January 5, 2010

God gave me a song this morning, with a format that progresses.  It starts out slowly, with desire for God's love.  Then the fire of HIS love shines light on hindrances in the heart.  At this time just the instruments play in order to release those hindrances and be set free.  Then the song progresses in tempo to thanks, and then HIGHER to praise!  And then ends slowly with a one-on-one fulfillment with Father! 

It is a good format to start a meeting with... words can change according to what God is putting on someone's heart, the tune can be simple... I will put a video here for all who are interested in what I heard as the tune.  It is important that the instruments will just play (or silence) in between each progress to let the HOLY SPIRIT minister to the individuals heart.  It is also important that the one who is anointed to come forth and sing!!!  :) 

Set us aflame with Your love … Oh God

For You are love

Set us aflame with Your love… oh God

For You are love

instumental time

 

The flame of Your love causes light to shine

On all the lies, sins and cares of this world

So nothing comes between us

instrumental time to wait

 

I release to You those who have hurt me

I forgive them, I bless them, I pray for them

As Your Spirit enables me

Instrumental time...

The beauty of Your holiness is in the blood

You shed for me

Instrumental time increasing in intensity...

 

THANK YOU OH GOD!

THANK YOU OH GOD!

Thank You for Your SON who set me free

 

Thank you OH GOD

For You loved a wretch like me

Instrumental time progresses to the max...

 

ALL KNOWLEDGE, ALL WISDOM, ALL COUNSEL IS YOURS

FOREVER, AND EVER, AND EVER!!

 

ALL PRAISE, ALL THANKS, ALL BLESSING IS YOURS

FOREVER, AND EVER, AND EVER!!!

 

ALL POWER, ALL GLORY, ALL HONOR IS YOURS

FOREVER, AND EVER, AND EVER!!!!

Instrument time slowly winds down now...

I AM LIKE A CHILD

WITH FAITH LIKE A CHILD

SITTING IN PAPA’S LAP

COMFORTED BY YOUR LOVE

CONTENT TO STAY HERE

FOREVER, AND EVER, AND EVER!

 

 

December 30, 2009

The end of the year is here, and at this time God usually directs my heart to paying debts.  Looking deep into my heart to see what I have done that I can improve upon, that I can help heal. I see that I have used the internet to watch videos from ministries that I have not given to.  I have felt a guilty guilty feeling deep in my heart while I watch, and I was ignoring it.  Thank YOU JESUS!

I have gleaned for years from Sid Roth on the radio and now online, and have not continually given to him.  Forgive me LORD, now I see.  wow.  He is saying, who we circle around, the people we glean from, or hang out with we should be giving to.  wow... If you go to a church, give to that church because you are going there.  If you go to a home meeting, give to the person that owns the home and to the needs of those you meet with.  And finally give to those you glean from on the internet.  I am so pleased to see the simplicity of this.  Thank you LORD!  

I will also add...if anyone wants to have complete spiritual bliss, only JESUS can give this to you.  He is the Way, the Truth, and the LIFE!  thanks... receive HIS fullness.

October 28, 2009

I have just had the most amazing revelation.  Thanks to Winnie Banov who inspired me.  I saw her a week ago.  It took a week for me to get what she was so excited about.  Romans 6.  We are crucified with HIM.  Our old man is DEAD!!!  It is over and done with.  This revelation is life changing for me because I had been trying to cram my new life into my old man!  NOT.  NOW That I have accessed the death of my old man, I can easily resist the devil, because it is not my personality..., sin is not in me!  I have not anger, I am just submitting to the devil's temptations!  ohmy!  pray and read Romans 6!  This is pulling lots of pieces together for me.  more later.   

October 1, 2009

Stay focused on the goodness of the Lord in these days of talk of the beast.  If we don't have HIS JOY we will not have strength!

September 28, 2009

Bananas don't have seeds that we can see because they were picked before the seeds grew.  This green banana turned yellow... does that mean it is truly ripe?  OR ROTTEN?  Do we try something before it's perfect time only to come up with NO FRUIT?  If you pick a fruit before the seeds are ready then you don't have seeds to plant to bear more fruit.  ... do you see?

Aug. 8 2009                                            Psalm

Known by YOU

Mysteries told, revealed

Open door, narrow gate

Not looking to others to help me through

Just YOU

 

REST is complete at HIS feet

He touches my head

Stand up, look into My eyes

Be not ashamed

 

Locked in a gaze

A terrible maze

Of endless days

EYES of LOVE

Eternal

 

His rainbow iris surrounding

Entering… into darkness where only light is seen

All known

Stillness, endless

Fixed, fluid

Perfection, absolute connection

ONENESS

 

Oil in oil

Air in air

Water in water

Transformed by His matchless blood

Forgiven and forgotten

I am purely stotten

Stupefied, stunned and numb

 

Like a tree planted by streams of living water

Life flows through me

Life which is pure

Life which is clean

This life is not polluted by hate or lies

This life is Good

All good

No bad in it, can you dig it?

