It was my passion, my identity—almost my religion. But I did not believe in God. I wouldn’t have called myself an atheist, but certainly an agnostic. When it came to faith I lived by one simple rule: *seeing is believing.*, and I hadn´t seen any reasons to believe, until 2003.
In 2003., Dr. Francis Collins announced that his team of scientists had completed the mapping of the human genome. He described DNA as “the language of God,” because the code within it resembled software written by an intelligent designer. For many, that idea was enough to spark belief.
I found Dr. Collins's conclusion shocking and disconcerting, but for me it would take more than that. My agnostic mindset only began to change after a series of "unfortunate" football setbacks from 2001 to 2003 that led me to ask God for a sign.
At the time, I was playing for a third-division club. I was doing well, my coach believed in me, and I hoped to reach the second division within a couple of years.
But life took an unexpected turn.
My father decided we had to leave our country because violence was getting too close to home. We emigrated to the United States and settled in Miami, Florida. Our trip was delayed by the attacks of 9/11, but once flights resumed, we were granted political asylum.
I believed I would continue my soccer career in Miami. Instead, everything began to collapse.
The Miami Fusion—one of only two MLS teams in Florida back then—declared bankruptcy and disappeared. Then the Tampa Bay Mutiny suffered the same fate. Within a short time, professional soccer in Florida was gone. In Florida! A state where people absolutely loved futbol.
Still, I refused to give up. Soccer was my life. I told myself that even if the whole universe conspired against me, I would persevere.
My last hope was college soccer.
Florida International University (FIU) had the only top-level college soccer program in the area. I wasn´t expecting an athletic scholarship, just a chance to try out for the team. I applied, was accepted and enrolled. I immediately contacted the coach, and he encouraged me to attend tryouts the following month.
I was ready.
Then, just before tryouts, the university canceled the men’s soccer program due to budget cuts.
It made no sense. It was one of the school’s strongest programs. There were protests—but the decision stood.
Everywhere I turned, soccer disappeared.
Still, I refused to accept it. I trained with amateur clubs, coached youth teams, and even co-founded a small academy called *Soccer Paradise*. I stayed as close to the game as I could.
Then came the moment that changed everything.
One fateful Friday evening, after I finished coaching my U-16 team, another coach invited me to stay and play in a casual match between coaches. I would have to play without taping my ankles—something I normally never did. Still, I decided to stay and play, and you can probably guess what happened.
A reckless tackle shattered my right ankle. The doctors said surgery wasn’t possible.
My soccer career was over.
At the time, it felt like the end of everything that mattered to me.
Around this time, I began to ponder deeper questions.
While recovering from my injury with my foot in a heavy cast, I was reading a novel called *Left Behind*, where a skeptical character asks God for a sign. I had never prayed before—but I decided to try.
I said: “God, if You are real, please send me a sign.”
A couple of days later, while sorting through my mail, something unusual caught my attention. Among the advertisements was a bright blue card. It read:
“A place where miracles happen, and life-changing experiences occur.”
It included an address. I paused—but quickly dismissed it. A sign from God? On a postcard?
No. It had to be a coincidence.
I threw it aside.
Weeks later, I asked my stepmother if she believed in God. She said yes. That surprised me, because she wasn’t religious in any visible way.
Then I asked about Jesus, and the rapture, and the role of the Messiah in the Apocalypse. All that good stuff.
She admitted she wasn’t sure, but suggested I speak to someone who might know more—a preacher who had just arrived in Miami, who had a master degree in Theology. Not bad, but what caught my attention was this:
He had a background in professional soccer and had played for the Argentina National Team, with Maradona.
Now I was interested.
She wrote down the address where he had started a church in Miami. When I looked at the paper, my heart started racing.
It was the same address from the bright blue postcard.
That moment shook me. One coincidence is easy to dismiss. Two, aligned perfectly, are not.
When I told her about the postcard address being the same as the preacher from Argentina, she said something I will never forget:
**“God is knocking on your door.”**
What do u think? Could I continue to be skeptical after that? Sure, I guess, but then I thought: "What are the odds?"
