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1. Why Do You Live Without Money? (A Biographical Intro)
This is the only way I know to live with a clear conscience.
The reasons are many. Here are some main ones:
(A )It's Instinctual. It's for (B) Political reasons, (C) spiritual reasons, (D) health reasons (mental & physical health), (E) economic reasons, and because (F) it's just plain fun, seriously:
(A) It's Instinctual
Actually, you and I and everybody lived moneyless, without Consciousness of Credit & Debt, when we were born. Our true selves already live moneyless. The rest is bogus illusion. This lifestyle is the nature and desire of children. Any child or young person I talk to, not yet too programmed by the Man, thinks it's cool.
All creatures, all the universe, outside the walls of civilization live moneyless. That's why nature outside commercial civilization's constricts, is perfectly balanced. Yet no nation on earth, even with its PhD economists, can even balance its budget!
(B) Political
This requires little explanation. Look at politics. Look at America's & the world's rampant materialism. Look at the droves of churches backing these politics, trying to hide greed under masks of piety. Look at corporations, world trade. Need I say more? Their fruit speaks for itself.
(C) Spiritual
Mixed with my kid instincts, I grew up in an Evangelical Christian home. I took my religion seriously. But I started wondering why professed Christians rarely follow the teachings of Jesus - namely the Sermon on the Mount, namely giving up possessions, living beyond Credit & Debt, freely giving & freely taking, giving, expecting nothing in return, forgiving all debts, owing nobody a thing, living beyond payback of either evil-for-evil or good-for-good, living and walking without guilt (debt), without grudge (debt), without judgment (credit & debt), living by Grace (Gratis, not by our own works but by the works of the true Nature flowing through us).
As I grew older & opening up my mind, I started learning that these principles of Christianity are the principles of every religion - like Taoism, Judaism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Jainism, Sikhism, Islam, Mormonism, Shamanism, Paganism, etc. (Despite the institutionalized bastardizations of each of these religions, selling their Spirit for 30 pieces of silver).
No religion has a monopoly on truth. And those farthest from their own truth are the ones who think themselves the only true church. The core principles of the world's religions are the very principles of Nature, "the Law written on every heart." And you know this at your deepest core. Did not Jesus use the examples of the ravens, lilies, rain raining on the just & unjust, sparrows, seeds, and our own hearts, to drive home these points? However, this brought me to a point where I was sick of studying & blabbing about religion & philosophy, because I did not, could not, practice them. Nobody did, nobody could. Then I entered a phase of cynicism, bitterness, spiraling into clinical depression, & disdain for all religion and talk of things spiritual, disdain for conceptions of God.
(D) Health
I had lived in Denver & Boulder, Colorado, and decided I was sick of the rat race. So I gave up my job and moved to Moab, Utah. I eventually started realizing that the only way to overcome depression was to simplify my thoughts, let them go. This is Buddhism 101, the inevitable result of anybody wanting to heal. And then I realized my stuff was also my thoughts. As I let go of useless thoughts, I let go of useless possessions. And as I let go of useless possessions, I found more and more that I needed less and less. It was not an effort, but more like a tree dropping its leaves or seeds. And with my possessions, possessions of thoughts and stuff and people, flew away my depression. But this odyssey continued to go even deeper. Every time I made a resume for a job, signed my name to a document, opened a bank account, or even bought a banana at the supermarket, I felt a tinge of dishonesty, like I was not letting my yes be yes and my no be no. Yup, you know what I am talking about. Everybody does. I was becoming supersensitive to this basic knowledge. Even the slightest seed of dishonesty was just that--a seed. One seed can populate the mind, the whole earth. One dark eye can darken the whole body, the entire universe! One year I went to Alaska with my 2 friends, Leslie & Mel, in their van & spent the late spring, summer, and early fall there. At first I worked on the docks. But none of it felt honest. So I quit and decided to go on a solo pack trip and try to live off the land for a few weeks. Lo & behold, I ran into a Basque dude named Ander who was also toying with thoughts of living off the land. So that's what we did. We speared fish, ate mushrooms & berries, and lived very well. Then we hit the road, hitch-hiking, and realized how generous people were, and were astonished at the plethora of magical "coincidences" that kept happening to us. Eventually we split up and I decided to hitch all the way back to Moab, Utah, with $50 in my pocket, just to see if I could. When I arrived in Moab, I had $25 left. Then I realized I had only used money for things I didn't need, like snacks and a beer. For the first time, I realized I could live totally moneyless.
(E) Economic
During my time in Alaska, I was also thinking about the concept of the world's debts, banking, corporations, war, and poverty. My constant mantra was: "Forgive us our debts, even as we forgive our debtors". For I was realizing, more and more, that there really isn't a line of division between physical debt and spiritual debt. Physical & Spiritual debt are Siamese twins. I knew, from gradually becoming liberated from clinical depression, that mental debts, called guilt & vengeance, were inextricably linked with physical debts. And mental debts are also inextricably linked with physical disease. And compassion does not judge debtors but forgives them, just as healers don't judge the sick but heal them, make them whole, accept them as a whole. The love of money, the attachment to Credit and Debt, truly is the root of all evil, all dis-ease, all un-easiness.
Nothing I am saying here requires research or proof, because all the evidence is right within you. Just take time to look.
(F) It's Just Plain Fun, Seriously
I became fascinated with Hindu Sadhus, who wander in India without money and possessions. I wanted to become one. A couple years after my Alaska odyssey, I went to India with a close friend, Michael. Actually, since we'd gotten killer-deal tickets to Thailand, we went to Thailand first. There I ran into a Buddhist monk named Sumetho and got whisked away to a Buddhist monastery in northern Thailand, outside Chiang Mai. It was a life-changing experience. Then I hooked up with Michael again and we hopped to India. After wandering in India for a couple months, I ended up at McLeod Ganj, near Dharamsala, where Tibetan refugees are. And the Dalai Lama happened to be there, and I got to hear his talks for a week. Then he turned to us westerners. He said he thought it was admirable that people come from all lands to explore Tibetan Buddhism. But he emphasized that truth is found in every religion, and perhaps only a few could find fulfillment in another faith. Otherwise, he recommended that everybody go back to where they were planted, rather than trying to find greener grass on the other side of the fence. This cinched it for me. What good would it do for me to be a sadhu in India? A true test of faith would be to return to one of the most materialistic, money-worshipping nations on earth, to return to the authentically profound principles of spirituality hidden beneath our own religion of hypocrisy, and be a sadhu there. This idea exhilarated me. I can be a sadhu in America, I thought. To be a vagabond, a bum, and make an art of it - this idea enchanted me. The idea of it was just plain fun.
So months later, over 8 years ago, that's what I did.
To become as a child is to return to understanding fun. |
2. Do You Think Money Is Evil?
No. Money is illusion. Illusion is neither good nor evil. Attachment to illusion is evil. Attachment to illusion is called idolatry.
Few will even question what money really is, because it is so pervasive, like air. Yet, unlike air, money does not exist outside the mind, but is only pervasive in the mind.
Contrary to common definitions, money is not gold or silver, cowry shells or cattle; money is not bills, it is not credit cards, it is not numbers in a bank or tabulations on paper. Money is purely belief in the head. Money exists no place else but in the mind. Money is a strange phenomenon that exists only because two or more people believe it exists.