 

Fixed, fine tuned to Jesus who is perfect… harmony

Harmonic waves resonating

Infinite, illustrious beauty

Shimmering lights of hallowed, microscopic halos

Endless delights

Unseen, unbelievable to unbelievers

 

Cosmic banter

Mindless enchanter

Fiery cantor

Silent words communicated

Life unfurled, illuminated

Unfolded sorrows, ironed out hollows

Unleashed chains of black sabbath

 

Freedom to fly

License to rely…on God

Who completes us

Perfects us

Settles us

Establishes us

Makes us sing like children

Before they learn to cry …tears

In daddy’s beard

 

 

August 8 2009                                     ~Oil~

OIL...perpetually flowing from Jesus the Anointed ONE, into us His anointed Body, unifying us with HIM, Father and each other in JOY and gladness, to give back this joy in passionate adoration, appreciation and veneration... OH HOW good it is for us to dwell in unity..  OIL

aug. 3. 2009

ohmy... God you are faithful... I'm seeing HIM putting a bubble around my children to keep them from evil, to convict their hearts of any sin and to love on them...period.                                        

                                            Garden of God, Garden of Children

July 24, 2009

oh my... I just talked to my sister and she was telling me how the first time in her life she is enjoying life...and the simplicity of the creation.  The plants... hello... Garden of Children he said yesterday... HIS PLANTS...ohmy...  I too have been seeing God's glory in nature so much lately.  I always have but it has increased.  Our lawn mower was broken for a while ... my husband let the lawn grow.  I have always observed nature and since I came to God I have felt HIM in it ... but now I can feel HIS glory in this over grown grass and all the wild flowers among the grass... It feels like that all I want to do is hang out with God in the tall grass.  It has been so real.  Then my sister confirmed it.. and now more more more... HIS GARDEN ... of Children just sitting and enjoying the garden with HIM... that HE made for us.. oh my  I am undone.... this world has nothing on me... all I want to do is sit in this tall grass ... seriously!  LOL

July 23, 2009

Wow!  This morning I asked Father where he wants me to go and show HIS SON.  HE said KINDERGARTEN... which literally means GARDEN OF CHILDREN!  oh my... that got me dreaming indeed... a garden of children!  ahhhhhh delightful!   

July 22, 2009                                  Bless the Lord

I bless you FATHER, 7 times... Shaba - means to bless 7times in Hebrew...  wow... what a concept... WE CAN BLESS GOD!  We can give back to HIM what HE has given to us! 

HOW CAN WE BLESS YOU OH GOD????

Show others MY SON IN THE EARTH!  That will bless Me.  My Son is perfect and He is the one who you must exalt in the earth.  He is the WAY to Salvation, He is the WAY to Me.  He is the conduit...through which all LIFE flows.  Be at peace now, know that JESUS is the way! 

Thank You Heavenly Father... I am at peace now.  The pressure is off knowing all I need to do to bless you is to show JESUS to others... oh my YOU are so perfect beyond description!  And Thank YOU my lover/brother Jesus!  OHMY...undone

July 17, 2009                                     ~HOLINESS~

Breathe in the freshness of My Spirit... Nothing you will ever taste is any fresher!  My Spirit is pure, nothing but love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness and selfcontrol... and more!  My Spirit is ME and MY Father, we are ONE and WE like it that way!  Eternally ONE with YOU, if you choose this day!  Breathe in!  I will keep the air around you PURE, remember that!  I will keep your food that you eat PURE, remember that!  I will keep your drink PURE, remember that!  Never fear these things!  I PURIFY all that you have and hold!  I am a consuming FIRE and I AM HOLY!  MY holiness surrounds you and is in you and through you!  Everything around you IS HOLY because I AM HOLY and I fill up the EARTH! 

June 13, 2009                                         PRAY

Happy Birthday to my oldest... Cara, 26!

oh my... I want to pray for you today.  I want to tell you how much I love you and how much God loves you!  Of course I cannot love you with out HIS LOVE IN ME!  LORD GOD I pray for all believers!  Father, In Jesus name!  I ask you to fill all of your people with Your LOVE JOY AND PEACE!  To deliver them of all demons and to heal them of all sicknesses!!!!!!!  OH GOD!  I ask you to fill their homes and work places with peace!  OH GOD!  Touch them with your tangible glory presence!  Cause them to have compassion and pray for one another!  Cause them to have courage to heal the sick, cast out demons and prophecy!!! AMEN! OH GOD THANK YOU and I love you so much... and I love you too!

June 3, 2009

Be still and know that I AM GOD: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth...

HOW long, OPA, must I be still... ETERNAL REST!  Stay in my eternal life of rest... be still and KNOW!

May 18, 2009                         HE IS THE DAY, ETERNAL LIFE!

Haven't been here in a while... Forgive me for anyone who is reading. 

All the planets, all the stars, all the folks, all the other stuff we see is all MINE, says the LORD!  And I give to you the power to subdue, bring under my power, all that is seen! 

I got this revelation this morning... oh my!  it is astounding.  that today is not a new day... that yes the sun rose... and we had night last night, but.. but..but... oh my!  what can I say... eternal life has no darkness, it has no night... it is always one day!  HE IS THE DAY, HE IS eternal life!!!!                                                  

April who knows..... If you are praying for something that is NOT GOD's will then you are going to have a sick heart.  Because hope deferred makes a heart sick... I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT physical healing... because healing is in the atonement... I am not talking about freedom from sorrow, guilt, anger, because deliverance is in the atonement... I am not talking about what is in the atonement.  oh my

                                                          grace

4-11   this is the day... this is the date the LORD said to tell others about....WELL this is the word HE has given me for the DAY!  JESUS = GRACE!  JESUS EQUALS GRACE!  All the grace which is the free gift of all the blessings of kindness and generosity of GOD is all packaged up in one name   JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

 April 7, 2009

wow I am undone... I saw the Lord seated on HIS throne ... HIGH AND LIFTED UP.   I WAS so humbled I cried.,... I AM BUT A WORM. 

