Angelique Sierra Jean Abeyta
Santa Clara Pueblo
Personal Connection
As a young Native girl growing up I loved being outside with my siblings or relatives. I love exploring and just going for walks in nature. Or going down to creeks, the river to go play or fishing. Getting older I started to get involved in the study of the land and just last year I was brought more Into my topic. Attending a water chemistry field trip we looked at how our waters overall heath was and it was bad. So much has been done to our land and waters It made me question the people so close to It other than natives. Which Involved looking back Into history and how they took care of chemical contamination and chemical pollution. I pin pointed LANL for my shp topic because I live close to them and they have a long history of not doing their job in a safe way or doing their job at all. I want to address the problem In my SHP because LANL has caused endless sickness and deaths to many people for not taking responsibility and If Its gonna be a consistent cycle I am a individual who will put myself out there for the love of my people. I am tired of the lies that they will take care of their issues when they still repeat to this day.
Abeyta, Angelique. Home. August 25, 2023
Demand_ nuclear_abolition. Instagram. August 25, 2023.
¨Sharing One Skin¨, by Jeanette Armstrong
Reading the Armstrong Article ¨One Skin¨ really made me want to connect more with my culture. It really emphasizes the importance of knowing our native identity. As well as allowing ourselves to be open to opening oneself to exhale and inhale capacities of one's self to be acknowledged. Such as taking the categories of the physical, emotional, thinking-intellectual, and spiritual self into perspective. This is all in the way of finding and knowing one's real self, or even finding oneself, that makes us who we are.
¨How Place Names Impact The Way We See The Landscape¨ by B. Toastie
Reading the article by Toastie, honestly made me appreciate my home communities so much more. My personal connection to the article made me think of Santa Clara Canyon and Nambe Falls. Both places are home to me, and hold a strong significance of who I am today. Santa Clara Canyon was extremely damaged due to many fires, and floods that occurred. Thinking back to when I was a little girl, me and my family were up in the canyon all the time. The stories that were told, and were placed there we value so much as pueblo people because they make us who we are. I also wanna include my other home which is Nambe pueblo were i am culturally from, however more in the place of Nambe falls is what i will talk about. The place has impacted me as a person and given me so much in the sense of finding identity and knowledge as a pueblo person. Both places are so valued to me I can not spare to lose them. As the article stated ¨ if we lose these places, stories and names it almost makes us no one.¨
Demand_ nuclear_abolition. Instagram. August 4, 2023.
Abeyta, Angelique. T´ unjo P´ing . August 17, 2023.
¨And then I went to school¨ by Joe Suina
This article made me have more of a personal connection. Just like the author wrote, I lived with my grandma from a young age till about 10 or 11. Me and my older sister when we were little would be her tails. She is a strict traditional pueblo woman along with others from my mother's side. So she would teach and instill in the ways and doings of a pueblo woman and how it's our job to continue. As we got older I remember the transition from my community school to a public school which was so hard for me. Like the author,I didn't feel so bright. Kids would look at me weird and make comments because my dark, plump grandma would bring me in class talking tewa. As I was there I became ashamed, thinking back that I shouldn't have felt that way. She always told me to be proud of where I come from, now I am but it's sad that growing up I felt like I lost my way. I struggle to this day with balancing both worlds, but like my saya”grandma¨ would say its hard but it's something we have to do, and continue.
Abeyta, Angelique. Nava. August 28, 2021
The key points I choose to write about are points that make up nuclear colonialism. Gomez pointed out truth in facing nuclear colonialism and what my native and new mexicans have to endure. All for living In our homelands. These points all connect to each other especially In the Intergenerational Trauma many faced, and sadly continued for many years. The stories of death and disease almost always result In Intergenerational trauma. Leading to another form of trauma of nuclear disposal sites which were immediate threats, where It was secrecy to know If we were downwinders or close. In which also leaving out new mexicans and natives In decision making involving their environment, where the secrecy of Nuclear Industry persists today. Environmental racism had a toll on us especially because It occurred In rural communities which targeted communities of color which allowed for toxic waste disposal and the sitting of polluting Industries.
With the reading of this chapter Nuclear Colonialism it talks about the begging of the Manhattan Project and the start of nuclear colonialism affecting the people and land. The Pajarito Plateau was home to many Native Americans an NuevoMexicanos, but home was no longer home when the Manhattan project entered in 1942. As European-Americans and Texans started coming in, fences of land started going up on the plateau. Ultimately the Homestead Act benefited the Nuevomexicanos in Los Alamos. The Act allowed them to legally reclaim land that they had formally used or were using atop the platue. However with the crucial need to complete the project the eviction of over thirty families and farms took place. Leaving Home with no place to go.
Abeyta, Angelique. Navi Taa's field. May 3, 2021
Abeyta, Angelique. Los Alamos Overlook. August 19,2019
This chapter was very hard to read considering what men had to do and face for the sake of a so called "good salary" to make and maintain a living. Many native men gave up their traditional roles to obtain a job from Los Alamos. The workers unfortunately over time became guinea pigs and lab rats for the dangerous work they had to do. Many stayed quiet about their work life and how they were treated, whereas the ones who said something and spoke their mind got killed.
EPA says Los Alamos County Contributing to LANL's polluted run off
Streets, rooftops, parking lots, and hard sufacesare carrying containments of runoff stormwater which contain mercury, copper, nickel, cyanide, radiation, and polychlorinated biphenyls, cancer causing chemicals known as PCB's. These toxins are seeping into canyons, arroyos, and our Rio Grande River, which is used for drinking water and irrigation. The lab claimed some of its runoff exceeds pollution standards because the towns contaminated stormwater is flowing onto its sites. Gov Michelle Lujan Grisham has voiced support for regulating a polluted runoff coming off the Pajarito Plateau. However the EPA stated in the court decision that some canyons aren't federally protected, and they are funneling the stormwater to the Rio Grande, which qualifies for safe guards. A solution to the problem which was suggested was building retention ponds which can catch and store the contaminated runoff water and It can be afforded due to Los Alamos being financially inclined.
