The second time out of China, it’s been a month now. Life is busy and full of pressure, puzzle, confusion and problems. You have to do everything you can to survive and remain happy, but that’s what life is all about. In China, everything is under control, no surprise, no expectation, no dream. Even if I have problem, all my friends and relatives are there, ready to help. Life is the same everyday, passion subsides, and spirit dies. The outside world is very big. Once you are out there, alone, anything could happen. You meet people with totally different habits and customs, visit exotic places; natural disasters might even happen to you. You expect a new surprise everyday, and virtually turn life into an adventure. Although there are more challenges in a strange environment, but I would say I love my life here much better than that in China.

Nobody understands why I came out. After being asked too many times, I don’t explain any more and I don’t expect them to understand. It has something to do with one’s view of life and pursuant.