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Update 06/27/2010 1430 hrs IST
Droppin' in to update the page after a long time. 'Just got a wonderful news from mom... my lil' sister's blessed with a beautiful daughter :). I've got loads of 'em nephews and nieces now - my pride and joy! Wud be a while before I get to meet the newest addition though :( . Neways.. gtg.. need to go shoppin for her now!!! Droppin' in 08/19/2009 2200 hrs IST
Well well... here I am.. droppin' in for an update way before a year elapsed after da last journal entry! Dat's quite an achievement, I would say... if you look at the trend in the past hehehe... and I am definitely not complaining about the hot weather right now.. coz it's raining outside :-). And I really don't know what to write here... so.. I guess I'll just leave it at dis and wait for the next entry.. hopin dat it would be the same year as now! Cherio~~
Alive 'n Kickin' 04/23/2009 1700 hrs IST
I really am clueless why it's always summer when I get the time to sit down and work on dis site! Hehe. I don't really know wot to write or wot I shud do with dis site... but I just wanted to keep it alive and work on it from time to time. 'Hope I'd find more time to work on it or mebbe rebuilt it from scratch... well.. let's see wen I'd get the time to write another journal here *grin*
W-H-O-A!!! 06/13/08 0815 hrs IST
Whoaaa!! It's been more than a year since I last updated dis site o' mine. Apart from bein' really busy at work, I gez I finally got myself a life out of the World Wide Web!! naaah.. not completely true.. Yea.. it's been hectic... with work, family & frenz... but I am not really someone who can live outside the WWW completely! It's crazee when I checked the last journal entry.. more than a year back, and der I wuz, as usual, complaining about the temperature.. Well.. summer's 'ere again.. but it rains every now & then.. monsoon's comin' up.. and I just loveee the rain... so, it's gettin better der too.
Well.. let's see how things have been.. umm.. I went home last March for for about a week for my brother's wedding.. 'had a gr8 time, but due to the hectic schedule during my stay der.. I didn't even inform nor meet my friends out der. I got a new haircut and finally got a new look after a long, long time. Then umm.. last month, I went for a trip to Shankarpur with my teammates and their family.. I really didn't want to go at first, but then, it turned out to be a nice trip. My cousin sister's stayin with us now.. and I loveee buggin' her *grin*!
'Nyways... I don't really know wot to write right now.. so, till next time! xoxoxo
Lost In Space 05/31/07 0930 hrs IST
Aaaaah.. I can't believe dat dis is my first journal of da year!!! I am sooo lazy... der! I admit it! And I also admit dat I'm just updating dis just for da sake of my dear frenz who urged me to update it.. but I'm soo tired now.. wit da outside temperature bein' 35C.. and rising! Will end it here for now.. I promise I'll update it real soon.. coz m rushin' off to sleep now.. till next time..
xoxoxo
ZZ
*yawn* 11/18/06 0530 hrs IST
Hey.. it's been a while.. no.. it's been a looooong, loooong time! Site's blocked at work and I still don't have da internet @ home. It's been so long dat I don't even know wer to begin now.. so, I'm just gonna' paste da lyrics of 'If It Makes You Happy' by Sheryl Crow 'coz dat's playin' non-stop on my head rite now.. hehe. 'Will tink of sumthin' to jot down, and if anythin' comes to my mind.. I promise I'll jot it down.. so, wish me luck! hehe...
If It Makes You Happy - Sheryl Crow
I've been long, a long way from here
Put on a poncho, played for mosquitos,
And drank til I was thirsty again
We went searching through thrift store jungles
Found Geronimo's rifle, Marilyn's shampoo
And Benny Goodman's corset and pen
Well, o.k. I made this up
I promised you I'd never give up
[Chorus]
If it makes you happy
It can't be that bad
If it makes you happy
Then why the hell are you so sad
You get down, real low down
You listen to Coltrane, derail your own train
Well who hasn't been there before?