Grimley, Valerie. Accessed Febuary 9, 2024
State Feds will seek Independent expert over chromium plume threatening San Ildefonso
It was said in the article that the rebounding chromium at the lab indicates contamination that is more vast then state and federal officials imagined, and perhaps more then they alone can handle. Health risks with dealing with chromium are scary. with the situation worsened the urgency to bring in the third party to provide fresh analysis are different perspective to help move the state federal agency past their impasse.
Moquino, Zach. November 21, 2023./ Accessed November 23, 2023
Protect Caja del Rio
The Caja del Rio Plateau is more than 106,000 acres of stunning landscape managed by the Bureau of Land Management and the United States Forest Service.Centuries of human existence show their cultural imprint. From time immemorial Indigenous peoples have lived within this large area leaving behind petroglyphs, former pueblos, understated shrines, and oral memories. The Caja del Rio Plateau is a place we are in danger of losing.Along with its cultural importance to the Pueblo people surrounding the Caja, people from traditional Hispano communities remain connected to the land and rely on its many resources to sustain traditional ways of life.It has no protection from development and falls under the jurisdiction of the U.S. Forest Service and the Bureau of Land Management.Los Alamos National Labs is proposing a transmission line and a system of highways that would decimate a landscape that is critical to sacred sites and all wildlife present in the Caja del Rio.
Protect Caja del Rio. Accessed March 1, 2024.
Grimley, Valerie. Accessed Febuary 9, 2024
The Consequence of Nuclear Imperialism and Colonialism.
In an unsurprising repeat of history, the same nuclear Imperial Nations continue to exacerbate the damaging consequences of climate change as they restrict the abilities of Pacific peoples to respond and impede the provision of lost and damaged funds. However the indigenous activists who have long been fighting for a nuclear free and independent Pacific are now struggling to tackle the existential threats of climate change and exploitative seabed mining meaning it may result in a mission of toxic materials into the ocean, or the discharge of fine particulate material That can smother benthic communities.
Abeyta , Angelique . "always with me ".July 19, 2023.
Endless fallout: The pacific idyll still facing nuclear blight 77 years on
The legacy of Americans' nuclear testing on indigenous communities both on the US Mainland and its territories has come under renewed scrutiny. A 2012 United Nations report said the effects of radiation on the Marshall Islands are long-lasting and have caused near irreversible Environmental contamination. The people of the Island will not leave because the land is their home and they have nowhere to go and they have to endure exposing themselves on a daily basis. The health impacts on the Marshallese people has never been investigated, have never received a apology let alone compensated for there island being tested on or the concrete tomb that stores nuclear contamination on their water and island.
Moquino, Zach. January 10, 2023./ Accessed November 23, 2023
Shadow on the Hill Documentary
The Los Alamos National Laboratory is in our backyard making decisions that have full effects on us as Native people. Since LANL settled in Los Alamos and conducted the bomb and now making nuclear weapons and more, we've all been part of the largest science experiment and are yet to experience more, Are beliefs, ways, and customs have all been changes when they dropping the bomb that also alternated everyone's way of life and changed many perspectives on how to live and maintain.
Research log 1 MLA Citations
Armstrong, Jeanette. 1996 ¨Sharing One Skin: The Okanagan Community.¨
Pp. 460-470 in Jerry MAnder and Edwadrd Goldsmith(eds.) The case Against the Global Economy, San Francisco, CA: Sierra Club Books.
Toastie, B. ¨How Place Names Impact The Way We See The Landscape¨. High Country News, 1 May 2022.
Suina, Joe, and Joseph H. Suina is an Associate professor in the Department of Curriculum and Intruction at the University of New Mexico “And Then I Went To School” Rethinking Schools, 22 June 2021, Winter 1985, Vol.v, No.2
Gomez, Myrriah. Tenants of Nuclear Colonialism, Nuclear NuevoMexico. Tuscon, The University Of Arizona Press.
Gomez, Myrriah. Nuclear Colonialism, Nuclear NuevoMexico. Tuscon, The University Of Arizona Press.
Gomez, Myrriah. Nuclear Alienation, Nuclear NuevoMexico. Tuscon, The University Of Arizona Press.
Research log 3 MLA Citations
Wyland, Scott. “State feds will seek Independent experts over chromium plume threatening San Ildefonso Pueblo”. Santa Fe New Mexican. The (NM), Sec Local News, Nov 1. 2023/ Accessed 29 Nov. 2023.
Wyland, Scott. “ EPA says Los Alamos County contributes to LANL’s polluted runoff”. Santa Fe New Mexican. The (NM), Sec Local News, Nov 26. 2023./ Accessed Nov 29. 2023.
" Protect Caja del Rio". Produced by Conservation Lands Foundation with support from New Mexico Wild and the Caja del Rio Coalition. Film and imagery by West Cliff Creative.
Research log 4 MLA Citations
DR Burch Karly. " The consequence of nuclear imperialism and colonialism." newsroom. 2022, Nov 23. Accessed February 5, 2023.
Reed, Betsy."Endless fallout: The Pacific Idyll still facing nuclear blight 77 years on". The guardian.org. August 2023. Accessed February 5, 2024.
" Shadow on the hill". H.O.P.E.Documentary.