For the first time in six years Harry Potter was not looking forward to returning to Hogwarts. His godfather, Sirius Black had finally been cleared of all charges after he'd been rescued from behind the veil and Peter Pettigrew captured and properly charged with the double murder of Lily of James Potter. With Sirius back and Peter Pettigrew locked in a permanent cell in Azkaban, Harry had just experienced the best summer of his life. Sirius had purchased a flat in Hogsmeade with his best friend and partner, Remus Lupin, and they had insisted that after spending one week with the Dursley's, renewing the protection spell that was kept Harry safe from Voldemort, he be immediately transferred to their care.

Now, September first had finally approached and for the first time in his life, Harry wanted to be anywhere but at King's Cross Station. It wasn't that he didn't care for his friends or education anymore, but he had just found his home with Sirius and Remus and he wasn't excited about leaving so soon. Not to mention his most recent insecurity; he didn't want anyone to notice his weight gain. It would probably pass by unnoticed by most of the students and even the professors but Harry was sure that his two best friends, Ron Weasley and Hermione Granger would notice his belly immediately and he didn't want to discuss that with them. Harry had always been small and skinny for his age. After only a few months of proper feeding he had gotten a bit of fat on his bones and he didn't want to spend unnecessary time talking about something so trivial as a few extra pounds.

"HARRY!!!!!!!!!" screamed Hermione when she spotted him in the station.

"Hey mate, we've been looking all over for you. Blimey, it looks like someone finally started feeding you. You've got a bit of a gut now!" said Ron

Harry just smiled feebly and followed his friends through Platform 9 ¾. He didn't want to talk about his appearance. Harry spent the train ride sleeping in the corner. This was due in part to being tired and also an attempt to avoid conversation about the summer. He knew that he couldn't avoid it forever, but he sure could try and so far it was working as his friends chatted happily and left him undisturbed in his corner.

Harry awoke abruptly feeling nauseated when the train came to a halt in Hogsmeade Station. He ran straight for the bathroom of the train as students were filing out and spilled the contents of his stomach. He silently reprimanded himself for eating too much before getting on the train.

Once cleaned up, Harry emerged from the train and quickly found the carriage containing Ron, Hermione, Ginny, and Neville.

"Harry, is everything alright? You've looked a bit ill since we met you at the Station." Ginny asked.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Really, I've just felt a little off. The summer was…different." Harry mumbled feebly, visibly struggling for the right words.

The group shot him concerned looks but thought better than to push him. Harry had never responded well in the past to even the best intended harassment.. He would talk eventually, he always did, and when he was ready, they would all be there for him. Harry silently filed into place behind his friends and they all walked up to the school.

The Great Hall looked spectacular for the start of term feast. Harry looked up at the Head table and felt a pang of guilt as his eyes met Professor Snape's. When the Order returned to the Department of Mysteries to rescue Sirius, Voldemort and his Death Eaters had been waiting to ambush them. Snape had jumped in front of the Cruciatus Curse just as it was about to hit Harry. It was left on nearly to the point of driving him mad. The curse had wracked Snape's body for so long that it was nearly to the point of driving him mad. And it was only after Dumbledore hurled a quick curse at the offending Death Eater that Snape was barely rescued. He had spent the summer at St. Mungo's but insisted on returning to Hogwarts for the school year. He was still Snape, but a bit of the snarkiness was gone and he now had to walk with a cane.

The Sorting ended as quickly as it had begun and the tables of the Great Hall were laden with food. Harry's stomach turned as he watched his friends shovel food into their mouths. He got up and ran out of the hall at top speed leaving the entire school to wonder what was wrong with the Boy Who Lived.

Ron got up from the Gryffindor table and motioned for the others to stay behind. He found Harry in their dorm room, face down on his bed, sobbing into his sheets.

"Harry, mate, what's wrong?" Ron asked

"Nothing, really, just not feeling well is all," Harry sniffled.

