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Maybe it's just because the neighbors have lit the grill...or for a thousand other deeper reasons.
 



Red, 2013, Amy Antin. Acrylic on Wood Panel. 127 x 170 cm
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NOT WITH THE FIRE                                                                                     
 
“Perhaps my best years are gone...
But I wouldn't want them back. Not with the fire in me now.“

                                  Samuel BeckettKrapp's Last Tape & Embers
 
I’m not giving up, I’m not easing back
And I can’t make up for the love you lack,
Take the smallest place, say it’s big enough
I won’t hide my ace when the game is up

Do what you will you can’t still this desire
Not with the fire, not with the fire
Do what you will you can’t still this desire
Not with the fire in me now

So you say it’s fine, you don’t mind at all
For you know in time all who rise will fall
Put away my hat, wipe away that smile
I’m not leaving yet, gonna stay a while

Do what you will you can't kill this desire
Not with the fire -- with the fire
Do what you will but my heart will not tire
Not with the fire in me now
 
You say my stand is second-hand and all my force is dwindling
But I just found out who I am
and my destiny,- the best of me,- is kindling
 
I’m not gonna rest till I get my chance
But I don’t expect you to understand
There are things on earth you’ve just gotta do
There are things in heaven that speak to you

Do what you will but the flames’ getting higher
Oo with the fire - with the fire
Do what you will you can’t kill this desire
Not with the fire in me now 


 © 2015 Amy Antin





The Dancers, 2013, Amy Antin (detail). Acrylic on Wood Panel. 74 x 120 cm
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A new song.


TAKE HEART

Keep the faith in all you do  
for the wolf is waiting at the door
He will shake the very core of you
He is made of fear and nothing more
You were born for greater things than to crouch and shiver in the dark
So take heart my heart
Take heart

I know that it's hard for you
to let go and trust that you won't fall
But what else is there to do
If you stay like this you'll lose it all
You were born for gentle arms that reach out and catch you from the start
So take heart my heart
Take heart

Turn your eyes to a bluer sky, to a summer day, to a butterfly
Pave the way for a better day
You know how
and there's no time like right now

Keep an eye on he who lies
Know you do not have to let him in
Stay here in the pulse of life
Where we know that evil cannot win
You were born for all that rings from the mountain down into the garden
So take heart dear hearts
Take heart


                                                       © Amy Antin 2016





Cavalries, 2015, Amy Antin (detail). Acrylic on Wood Panel. 127 x 170 cm
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Day 2.  This song is an entreatment, or maybe even a prayer. 


GENTLE

Be gentle galaxies, glaciers and polar bears
Be gentle with me and family over there
Be gentle with he who holds my heart in his hand
My gentle man, my gentleman

Be kind oh Cavalries, battle for love
May not this sorrow seep into our blood
For we are tender folk of tender ways
With tender hopes for tender days

Your wings over our heads
Your feathers in our beds
Your love in all our lives
My gentle Lord and light

Fare ye not carelesslessly in times of need
The path is full of thorns, the air of greed
We are but come to give the Earth increase
And leave a legacy of peace

                                                           © Amy Antin









Day 1, back on the blog. 
The website is anyway a bit too full, but here goes. 
Maybe it's a good time to say some things, and the way I know best is this here-- lyrics, paintings, poems --- signs of life.  
Hoping they serve something or someone somewhere.






Secrets,
 2013, Amy Antin. Acrylic on Wood Panel. 63 x 63 cm
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THE DANCERS

 

Heal your heart by giving
Keep your secrets hidden
Raise your voice 
but not before you've thought it over
For these are not the days for candour

Find a dream to stay with
Every day update it
Keep the faith in all you say you keep your faith in
For these are not the days for wasting

These are days for staying close to home
Keep the fires burning
Far too many out there all alone
Nervous and afraid
All the plans we made never had a chance
For these are not the days for dancing

Keep the dance inside you
Let the music guide you
Room to room in the arms of Fred Astaire
I can see you there
Lighter now than air
and laughing

We can't save another
Father, sister, mother
How I wish I could point my wand like this
and it would be okay
But these are not the days for wishes

These are days for staying close to home
Keep the fires burning
Far too many out there all alone
Nervous and afraid
All the plans we made never had a chance
For these are not the days for dancing

Heal your heart by giving
Keep your secrets hidden
Heal you heart by giving
Keep your secrets --

  

                                                       © 2013 Amy Antin







 

 

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