I come round, around the hard way
Bring you comics in bed, scrape the mold off the bread
And serve you french toast again
Well, o.k. I still get stoned
I'm not the kind of girl you'd take home
[Chorus]
We've been far, far away from here
Put on a poncho, played for mosquitos
And everywhere in between
Well, o.k. we get along
So what if right now everything's wrong?
[Chorus]
I Decide 07/30/06 2030 hrs IST
Don't think that you can tell me what to think
I'm the one who knows what's good for me
And I'm stating my independence
Gonna take the road I'm gonna take
And I'm gonna make my own mistakes
It's my life
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
What I need
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down
Couldn't do it then can't do it now
I'm kickin' down all the fences
I'm gonna do it all and do too much
And if I mess the whole thing up
It's my ride
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
I'm taking my own chances
And I'm finding my own answers
I'm only answering to me
And that's the way it's gonna be
I decide
Oh yeah
I decide
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
I decide where I go
Where I sleep
Who I know
I'm the one who's runnin' my life
I decide
I decide
I decide how I live
I decide who I love
Choice is mine
And no one gets to make my mind up
I decide
OST : The Princess Diaries 2
Artist : Lindsay Lohan
'Olla 07/03/06 0130 hrs IST
I know.. it's been so long since I updated my journal.. but der aint nuthin new to write about... everything's so boring and quiet here @ Dullsville *sigh* . Umm.. i got 55 new movies from my friend, and I'm usually glued to my PC watchin' 'em these days.. and wen I have time, I watch da World Cup matches.. Joe Cole's sooo cuteee and it's sooo sad dat I won't be able to see him playin' anymore during da World Cup. I don't really root for any teams.. just them hunks *giggle*. 'neways.. may da best team win! 'Will try to write more often.. catch ya laterz...
xoxoxo
I Remember You 05/28/06 0730 hrs IST
I found dis poem on the world wide web, it's boootiful... dunno' who wrote it tho'... it's called 'I Remember You' -
I find an old photograph
and see your smile.
As I feel your presence anew,
I am filled with warmth
and my heart remembers love.
I remember who you used to be
the laughter we shared
and wonder what you have become.
Where are you now,
Where did you go,
When the body is left behind
and the spirit is released to fly?
Perhaps you are the morning bird
singing joyfully at sunrise,
or the butterfly that dances
so carelessly on the breeze
or the rainbow of colors
that brightens a stormy sky
or the fingers of afternoon mist
delicately reaching over the mountains
or the final few rays of the setting sun
lighting up the skies
edging the clouds with a magical glow.
I miss your being
but I feel your presence,
In whatever form you choose to take,
however you now choose to be.
Your spirit has become for me
a guardian angel on high
guiding, advising, and watching over me.
I remember you.
You are with me
and I will never forget.
Mixed Bag 05/18/06 2355 hrs IST
Hey... it's been a long, long time, so, I have sooo many things to update.. some gud news.. and some bad. I wuz in Bangalore for two weeks (for some training) and came back last Friday.. 'twas fun 'coz I got to see lotsa' frenz -- my old college mates, frenz from home who are workin' der, old colleagues and some online frenz too =). Da training was cool.. and so were the trainers ;) .. we had so much fun, both @ work and off work. 'Went to some of my 'ol fav. hangout places.. had my fav. dishes and ice-cream (yummm!!). I missed home a lot tho'. Da flight home was tiring 'coz we left da guesthouse @ 1pm.. and reached home @ around 8pm coz 'twas via Hyderabad.. so I just literally go home, had dinner, chat with my aunt, talk on the phone and crash... right to bed :).. and Oh! one more gud news.. my friend's dad.. whom I wrote about on my previous journal entry.. is healed now!! I am soo happy!! Praise the Lord!!