"I'll take you to see Madame Pomfrey then," Ron offered

"No, I think I'll just have a lie down. If it gets worse, I'll see Pomfrey in the morning," Harry stated, his lower lip trembling.

"Alright. I'll leave you alone then. Come get me if you need anything," Ron said.

Harry quickly fell into a deep and troubled sleep. His summer had been so odd, unexpected, and wonderful. Now, for the first time, he was utterly and completely homesick.

~*~

The next day, the Sixth-year Gryffindor boys woke to the sound of someone retching in the washroom. Harry's bed was empty and everyone was quite worried about him. Ron retrieved him from the washroom and dragged him down to breakfast.

Once the boys were seated comfortably at the Gryffindor table and eating their breakfast, Hermione arrived carrying the sixth-year timetables. She handed one to each ot the boys and sat down purposefully beside Ron and began chewing on a muffin, her eyes fixed intently on her schedule.

"Oh no, look at these schedules," complained Ron. Double Potions first thing with the Slytherins of course. Then Divination and Transfiguration followed by Astronomy tonight. What a first day."

Harry's stomach churned more violently at the mention of Potions first thing in the morning. He wasn't sure he could stand Snape so early in the morning. Nibbling on some dry toast, Harry pondered the day ahead and hoped that he would be able to control his stomach. He desperately wanted to avoid making a fool of himself during Potions.

Breakfast finished and the Gryffindor sixth years filed down into the dungeon along with the Slytherins. Snape wasn't yet in the classroom which wasn't unusual. The students seated themselves as Professor Snape hobbled into the dungeon room and slammed the door shut.

"Well, I see that our numbers have thinned. As I said last year, I take only the best students into my NEWT classes. Clearly, the OWL has become too easy as I see some surprising faces in the class." Snape sneered as he stared directly at Harry, Ron, and Neville. "Mr. Potter, a surprise indeed. Though not nearly as surprising as Mr.Longbottom's return. Haven't had enough I see."

Snape turned to the blackboard and with a flick of his wand produced the instructions for the days assignment. The instructions were more complicated than any of the students had ever seen and the name of the Potion was strange and unfamiliar.

"No doubt you are all wondering what Potion would require such careful and precise attention," Snape stated. "It is an amazing Potion indeed. Arcanus Intus translates as Secret Within. It causes the drinker to spill their most precious and well hidden secret." Snape grinned evilly. "Now get to work!"

The students gathered their ingredients quickly and set to work on the Potion. Harry's hands began to shake and he felt his stomach sway again. His heart beat faster at the thought of his secret being revealed to the Potions class. Not here, not here he thought to himself. However, his inner pleading was simply in vain as he passed out onto the stone cold floor of the Potions classroom.

~*~

Harry awoke hours later in the Hospital wing with a terrible headache. As he reached for his glasses and put them on, Dumbledore came into view.

"Everyone has been quite worried about you Harry. Your dorm mates seem to think you've come over ill during the holidays. Why didn't you come to Madame Pomfrey as soon as you arrived?" Dumbledore questioned.

"I...I'm not sure, Sir. I thought perhaps it was just a little flu and it would pass," Harry muttered.

"Ah yes, I can see how you might think that. However, Harry, you seem to have a most puzzling condition, which explains your recent bouts of nausea and sleepiness. It seems that you have become pregnant. A most peculiar affliction for a young man to come down with." Albus chuckled slightly.

Harry was too stunned to speak. How did they find out? He had known that he was pregnant before he had returned to Hogwarts but how did they know? How did they find out? No, this was all wrong, no one was supposed to know.

"I understand that this is shocking Harry. Madame Pomfrey nearly fainted when she was checking you over. It is highly rare, there are very few documented cases of male pregnancy in the Wizarding world. I must say, it isn't surprising that you would one of them. You never cease to amaze me Harry."

Harry blushed and then began to worry. What if they found out how he had become pregnant. He just wouldn't tell them who or how, maybe that would be best.