April 3, 2009

RE-JOY in the LORD.  RE-FOCUS  back into my finished WORK and you will have joy!  JOY in it, wallow in the JOY of MY COMPLETION.  LIVE IN the NOW OF IT!  I have come to reveal ALL of MYSELF!  ALL!  REST in this JOY! 

Phil. 4.4 and 4.5   Let your moderation be known to all man... moderation means SETTLED, REST

SO as we rejoice... re focus into HIS complete work which is JOY... WE WILL REST REST REST!  ahhhhhhhh

March 16, 2009

wow.... I am so in this revelation... only in part I know....

1 Cor. 12, Eph. 4.16, Col. 2.19 compares our physical body to the body of Christ.  Love is the thing that flows through the body of Christ to edify itself.

As I was praying for a friend's eyes, we realised that his spiritman is complete; if he went to heaven he would be perfect.  Your will on earth as it is in heaven.  SO we need faith to receive healing but faith works by love... and could it be that the flow of LOVE is what is needed for healing.  I am saying, that God loves us...HE LOVES OUR EYES...but maybe we need to love our eyes.  Maybe we need to let His love flow into our eyes... maybe we hate the thing that is hurting us.  Maybe there was a time where self hate caused the sickness.  Maybe we need to speak love to the hurt.  oh my...

March 11, 2009

Yes... indeedy... Praise and thanksgiving arise as a sweet fragrance in My nostrils. You become surrounded by My glorious army as you praise Me in Spirit and Truth.  I AM made beautiful and so are you when you offer to me this kind of sacrifice.  We become in unity of the Spirit in the bond of peace.  Bound together as One we arise to higher heights together.  There is plenty of room for all to join in the unity of praise... higher and higher we will ascend in holy matrimony! 

One Spirit eternally...

March 9, 2009

You are singing deeply in my spirit

Arise my bride, my children

I love you with a true care, a personal care

Your every need, desire, want, I am aware ..

Have faith

Rest in my arms of love, joy and peace

Treasure my secrets I tell you in your ear 

Remember them, keep them close to you as a babe in the womb 

I am inside of you, our spirits are one... I am bringing forth in you My REST...

My eternal and abundant life of rest

see me

feel me

I AM one with you. All of me in all of you...

My father in Me and I in you.  Yes this is reality.

March 2, 2009

Art Garfunkel wrote this about people talking to each other but not really communicating and thus not really loving.  This is how I feel computer communication, traditional church structure, sports relationships, and secular life is all about... no real communication... just talking about events, people, places, tv shows, etc.  Christians talk about Christian celebrities, big name prophets words, teachings, methods...  Jesus prayed that we would be one as he is one with the FATHER... hello......

The sound of silence / simon and garfunkel

 

Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
A neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one deared
Disturb the sound of silence.

Fools said i,you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence.

 

February 12, 2009                                One hour

If you desire to see me face to face, to talk to me mouth to mouth, to truly find me, you must seek me with all your heart.  Will you wait with me for one hour?  Will you turn off your music, your computer now, and turn to me?  For I am who will help you, I am who will show you the deep unrest in your soul, I am who can fill you with my fullness.  Will you wait with me for one hour? 

February 10, 2009                             Be Consumed

BE CONSUMED WITH ME!  DESIRE TO BE CONSUMED WITH ME!  I WILL CONSUME YOU!  MY FATHER AND I WILL BE ONE WITH YOU IF YOU PRESS ON TO BE TOTALLY CONSUMED WITH ME!

And then you can live in my realm on earth.  You will not need, you will not be distracted with the things of this world.  Your thoughts will be my thoughts, your ways my ways.  Let me consume you now so that you can be one with me and l live in you and you in me!!! 

consumation!

February 4, 2009                  God's kingdom is not drudgery

Press on to attain the high calling... press on... He has great positive promises...don't settle for a life of drudgery! The kingdom of God is righteousness, peace and JOY in the Holy Spirit!  In His presence is fullness of joy!  Joy is not boring!  press on

February 1, 2009                                Pearl Harbor!

A few days after Obama was elected president, I had a very vivid dream.  Obama came over to my house, and asked me to pray for him for deliverance from smoking.  I immediately had a great love for him, and held his head in my lap like my child, and God delivered him.  He threw up a bit and was humbled and wanted to clean it up.  I said don’t worry about it, and I cleaned it up.  Even though he was delivered from smoking, we both knew that it was only an outward sign to deeper issues, of which he had no time for.  He was very humble while he thanked me and in a rush he left.  While his head was in my lap, I received revelation about him.  That deep down inside he would love to have a relationship with God.  That he is tired of using his brain and would prefer to work with his hands.  He was not happy and was mentally exhausted and driven by intellectual demons. 

