words

These words I can't say

they won't leave my head

they're disturbing my mind

when I try to sleep

I think of you instead


These words I can't say

they're the ones you dread

that you're my best find

I'm going in too deep

thinking of you in bed


Three words I won't say

they won't leave my head

what a fucking bind

I'm in too deep

They won't leave my head


Those words I didn't say

they're coming up dead

they're raping my mind

when I tried to sleep

I thought of you instead

author's notes -


unrevised 2005.

an unhealthy relationship