Now.. da sad news [These happened while I wuz in Bangalore] : 'twas about a week after I got an sms from one of my homie, about da death of a good friend (his name's Mau-Mau) in an accident in Kolkata (May his soul rest in Peace!), I wuz @ work, in da middle of a training session with our trainers.. I received an sms, 'just peeped @ it and it was about da death of another friend.. a very close friend o'mine, who's like a lil' sis to me -- Tina Lalrindiki Chawhte -- dat's her name.. a young cheerful and hard-workin' gurl, whom I admired for her amazin' talents. I wuz soo shocked that all I cud do wuz stare @ da msg.. I cudn't even reply 'coz of the session.. and my friend called me a couple of times.. but I cudn't answer the phone either. As soon as we break for a cuppa' coffee, I msged my friend back and she called me and told me about da sad news.. 'seemed she fell down from her window, and since her house is on da cliff, she rolled down da cliff, which cracked her skull (God.. oh God)..and she wuz in a coma for a few days, living solely on oxygen.. and finally passed away on the 4th of May, 2006. I shuddered even thinkin' about it.. still can't believe dat she's gone.. and yet she is.. memories flooded my mind.. can't stop thinkin' about da gud times we had together @ da ITFT training, cyber hoppin' everyday preparin' da perfect CV.. dat clear August day in 2003 wen I 'pulled da ground beneath her feet', as she called it, playin' 'Truth & Dare' @ Tourist Lodge, Chaltlang, which, according to her, was the most embarassing day of her life... travellin' home together from Delhi.. how we spent da nite @ da hotel in Guwahati (Melody came over too).. da time we fought with da drunk passengers in da maxi cab from Guwahati (we were both sooo mad!!)... arghhhh.. it's all comin' back to me now!!!! God!!! She sure doesn't deserve dis.. it hurts thinkin' about how she wud be in her last days!! But alas... I know dat she's in a place wer nuthin' or no one can hurt her no more.. I might not know her for a looong time (3 yearss)..but she sure did mean a lot to me.. and all I can say is dat.. I'm soo glad dat I knew her.. and dat she wuz my friend... she'll always be my friend and she'll always be near.. 'coz she'll always be in my heart, and dis memories will linger on. May God be with all the people who are hurting because of her death!
"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...Courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference".
"The sea recedes - But leaves behind bright jewels in sand.. I will cherish da memories forever......"
Message From God 04/26/06 0550 hrs IST
A new day has come... and I can hear da rooster crowin' miles away.. and here I am, still @ work... but I'd be goin' home in 5 mins. My lil' cuz's promotion exam result came out and thank God, he made it! It's his 12th b'day dis comin' Saturday (04/29/06). 'neways... nuthin' much to write, but I just wanna' share dis amazin' email I received sumtime last year from a friend, it touched my heart... and it's dedicated to one of my closest friend, whose dad is fighting leukemia right now... my prayers are with them..*hugs* Te...and here's da mail.. it's called 'Message From God' --
From:God
To:You
Date:Today
Subject:Yourself
Reference:Life
This is God.Today, I will be handling all the problems for you.Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle,do not resolve it yourself.Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box.I will do it in MY TIME. All situations will be resolved,but in my time,not yours.
Once the matter is placed in the box,do not hold onto it by worrying about it.Instead focus on all the wonderful things that are present in your life now.
If you find yourself stuck in traffic,don't despair.There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of priviledges.
Should you have a bad day at work,think of the people who have been out of work for years.
Should you despair over a relationship gone badly,think of the person who've never known what its like to love and be loved in return.
Should you grieve the passing of another weekend,think of the woman in Dire Straits,working 12 hours a day,7 days a week to feed her children.
Should your car break down leaving you miles away from assistance ,think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.
Should you notice a new grey hair in your head,think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes he/she has hair to examine.
Should you find yourself the victim of other's bitterness,ignorance,smallness or
insecurities,remember,things could be worse.you could be one of them!!!
Should you decide to pass this message on to a friend,thank you!!! You may have touched his/her life in many ways...you will never know!!
Now,have a nice day!!!
