

            Ever tightening

            Ever gripping

            Ever tightening now

            Ever gripping

            Never slipping

            Ever tightening down

 

Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

            I am animal

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Mother lover

My other

Lover mother

Other other

My lover other

Yeah yeah

 

Who is my

Who is my

Who is my Galucha now?

Who is my other

Who is my mother now?

 

May I thrash you to pieces

            In this moonlight

            Kick you to shit

            Tell me it’s all right

 

Who is my

Who is my

Who is my Galucha now?

 

Get down to the floor

I’m gonna punch you more

Man I wanna see blood flow now

I’m psyched up

It’s all fucked up

Now we’ll really have a row

 

Get down to the floor

We’ll roll some more

Get the blood flowing now

We’re both crying

Can’t breathe, we’re dying

Attack like scythe into a sow

 

Cry why god why

Profanity at the sky

Trying to slip away

Trying to escape to some dream world

But this is a rape of trust

I fucked up in this real world

I fucked up with my dreamed girl

 

Crying, crying, crying

Ever dropping into

A puddle of hatred

A puddle of sorrow

A puddle a muddle

Of me and you

 

            Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

            I am animal

 

And it tears me apart so hard

The mirrors all in shards

Blood running down my hand

I slapping away at sea and sand

Ants out of my palm

Galucha come and gone

            I’m crying away now

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

            I am animal

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

Yeah

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

 

            I am messiah as you

            And you

            And you

            I am stoned and alone

            Try to find the Highest throne

            And see it in my heart

            And yours

            And yours

            We are all our own Goddess part

 

            We are all our own Goddess part

And yours

            And yours

And see it in my heart

Try to find the Highest throne

I am stoned and alone

            And you

And you          

I am messiah as you

 

            I am messiah as you

            And you

            And you

            I am stoned and alone

            Try to find the Highest throne

            And see it in my heart

            And yours

            And yours

            We are all our own Goddess part

 

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

Yeah

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

            I am animal

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

            I close my eyes

            To stop the tears

            I cannot cry

            For all these fears

           

            I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

            Oh Lifter, take me in

 

I’m off alone

And I’m almost drowning

No one cares anyway

The sorrows I’m downing

 

And they leave me off

To cough alone

They leave me off

To piss and moan

They leave me off

Leave me off alone

 

You should see

No one is smarter than me

You should see

What I understand

But they push me out

With little doubt

They want to ruin the land

 

I’m off alone

And I’m almost drowning

No one cares anyway

The sorrows I’m downing

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

            There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

            Can’t go back again

 

Don’t act surprised

As I surmise

Your mouth lies

It’s all shit

Your words are spit

But I don’t fall for it

No, no

 

Time changes the party lines

I feel like I’m dying

Pushed back into the grand old man

Leader of the party forgot

Leader ever damned

Not in demand as the new

Kids know what they want to do

Try to move reality through

Don’t want to listen like they really should do

 

I may not hold the whole truth

But I understand much better

You might night believe it

But my demons let me

Read the weather

 

Don’t act surprise

As I surmise

Your mouth lies

It’s all shit

Your words are spit

But I don’t fall for it

No, no

 

And they leave me off

To cough alone

They leave me off

To piss and moan

They leave me off

Leave me off alone

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

            Oh Lifter, take me in

 

Heaven’s there

In a kiss

Heaven’s there

In such bliss

Heaven’s there

We dare not miss

A chance like this

 

Please won’t you

Bite me

Love me

Cover me with kiss

I am looking for

A woman

A mother

A lover

My dream is this:

Love me

Cover me

Bite me and kiss

 

Bite me and kiss

Bite me and kiss

Galucha wont you

Become my Miss

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

I am animal

 

Crying, crying, crying

Ever dropping into

A puddle of hatred

A puddle of sorrow

A puddle a muddle

Of me and you

 

Cry why god why

Profanity at the sky

Trying to slip away

Trying to escape to some dream world

But this is a rape of trust

I fucked up in this real world

I fucked up with my dreamed girl

 

Get down to the floor

We’ll roll some more

Get the blood flowing now

We’re both crying

Can’t breathe, we’re dying

Attack like scythe into a sow

 

Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

I am animal

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Now I’m off alone

And I’m almost drowning

No one cares anyway

The sorrows I’m downing

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

            There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

            Can’t go back again

 

They leave me off

To cough alone

They leave me off

To piss and moan

They leave me off

Leave me off alone

 

What do we do?

Sabotage ourselves

The greater enemy

In our hearts dwells

 

The demons try

To always gain control

You shake them off

But they come back

Clawing in the soul

Clawing in the soul

 

What do we do?

