Entry #1 (4/3/2004) -
Dear diary .. Jelllo promised me!! They swore they would be here today! I'm always having to make excuses for her! Listen I understand this job can be hard but I'm running out of ways to convince them that he will be here. Maybe I'm being dramatic. Maybe I'm just acting selfish I don't know :( I just don't like being here alone around "him" He makes me uncomfy. I'm fine with making excuses for them sometimes but I also just want my friend yknow? anyways I gotta get back to work. Talk to you later diary.
Dear diary. Steviol and confetti are throwing a "Friday party" for everyone but I don't want to go. "He" will be there and chern is to busy to come to the party with me. Chern is the only reason I would probably go but I don't want to hurt Steviol or confetti's feelings... Well I don't think confetti would be upset but steviol definitely would he is kind of sensitive he would probably think I didn't wanna be around him anymore which isn't true... its not like I have much other then this job to do.. we cant exactly go anywhere else we are stuck here but its okay at least me and Chern get to have sleepovers and tea party's sometimes.