Ink dipped fingertips
and motorized hands,
I’ve automated the process
of pouring myself
onto a page
and letting others view me
under disconnected metaphor
and vague symbolism.
Intangible am I
slipping through fingers
and floating over airwaves,
always right behind you
unless you turn to look,
Schrödinger’s spector,
a transparent almost life
playing out between
wrinkled paper pages,
torn apart
and stitched back together
into a tapestry
of ever-thinning threads,
no story to be told
but you can listen if you care to.
I did this so that you could see me
neatly dissected,
a specimen of unfolded origami,
letting you into my lungs
and brain
and heart.
If I’ve run out of words
it’s because I’ve given them all to you,
and if I’ve run out of voice
it’s because I’ve lended you all my breath,
listen to it like reverb,
feel the vibrations tattoo themselves
against your mind,
because if you don’t
take in my anthems
my words,
then I’ve unveiled myself
for an audience
who was never there.
Iona Leslie, Grade 10
Creative Writing Major,