Sabotage ourselves

The greater enemy

In our hearts dwells

 

Clawing in the soul, soul

Trying to gain control

Clawing in the soul, soul

Clawing in the soul

 

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

Yeah

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

 

            I am messiah as you

            And you

            And you

            I am stoned and alone

            Try to find the Highest throne

            And see it in my heart

            And yours

            And yours

            We are all our own Goddess part

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

 

            I close my eyes

            To stop the tears

            I cannot cry

            For all these fears

           

            I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

            Oh Lifter, take me in

 

I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

The demons try

To always gain control

You shake them off

But they come back

Clawing in the soul

Clawing in the soul

 

What do we do?

Sabotage ourselves

The greater enemy

In our hearts dwells

 

Clawing in the soul, soul

Trying to gain control

Clawing in the soul, soul

Clawing in the soul

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Set me

Set me

Set me free

Let me drown

Move around

Lifeless in the water

Soulless in the sea.

 

Let me change, metamorph,

A butterfly on the wall

Formaldehyde dope up

Lifeless to fall

Morphine soak up

Lifeless to fall.

 

Let my soul free

Gone the way of a sailor

Ever tossing in the waves

Gone across the sea

 

Let my soul free

Far away from ye

Let me leave this life

I care not—

You may keep the body

It matters not to me.

 

Set me

Set me

Set me free

Let me drown

Move around

Lifeless in the water

Soulless in the sea.

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Always asking why

Fated thus to die

Still angry at the sky

And the lack of care

No one is there

 

You could hear her curse

You could hear her cry

Wailing railing

At the not caring sky

Calling out to get away

But she can never try

If she moves too far from him

She knows she’ll surely die

 

And it’s no, no, no

Feels good to her though

Screaming hate

Accepting the fate

Can’t help but say yes, yes, yes, no.

 

And it’s no, no, no

Feels good to her though

Screaming hate

Accepting the fate

Can’t help but say yes, yes, yes, no.

 

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

Yeah

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

 

            I am messiah as you

            And you

            And you

            I am stoned and alone

            Try to find the Highest throne

            And see it in my heart

            And yours

            And yours

            We are all our own Goddess part

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

            There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

            Can’t go back again

 

Now I’m off alone

And I’m almost drowning

No one cares anyway

The sorrows I’m downing

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Get down to the floor

We’ll roll some more

Get the blood flowing now

We’re both crying

Can’t breathe, we’re dying

Attack like scythe into a sow

 

Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

I am animal

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Like a child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

Let me eat you

            Let me beat you

            Let me thrill you

            Let me kill you

            I am

            I am

I am animal

 

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Like a child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her drown

 

There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

Can’t go back again

 

 Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

Let me beat you

            Let me kill you

            I am animal

 

            Let me eat you

            Let me thrill you

            I am animal

 

And it’s no, no, no

Feels good to her though

Screaming hate

Accepting the fate

Can’t help but say yes, yes, yes, no.

 

What do we do?

Sabotage ourselves

The greater enemy

In our hearts dwells

 

            I close my eyes

            To stop the tears

            I cannot cry

            For all these fears

           

            I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

            Oh Lifter, take me in

 

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Like a child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

 

When in the course of human events

You are forced to hop the same old fence

To try and lower the defense

And forget everything that happened, past tense,

The long train of abuses

All the uses

They’ve subjected you to

What can you ever do?

You rage against the cycle

But you stay within

Doing over and over

Letting them work in

Letting them sin

On your chest

Against your breast

You can’t give it a rest

(even though you need that rest)

You know you’re cursed

And everyone else blessed

You might as well take the knife

Take the life

Feels so sharp the blade

Rushing down like a cooling glade

You want to drive on

You want to be gone

You want to but you stop

You’re so very afraid

Even though you want to be dead

Like you’ve always said

A snake eating itself

A snake eating its own head:

When in the course of human events

You are forced to hop the same old fence

To try and lower the defense

And forget everything that happened, past tense,

The long train of abuses

All the uses

They’ve subjected you to

What can you ever do?

Rattle against the cage

Let them see you rage

You’re not going to take this

They push you down

Give another kiss

A tear wells up in your eyes

What can you do but cry, cry, cry

Still cursing

Ever cursing

Cursing, cursing, cursing the sky

As he takes the dagger

Out of the sheath

Pops it on in

It’s a relief

He’s supposed to love you

How he says so

It feels so good

You hate it

It feels so bad though

Which way you feel

You can never know

The way you seem to glow

Down in the mud

After the act

Feel so used

So abused

So great and alive

Feeling again

That’s your soul fact

Eating the mud

A snake eating itself

A snake eating its own head:

When in the course of human events

You are forced to hop the same old fence

To try and lower the defense

And forget everything that happened, past tense,

The long train of abuses

All the uses

They’ve subjected you to

What can you ever do?