To say that I live without money isn't saying anything, really. That's like saying I live without belief in Santa Claus. Now, if we lived in a world where everybody believed in Santa Claus, you might think I'm stepping out on a limb to live without Santa Claus, who never existed.
What if we saw gold for what it is? Gold is pretty, but virtually useless in most cases. But somebody decided it has an inflated worth, and everybody decided to believe this decision. Now few people see gold for its reality, but they see fictitious values. The natives in the Americas thought Europeans were utterly insane because of their lust for such a useless yellow substance.
Imagine if you had eyes that saw reality rather than your own belief. Imagine if you saw a $100 bill as a piece of paper with a pretty work of art on it, and nothing else.
Our real selves live without money, always have, and always will.
Only our pretend selves can live with and use and own money.
Think about this, please.
I am tired of living in the pretend world. I am tired of being a pretense.
People of commerce often tell children and people like us to get real, to join the real world.
Now I want you to reconsider who is really in the real world.
Really consider this, please!
It's kind of funny how those most attached to money always tell me emphatically,
'Money is not the root of all evil, but "The love of money is the root of all evil"!' (quoting 1 Timothy chapter 6, verse 10)
If only they believe what has just come out of their own mouths. People get emphatic about defending what they most love.
Alcoholics in denial are quick to emphatically tell you that alcohol isn't the problem, it is dependence on alcohol that is the problem. They assure you they can quit any time. Same with a heroin addict in denial or any other addict in denial.
No, heroin is not evil. The problem truly is addiction to heroin. But, I ask you this: do you know of anybody who shoots heroin who isn't addicted? And I also ask you this, what is more addictive, heroin or money?
Now any AA attender will tell you that the first step in overcoming addiction is to let go of your denial and admit your addiction. Then you can proceed to the next 11 steps, one at a time. |
3. What Do You Do For Food?
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Freegan Diet
I freely take what is freely given, with no obligation on either side. I forage for wild, feral, and domestic edibles. I also freely rely on human generosity. I live on waste: dumpster-diving, trash can fishing, table-surfing, and sometimes asking people and food-service institutions for extras and throw-aways. I don't ask people to give me what they don't intend to throw out. I also eat roadkill, if it is fresh, of course. I've eaten squirrel, racoon, rabbit, and deer, so far. I've also eaten ants, grubs, grasshopeers, crickets, termites, lizards & snakes.
I think I'd be a vegan if I used money, unless I could hunt. I do not want to support or encourage the animal industry. But I will eat fresh meat thrown in dumpsters. I hope to talk about the ethics of eating meat later.
Wild & Feral Edibles
Around Moab
When I'm living near Moab in the Utah desert, I eat lots of wild plants. Plants of the mustard family are are almost always edible and found year-round, not only in Moab, but around the US. Watercress is a mustard and plentiful in Utah streams. Then there is globe mallow, with edible leaves even in winter. Globe mallow is related to an edible mallow that grows in towns all over the US, too. Many parts of cat-tail are edible, though only in warmer seasons. Evergreen needles of all kinds (including pines & cedars) are high in vitamin C & other vitamins & minerals and make delicious tea, which I'm constantly drinking. Even high in the mountains you don't have to worry about vitamin deficiencies if you think to drink delicious pine & cedar teas. I often eat prickly pear cactus pads, raw, through the winter, and prickly pear fruits in the summer. The fruits are delicious & juicy, a lot like kiwi fruit; but you have to scrape off the micro-needles with a stone. Juniper berries are good for spice flavoring when green, roasting for a coffee substitute, and are good eating straight when ripe (brown-purple colored). Wild onions are a winter & early-spring treat.
Mormon tea has a little pseudo-fed in it, good for colds, and the bark & buds of trees & shrubs in the willow family (including pussywillow, cottonwood, aspen, poplar, etc) contain a precurser to aspirin, for pain relief in a tea. Service berries and pinion nuts are a more rare treat.
In town I gather fruits& nuts from orchards & feral trees & bushes: mulberry, apple, peach, apricot, plum, almond, walnut, cherry, grape, & rose-hips. Miniature crab apples are delicious in the winter after they have frozen & dried a bit. Honey locus beans can be a main staple sustaining you all year long. The beans can be eaten raw when green, and when dry must be cooked for a couple hours, like pintos. They are a bit slimy, but high in protein. Some scholars believe that John the Baptist ate honey locust beans rather than locust and wild honey -- "locust and wild honey" possibly being a scripture mistranslation.
Hitching & Walking
Again, I can usually find varieties of mustard anywhere in the US, often year-round. Fennel is common along roadsides near the west coast, as well as amaranth. You can eat both the leaves and the seeds of amaranth. Thistle, related to artichoke, has delicious hearts & young leaves. I glean farmland & orchards for produce & nuts, too. I could go for weeks living on just fruit & nuts on the west coast.
I once walked down beach coast of northern California for weeks and lived totally off the land, eating mussels, sea-weed, berries, & shrubbery.
I lived totally off the land in Alaska twice, eating salmon, berries, & mushrooms. My first time in Alaska I speared salmon with my friend. My second time in Alaska I found it was actually easier to catch salmon with my bare hands, very slowly moving my hands with patience.
Roadkill & Wasted Animals
As I've said, I've eaten squirrel, racoon, rabbit, and deer, so far. I can't in good conscience kill animals to eat them if I don't need to, when there are droves & droves of meats thrown away in dumpsters. It is criminal that animals live their lives confined in cages, only to be killed and thrown into dumpsters by the tons every day. It is criminal not only for the animals' sake, but it is criminal when millions of humans on earth are starving.
Tyrants Retaining Their Own Waste (Anal Retention)
Often when you are caught at a dumpster by store owners, you are treated with contempt. What is contemptible and inexcusable is the waste, and what is both contemptible and ridiculous is locking up your waste (called anal retention) to keep hungry people from eating, and having the gall to act self-righteous in the process. This is mental illness, institutionalized and whitewashed. Notice how they almost always tell you it is "for your safety". Notice that tyranny in all its forms all over the world is almost always done "for your safety", "for your security". The corporate tyrant is turning the tables to look like the compassionate one, the intelligent one. The tyrant is telling you you are not smart enough to take care of yourself. Simply because the tyrant is a have and you are a have-not somehow makes the tyrant worthy to treat you like a child, when in actuality it is the tyrant who is living in ignorance and needs educating.
The tyrant is also not speaking his or her own mind, not speaking from the heart, but is speaking a script programmed into him or her by the corporation that is paying him or her. Notice how the tyranny in humans is not from reality, not from human-ness, but is scripted programming, paid programming. A human running from the heart and not from a program is not going to guard a dumpster from the hungry. A human running from the heart has common sense, because he or she is not motivated by dollars and cents. This is the secret in human relations, learning how to see the human beneath the scripted program, and appealing to that human. Believe it or not, there is actually a human beneath the facade of corporate managers and cops and their lackeys. Learn how to be totally real, totally sincere, with these robots and, as a result, you learn how to wake up the sleeping human within them. I mean, respect them, as humans. Never respect them as robots. You can love a human. You cannot love a robot, so don't pretend. Try it. Be bold, be brave, be real: be wise as a serpent, gentle as a dove.
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4. What do you do for shelter?