I love you'
God
ZZ
Ma' Homies! 04/20/06 0100 hrs IST
So, i spent da weekend wit ma' homies..'twas not exactly a wild one tho'... guess we're old now, and we matured a lot (not dat we were dat WILD befo' hehee).. So many catch-up work to do.. filled ourselves in wit wot's goin on ard us n stuffs..and of course, talked about da gud 'ol days.. *sigh*...'twas really fun while it lasted....We went for shopping da next day.. had lunch @ BBQ...played arcade games @ da mall.. 'twas fun...'neways... here's to my homies ---
Graduation (Friends Forever ) - Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly.
Luv you, homies!!
Xoxoxo ZZ
Just another entry 04/13/06 0100 hrs IST
So i wuz too lazy to update my journal coz... ermm.. umm.. i'm just bein' lazy, hee hee. My friend's coming to town tomorrow, she and her friend.. they might stay for about 4 days, and da gr8 part's dat i'll be on my regular weekly off for da 1st two days, and then da 3rd day's an off too, for next week's weekly off (will be splitted next week). We planned to go to a friend's party, but i just found out dat it's cancelled *doh*.. neways, m sure we'd find sumthin' to do *grin*... will try to update about it here (if it's not too wild *hyukkk hyukkk*).. till next time... xoxoxo ZZ
We've Moved! 04/03/06 2008 hrs IST
'been a while since I updated my journal.. wuz kinda' busy coz we moved.. most of my stuffs are still lyin around, packed..my room's really messy rite now.. hihi.. will hafta unpack on my next off *groan* Ohhh..and my PC crashed :'( .. sumthin's wrong wit da mobo.. more chores for dis weekend.. ouch!!
..more next time.. xoxoxo
ZZ
We're Movin'! 03/31/06 0035 hrs IST
Life's so boring... so der's not much to update.. 'cept dat we're movin' tomorrow.. to a place nearby... B-) and dat means.. loads n loads of work *sigh* .. 'neways.. just wanted to share an excerpt from a movie.. it's from da movie '10 Things I Hate About You' [Julia Stiles/Heath Ledger], written by Karen McCullah Lutz & Kirsten Smith, based on 'Taming of the Shrew', by William Shakespeare. Check it out -
"I hate the way you talk to me.
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots.
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick -
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate it...
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around,
And the fact that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you -
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
The Other Side Of Me 03/28/06 0042 hrs IST
I still say summer sux.. big time!! It was around 41C today.. and dat, my friend is just da beginning.....dis year's gonna be a looong loong year.. *groan*
..currently reading Sidney Sheldon's autobiography - 'The Other Side Of Me'.. life sure is a roller-coaster... dis novelist started out with jobs like ushering, fabricating automobile gears, running a hotel switchboard, delivering prescriptions, checking coats and da likes. But his ambition is inexorable, which makes him one of da best and successful novelist ever. And ermmm.. i think i'm gonna be out lookin for an ushering job tomorrow.. hihi.
laterzzz!! xoxoxo
ZZ
My Playlist 03/27/06 0015 hrs IST
It's gettin hotter n hotter day by day... I hateeee summer! I cudn't sleep coz it wuz soo hot... ended up listening to some musik....here's my current playlist -
1. Greenday - Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
2. Daniel Powter - Bad day
3. Keith Urban - You'll think of me
4. Alanis Morrisette - Head over feet
5. LeAnn Rimes - But I do love you
6. Nickelback - Someday
7. Pearl Jam - Last Kiss
toodlooo... xoxoxo
ZZ
Test 03/24/06 2125 hrs IST
I'm @ work right now, wishin' I can just fly away and be free from work... only to wake up and realize dat dis is how I earn my bread... tough,huh!! 'Neways.. ain't got no time to yap rite now... will try to jot down some lines la8er.. btw.. just finished dis quiz thingy from Blogthings - 'What Girl Group Should You Be In?' and here's da result -
***You Should Be In TLC***
You aren't afraid to speak (or sing!) your mind
Your sassy attitude shines - and you totally keep it real.
Try it out @ http://ynr.blogthings.com:80/whatgirlgroupshouldyoubeinquiz/
Aight.. la8erzz!!! Peace out!!~
xoxoxo
ZZ