Still down on the ground

Floundering around

As new men come up

And they bend down

And they ready themselves

You cry out

As they start the fuck

 

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

 

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Like a child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

 

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

When in the course of human events

You are forced to hop the same old fence

To try and lower the defense

And forget everything that happened, past tense,

The long train of abuses

All the uses

They’ve subjected you to

What can you ever do?

Keep to the circle

Keep to the cycle

Keep raging on

But never stop to get out

No matter how you shout

Go back to father again

Go back and feel the pain

The sky opens with rain

 

You wanna drown drown drown

Soak your body down

Over the same old ground

Coming back around

 

There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

Can’t go back again

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Now I’m off alone

And I’m almost drowning

No one cares anyway

The sorrows I’m downing

 

Agitated

Fated

I am faded

Wish I had some booze

To get more jaded

To get sedated

From all the times of dated

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

 

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Like a child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

Watch her cry

 

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

In and out

In and out

Over and over

In and out

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

The baby keeps crying

Up to the sky

He wants to die

He’s ever hungry

He wants to drown

Himself

And all around

Just wants to jump in the sea

 

 

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

That little child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

A snake eating itself

A snake eating its own head:

 

And the end is coming down

The pain is reeling round

The same old shit

In the same old town

Like nuclear blasts

Knock you to the ground

Keep the cycles moving

What you found

Headache and eyeballs

Morning does pound

 

A snake eating itself

A snake eating its own head:

 

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

That little child

Learning one can’t fly

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Ever staying

Ever praying to die

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

Watch him cry

 

There are people in the ocean

            Haven’t you seen them?

            Calling down the water

            Blood and Eucharistic pain

            Waves lapping into rain

            You’ll never be the same

Can’t go back again

 

Calling out to the water

Children of the sun

Calling out to the sea

All they want is fun

 

Sometimes you want to drown

Let your body down

Depths well below ground

You can never be found

 

Now I’m off alone

And I’m almost drowning

No one cares anyway

The sorrows I’m downing

 

Agitated

Fated

I am faded

Wish I had some booze

To get more jaded

To get sedated

From all the times of dated

 

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Feeling agitated yeah

Rockin back and forth

Oh yeah keep scratching yeah

 

 

I am animal

Agitated

Kiss me Galucha

Oh how fated

 

I am animal

Agitated

Kiss me Galucha

Oh how fated

 

I can see

What will set me free

I breathe of you

The story of me

 

            I am messiah as you

            And you

            And you

            I am stoned and alone

            Try to find the Highest throne

            And see it in my heart

            And yours

            And yours

            We are all our own Goddess part

 

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

Yeah

We’re talking of

We search for love

We move above

We have the love

 

Calling out to the water

Calling out every daughter

Won’t you learn from my death

As you draw your each breath

Something for you to think

Don’t go down again to drink

You’ll end up in cycles again

End up in circles again

End up the same old pain

End up in cycles again yeah

End up in cycles again

End up in cycles again

Yeah yeah yeah

End up in cycle again

 

            I repent

            I repent

            I recant

            I repent my sin

            Love me again

 

I close my eyes

            To stop the tears

            I cannot cry

            For all these fears

           

            I cannot appear

            Ever weak

            I cannot let

            My own heart speak

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

 

Lapping waves on every page

Make the sign of the age

We all try to grow

As we grow up

But we know we can’t

Ever reach it

We know change

Is a pile of shit

We hate our life

And what we done with it

This is no decree

No issue from the sage

This is the truth

Against which we rage

Fall down against again

The same

In this golden age

 

And it’s a little lost little lost little lost cause

Your black boots in the evening

Sends the sky ever realing

You and I so revealing

Strip our minds away

As we in bed lay

Wondering at the day

What can we ever say but

It’s a little lost little lost little lost cause

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

You’ll end up in cycles again

End up in circles again

End up the same old pain

End up in cycles again yeah

End up in cycles again

End up in cycles again

Yeah yeah yeah

End up in cycle again

 

The circle begins

The cycle moves on

The circle laps

Like water under song

You’ll end up in cycles again

End up in circles again

End up the same old pain

End up in cycles again yeah

End up in cycles again

End up in cycles again

Yeah yeah yeah

End up in cycle again

 

 

The waves are lapping

The thunder clapping

The ship is back in port

The end is near

The start I fear

Of the same shit another sort.

 

 

            Here they herald me

            Angels trumpet and speak

            Here they herald me

            I flow to the peak

 

            Here I sit

            I watch the storm

            I see it rolling in

            I can read the clouds you know

            What builds good

            Falls bad again

 

It’s a little lost

Holocaust

Always bossed her around

I’m feeling down

A little lost

Little lost

Little lost cause

 

 The storm is raging again

I’m sinking in sin

I’m drinking in

Something I can’t quite pin

But something I hate because

 

And it’s a little

Little lost

Little lost cause, cause.

 

And it’s a little

Little lost

Little lost cause.