Later that night, alone at home, I made a decision.
I prayed a real prayer.
For the first time in my life, I prayed with sincerity.
I thanked God.
I asked for forgiveness.
I asked for direction.
And then I asked one pressing question: “God, what is the Bible?”
I did not hear a powerful voice from heaven—but two words came clearly into my mind:
“Clear" and "eloquent.”
They were not my thoughts. That moment changed everything. Now I just needed to learn who Jesus really was. A rebel? A rabbi? A prophet? The Messiah? Son of God? God himself?
(Hint: Check out the prophecies in the jewish Bible about the Messiah.)
The next day, I went to the address.
It turned out to be a Christian high school. And a church. That church had sent the bright blue postcard. At that time they were temporarily letting a spanish speaking preacher use the cafeteria on sunday mornings.
In the cafeteria, a man named Silvano was preaching to a small group of people.
He had the Argentina accent. It was the retired futbol player.
When I arrived, he was asking if someone wanted to say a prayer giving one's life to God. I raised my hand immediately. No one else did. So we prayed together. I felt no hesitation, no embarrassment—only conviction.
Afterwards I told him how I got there. He told me something simple but now familiar:
**“Jesus is knocking on your door.”**
What once felt like a series of football failures started to look like a path being redirected.
Forced to leave my country and my team.
The closed doors.
The injury.
The loss of my soccer career.
When those things happened I felt depressed, even anguished. But it was all for my own good.
Silvano said it would not be easy for others to understand, but God would guide me.
Well, I can testify that He has been guiding me ever since and I have witnessed amazing miracles.
I love math, probability, and even poker. So, being a logical person, at first I tried to explain everything as coincidence.
But mathematical probability tells a different story.
* The odds of being struck by lightning in a year: about 1 in 750,000
* The odds of a royal flush in poker: 1 in 2.6 million
* The odds of winning a lottery: about 1 in 8 million
Extremely unlikely events do happen—but rarely.
Now consider a chain of events, each dependent on the previous one:
* Asking God for a sign after 16 years of disbelief
* Receiving a unique postcard immediately afterward, mentioning Miracles
* That postcard pointing to the specific location of a Christian church
* Being introduced—independently—not to the same church, but to that exact same location
* Finding a preacher uniquely relevant to my interests who arrived in Miami around the same time I did
* All of it happening within a narrow window of time
When you multiply those probabilities, the result becomes astronomically small. In my own estimation, the odds were roughly:
**1 in 5 trillion**
(I you want to check my math, i will add it as extra content at the end)
At that point, the question is no longer:
“Is this possible?”
but
“Was this intentional?”
When something unlikely happens once, you might call it coincidence.
When many extremely things happen in a precise sequence, with meaning and timing, it begins to look like something else.
For me, the conclusion became unavoidable:
It was not coincidence. It was GOD.
Since then, my faith has shaped my life in ways I could never have imagined.
I have experienced healing, guidance, and purpose.
But more than anything, I have come to understand this:
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.”
— Proverbs 3:5–6
What are your odds of winning a lottery?
And the odds of getting my sign, with confirmation?
I’m going to calculate it, and I will try to make it fun for you to read.
In my home country there is a very popular lottery called "ballotto". If you bought a ticket every day of your life, you still might never win that lottery.
Why? The ballotto works by randomly choosing 6 balls, or “ballots”, out of 45. That means there are 45 possibilities for the first ballot, 44 for the second, 43 for the third, and so on.
If the game worked by choosing a single ballot, the probability of hitting the number would be 1/45 = 2.2%.
If, to win, you only had to get 6 separate ballots and get just one right, the probability would be higher: 6/45 = 13.33%.
But you have to get all six ballots right. So the probability of each ballot is multiplied by the next one:
(6/45) * (5/44) * (4/43) * (3/42) * (2/41) * (1/40) = 0.000012%
That is to say, the odds of winning this lottery by buying a single ticket are about 1 in 8 million.
