I Believed Every Lie, poem by Signe Robertson, 2009 My love for you Scares me so much In order to be with you I'd have to fight my fear But even if I do so I know it won't make you mine Because either way I'm not the only one I'm not a sure choice I'm a "maybe, maybe not, we'll see" It makes me feel so cheap Yet you pretend you care for me Keep saying you want to be with me Hold me and kiss me Then say "we're just friends" And break my heart again You know how it makes me feel? Like a little piece of shit Because when you say you want me I am for once glad to be alive And then you say you're not mine Stealing away my joy Making me feel so ashamed For falling for your stupid lies I know you're sitting there laughing And making fun of me For being stupid enough to hope That I could be all you need I believed every lie When you said you wanted to be With only me forever And couldn't ask for anything else I had hope for all your lies To be true That makes me a huge loser, I know How can I fall for such obvious lies? How can you enjoy hurting me so much? Because you know I am weak And you're humiliating me Making me cry But I can't blame you You're only human Just like me I hope you will be happy I know I won't be |