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The next day I had vision of a black man’s head on fire.  In part the Lord showed me that the black man had a great gift that the white man has tried to destroy by forcing them to conform to white man’s ways.  They are a very spiritual man.  Their culture was destroyed by shame because they have been forced into < xml="true" ns="urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" prefix="st1" namespace="">USA/carnal mind of intellect.  USA has an intellectual spirit.  We have made education our God.  HE DID NOT PUT US IN A LIBRARY, HE PUT US IN A GARDEN!!!

 

Soon after that one morning in my quiet time, I heard Roosevelt.  After doing some research, I felt the Holy Spirit emphasized something.  Because President Franklin Delano Roosevelt was focused on the economics of the country during the depression, the military was caught off guard when Pearl Harbor was attacked.  As is Obama focused on the economics of our country, and I prayed that the military would not be caught off guard for any planned attack.  When I went out that day the Holy Spirit emphasized 3 or 4 bill board signs that were warning drunken drivers, saying, “I didn’t see that coming.”

 

Then one morning I heard the Lord say, STYLE.  I found that the root of this word is STIMULUS.   The next day I heard, Roosevelt again, and was reminded of the issue above.  Then later I was casually looking at the computer and my husband has the New York Times headlines as the homepage, and these headlines jumped out at me:

 

A Stimulus Plan With Dual Goals: Reform and Recovery

Published: January 31, 2009

WASHINGTON — As President Obama and Congress barrel toward the latest emergency program to resuscitate the American economy, one question is looming over their search for a cure: Can the government fashion a fast and efficient economic stimulus while also seizing the moment to remake America?

For now, Mr. Obama and his aides are insisting they can accomplish both goals, following their mantra of using the urgency of the economic crisis to accomplish larger — and long-delayed — reforms that never garnered sufficient votes in ordinary times.

In fact, at various times in American history, moments like this one have been used for big programs, from integrating the armed forces to creating Social Security and, later, Medicare. So it is little wonder that everyone with a big, stalled, transformative project — green energy programs, broadband networks that reach into rural America, health insurance for the newly unemployed or uninsured — is citing the precedent of Franklin D. Roosevelt, and declaring that a new New Deal is overdue.

But the question that the Senate will begin debating Monday is whether grand ambitions are getting in the way of pulling the country out of a nose dive. And so for every comparison of this moment to Roosevelt’s first hundred days, there are warnings that much of his social experimentation did not have a big impact on America’s economic recovery, which took years.

“When you are filling a hole this big and adding to America’s debt on such a large scale, you need to make sure every dollar is aimed for the economic boost you need,” said Martin S. Feldstein, a Harvard economist who warned more than a year ago that the United States economy was about to be hit between the eyes.

Mr. Feldstein has provided the economic arguments behind Republican objections that Mr. Obama is starting a long-term expansion of government, after decades in which the United States has relied on market solutions and encouraged nations around the world to do the same.

The economic arguments mask, for some, a primal fear that this is 1933 all over again, the beginning of a 21st century liberal resurgence.

 

 

Thank YOU Father for protecting USA, no it is not 1933 all over again!

 

I only see in part, but I believe the most important thing that God is showing me here is that this correlates to the Body of Christ.  What is OUR focus?  Fear of not having enough money?  Self?  If our focus if off of pleasing God and on to our wants and desires… the enemy WILL catch us off guard.  Jesus is the great PEARL that we sell all the others for.  We must keep HIM in the HARBOR of our heart.

 

January 24, 2009                 The Kingdom of God is within us

We are the present day ARK of the New Covenant.  Ark just means box.  The Ark was in the Holy of Holies.  This place only the high priest went once a year.  Jesus is our high priest now, and when we have been humbly cleansed by His blood and receive His mercy we can come into the presence of His Father.  It is not by our own doing that we can go to God, but only by receiving what Jesus did.

The prayer Jesus prayed with His followers at the end of His time here culminated with HIS desire for us to be one with HIM and Father and one in them with each other.  John 17.  His name Emmanuel means God with or in us.  Jesus said He will be in us and He and His Father will make their abode in us.  The Holy Spirit comes to live in us.  WOW, it is crowded in me...  but they are one, aren't they?

ONE...  It is time to relax with this concept.  Let's stop dividing them.  Let's put them back together... They want to be one with each other, let's them be!   They want to live in us... let's let them come in!  Don't be afraid of this strange concept.  Spirit to spirit now, receive them as one. Then we can all be one in them.   HOW EXCITING this is!

Bless you ONE FELLOW!

 

January 20, 2009                          Hey Beatnik!!!

HEY BEATNIK!  This was a name of a magazine written by a some radical hippies.

Beatnik's came about in the 50's.  They were pre-Beatles, pre-rock-n-roll, pre-free sex.  They were the pioneers of the infamous move of the rebellious hippies. 

I SAY TODAY HEY BEATNIK!  Beatnik's obvious root is beat.   The word Beatles, is not beetle like a bug, I am sure it comes from beatnik.  A root of beat is beetle.  Beat is to strike or beat, club.  Maybe like to go on strike... I am not sure what their point was back when, but I see in my dictionary a real cool word.  BEATIFY - to make blissfully happy, bless.  The word beatitude comes from this word. 

Might we say today...  HEY BEATNIK!!  Let's get radical and go back to Jesus' basics. 

I see the "beatitudes" (or the things that make us blissedfully happy and blessed), in Matt. 5 as a progression. 