My primary home is a cave in the desert canyon near Moab, Utah. The latest cave I've been staying in is maybe 5 feet wide and 5 feet tall inside and 15 feet back. It has a tear-drop shaped opening, part of a crevice in a cliff wall. I cover it with plastic in the winter & it stays fairly warm even without fire. But I built a little wood heating & cooking stove out of a large tin, with connected cans as a flew, which takes the smoke out a small hole conveniently above the entrance. Just a couple small sticks will cook a meal & make the cave warm & toasty. The cave is very stealth, hard to find, & doesn't even look like a cave even when you're close by. The entrance is south-facing, high on a ledge, meaning it gets sun most days in the winter. I can sunbathe naked up there in the dead of winter while the temperatures are frigid in the canyon below as well as in town!
I usually have a ringtail cat (which isn't really a cat) companion who periodically tries to move into the cave with me. Ringtails are only seen at night, so I feel priviliged seeing such a rare sight.
I also house-sit for people who leave town, which usually includes taking care of their animals & such. I also have various camp-outs near town when I'm not house-sitting & I can't make it up the canyon. I sometimes crash at friends' houses or in their yards, too.
When I'm on the road I camp in random places, including in groves of trees, prairies, farm fields, sheds & abandoned houses. In cities I've slept in open spaces, parks, on roofs, & abandoned buildings.
I usually carry a tarp & sleeping bag with me when traveling. But I've ventured out without tarps or sleeping bags or blankets & have always found everything I needed, like large pieces of plastic or tarps from construction dumpsters & such, and blankets & sleeping bags. Strangers have also offered me a place in their homes. Whether I've gone out with a lot or nothing, I've never ever found myself lacking shelter & bedding. Even so, I still find myself doubting, lacking faith. |
5. What do you do for transportation?
| When I am traveling, I hitch-hike and train-hop. When I am in town (either Moab or Portland), I walk a lot and ride a bicycle. There is usually a spare bike around that somebody is willing to give me or lend me. I can find perfectly good bicycle tubes & tires in dumpsters, and often tools & parts in random places like sides of roads. I'm often astonished how things come when & where needed. |
6. Do you get sick from dumpsters & roadkill & living in the cold?
All I know is I am sick way less often than when I lived with money. Yes, I've sometimes gotten a little queezy from being careless, but I less so than when I lived a moneyed, sterile life, I can asure you. I've been sick & vomiting 3 times these past 8 years living moneyless. Ironically, the first two times were not from my usual dumpster dine-outs, but the first time when a friend had me over to her house for dinner and the second time when a friend bought me food at a restaurant. The third time I got sick and vomited was when I carelessly ate a poison cactus.
The immune system is like your muscles. If you don't excercise it, it will atrophy, and you will get sick more often. If you live too cleanly, you will get weak and sick more often. This should be common sense.
I never, ever get colds & flu when I live outdoors, even in below-freezing weather. The only times I've gotten colds this whole past 8 years has been when I house-sit. Constantly going from indoors to outdoors, from warm to cold and cold to warm, as well as being in stale indoor air, is hard on the body.
There is nothing more detrimental to health than worrying about health. I'm not talking about thinking and caring about health, but worrying about health. |
7. Do you take food stamps or other government aid or institutional charity?
No. I am not opposed to food stamps. I just don't take them for myself.
Neither do I take government assistance, and usually not organized do-goodism. If somebody is paid to help me, I don't want their help. If they are volunteers, I will take their help. The whole philosophy of living this way is to receive what is freely given, from the heart. I want all my human contacts to be sincere, with no motivation but the motivation of giving itself. It's about being real. I prefer to go hungry than to recieve food not given freely. |
8. How long do you plan to live this way?
| I have taken no vows. I don't know what tomorrow holds, and I'm open to anything. But the more I live this way, the more absurd it seems to go back to living in the prison of money. I was unhappy under money and I'm happy free of it. Why would I trade happiness for unhappiness again? Why would I trade freedom for slavery? |
9. What will you do when you get old?
If I live to get old, I will get old and die, like every living creature. Who can prevent it. Who has ever prevented it? Would it be better to die in a nursing home with tubes stuck in me or would it be better to die in a canyon or by a wild animal or a virus?
Sufficient for today is the evil thereof.
How many robins or alligators or chimpanzees do you know of who have life insurance policies? Walk into a hospital geriatric ward and ask yourself if we are any better off than the chimpanzees. Go ahead.
Many religious people freak out when I speak of chance and natural selection, betraying themselves that they do not really believe that God is omnipresent. If you say "chance", they think you are talking of something apart from God. But chance is the very mind of God. Chance sends its rain on the just and on the unjust alike. Chance is no respecter of persons. Chance formed me and continues right now to mold me from the dust of the earth. Chance evolved me from an ameoboid to a human. Why, after millions of years of honing me down, would chance forsake me now?
Pure and simple, faith is trusting yourself to chance.
Again, don't get all high-minded & smart, you materialists. If you're a materialistic Darwinist, and you really believe you came about by chance, then why do you not trust yourself to chance? All science and all religion are one, and all are faith and came about by faith.
If you're a religious, and you really believe that God is all sovereign, why do you think chance is somehow apart from God?
Chance created us.
Both of you, religious and materialist, can you honestly look at your beautiful hand or your complex brain or your lymph system or your splendid eye and think that the universe is somehow going to fall apart if you stop worrying about it? What has worry ever accomplished?
On the flip side, do you think you or anybody can ever, ever, ever stop decay and death? Will worrying make it better?
Every moment is death. Every moment is born again. Ye must die and ye must be born again. If you can't embrace death voluntarily right now, do you think it will be easier when it inevitably crashes onto you against your will later?
Plan for the future by living your fullest now, by being fully present now. There is no other way to plan for the future. There is no other way to be at optimum health, now or in the future. None. |
10. What happens if you get sick or injured?
| If I or anybody else need help and fellow humans are around to freely help us, then we are meant to be helped. If a doctor or anybody freely offers me assistance, then I will take it. If nobody can freely offer help, then so be it. That's natural selection. Natural selection is going to eventually select every single one of us physical creatures, without exception, for death. Natural selection is the Mind of God. Natural selection formed us, evolved us, from the dust of the earth, and continues to do so. And Natural Selection will without doubt also knock us off. Natural Selection giveth and Natural Selection taketh away. If we avoid natural selection, we stop evolving. If I am way out in the wilderness and break a leg and die, what's the big deal? If I don't die and heal or find help, good! People and creatures have been getting sick and healing and in the end all getting sick and dying for billions of years and will continue to do so. Why now is it such a drama? Will getting tubes stuck in you in a hospital and maybe avoiding inevitable Natural Selection for a couple more years lessen the drama? |
11. What would happen to society if everybody lived like you do? What if everybody raided dumpsters?
Yes, what would happen to society if everybody renounced money and gave up their possessions to the poor. What would happen if all people stopped taking more than they need? Then they wouldn't have to throw away obscene amounts of goods & food every day - enough food to continually feed, cloth, & shelter every person on planet earth. Would anybody anywhere have to raid dumpsters and dig through dumps? Would anybody have to be ostracized or thrown in prison for speaking obvious truth?
What would happen to society if everybody in Christendom actually practiced the teachings of Jesus? What if everybody in the Buddhist world actually practiced the teachings of Siddharta Gautama? And everybody in Hinudstan practiced the teachings of Krishna & the Sages? And everybody in the Sikh world practiced the teachings of the Guru Nanak Sahib? And everybody in the Taoist world practiced the teachings of Lao Tzu? And everybody in Islam practiced the teachings of the Muhammad and the Faqirs? And everybody in the Bahá'í Faith practiced the teachings of Bahá'u'lláh?
