In High School the biggest lesson I have learned is that everything changes. Nothing is ever the way you plan it out to be especially with friends. Coming into High School I had the greatest group of friends anyone ask for. We always had so much fun, no matter what I honestly thought we were unseperable. But of course that was not true. We all started fighting and ganging up on each other and things started going downhill. One at a time I lost all of my best friends because I acted like an idiot. I wish I could take it all back. I mean i love my friends now but loosing those special people was very hard. I over reacted and was a hot head that lead me nowhere and I blamed it on myself. It was not easy realize what I had done but that is part of growing up. I have learned to stay more level headed and not act on impulse. I wish I could say that we all grew apart but my best friends werew loss in a horrible way. We fought and completly stopped talking. I always try and imagine my life today with them and I miss them all. I have tried to fix things and make everything go back to normal but I have too. I'm always going to wonder it in a few years if we will be friends or what we had is gone forever. I feel like a horrible friend to make my best friends choose but it is something I can't take back and I just have to learn from it, which I have. If my old friends are happy with there lives now than thats all I can ask for. Because my life now is great and I love all my new friends. So in high school I have learned that things are going to change and I need to let them happen instead of fighting it. I used to think that anything can be fixed but life isn't that easy, no matter how much I wish it to be.







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