"There is one more thing I must tell you Harry. While you were sleeping Madame Pomfrey also performed a Paternity Charm. This makes the case even more interesting. You see, we already know how this happened. There are, however, still some important clues missing. I want you to see for yourself what we saw when she performed the spell," Albus said.

Pomfrey walked through the curtain separating Harry's bed from the rest of the wing. She smiled at him and then performed the charm. Instantly small lights began to emerge from Harry's abdomen and swirled around above him. They came together to form not one, but two faces. Harry's mouth opened in shock as he saw the images of Sirius Black and Remus Lupin above him. Harry was too shocked to speak. He was afraid of the consequences that this might bring.

"Now, it seems as though something happened that we never expected. Harry, it's alright, no one is in trouble. However, we do need to know exactly what happened between the three of you," Albus said calmly.

Harry gulped and nodded. Madame Pomfrey went back into a storeroom and brought out a Pensieve. She handed Harry his wand and gave him a reassuring smile. Harry took his wand and touched it to his forehead causing a few silver strands to stream into the bowl. The three of them touched their wands to the Pensieve and fell quickly into Harry's memory.

~*~

It was the first night Harry had gone to stay with Sirius and Remus. He even had his very own room in the flat! Sirius had decorated it with Quidditch posters and Gryffindor banners. Harry finally had a home and he couldn't have been more happy. He had spent the day with Sirius and Remus in Hogsmeade visiting the shops and dining at the Three Broomsticks. He had a new family and couldn't have been happier.

Harry quickly fell asleep that night in his new bedroom only to be woken a few hours later by a horrifying dream. He startled awake screaming and sweating. It seemed as though not even a perfect life could take away the horrors of his past. He sheepishly crept out of bed and down the hall towards the room that his godfather shared with Remus. Pausing at the door, Harry wondered if they would be angry with him for waking them up. An unfamiliar creaking sound made up his mind for him as he leapt through the door.

Sirius jumped to his feet, butt naked, wand in hand when he heard the door burst open. Remus simply turned in his sleep and muttered.

"Harry? What's wrong??" Sirius questioned sleepily.

"Sorry Sirius, I was having nightmares," Harry stammered. "Could I…uhm..well, what I mean to say is…uhm…could I sleep with you?"

"Of course Harry! The more the merrier!" Sirius said, paying no attention to his lack of clothing or Remus, who was covered with a light sheet, his naked body accentuated in the moonlight. "Budge over Remmie," Sirius mumbled throatily.

Remus rolled over in his sleep and Harry climbed into the bed followed by Sirius. Harry curled up against Remus because the bed wasn't very large and Sirius spooned up against Harry and wrapped his arms around his godson. Harry sighed contently and drifted off to sleep.

The image slowly faded away and Harry glanced over at Professor Dumbledore, who had a tiny smile tugging at the corner of his mouth and at Madame Pomfrey who was staring with tears in her eyes. Harry turned away from them both and tried to make out the next image that was slowly materializing before the trio.

Morning came and Harry hadn't had anymore nightmares. He awoke to an empty bed, delicious smells, and strange music coming from the kitchen. He pulled on his robe, which had been placed on the dresser. When he entered the kitchen he found Sirius cooking, wearing nothing but an apron and a pair of slippers. Remus was sitting at the breakfast table in a pair of black boxers. He looked up and chuckled at Harry's shocked expression.

"Look Siri, we made him blush the second day home. I believe that's quite a record," Remus laughed.

Sirius turned towards Harry, a mischievous smile creeping over his face. "Having a look at my bum were you?" Sirius joked

"Errr…I…uhm...no...uhh..," stammered Harry.

Sirius and Remus collapsed into hysterics at this. Harry crossed his arms and scowled at the pair.