What would happen if everybody in "godless" liberalism actually practiced the teachings of Emma Goldman and Henry David Thoreau and Karl Marx and all their unknown heralds who were assasinated for social justice? If everybody practiced these things, would you have to sell yourself for even one hour a day?
What do birds and fish and lions and mushrooms and bees do? How do they do it?
What would happen if everybody practiced what they themselves know to be true? Stop pretending you don't know what I'm talking about. |
12. You look well-fed and well-dressed; are you a trust-funder?
| No. When I say I don't have, take, or use money I mean just that.
This is the abundant life.
I have neither poverty or wealth.
Poverty and wealth only exist in the world of possessions and trade. |
13. Why don't mooches like you work?
| Why do you assume I don't work?
Let's use a simple example. If somebody is paid for taking photographs, you call them employed workers. If somebody takes photographs for no pay, you call them playboys. If you act for ulterior motivation, you call it work. If you act from your heart you call it play.
So, then, let everybody play. Let us see no distinction between work and play. Only then will this society work.
Also, I ask, do you take more than you need?
Why do those who take more than they need condemn those who take only what they need or even less than they need?
You have no problem feeding your cat or your dog, so why not your fellow human being?
And, one last question. Why do goods flow from the poor to the rich, from the workers to the non-workers, from those who produce (laborers) to those who produce nothing (bankers and brokers and CEOs and landlords) as it has been ever since the beginning of money civilization? Now tell me who are the moochers, and who is taking advantage of whom! |
14. You say you don't use money, yet aren't you using products of the money system & relying on the hard-earned money of others?
Before I answer this, please ask yourself if I am contributing to the money system in any way, and if I am a drain on anybody (i.e., if I take more than I need). I use things that are already running (whether I existed or not), already thrown away, already given away freely and voluntarily. I do not steal. My philosophy is to take only things that are at hand, in the Present, Here & Now, although I sometimes give in and allow people to buy things for me, because they are insistent, though I try to discourage it. Their desire to be generous supercedes my "regulations", and it turns out a blessing on both of us. Love is high above regulation.
Now, to answer your question, first with questions:
Are swallows nesting in house attics dependent upon money? Are pigeons nesting on bank skyscrapers dependent upon money? Are barnacles clinging to aircraft carriers and corals living on buried artifacts dependent upon money? Are bears and ravens eating out of dumpsters dependent upon money?
Nature uses everything, without discrimination. The money mind is the discriminative mind, assigning "value", but nature uses everything, labeling nothing "just" or "unjust". The sunlight and rain FREELY fall on everything, both the just and the unjust, the "deserving" and "undeserving".
Be like Nature. Be Nature.
Now this is something really, really hard for most adults to get, because it is too simple. It's hard to get especially if you've spent years trying to support a family or are heavily in debt. But please get this: Money is a figment of the imagination, illusion. Only illusion thinks anything real is dependent upon illusion. Illusion is real to illusion, but not to Reality. We humans have become walking illusions, not showing one another our Real Selves. Let me clarify: if I do something, not out of my instinctual heart, but to get something, I am acting through ulterior motivation, not out of my Being Real! Money is ulterior motivation.
If money were real, then we would start out, as babies, recognizing it. Squirrels & moths would recognize it, as they recognize air and rocks.
The whole point of the spiritual path is to return to Reality, to be free from our bondage to illusion, to idols. Idols are symbols that we falsely perceive as Reality. We must see everything As It Is, not as thoughts, not as imaginations, not as symbols, not as likenesses. Reality says, "There is nothing like Me" (Isaiah 46:9).
I do not pretend to be self-sufficient, independent. I am dependent upon you & you are dependent upon me. To realize this dependence, in fact, is the whole point of my living this way!
But we are not dependent upon money, despite appearances. I do rely on the hard work of others just as others rely on the hard work of myself. Somebody then places totally arbitrary numbers upon that hard work and then says we are dependent upon those arbitrary numbers, rather than upon the hard work! We confuse our symbols with the reality they represent! Yes, money is illusion, and nobody can, in reality, rely on illusion. If you call your work Santa Claus and believe it, then you also believe that I rely on Santa Clause.
Every creature and every atom in this universe relys on the hard work of another. Every creature, every particle, is a mooch - you included. If you take more than you need, your mooch-ness is not in balance.
Where does virtually all the energy on earth come from, including the energy running this computer? The sun. Now when was the last time the sun demanded payment for any energy ever used on planet earth? When was the last time you even thanked the sun, much less tried to pay it back? Even if the sun could demand payment, how can anything anywhere pay the sun back? All energy on earth is freely given! The energy running this computer system is ultimately from the sun.
The Unconscious Trade of Creatures
Take a look at non-human creatures. The only difference between, say, a deer and yourself on this issue is that the deer freely takes grass without any idea of obligation (money, debt). And some cougar might freely take that deer without any idea of obligation (money, debt). And some bacterium, and then fungus, might claim that cougar without any sense of debt, returning that cougar to soil. And grass will then claim that soil without sense of debt. And a deer will claim that grass without sense of debt, starting the cycle over again. All is freely given, freely taken, with no sense of barter, debt, money. And everything gets paid back perfectly, with no debts. This is called Perfect Justice. Because this system does not rely on a fictitious idea of money, it is in perfect balance, Perfect Justice. Then there is clear vision and true gratitude, a true realization of what we are really dependent upon.
Is there an economy on earth that can balance its budget? Is there a monetary system that even comes close to being just? Justice cannot exist within monetary civilization's walls. There is none just, no not one. And the more a society tries to balance credit and debt, the more unjust it becomes. Every nation is unfathomably in debt to every other nation. How senseless does it have to become before we get it?
If you are indignant about your percieved reality that I am dependent upon the money system, should I be indignant about the true reality that you and everything in the world is completely dependent upon Gift, with no strings attached. Where is the sense of gratitude? No, if I were indignant about this, then I would not be like the sun, who doesn't even expect gratitude. But gratitude & true generosity are signs of life, aren't they? Gratitude & generosity are the very force that drives the universe. | 15. What do you do if somebody offers you money or buys things for you?
| People buying me things:
I prefer that people give me what is already at hand in the present moment. Sometimes I let people buy me things. They dearly want to give and just their freely giving is a release from the system of credit and debt. The spirit of generosity supercedes all. But I'm liking it less and less to have things bought for me. It causes too much confusion. If something is not available in the present moment, then I surely don't need it or want it. This is the point of not using money. Money represents everything except what is at hand. And only the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand.
People giving me money and what to do with it:
I often try to tell people that I don't take or use money before they try to give me anything. If they then try to give me money, I refuse it and tell them again, "I am not joking, I really don't take or use money", and I thank them for their intention. If they don't know I live moneyless and they give me money, I often take it and then leave it some place random, at least within 24 hours. This way I am accepting people's generosity but not their money, and everybody is happy, including a third party stranger who finds that random money. Once in a while I pass it on to somebody I encounter who might need it.
Give to everyone who asks.
Render to Reality what is Reality and render to illusion what is illusion.
Most people are dependent upon the illusion of money and I respect their need and pass money on to them. Contrary to conventional wisdom, if I find a beer and I encounter an alcoholic who asks me for a beer, I will give him the beer. Not giving him the beer won't lessen his alcoholism even a bit. In fact, I dare say, withholding the beer will make his alcoholism worse. The root of addictions is lack of love, judgmentalism, not the addictive substance itself. The next time you feel judgmental toward an alcoholic or a meth addict or feel like you have to parent him, remember your own addiction to money and your expectation that somebody give you money when you feel you need it.
