18 April 1982

You mustn't consider your becoming a Brahma Kumar or Kumari to be something ordinary. To become a Brahma Kumar or Kumari is in itself a speciality and, because of this speciality, you come into the list of special souls. This is why to become a Brahma Kumar or Kumari means to belong to the Brahmin clan, the Brahmin world and the Brahmin family. If, after becoming a Brahma Kumar or Kumari, there is any ordinary activity or any activity of the past, then not only would you cause a loss for yourself but, because you are not a Brahma Kumar or Kumari in isolation, but you are all members of the Brahmin family, you would therefore also accumulate the burden of defaming the Brahmin family. It is the duty of every Brahmin to maintain the honour of the Brahmin world.  

So, to which world and clan are you going to fulfil your responsibility? You even confess things very well: I didn't want to do that, but I did it to please someone. Is it possible that souls without knowledge can be permanently happy? You renounce your elevated karma and dharma because of souls who are sometimes happy and sometimes get upset. Those who don't have this religion don't belong to the Brahmin world. You pleased a few souls, but you also disobeyed the directions of the Almighty Father! So, what did you attain and what did you lose? No matter how much you make yourself move along with that cleverness, it is not making you move along, but crying out. Don’t think that this centre is a place of the instrument souls. You may fool souls but, in front of God, a hundred thousand-fold is definitely accumulated for every action in the account of every soul. You cannot fool yourself in this account. This is why the Father feels mercy for such clever children.