"Sorry Harry, we couldn't resist. It's just that Remmie hear was sniffing you out last night when you were in bed with us. We know, and we don't mind. We both love you very much Harry," Sirius stated lovingly

Harry's face grew even more crimson with embarrassment and he collapsed into one of the dining room chairs. He couldn't believe what was happening. Remus sniffed him out?? Did that mean what he thought it did? That they understood his deep feelings for them both? And that they didn't mind, even had the same feelings for him? It was all too much. Harry buried his face in his hands and burst into tears.

Sirius and Remus were instantly at his side. Sirius picked the small boy up and cradled him in his arms while Remus stroked his back.

"Shh...Harry it's all right. We love you very much. We don't want to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable. We simply want you to know that we understand your feelings and that it's okay to feel this way! We love you so much," Sirius cooed.

"Harry. Siri and I have been talking about this all morning. We've been lovers for a long time, since we were students at Hogwarts. We will always be lovers, but that doesn't mean there isn't room for more love in our lives. If you want to be apart of our love, we are here for you. We both love you so much." Remus explained.

Harry looked up at the pair, his eyes puffy from crying, and smiled. His heart was suddenly filled with so much love and completeness.

"You mean it's not wrong? For all of us to be together?" Harry asked.

"Of course not!! Oh Harry, sometimes I forget how Muggle your upbringing was. Wizards have very different attitudes about sexuality. You can't help who you feel love for so it can never be wrong to love," Sirius said.

"Then, yes, I love you both more than I could ever explain. I don't want to live life without the pair of you in it!" Harry exclaimed.

The three embraced in a sweet hug as the image began to swirl again, dropping Harry, Dumbledore and Madam Pomfrey in to another scene.

Later that day Sirius and Remus converted Harry's bedroom into a study while Harry was out flying in the backyard. He was delighted to find his things moved into Sirius and Remus' bedroom when he returned inside.

The summer was going wonderfully for Harry now. He loved and was loved more than he ever thought possible. He spent almost all of his time with Siri and Remmie. He had never been in a relationship before and was in complete heaven to have two such wonderful people share their love with him. The relationship had yet to become anything more physical than hugs and kisses. Harry was a virgin and was still a bit timid about the subject of sex. The subject was never even mentioned until about a month into the summer.

Harry came into the flat after spending the whole of the morning outside flying. He was covered in sweat and desperately needed a shower. His hand touched the doorknob to the master bedroom and paused upon hearing something going on inside.

"Yes Sirius...right there..oh yes!" Remus exclaimed.

Harry caught his breath and opened the door to find Remus face down on the bed with Sirius pounding into him furiously. They didn't notice Harry enter the room and he was all right with that. Harry made his way quickly to the bathroom and shut the door. Once inside he turned on the water, stripped down and stepped into the shower. He let the water run over him and attempted to catch his breath. He had just faced the most erotic thing he had ever seen in his life. Harry's back was to the door and he didn't hear it creak open. Sirius and Remus snuck into the bathroom and into the shower causing Harry to shriek.

"OH!!! JEEZ!!!! GUYS!!! You scared me!!" Harry exclaimed.

Sirius and Remus just chuckled as they pulled Harry out of the shower. Remus looked down at Harry's hardened cock and licked his lips.

"We've been waiting to bring you to bed, love. I can smell it on you, you want it too," Remus purred.

Sirius wrapped Harry in a towel and scooped him into his arms, carrying him to the bed. Remus laid on the bed with his back propped up on a stack of pillows. Sirius set Harry down on Remus' lap.

"We want you, love. Do you want us?" Sirius whispered into Harry's ear.

"Yes! I want you both more than anything. But, well..." Harry began.

"We know that you're inexperienced Harry. It's all right. We'll be gentle and go slowly. If you want to stop at anytime, just say," Remus crooned.

Harry just nodded as Sirius climbed into the bed. Remus held Harry tightly in his arms and planted kisses down his neck and across his shoulders. Sirius crawled towards Harry and captured his lips in what would be the young man's first kiss. Shocked at first, Harry warmed quickly to the new sensations rippling through his body. He couldn't believe how lucky he had become to have two wonderful men love him.