However, it is better not to have any beer to give to the alcoholic,
and it is better not to have any money to give to the moneyholic.
Then we all have to deal with the reality of circumstances beyond our own power (called the Law of God). Then the addict faces his addiction without anybody judging him or trying to parent him and you are forced to be creative and give love that goes beyond material things.
In other words, it is better not to have money than to pay taxes. It is better not to have anything that belongs to Caesar, because all that belongs to Caesar is unreal.
If you depend on money, you are no better than the Caesars who depend on your money. If you don't want to pay taxes, then don't own money. Don't be a hypocrite about it. If you don't like the Wal Marts and the Exxons, then don't buy from them, don't own anything from them, and stop thinking you can't live without them. Make it up in your mind that you would rather die than be dependent on Wal Mart or Exxon, that you need absolutely nothing from Wal Mart or Exxon or any corporation or bank. If you think you can't survive without corporations or banks, then you are declaring that you are their life-blood. They wouldn't be the monsters that they are without you. Money is their life-blood, and all who rely on their life-blood are one with them. I don't care what Christian or any other faith you profess, if you think you cannot possibly survive without corporations, then you believe corporations are greater than God. And you believe God is not in control, is not sovereign. If you think you can't survive without corporations and banks, you have no faith, and all your talk of God is utter nonsense. You are using the name of God in vain. Then you wonder why the word "God" is so loathsome to people.
Everything just written here is one principle. |
16. What do you do if you find money?
I usually leave it right there. It's an excercise to see everything as it is, not filtered through the mind of belief. If my eye lusts after a dollar bill on the ground like it is something special, then my mind is still not the infant's mind. The infant mind sees everything as it is. The infant has no thoughts, no value judgments. The Infant mind is the Zen mind. Eccept you become the Zen mind, you cannot enter the Kingdom of God. An infant has no regard for money, because she knows money does not exist. She does not know money. She does not know illusion. She might see a pretty piece of paper with designs & a picture of a man on it, and is attracted to that for what it is, but that's all she sees. One time I found a $20 bill and decided to play with it in this way. I cut it up and made a collage out of it. Bills are works of art - but only a rare few see them as such.
However, if there is a person near me who believes in money, I will pick up the coin or bill and pass it on to him or her. Why? Please see 15. What do you do if somebody offers you money or buys things for you?. Otherwise, coins or bills usually stay right where I find them.
People often say I don't touch money. If they mean I don't touch coins, bills, or credit cards, they are mistaken. If they mean I stay away from consciousness of credit and debt in my mind, they are more accurate (though I am still in the process of letting go of touching money in my mind)
I must make clear that I have no aversion to touching coins or bills or credit cards. Aversion to touching coins or bills or credit cards is just as superstitious as attraction to them. Either attraction or aversion to bills, coins, or credit cards is attributing a power to them that does not exist. Attraction or aversion to coins, bills, or credit cards is idolatry, in other words.
To be attracted are aversed to anything that has no ears, eyes, nostrils, or mouth is to become deaf, blind, without sense and without taste. Most adults on earth have become deaf and blind, without sense and without taste. We become what we trust in.
Their idols are silver and gold, The work of men's hands.
They have mouths, but they do not speak; Eyes they have, but they do not see;
They have ears, but they do not hear; Noses they have, but they do not smell;
They have hands, but they do not handle; Feet they have, but they do not walk;
Nor do they mutter through their throat.
Those who make them are like them; So is everyone who trusts in them.
(Psalm 115:4-8)
On whatever form a person continually contemplates,
that same he remembers in the hour of death,
and to that very form he goes, O Kaunteya.
(Bhagavad Gita 8:6)
We die moment by moment. And that which we trust in when we die is that which we become. |
17. Do you barter?
No. Barter is simply money in a less convenient form. So you use a cow to trade rather than a coin; what's the difference? Except that it makes more sense to use a coin or a bill than a cow, if you're going to trade. Why not use what's more convenient?
Better yet, don't use any of it. Give up all conscious trade. Just freely give what is needed and freely take what you need and don't think about trade. Let God take care of trade. Give up all consciousness of credit and debt, and only then will everything balance out. "Vengeance is mine, I will repay," says the Universe.
Go to a "progressive" barter fair and you will see the same glazed-eye greed as you will see at a Wal Mart. |
18. Isn't it hard living your life of asceticism?
By the common definition of ascetic, I am not an ascetic. I live the life of abundance. There is nothing I don't need or want but what is right here and now. When I lived with money, I was always lacking. Money represents lack. Money represents things in the past (debt) and things in the future (credit), but money never represents what is present. If a dollar bill represented itself, it would no longer be money. It would simply be a piece of paper with pretty art on it.
To be bound to money and possessions is asceticism, self-flagellation, lack, need, debt. Forgive us our debts even as we forgive our debtors. To be released from money and possessions is freedom, the end of self-hurt, the end of lack, the end of debt, the beginning of wealth. To accumulate stuff is to take on poverty and suffering.
Why own petty mansions and cars and lands when you can own the whole universe? When you own nothing, you own everything. When you own a house & stuff, you have to be in your house & have your stuff to be secure. When you give up your house & stuff, then you start to realize that every place is your home, everything is yours. There is no place you can go where you are not home. There is nobody you have to fear. You find that everything you need is right at hand and everybody becomes familiar, becomes family. You can love your neighbor as yourself because your neighbor is yourself and everybody becomes your neighbor.
All that I'm saying you know by direct experience, direct proof. Deep down, you know that it is impossible to enjoy the things you have if you take more than you need. Eat just enough candy, and it is delicious, it is wealth. Eat too much candy, and it is sickening, it is poverty. Our society has become sickening. Those who take only what they need are wealthy. Those who take more than they need are in poverty.
Taking more than you need betrays you. If you don't think you are lacking, then why would you take more than you need? Stop being needy. Nobody sincerely likes being around a needy person. Faith is realizing everything you need is right here and right now. If your hand is grasping something, it can't be open to receive the next blessing. Take climbing a ladder: it takes faith to let go of one rung of a ladder to reach the next rung. Climbing is faith. It takes faith to lift your foot off the ground to take a step. You take walking for granted, but every step you take is balancing on the brink of disaster. It is only because of grace and faith that you can walk!
Give up possessions. Start trusting! Be grateful! Be Grace Full! Be Generous! Be Open! Start walking! Then walking becomes automatic, natural. This is faith. Every particle in the universe is walking. Every particle in the universe runs on faith. That which doesn't run on faith is illusion and delusion. So get out of delusion and join the universe. Start enjoying life.
In old English, want means lack. To want is to lack. To lack is to want. When you trust that everything in the universe is under sovereign control without your manipulation, then that 23rd Psalm you hear on Hollywood funerals will finally take on meaning, and you can say "I shall not want."
It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for somebody who takes more than she needs to enter into the Present Moment. |
19. What about relationships? Don't you get lonely?
I am blessed to be gay. When you're gay (and especially of an older generation of gays when relationships were not so easy and accepted) you are more likely to be blessed in that you learn how to find fulfillment in yourself rather than suffering the delusion that you need another body to be complete.