1. Blessed are the poor in spirit (or repentant) for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.  You can't come to God with out knowing how poor in spirit you are and repenting and thus receiving the kingdom who is JESUS within you.  Emmanuel God in us!  This is basic salvation.

2. Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted.  The next thing we do is receive the COMFORTER, the HOLY SPIRIT.  amen!

3. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.  The Holy Spirit makes us meek and then we go out and tell others.

4. Blessed are they which hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled.  The Holy Spirit will cause us to hunger and thirst for righteousness and when we continually get filled with HIM we will be sanctified.

5. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God.  When we walk this sanctification out, Jesus will literally show us His Face and His Father.

6. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God.  As we walk with God we will bring HIS peace on earth and all will know that we are HIS children.

7. Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.  Persecution will come if we are walking in HIM, and we will obtain a greater glory. 

8. Blessed are you when men shall revile you and persecute you and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely for MY sake.  Rejoice and be exceeding glad for great is your reward in heaven, for they persecuted the prophets before you.  7 talks about being persecuted for righteousness and 8 about being persecuted for speaking about JESUS, which brings a greater reward of HIS glory.

I WANNA BE A BEATNIK!  :)

January 19, 2009                             I HAVE A VISION

Do you hear the distant sound of the fiery horses?  wow 

Anyway... I hear them.  They are not afraid to go forward in what God is showing them.

So might I get radical?  How radical can we go?  Is toking the Holy Ghost radical?  Is getting drunk in the Spirit radical?  Is rolliing on the floor laughing radical?  Is laying down our lives radical?

Is getting rid of all the chairs and stages and mic's radical?   OH, YES, now this is radical!  And this is where we draw the line.  No one wants to give up their stage!  Oh, then you are saying I should start a home church?  NO I AM NOT!

I am saying get rid of the stages, the mic's and the chairs and fill the churches with people worshipping HIM as ONE in ONE accord, and WATCH HOW WEIGHTY HIS GLORY WILL FALL!!!     Today is Marin Luther King's birthday... am I right?  WELL I HAVE A VISION too! 

January 18, 2009                             True Sons of God

Do you hear the creation groaning for the manifestation of the Sons of God?

Who will bemoan my body?

Who will weep for my city?

Who will have pity on my people?

The rocks will cry out!

You have made idols out of words and have wavered from My Word

You have made idols out of people by exalting leaders above hearing My voice

You have shut up my kingdom

And used My power to display your own glory with small miracles

You have not given My power to My body so that all My gifts can operate

You have sent away My true prophets so that this truth is not heard

Now you have followers of blind leaders who have no power

My body is gangrene from stagnation

Who is bemoaning for my body?

Who has seen its true state?

Those who have seen have tried to speak and are not among you now

I have taken them out to learn from Me

They know My truth and I will release them in due time

They will be my army of love, which will love others as I love

They will not leave their rank by desiring any other

They know My voice because they have been fed by Me and not man

Do you hear the sound of the fiery horses; they are the manifestation of the Sons of God

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January 17, 2009

Listen now... snuggle up to Me....schnuggle up....don't be afraid....come closer...I won't bite.  Yes it is true, the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, but when you learn that Jesus has truly taken all your sin than you will never fear Me.  That is not to say that you should go on sinning.  Willful sin will turn your heart from Me and your fear of Me will not be wisdom but foolishness. 

If you fear me with wisdom you will understand this.  Fear Me first, repent and come to Me and I will give you wisdom so that you will understand why sin keeps you from Me. 

January 16, 2009

This is a message from God through Dale Cresap: (if anyone wants to receive them he sends them out via email (nearly) every day.  Email me.)

You are to love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind, and
strength, and your neighbor as yourself. This is the fulfillment of
the law and the prophets, yet the bible also emphasizes holiness,
righteousness, and godly character. What is the connection between
these things? You are only able to love in proportion to the quality
of your character. The wicked diminish their capacity for empathy and
compassion, for giving to others. Sin leads to spiritual blindness,
paralysis, and death. But seeking the kingdom of heaven in holiness
and obedience to me gives you light and life within you, and the
treasure of heaven that you can impart to others. It transforms you
into my likeness so that you have the capacity and the will to fulfill
my command to love me and your neighbor.

January 14, 2009                                More on noses

The Lord revealed more to me about noses (a continuation from the post below).  This spiritual sense comes to fruition in a mature Christian because God has protected us from smelling rotten stuff all the time and not knowing what to do with it, or doing the wrong thing and messing people up.  I am pretty sure He won't give this gift to the immature because of this reason.  Discerning of Spirits is the gift, and I have noticed how the mature people handle this gift.  They don't come out and say, "Something's rotten in Denmark", or something like that, they calmly smell the thing and inquire of the Lord as to what He wants them to do with it.  I have heard that they rarely speak about the thing they are discerning but gently help the person see it for themselves. 

mmmm... whats up God?  what are you saying about noses?

It is as plain as the nose on your face.  A nose knows.  You can pick your nose but don't pick your friend's nose.  Don't be nosey.  Eat what smells good, throw out what doesn't.  As you live in adoration to Me, thanksgiving and praise, your fragrance will come to Me smelling as sweet as a rose.  Roses are red violets are blue, I have a bouquet (nosegay!) just for you.  Taste and see that I AM GOOD!  Breathe deeply My fragrance and be intoxicated with My love.  My Name is as an ointment poured forth for all to smell... when you speak My name my fragrance will fill the room!  Nose your way to Me, find Me and don't let Me go, for I am sick with love for you!  Intoxicate yourself... flood your soul, spirit and mind with ME!  BREATHE Me in through your nose! 