Sirius moved from Harry's lips to his chest. He chose a nipple and went to work kissing, licking, and nipping at it. Harry moaned and bucked his hips but Remus held him firmly, his hard cock grinding into Harry's back.

"Oh...oh god. Sirius...Remus...Oh!!" Harry moaned as Remus' fingers replaced Sirius' mouth on his nipples and Sirius moved further down, nuzzling his bellybutton before licking lightly around the tip of his cock.

Remus pinched Harry's nipples lightly as Sirius engulfed Harry's cock with his mouth.

`You're beautiful love, just beautiful. We love you so much. You're going to feel so good," Remus whispered seductively.

Harry moaned and writhed in Remus' arms as Sirius moved his mouth up and down on Harry's swollen member. Suddenly Harry gripped the sheets beside him, crying out as he came in an explosion of pleasure. Sirius sucked the last bits of cum out of Harry's softening penis and sat up grinning.

As soon as Harry had recovered Sirius and Remus had switched positions, with Sirius behind Harry and Remus between his legs. Sirius turned Harry's head and their lips met lightly. Soon the kiss grew hungry and Remus looked up to see the pair in a battle for each other's tongue.

Remus grinned at the two and then dove between Harry's legs, running his tongue along the smaller man's cleft. Harry wriggled and Remus' skilled tongue worked in circles over his puckered hole. Suddenly the tongue was replaced with a slick finger and Harry gasped.

"Shh...that's it, just relax. It will feel so good I promise you," Sirius cooed.

Harry relaxed in Sirius' arms and Remus began pumping his finger in and out of Harry's tight hole. Sirius took a hold of Harry's re-hardened cock and began stroking it gently. Remus added a second finger and hooked them up to hit Harry's prostate, causing him to shout and squirm.

"OHMYGODTHATFELTGOODDOITAGAIN," Harry shouted

Remus chuckled and continued moving his now three fingers in and out of Harry making sure that each stroke rubbed against his prostate.

"Oh, please, now, I need more...take me," Harry panted.

The fingers pulled out and Harry moaned in slight disappointment. Sirius flipped Harry over onto his stomach and helped him prop himself up on his hands and knees. Sirius draped himself over Harry and grabbed his hips to steady him. He eased his way carefully into the hot tight crevice. Harry cried out but quickly relaxed letting Sirius take him. Sirius reached under Harry and stroked his cock as he continued his descent. Once fully immersed in Harry, Sirius held completely still, panting, letting Harry get used to new sensation. Behind him, Remus was slicking his cock with the lube and eyeing Sirius' backside with lust filled eyes.

"Now Remmie, I'm ready," Sirius growled.

Remus slammed into Sirius and the three began moving together. Sirius moved in and out of Harry slowly while Remus did the same behind him. Sirius reached down and pumped Harry's cock in perfect rhythm. As the pace quickened, Harry's entire body tensed and he soon saw nothing but fireworks as he came for the second time on Sirius' hand. He slumped onto the bed and Sirius and Remus came shortly after him. They untangled themselves and collapsed onto the bed beside Harry.

"That was.... amazing. I love you both so much," Harry whispered.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

The room spun and Harry found himself back in the infirmary with Professor Dumbledore and Madame Pomfrey. Harry blushed and turned away from them.

"I don't understand. How can they both be the father of my baby? Harry asked. "Remus never even entered me."

"An excellent question indeed. One that I am afraid I cannot tell you, for I do not understand it yet myself. I can only tell you that powerful magic connects the three of you. Now, get some rest Harry. I will inform your teachers that you will not be in classes today. Don't worry, everything will turn out in the end," Dumbledore reassured him.

Harry closed his eyes and fell into a fitful sleep wondering if anything would really be all right ever again.

FIN