At present I am celibate. I have taken no vows, but this is just how it so happens to be. I am happy being celibate. And I would be happy if a relationship came along. But there are few people who would be willing to live like I do. It's funny, too, that the more I live this way, the more asexual and complete I feel.
Whenever I feel lonely, I simply get away from distractions and sit with that feeling. Then I realize that loneliness is simply a mind thing that I can let go as easily as letting air go from the lungs.
"All the lonely people. Where do they all come from?" We have created a society of loneliness. We think that surrounding ourselves with people and distractions like TV and constant music and chatter will drive away our loneliness. But it only makes it worse. Some of the most lonely people I've witnessed have been couples in relationships. Then the you see hundreds and thousands of people walking in city streets and cloistered inside cars and suburban houses, all oozing overwhelming loneliness.
When you are not whole in yourself and seek fulfillment in other people, you are doomed to loneliness. Ironically, when you find fulfillment in yourself, then you are fulfilled being around others. Then you know love and are no longer a solitary island. When I am able to live totally comfortably with myself by myself, then I am no longer anti-social. Then I freely love others. When I am familiar with myself, then I am familiar with everybody. Familiar. Family are.
In my moments of meditation in the canyon the questions came to me, "How long do you have to be with somebody before it's considered a relationship?" And, "How long do you have to be by yourself before you are considered alone?"
I again realized that everything is impermanent and time is relative. You can never, ever, ever be in a permanent relationship. Being with somebody for 3 minutes is no different than being with somebody for 50 years, when you see the big picture. And being by myself for 3 minutes is no different than being by miyself for 50 years. When you realize this, loneliness ceases. And you realize that you are by yourself exactly at the right time and you are with people exactly at the right time. When you give up control and worry, then everything and everybody comes exactly when and where you need it. Everything. When you realize this you realize that your brother and sister and mother are everywhere you go in the world. At first you see in the mirror darkly, then face to face. You see that your Spouse, your mirror image, is within you, sealed in Holy Matrimony, in the Temple of your body, for time and eternity, not in any temple made with hands. Only the deluded think they can find a permanent relationship outside themselves, that they can marry somebody else for time and all eternity. Enter into the Kingdom where there is no marriage or giving in marriage.
Once we take on this mind, we become pure, and all things are pure. Then we are no longer hung up about sex, and if and when sex comes, it is accompanied by eternal love, as is everything else we do.
Maintain the state of undistractedness, and distractions will fly away. Dwell alone, and you shall find the Friend. Take the lowest place, and you shall reach the highest. Hasten slowly, and you shall soon arrive. Renounce all worldly goals, and you shall reach the highest Goal. If you follow this unfrequented path, you will find the shortest way. If you realize Sunyata (the absolute Emptiness), compassion will arise within your hearts; and when you lose all differentiation between yourself and others, then you will be fit to serve others.
--Tibetan Yogi Jetsun Milarepa (c. 1052-c. 1135 CE) |
20. Has anybody else ever joined you?
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Yes, a few have traveled or camped with me for periods of time, agreeing not to use any money. But none who have traveled or camped with me, so far, have actually given up all their money, with the exception of one, Jose, who camped & traveled with me for a few weeks without any money to his name.
The moneyless tribe
I first started traveling moneyless down the east coast 8 years ago with a Canadian named Lorelei. I probably wouldn't have had the courage to start living this way without her. She taught me how to dumpster dive, something I hadn't had the courage to try before. Now I can't imagine what I was afraid of. Lorelei also introduced me to Peace Pilgrim (who lived moneyless for nearly 30 years).
Lorelei & I had visions of becoming a moneyless migratory tribe, and another young woman, Ann, got infected with our vision and joined us. Later, an Englishman named Dom joined us. We traveled for a few months together. It was mostly bliss, though we had our ups & downs, of course. Our moneyless tribe eventually fizzled away as everything in the universe does.
Satya
A couple years later I encountered a wandering, houseless ordained Zen priest named Satya in Portland, Oregon when I was doing forest-defense work. We hit it off right away. It's not often you find somebody so devoted to a religious tradition that they actually practice it. Some time later, Satya and I hooked up again at a Zen hermitage in Marin County, California and then camped out together for a few months in the woods. Satya is still on his path, living houseless in Portland, though he no longer calls himself a Zen priest. He doesn't like to call himself anything, now. He teaches meditation, and often tai chi, for free in public parks. Not only does he offer his teachings for free, but he also cooks food at borrowed houses and serves it to his students after his classes, for free. [ Update: Satya and our mutual friends, Sara, Vlad, Prema, as well as Memo & Lindsay (whom I don't really know) started up a "temple" house in Portland. Read about it at Touching Earth Sangha]
Michael
I have an old friend Michael, who is now a nateuropathic physician, who has joined me off and on over the years. He stayed in a cave way up the canyon from mine for a full month (one moon phase to the next) & meditated. The last time he joined me was a couple years ago. We stayed in the desert south of Sedona, Arizona and ate mostly wild edibles for a couple weeks, and we meditated. We got damned thirsty for a stint, too. It was so much fun.
The Jesus Christians
In spring 2008, a group of 3 Christian kids (part of a movement called " Jesus Christians"), named Jesse, Grace, and Simon, joined me in Santa Cruz. At first, I was a bit wary hooking up with them, because my Christian ideas are universalist and I kept thinking they would be narrow-minded like most every "Christian" group I've dealt with. But I was happy to find that they were open-minded, willing to listen to and see the truth in all religions. In fact, listening to others is a central tenet of their practice. (This confirmed a hunch I've had, that any Christian who actually practices the teachings of Jesus cannot help but see the truth of other religions. Open-mindedness, doing unto others as you would have them do unto you, is the very heart of Jesus' life & teachings, and without this heart there is no life. What passes for religion in the world has no heart).
They had a U-Haul-converted-to-an-RV they were traveling with, but were willing to ditch it for a while in San Jose to join me. I decided to ditch my backpack & sleepingbag, too, and we left on what they call a "faith walk", bringing only jackets. This is the first time I had ever traveled without a backpack. We walked, hitch-hiked, and mostly train-hopped from the Bay area to Portland, Oregon. We always found blankets & tarps, and of course food, when we needed them. When we reached Portland, we camped in the woods near the Willamette River. I felt extrememly happy and at home with them.
The bicycle caravan
In June 2008, I bicycled from Portland to western Wyoming to the Rainbow Gathering with 5 friends, Satya, Sara, Vlad, Peter, and Jose (Satya is the one I already mentioned, who camped with me in Marin County). My friends went virtually moneyless. I think Satya & Sara had bought a little grain from health food stores, and Peter might have bought something for his bike. This is when Jose told me by this time he had no money to his name. This was my first real long-distance bicycle trip, ever.
Renee & Zach
A handsome young couple, Renee and Zach, contacted me and decided to join me in the woods by the Willamette River in Portland. They had zero money and stayed a night with me, but decided they were not ready. They were overwhelmed by the city, and I think they were hoping to leave the city and go with me to the desert, but that wasn't going to happen for a good long time. I know just how they felt. Maybe one day they will come back.
Julian & me
After I returned to Portland at the end of summer 2008, I met a young anarchist named Julian. Julian and I bicycled to Seattle & back to Portland. Then we bicycled from Portland to Arcata, California. Julian didn't use a cent of money our whole trip. We ate lots of nuts, wild shrubbery and delicious roadkill (squirrels & deer), as well as the usual dumpster dining.
