My body of work explores the various stages of the pandemic that I experienced. I wanted to do this because I felt that by using visuals, I was able to showcase my changes and growths from this pandemic through a variety of imaginations and perspectives that occurred within my mind. I began creating pieces during the midst of the pandemic, which showed intentions of how I felt confined and isolated from the people and society. Then as the past 2 years progressed, I created pieces for when the pandemic started to ease and I
had to adapt my life to a new normal again. However, after the creation of pieces I made “during” and “after”, I felt that I wanted to showcase my explorations and emotions that came before the pandemic, which was feeling confined due to my daily mundane routines and feeling isolated brought by societal norms. Nonetheless, through the journey of exploring this idea with my artwork, I understood that I not only struggled with a handful of emotional and physical strains due to constantly living in an unknown circumstance, but I also did without a worldwide pandemic. However, I came out of this practicing personal growth and finding interests out of unpreferred situations.
“Spiralling into Isolation” was my first piece in this series, and I included colourful cut-out pieces, as inspiration from French artist, Henri Matisse. I decided to incorporate them because I felt very overwhelmed from seeing the same views in isolation, thus, showing how my imagination has broadened and extended through those colourful pieces that create excitement. The object is a figurine that was gifted to me by my mother, and because it is monochromatic and lacked any colour, I found myself dozing off when looking at it for a long time. Then, “An Escape of Comfort” was created using air-dry clay because the idea of comfort for me instantly means that I want a sense of certainty, something three dimensional to feel grounded and tactile. In addition, I chose to give my bowls and chopsticks a more personal touch, so the colours resemble those that I use at home, which again linking back to the title of this piece, permits me to feel at peace being in my comfort zone at home and indulging in one of my favourite foods. Furthermore, my piece “Breaking out? Or Staying In?” continues to utilise highly saturated colours as do almost all my other pieces. This piece fits into the category of what isolation felt like before the pandemic, and to speak broadly, it is about societal norms that are instilled into our society that more or less forces our generation nowadays to be part of, and if you aren’t part of that group, you are seen as someone who is out of the ordinary. Hence, I created this piece to speak about my perspective on this matter, so the reason why I used circles, squares, and triangles and filled them in with primary colours, is because I believe they both exemplify “basic-ness” since those sets of shapes and colours are what I believe people think of first when they are told to think of shapes or colours. Therefore, they overlap each other with those around me that are only acting like one another in hopes of not getting judged.
For the exhibition, I intend to display my artworks by replicating a mood board, and typically it is used as inspiration for an idea or topic, but in my case, I enjoy the way how ideas or images are dispersed on a wall. And through this display, I want the audience to view the full progression of stages that I have experienced during this pandemic. I intend my art pieces to be looked at from left to right as they are stuck on a tall white wall, beginning with the first stage which is my life before the pandemic, and continuously shifts along each stage to the end, in a linear manner but with some pieces higher, and some lower.
Ultimately, resembling my mind to a timeline of events over the past 2 years.
Breaking out? Or Staying In?
Acrylic on Canvas
The tight-knitted background represents the people of the society who copy each other as that is what society accepts, which is supported by the ordinary shapes filled in with primary colors. Moreover, I am represented by a bowl of noodles, as seen in “an escape of comfort”. This piece represents how I feel trapped within society’s expectations, wondering whether I should conform to them or not. However, I realise I am comfortable in my own skin, and I am the most unique out of my peers.
Spiraling into Isolation
Mixed Media: Marker, Cut-out Papers and Crayon
The figures, put together or pulled apart still represent the same object. This is a result of staring at the same things surrounding me during the time of isolation in this pandemic, where my mind forces me to imagine countless new perspectives of one object. Furthermore, my imagination forces colors to be seen as the figures are all monochromatic in color, it allows me to feel a more dream-like scene instead of a dull lifeless one.
An Escape of Comfort
Air-dry Clay
From left to right, 2 out of the 3 bowls in each stage are gradually decreasing in the number of noodles, signifying the disappearance of comfort I first felt when the pandemic began, as a result of having to isolate at home. The broken bowl’s shards at the end, are the emptiness that I feel within, as I devour the comforting bowl in a matter of seconds. The blue and brown colours represent the bowl and chopsticks I use at home, connecting this to something I can relate to on a personal level.
Far away Imagination
Acrylic on Canvas
The feeling of loneliness and fatigue wash over me as I am confined during mandatory isolation. Looking out my window intently, there is nothing my mind does, except to observe the glowing orbs that are balanced in my view. They are something that I have never seen in real life, hence my imagination. They contain the things I find comfort in, allowing me to escape negativity and be one with hope and peace.
Dinner time
Graphite on Paper
As the pandemic gradually comes to an end, we are a step closer to being able to indulge in the comfort that was life before it began. This scene represents my family coming together to enjoy a meal as restrictions fade. The mask tablecloth that we are eating on top of symbolizes the inferiority of covid as we come together to fight on top of it. The dishes and circular chairs express my Chinese culture of “團圓“, with an object placed on top that symbolises each parent and myself.
Back to normal
Watercolour and Fineliner
In Hong Kong, we are slowly reaching normalcy once again. Still, in the back of my mind, I still ponder my friends and family living elsewhere in the world who are still suffering from the pandemic, as shown by the top painted grey and the germ bubbles that represent those friends and family members. Since I am able to do the things I was unable to in the past 2 years, the thoughts of those people have faded in my mind as I am more focused on living in the present and what is in front of me.
The mountain, the pandemic and I
Coarse Pumice Gel and Acrylic on Canvas
This mountain reflects a story of a hike that I took part in. The emotions I felt were identical to the ones I felt during this pandemic. In the beginning, I was fearful due to the unknown and the amount of physical effort that was required. The tough and exhaustive feeling is shown by the coarse gel I used to create the mountains. Throughout, knowing that there were people around me on the same journey, I, therefore, persevered to the end (the hike), and/or where I am at now (the pandemic).