My exhibition culminates years of research, interest in historic buildings, and personal
growth and learning. Initially, I looked at historic buildings from an aesthetic perspective, but
over the years I have found photography to be a method of expression and self-exploration,
using these historic buildings as both a backdrop and subject in most of my personal work. I’ve
been photographing abandoned buildings for documentary reasons since I was 13, but this
body of work connects that work to myself. My hope is that my body of work is a display of
self-expression as well as an exploration of the preservation battles that historic architecture
face. I also hope this body of work sparks an increased interest in historic architecture and its
merits and benefits to us. My vision for presenting this body of work is to represent change
within myself and in historic architecture. This body of work was shot over a period of time
where I experienced a massive amount of personal growth and I aimed to include this in my
work. I attempted to include this personal change by focusing on points of change within these
structures and comparing that to myself. Additionally, this body of work was a chance for me to
explore local architecture through research, as I was choosing buildings to photograph based on
how threatened they were by development.
The themes most present in my work are change and change for better or worse. My
work is inspired by artists like Christopher Payne, who photographed vacant psychiatric
hospitals over 8 years, and Matthew Lambros who has been photographing theaters in various
stages of the preservation process for over 10 years. Both of these artists' work can tie back to
history and research and that is something I heavily appreciate and personally incorporate.
Lambros’ usage of straight on compositions to give an overview of whole theater interiors
inspired my compositions throughout this project. Lambros’ connections between history and his
photographs also inspired the personal research aspect of my project. It’s also worth noting that
I have been photographing decaying structures before I started this specific project and before I
went into high school. I used photography as my medium because by the nature of architecture
and buildings, I wanted to capture these places in the most accurate and representative way
possible. All of the buildings included in my body of work were built with form over function in
mind, and photography is the most effective way of capturing this without additional alterations
or human errors.
Ordering my work for the exhibition was unexpectedly difficult because of the kinds of
images I have in my exhibition. I wanted to order the portrait images and the landscape images
in a way that doesn't disrupt viewing or is asymmetrical. I have an abnormal amount of
portrait-orientation images in my body of work because portrait allows me to include more
‘depth’ in a photo. Of course it depends on the subject, but a lot of my subjects are buildings
that are taller than they are wide, which means I generally chose the more dominant side. This
meant I had to order 8 images in an orderly manner and give appropriate space to the 2
landscape images in my portfolio. I paid extra attention to the vibrance of colors present in each
image, the compositions(either straight on or from an angle), and the subject matter. The
connection between each of these images is that the buildings featured are all undergoing some
sort of physical change, whether that be vandalism, demolition, or renovation. The kind of
physical change that is happening was also a factor in the way I ordered my work.
The overall vision of my work is using historic architecture undergoing some sort of
physical change as a vessel for exploring personal change. The physical change seen in
buildings that are decaying, under construction/renovation, or the lack thereof while sitting idle is
comparative to a lot of emotional and figurative change that humans undergo during their
developmental years. Making these comparisons allowed me to have a greater understanding
of myself and the historic buildings around me.
This is a picture of a colorful abandoned church in Buffalo, New York that has been closed since the 1990s. This church has seen extensive vandalism and decay and has fallen into disrepair alongside the neighborhood surrounding it. This building, along with the cross and other religious symbols present, are representative of how religion has become a smaller and smaller part of my life as I’ve grown older.
This is a photograph of the Masonic Temple in downtown Austin, Texas which is threatened by bizarre redevelopment plans designed by a largely disliked local architect. The tree on the left being alive with the tree on the right being dead along with the scum growing on the building shows how this once-magnificent place has been largely forgotten and unappreciated. This is representative of feeling unappreciated in your own place or home.
This is a photograph of Brackenridge Hospital in Austin, Texas that was taken during the beginning phases of the tower’s demolition. I used the graffitied shell of the building to represent a change for the worst. The graffiti is symbolic of the beginning of the end as this means the hospital’s tight security has relaxed before it is completely demolished.
This is a photograph of the main building at Austin State Hospital that has undergone extensive renovation after being largely vacant for many many years. The brand new shiny windows juxtaposed with the rusty staircase show how some parts of the building have been tended to while others haven’t. This is representative of how self-care is not a one-stop thing, and it’s a process that involves many aspects and steps.
This is a photograph of Pease Elementary in Austin, Texas taken a few months before the school closed for good. The signs that say ‘save pease’ show the students’ enthusiasm for their school and its importance as a historical landmark, as it was the oldest operating school in Texas. The closing school building is representative of how students feel passionate about their school, despite maybe having a distaste for academics.
This is a photograph of a former power plant in Philadelphia, considered by many to be one of the most magnificent power plant buildings on earth, and it has been abandoned since the 1980s. The building itself is representative of how America treats historic architecture in general, and it’s similarities to the old Penn Station in New York are an allegory to how that building was demolished despite widespread protest. The collapsing glass ceiling is symbolic of feeling like you are a shell of what you once were.
This is a photograph of a partially vacant state hospital located east of Dallas, Texas taken many years after this portion of the building closed. I used the dangling light fixture to symbolize feeling like you are on the edge of completely falling apart, but still hang on regardless. The light fixture dangling by a very small wire as well as the peeling paint surrounding it is also representative of the effect your mental state can have on those around you.
This is a photograph of a former post office and University of Texas office building in downtown Austin, Texas during its redevelopment into a commercial skyscraper. The tree on the right as well as the sole unboarded door show that only one part of the building is ‘alive’, representative of feeling like you aren’t wholly yourself or complete.
This is a photograph of a bank vault located in the Peoples Building in McKeesport, Pennsylvania taken during renovation. I used the deteriorating once-magnificent vault to represent rebounding after a low point in life. The vault has been decaying for many years, the power being on and the vault being open are symbolic of making it out of a difficult time.