Now my own calculation: what is the probability that I will ask God for a sign for the first time in my life, receive an answer, and then receive confirmation of that answer?
If the probability were just 1%, I would call it a simple coincidence. I actually won a car in a raffle with roughly that probability. A politician raising funds for his campaign sold 100 tickets at a fairly high price each. My dad bought one for each of his children, and my ticket won.
Of course I was very happy to win a new car without even having to buy the ticket, but because the probability was 1%, I wasn’t astonished.
If the probability of receiving a “sign from heaven” were 1 in 1,000 (0.1%), I still would not have been convinced. It would be mathematically unlikely, but not extraordinary.
To convince me of witnessing an “act of God,” the probability would need to be at least similar to winning a lottery on the first try.
The “ballotto” lottery has a 0.00001% chance. Now imagine you buy a ballotto ticket for the first time ever and then pray half-heartedly: “Dear God, if and only if I win this lottery, I will believe that you exist and I will change my life for you.”
How would it feel to turn on the TV for the draw and watch each of the ballots come out matching your ticket, one by one? You would almost certainly become a very convinced believer in God’s existence. (But I don’t recommend trying this, because such a prayer could seem greedy or insincere.)
If you were tremendously skeptical (as I am), even after winning the lottery you might still not be convinced, and you would say: “Nah, that was just a coincidence. This isn’t enough to change my life for God.”
But what if, right after leaving your house with your winning ticket, lightning struck you? Would you still think it was a coincidence?
I made a sincere prayer because I wanted to know if God is real. Now I want to calculate how likely it was that a card would arrive in the mail saying: “Miracles are real — come to the Christian church of 67th Avenue and 163rd Street.”
A card like that, the kind I had NEVER received in my whole life.
I know that doesn’t seem extraordinary at first glance, but keep in mind that the card arrived IMMEDIATELY after I asked God for a sign. That alone should already represent a very, very small probability, but at that moment I still wasn’t convinced.
Two different churches with the same address — that’s already unusual. One is for English speakers and the other for Spanish speakers. Only during a two-year window did they share the same address, which just so happened to overlap with the time I lived in Miami. But that window was enough for both to reach me in different ways at exactly the right time.
Now, if we try to calculate the odds of what happened to me as if it were a 6-ballot lottery:
When I was 12, I stopped believing in God until I was 28, when I was born again. For 16 years I had never asked God for a sign. Out of those 16 years, only in 2003 were the conditions perfect for me to receive the answer in the way it happened. Therefore, the probability that I asked for a sign in 2003 and not before was (1/16).
In the Miami area where I was interested in living in 2003, there may have been approximately 500 condos or buildings. However, I only found one that offered everything I wanted within my budget: second floor, washing machine, ceiling fan plus air conditioning, and a free month of rent. And it just so happened to be the one next to a church that sent postcards. (1/500)
That church could have sent the postcard any day during the year I lived in that condo, but to coincide with the day I asked for the sign, there was only one specific day it could have been sent. (1/365)
If you search online, you will see there are approximately 1,000 religious temples in Miami, but only one allowed a new spanish church to use its cafeteria for services at the same time I had immigrated. That was the High School church next to my condo. Interestingly enough, shortly after I moved away, the spanish church also moved to a new location. (1/1000)
At the time, there must have been at least 100 preachers from different churches in my country traveling to Miami, but only the one was a former professional footballer with a master’s degree in theology — everything that would make me interested in meeting him. (1/100)
My stepmom could have never heard that Silvano was preaching in Miami, but by “chance,” a family member of hers who lived in our country knew someone from the new church in spanish, who told her about Silvano. In our hometown there were about 20 churches in the northern part of the city where my stepmom's family and acquaintances lived, but only Silvano was using the cafeteria of that particular American church in the USA. (1/20)
Now, like the lottery, all six events had to happen. If even one of them failed, there would be no winning outcome. Therefore, the individual probabilities must be multiplied:
1/16 × 1/500 × 1/365 × 1/1000 × 1/100 × 1/20 = 0.00000000002%
That means odds of about 1 in 5 trillion.
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