OH HAHAHA!

January 14, 2009                                     Noses

The Lord said to me this morning, "Lay your coffee cup down."  HEY, I DON'T drink coffee!  I get right to it and put HIM first before anything... OR DO I?  Then He said, "MATURITY comes when you can lay your coffee cup down for Me."  I thought about what people say about "their" coffee.  "I can't start the day until I have my cup of coffee.  I can't do anything right until I have my cup of coffee.  It helps me wake up.  It gets me going."  They are literally addicted to it and won't want to admit it.    Some claim they don't need it and can go without, but when they try they realize they are addicted.  Yeah, this is a passion of mine, to see people set free from this stuff.  BUT GOD was speaking this to me!!!  What He meant was I had a cup filled with something that symbolized coffee.  Then He wanted me to see what was in my cup. 

I knew... OTHERS.  Being a part of a movement of God with others.  This sounds good, but NOT IF I WANT THIS BEFORE HIM!

Then I had a vision of a NOSE.  It was on a face and it was big and light. 

In Hebrew and in English nose and nostril mean the same thing.  In Hebrew it refers to rapid breathing in passion.  Jesus is very passionate for us.  In Job, Job says the spirit of God is in his nostrils, in Lamentation the anointing is in our nostrils, in Genesis God breathed in Adam's nostrils to give him life.  Why not the mouth?

We also smell with our nose.  Some people say it represents what we smell in the spirit or what we discern.  In SoS 7.4, it says our nose is like the tower of Lebanon which looks toward Damascus.  mmm...  our nose points toward what we are looking at. 

This nose of ours is pretty important.  We can't taste without it.  As I begin to breathe deeply with my nostrils it feels like God is giving me a new nose.  HEY my nose is new every morning!  I know that their is stuff inside of it that kills germs... they must be replenishing constantly. 

In Watchman Nee's book, "Song of Songs", he explains what our nose is like the tower of Lebanon which looks toward Damascus.  I feel it correlates to our coffee cup.

"The nose has not been mentioned before because the sense of smell comes more into prominence when things come to ripeness and fullness.  This sense is derived, not from words heard or actions seen, but from an inner discernment.  Such perceptibility transcends things seen and heard and is an ability to distinguish and discriminiate between fragrance and evil odor.  It is a spiritual discernment which recognizes what is of God, not by means of natural rationalization, but by an inner awareness which is spontaneous and precise."  He says that the pointing toward Damascus just means that it pointed toward the purposes of God.

NOW... I believe He can help us point our nose toward HIM.  That HE gives us a new nose everyday and is constantly renewing it to help us stay on HIS way.  POINTING at HIM and His purposes... smelling HIS wonderful fragrance as we go through the day, and when we smell evil we are to just cast it out!   We don't put that thing in our mouth or ... drink that coffee cup of self want.  ugh... GIVE US KEEN NOSES passionately breathing for YOU and YOUR purpose.  When we smell something ROTTEN on someone else, help us to calmly pray for them and believe God will do something about it. 

GOD IS ATONISHING!!!

January 12, 2009                            

I Am the holy ONE.  I AM ONE with you if you love Me and obey My commandments to love.  Jesus prayed for you to be one with each other as He is one with Me.  He was ONE with Me because He obeyed Me.  When you don't obey Me, don't be afraid to come back into Me.  Come back to me quickly and I will come into you.    COME BACK   COME BACK   Come back!

For years I could not tell God I loved Him.  I had gotten a revelation of the Word where it says that we do not love God if we do not obey Him.  I felt I was not living up to this obedience so I could not love Him.  I would often get impatient at my children or my husband and yell!  oh my... I would get into gossip and depression would come as a result of my mouth. 

But ONE DAY NOT TOO LONG AGO...I began telling GOD HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM with a clean conscious.  I LOVE GOD SO MUCH!!!!!  We must be aware of the fact that we cannot truly love God until we have dealt with the sin in our lives.  We can say we love God all we want, but if we are in sin we are not showing God our love.  Loving someone is expressing this love in more ways than feelings.  Sometimes we love others for ourselves, not for them.  This is the mature love that Jesus is talking about when He said, "If you love Me you will keep My commandments."

Nothing feels better than saying to GOD...       I LOVE YOU!!!!!  

January 9, 2009

The Lord said, AVALANCHE this morning.  I prayed a bit about natural avalanches, and for my son who is snowboarding.  BUT then when I got on the computer just now I noticed a head line from the NYTimes about avalanches that are killing people in the western US and Canada. 

The word literally means to descend and a slippery place.  The second meaning is anything that comes suddenly in an overwhelming number.  

I am immediately reminded of something the Lord put on my heart last week.  He spoke the word to me Roosevelt.  When FDR was in office America was suprised with the attack on Pearl Harbor because we were distracted by recovering from the depression.  After praying for Obama for this same reason, (that he might be too focused on the economics of our country and not the dangers overseas),  I was driving my car and the HS emphasised 3 bill board signs!  They said, "I didn't see that coming."  They were signs of car accidents warning others not to drink and drive. 