Will anybody else join me?
Anybody who is willing is welcome to join me, as long as you agree to use zero money. I have no screening process. Natural Selection does that for me. But if you want to know the depths of faith, I recommend that you give up every penny to your name, so you have nothing to fall back on. As long as you have a little stash you trust in, you'll never really get what it's like to experience unadulterated faith. Any takers? |
21. Do you know of anybody else who presently lives like you do?
Sadhus
Lots of Sadhus in India live without money.
Heidemarie Schwermer
Yes! I just recently learned of a woman who has lived without money in Germany since 1996, longer than I have.
Mark Boyle
I've also been in contact with a guy in England named Mark Boyle who told me he recently gave up money & plans to do it for a year! He also started the freeconomy community some time ago. Check it out!
Another guy in England
I also heard of another guy in England who uses no money, but I forget his name. I think he lives in London. Maybe I can find his name again & post it later. I hear he doesn't do email or techy stuff, and can only be contacted in person.
Voluntarily houseless folks I know who live with very little money
My friend, Prema, formerly known as Gillian, who I think lived moneyless for a short while, and still lives houseless & wanders a lot, often visiting ashrams & such. She is another spiritual seeker & has been a total encouragement to me.
My friend Machig, another spiritual seeker, bubbling over with contagious love & inspiration, who has lived houseless for some time & wanders a lot.
My friend Ben, who lives in Portland on the streets & in the woods, who camped with me for a bit there. In many ways he's more hardcore than I, because he sticks out the winters there when I have to go south to dryer climes.
My friend Peter, who is about my age, also lives in Portland on the streets & in the woods. He went on the bicycle caravan trip with me & 4 other friends from Portland to the Rainbow gathering in Wyoming. He's an even-tempered rock of stability, completely content in his niche.
My friend, Harold, a bit older than I, lives by the Colorado River near Moab, & has wandered all over the southwest. He's super intelligent, like a walking encyclopedia.
I suppose the list will get bigger as I discover more folks.
22. Do people harass you?
I get harassed by cops a lot, especially when hitch-hiking or simply walking. Simply walking is an odd thing nowadays. When you don't have a car, you find you don't have equal rights with car-owners. I've only gotten one ticket for hitch-hiking in California.
I get harassed at dumpsters now and then, usually by store owners & sometimes their employees.
I've gotten cussed at, hooted at, & dirty looks when I've been simply walking or hitching.
I've gotten some nasty comments from some friends & family, and some nasty emails & comments from strangers through my blog.
I got booted out of a cave by a BLM ranger a couple years ago, plus a citation, which I did community service for.
For the most part, though, I find that people respect me, including most cops. |
23. Do you want to change the world to a moneyless world?
The moneyless world already exists, within us and all around us. I envision the downfall of the delusion that money even exists outside the human mind. I envision the downfall of the delusion that anybody owns anything.
All of the infinite universe around us exists without money. Why don't we? Already, our true selves exist without money. Already, nobody owns anything. Why can't we realize this simple truth?
Yes, your true self already lives moneyless. Your self that lives with money is your false self, illusion. Everytime you give something to somebody expecting nothing in return, you have returned to the moneyless world. You have laid down your delusions and opened your eyes to the Reality that has already existed and always will. Everytime you do something spontaneously, from your heart, without sense of debt (obligation), you have returned to the moneyless world, you have become Real. You have returned to simple Trust. Either be an imitation or be real. That part of you who does things out of debt and out of desire for credit is the fake part of you, the part that acts from ulterior motivation.
I know people thinking we need grand plans to restructure the world, to find and work up an alternative system to the money system. Barter schmarter farter & all that, which is all just money under other masks. However, the whole point of living moneyless is giving up control, giving up systems, and letting the Law of Nature take its course. All of our efforts to find an alternative to the money system are in vain. You can't create Utopia. Utopia already exists. And when you stop trying and stop looking for it, it comes. The Kingdom of Heaven is at hand. The point is to give up effort and let work flow through you - work that is not your own. Nothing is our own. If you want to spread the Gospel of moneylessness, of Grace, then simply work from your heart, not from manipulation.
Money is doing unto others that they may do unto you. The Golden Rule is doing unto others as you would have them do unto you.
In other words, do, expecting nothing in return. |
24. Your ideas sound nice, but naive. Let's get real. Don't you think, with all the thieves, the lazy, the mooches & the greedy that a moneyless, free economy just wouldn't work?
Let me ask you this: do you think the money system does away with thieves, mooches, the lazy & the greedy? Have you considered that thieves & mooches & lazy & greedy people might just be a product of the money system?
The greatest thieves and mooches and lazy and greedy people are at the top of the money system: bankers and stock brokers and CEOs, who not only contribute little or nothing to society, but bleed the goods from the workers at the bottom. The very pattern of money society since ancient Sumer & Egypt has been for wealth to flow from the workers to the non-workers, from the industrious to the lazy. When you take more than you need, you are a thief. The very nature of the system of commerce is robbery and extortion.
As with creatures in nature, the thieves & mooches & lazy & greedy people return to the natural balance, and if they don't, they are naturally selected out. Natural selection abhores thieves, moochers, the lazy & the greedy. Even the very force of people being accountable to each other in a tribal situation usually eliminates even the desire to steal or mooch or be lazy or greedy. You see it in animal societies & hunting & gathering societies.
We can see it in our own society, beginning to happen on a temporary scale at Rainbow Gatherings. There are lots and lots of moochers at Rainbow Gatherings, called "drainbows." And "So what?" is the prevailing idea. It's actually amazing how few thefts and what little violence there is at a Rainbow Gathering of 20,000 people, especially compared to a town of the same size. Towns of the same size, which have police and locks and laws and lawyers, have much more crime. Think about that. The Rainbow Gathering still miraculously works out, due to the droves and droves of hard-working, generous people, who don't give a hoot that somebody else might be "taking advantage." What is taking advantage? The philosophy is to do, expecting nothing in return. And that philosophy becomes infectious. There is a lot of rif-raf at gatherings, and a lot of true compassion that overshadows it. The idea of compassion is to have patience with thieves, mooches, the lazy, and the greedy, who are people still detoxing from being programmed by the money system.
When you have been taught all your life that nothing is valuble unless you get money for it, you will initially be lazy, because you aren't paid. You haven't yet learned the true reward of doing itself, and the reward of community with others, which makes money look ridiculous. When you have been programmed into thinking that possessing and not sharing are virtues, you tend to steal, and it takes you a while to deprogram from that. The Rainbow Gathering is a hospital, and those who caretake the hospital have a natural sense of patience with the patients, giving them all the time they need to heal. You can only be idle so long before you get sick of being idle and start wanting to contribute. It might take a while, but it happens, naturally. |
25. Are you religious?
I dare not call myself spiritual or materialist or a cynic or christian or atheist or pagan or hindu or buddhist or taoist or whatever, because I am all those things, at one time or another. To deny any of those is to lie to myself. Sometimes I don't believe in God. I would be a liar if I said otherwise. To label myself one thing is to reject all others in myself, to not be Whole, to not see all things & all people in myself, including adolph hitler & gandhi, satan & god. I cannot call myself a hand, because I am also feet & eyes & kidneys. What I reject or repress comes back & rules me, whether it is purity or deep dark secrets. All things are states, all things are impermanent, and to try to label myself as one state is an attempt to freeze that one state in time. To call myself a day dweller is to deny the coming of night. To say that I favor summer is to close myself to the deliciousness of winter.