Natural avalanches, spiritual avalanches.  BE on guard!

Yes... watch and listen.  Pray and watch.  The enemy is out to steal, kill and destroy, but I HAVE COME with life and to give life more ABUNDENTLY.  Focus on ME these days and not what the enemy is doing.   Agree with me and speak to these large snow piles so that they don't kill anyone else.  Speak to these situations in government!   Speak to AMERICA, ... THIS land is MY LAND, this LAND IS YOUR LAND! 

So I speak to these natural avalanches and I say... STOP KILLING PEOPLE!  STOP SLIDDING DOWN WHEN PEOPLE ARE THERE!  AND I speak to AMERICA, YOU ARE PROTECTED FROM ALLL EVIL!  IN Jesus name!!!

But actually what I was going to say was... this morning I was on like a wheel... the Wheel of God, and it was going around like a ferris wheel.  And He says... come on, don't be afraid to be in the continuum. Continuum means a continuous whole, quanity or series; thing whose parts cannot be separated or separated discerned.  In the continuum... complete in HIM... Fathersonholyspirit! 

January 7, 2009                                      Ekstasis

The word trance in English has the same root as the prefix trans-.  It literally means to go across.  When we are in a trance we go across from earth realm to spiritual realm.  We can be taken to heaven, shown a spiritual vision, or even live in a transcendent realm of heaven on earth. 

Lately, I have been experiencing this transcendent realm of heaven on earth.   

I didn't know I could stay here, because I wasn't aware that the realm I was in was God because I couldn't comprehend Father, Jesus or Holy Spirit when I was there.  But I am seeing now that this realm is not about UNDERSTANDING the Trinity as separate entities... it is about knowing them as ONE.  In this realm of oneness we are one with them.

In Acts 10.10, 22.17, it talks about Peter and Paul going into a trance.  This word trance in Greek is, ekstasis- a displacement of the mind, ecstacy, amazement, astonishment.

A displacement of the mind.  We just can't wrap our mind around what God is doing in this realm.  If we desire to stay here we just have to let go of our understanding.  "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." 

It is not as if we aren't going to have understanding... because, oh my, more revelation comes in this realm!  But it is with ease, because HE gives it to us.  I look at this time of ekstasis as GOD feeding me with nurishment or downloading... I am at complete rest and peace and have no need of anything.  "The Lord is my Shepherd I shall not want."

I do see it as oneness with the Trinity and with others who have transcended from this earthly realm to the spiritual.  We communicate spirit to spirit.  Crossing over into that spirit realm where all is spirit, like the place I went to June 26, 2008.

January 5, 2009                               The Old is Better

The cookies we made yesterday were better today.  Yet, they were good right out of the oven, the warmth made the raisins soft... but now I guess the flavors are mixed together.. to create one thing.  It is hard to not eat them all right out of the oven isn't it?

Will the new wine need to mature?  Jesus said, everybody knows the old is better.  I don't know much about wine but I do know wine is better as it matures in darkness. 

I am seeing how many young people are stepping out in ministry...  too soon I am afraid.  I saw Bob Jones this summer and he said he was releasing a word to the over-50-year-olds to step out into ministry.  So... what do we have to offer?  Maturity, wisdom, understanding, discretion.  So ok, where are we?  Why are we still waiting... because we are waiting for the new wine to mature. 

Some of us made the mistake of stepping out too soon and have learned the hard way what happens when you do.  Will the young people listen?  Everyone prophesys about the young people... for my entire Christian life I have heard of the army of young people coming forth to lead the rest... and I know, the Word says a little child will lead them.  BUT Paul warns against exalting a novice... 2 Tim 3.6. 

WE NEED WISDOM! 

Some of us have been in the new wine for years.  Some of us have also been in hiding, in the perfect place that is needed for maturity.  We are learning to know HIM... to love HIM with all our heart, soul, mind and strength, and to love others as ourselves.  God knows the time and season for us to step out into ministry...and many of us are waiting for God to release us.  We should not step out before HIS TIME because we think we are getting too old.  THE OLD IS BETTER!  I would rather wait for God's timing than spill the bottle of wine too soon and spoil it. 

Will the young people listen?  Lord help them to listen! 

I will release my endtime prophetic team of elders one by one.  They will speak and those who have an ear will hear. 

January 1, 2009                                  Jesus' Army

Know your postition, know your rank, know when I AM in you.  DO not follow others, Do not fall back or step forward, Do not copy, Do not copy.

December 31, 2008                                   2009

If you are looking for something new to hear, it has already been written.  If you want a good word, listen.  If you are waiting for the day of new beginnings it has already come.  Where have you been? 

I sent My Son.  He has finished His work.  You have the 7th day of rest within you.  Rest now.  If I might call 2009 anything, I will call it the year of rest.  It is time to rest in My finished work, In Jesus' finished work.  It is time not to toil, not to pant or labor, not to waste your time and Mine with hard work that brings no fruit.  Rest I say in My Strength, in My Power, in My Peace! 

Have faith, and trust that I AM raising you up like an eagle to soar above and beyond this earthly woe. 

Yes, dinner time... time to dine... in 2009! 

December 28, 2008

Yes... 28,28  mmm.. double new beginnings.  Destroy this temple and in 3 days I will rebuild.