Even the self-proclaimed Christians' own Bible denounces calling themselves Christian or any other label:
For it has been declared to me concerning you, my brethren, by those of Chloe's household, that there are contentions among you.
Now I say this, that each of you says, "I am Paulian," or "I am Apollian," or "I am Cephian," or "I am Christian."
Is Christ divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Or were you baptized in the name of Paul? (1 Corinthians 1:11-13)
That said, the essence of moneyless existence is faith. But sometimes I have faith, sometimes not. By accepting my faithlessness and my jadedness, my faith comes back shining more brightly. |
26. Don't you get scared or discouraged?
| Of course I do. But scared and discouraged are states that pass, and the sooner I realize that, the sooner they pass. When I feel scared or discouraged, I go aside and sit with it, witness that feeling, and watch it pass. Then getting scared or even discouraged actually becomes part of the fun challenge of this whole lifestyle! I also begin to remember that I am way, way, way less scared or discouraged than I ever was when I was living in Babylon. |
27. I want to live moneyless; but what if I have a family with children?
Yeah, children & families. You have a beautiful challenge.
I've been mulling over children and families a lot the past few years, waiting for inspiration.
The answer, of course, is in communal living. But how to bring about sustainable, moneyless, communal living in a capitalist society that thinks "communal" means "Satan" is the big challenge!
But, if there's a will there's a way!
We first spark intense inspiration in the masses! We first spread infectious Generosity, infectious Love! Begin living communally, right now, right here where you live, within your own city, town, village, or community. Communalism already exists within our cities, towns, villages and communities right now. Every time you share with your neighbor, expecting no reward, and every time you receive without guilt, you live communally. Start cultivating what is already here. Start freely giving and freely receiving right now, no matter how much debt you have, no matter how much or few "possessions" you have, no matter how many dependents you have, no matter how busy or not busy you are. If not now, when?
Prepare the ground right now. When Babylon falls, you already have the foundation established!
Notice how, when tornadoes hit a town, when a hurricane, flood, or earthquake hits a city, suddenly money becomes meaningless, and people wake up and start helping each other and sharing (Yes, the greedy looters and thieves also wake up, too; but don’t worry about them. Let them run their course. Cultivate your wheat, and let the wheat and the weeds grow together).
Communalism must not be imposed politically or institutionally, from calculated programs. Not of ego works, but of Grace. It must come from natural instinct, from Love, from a Pure Heart, within. The solution cannot begin in politics and institutions, as history has taught us over and over. Was not the Soviet Union a total disaster, as bad as or worse than the regime it replaced?
If you are not religious and, understandably, you can’t handle religion, then live generously, communally, without religion (I personally know more non-religious people who practice the principles of religion than those who are religious).
But, if you are religious, starting now, please consider practicing your own religion. Please.
The genetic code that directs us to possessionless, communal living lies dormant at the heart of our very own cultures (all cultures, all world religions), at the very heart of the Spiritual Paths our cultures claim to follow! It must be awakened, revived!
Ironically, here in America, we have a population that equates “communal” with “Satan” and talks incessantly about “private property rights” as if it were Gospel, though it is as obviously far from Gospel as you can get. The very scriptures and spiritual traditions that people claim to revere and follow—yes, those scriptures, and the very foundations of our ancient spiritual traditions—are clearly communalistic. I feel in my bones that to revive this dormant genetic code, already at the heart of our culture, is the key.
Here is the Genetic Code, in the Seed, waiting to spring to Life through the Water of Love:
Now the multitude of those who believed
were of One Heart and One Soul;
neither did anyone say
that any of the things he possessed was his own,
but they had all things in common.
(Acts 4:32)
Now all who believed were together, and had all things in common,
and sold their possessions and goods, and divided them among all, as anyone had need.
So continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, they ate their food with gladness and simplicity of heart,
giving Credit to God and having Grace with all the people. (Act 2:44-47)
Check out what the early Church leaders said. I begin with Augustine, because, here in America, Augustine is revered (in word, anyway) by both conservative Evangelicals and Catholics:
Those who wish to make room for the Lord must find pleasure not in private, but in common property…. Redouble your charity. For, on account of the things which each one of us possesses singly, wars exist, hatreds, discords, strifes among human beings, tumults, dissensions, scandals, sins, injustices, and murders. On what account? On account of those things which each of us possesses singly. Do we fight over the things we possess in common? We inhale this air in common with others, we all see the sun in common. Blessed therefore are those who make room for the Lord, so as not to take pleasure in private property. Let us therefore abstain from the possessions of private property—or from the love of it, if we cannot abstain from possession—and let us make room for the Lord.
--Augustine (354–430 CE)
I now come to the accusation that most of us are said to be poor; that is not to our shame, it is to our great credit. Men’s characters are strengthened by stringent circumstances, just as they are dissipated by luxurious living. Besides, can a man be poor if he is free from want, if he does not covet the belongings of others, if he is rich in the possession of God? Rather, he is poor who possesses much but still craves for more.
And so it is that when a man walks along a road, the lighter he travels, the happier he is; equally, on this journey of life, a man is more blessed if he does not pant beneath a burden of riches but lightens his load by poverty. Nevertheless, we would ask God for material goods if we considered them to be of use; without a doubt, He to whom the whole belongs would be able to concede us a portion. But we prefer to hold possessions in contempt than to hoard them: it is rather innocence that is our aspiration, it is rather patience that is our entreaty; our preference is goodness, not extravagance.
--Tertullian (c. 160–c.220 CE)
You are like one occupying a place in a theatre, who should prohibit others from entering, treating that as one’s own which was designed for the common use of all.
Such are the rich. Because they were first to occupy common goods, they take these goods as their own. If each one would take that which is sufficient for one’s needs, leaving what is in excess to those in distress, no one would be rich, no one poor.
--Basil (329–379 CE)
Now, check out America’s very own, home-grown religion:
The Mormon Genetic Code
And they had all things common among them;
therefore there were not rich and poor, bond and free,
but they were all made free,
and partakers of the heavenly gift. . . .
There were no robbers, nor murderers,
neither were there Lamanites,
nor any manner of ‘ites;
but they were in one,
the children of Christ,
and heirs to the kingdom of God.
(Book of Mormon, 4Nephi 1:3,17)
And now, if God,
who has created you,
on whom you are dependent
for your lives
and for all that ye have and are,
doth grant unto you
whatsoever ye ask that is right,
in faith
believing that ye shall receive,
O then, how ye ought to impart
of the substance that ye have
one to another.
And if ye judge the man
who putteth up his petition to you
for your substance
that he perish not,
and condemn him
how much more
will be your condemnation
for withholding your substance,
which doth not belong to you
but to God,
to whom also your life belongeth;
and yet ye put up no petition,
nor repent of the thing
which thou hast done.
I say unto you, wo be unto that man,
for his substance
shall perish with him;
and now, I say unto those
who are rich
as pertaining to the things of this world.
(Mosiah 4:21-23)
I'm speaking from my own culture, primarily with Judeo-Christian lingo. If I were in the Middle East, I'd primarily use Islamic lingo. If I were in India, I would primarily use Hindu lingo. If I were farther east, Buddhist or Taoist lingo. Don't get hung up on language, on vocabulary. Hear this truth carried by all language. |
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