You will not be able to praise you way into My presence,  You will not be able to toke your way into bliss,  You will not be able to see My face or hear My voice if you continue in your sin.

 

December 27, 2008                             Transcendent

transcend - trans means over, scend means to climb or mount.  Websters first definition is to go beyond the limits of, over step. 

Transcend this earthly plain!!! 

HOW TO WE TRANSCEND or ASCEND?       JESUS! He is the way!   

We can go beyond the limits of our mind, body, emotions to the place where there is no space or time.  If you are having difficulty finding your way, Jesus will show you the way.  If you can't find Jesus... keep looking.  You may come up against hinderances in your mind.  Acknowledge what they are. 

A thought came up in my mind this morning before I transcended.  It was, I just wanted to get something in the heavenlies to share with others.  People may say that nothing is wrong with this, and if you think that is true, Jesus will give you something to share with others.  BUT having HIM, seeing HIM, being with HIM is the ultimate!!!  When you find HIM, He might even show you His Father.  He is the way to the Father. 

So be transcendent!  Go all the way with Jesus... oh my... I am loosed from this present world...

December 22, 2008

Harsh- unpleasantly sharp or rough:  a) grating to the ear; discordant   b) to bright or vivid to the eye; glaring   c) to strong to the taste; bitter   d)  not smooth to the touch; course

This world is harsh.  Heaven is not.  But just as wool needs to be carded or combed to make smooth and the fibers straight, we need the harshness of this world to prepare us for heaven. 

I spent time this morning meditating on the the place I was that day, June 26 (below).  Although I did not go there in the spirit I felt it came here on earth.   I heard the quietness of my house become a symphony of praise to God.  The noise of the heater was not on, nor was the motor of the refrigerator, so all was silent... but in the natural I could hear a creak of the wood floor and random noises like that which sent my spirit higher.. it was wild.  It was not spiritual but natural but it was like earth becoming heaven.

The atmosphere in this house is pulsating with His energy... wow 

December 21, 2008

Now is the judgment of this world, NOW IS THE PRINCE OF THIS WORLD CAST OUT!  John 12.31

I will put my laws in your heart and mind, and write them on your heart, and I will be to them a God and they shall be to me a people, and they shall NOT teach every man his neighbor and every man his brother saying, know the Lord, FOR ALL SHALL KNOW ME FROM THE LEAST TO THE GREATEST!  Hebrews 8.11

December 19, 2008

Bless you all with such joy in our wonderful Savior!!!  Focus on HIS BIRTHDAY this Christmas and give his love out to others.  Listen and sing old Christmas songs and be lifted up with OUR FATHERS WORD of HIS coming.  And be encouraged that HE WILL come again SOON!!!  Sing happy birthday song to Him... HE LOVES TO CELEBRATE!  Thank YOU FATHER FOR YOUR SON, THANK YOU JESUS FOR COMING HERE AND FINISHING YOUR WORK... AND THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT OF THE HOLY SPIRIT. 

Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Jesus, happy birthday to you!  and I love you!

December 5, 2008                               PROPHESY!!!

ACTS 2.17, THE DAY OF PENTECOST WAS THAT WHICH WAS PROPHESIED BY JOEL!  IT IS FINISHED!  HIS SPIRIT WAS AND IS BEING POURED OUT UPON ALL FLESH!  OUR SONS AND DAUGHTERS WILL PROPHESY, YOUNG MEN SHALL SEE VISIONS AND OLD HAVE DREAMS!  SERVANTS AND HANDMAIDENS WILL PROPHESY! 

IT WAS THAT!!! IT IS FINISHED!  HIS FULLNESS!  BEGIN TO PROPHESY!  SPEAK HIS WORD, SEE HIS WORD COME FORTH IN YOU LIFE, IN THE LIVES OF YOUR SPOUSES AND CHILDREN AND THOSE YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH!!!! SPEAK FORTH HIS WORD!

 

December 4, 2008                  Our Beloved Prince Has Come

The Prince shall rise up unto you and offer Himself as a sacrifice.  Early in the morning you shall see HIM and He you.  You will be satisfied all the days of you life, because now He has taken you to a place of peace... because He is the Prince of Peace.  And when you walk, you will not faint, and when you run, you will not be weary because it is your hour now to come forth into His promises of everlasting life.  This life is life indeed to all your spirit and all your flesh.  It is time now to open the all the portals of your heart to receive Him as He is, and you will be as He is in this world.

Rainbow City, colors aglow of beauty, Spread forth your wings in delight of my LOVE.  Rainbow City, all aglow with the colors of My beauty of Holiness.  Spread forth your wings My little one and fly with me to the end of time, the end of space and I will love you there forever.  I will spend eternity with you forever ... and delight in you forever.  For you are indeed My princess and I indeed Your Prince.  You are indeed my delight and I delight in you because you love Me.

Mount up My princess, Mount up... for now is the time to mount up with wings like eagles.  Rise above, this is the eagles way.  Pursue strength... My JOY is your strength. 

December 2, 2008                      I AM YOUR TRUE FRIEND

Listen My Little Ones, those who truly desire Me above all else... those who desire to desire Me above all else... OH LET THIS BE YOUR DESIRE!!  For I AM the only ONE that has given life and breath, I AM the only One that will give you spiritual life and breath.  Know who I AM.  I am your complete sustenance.  I am not wind, I am not fire, I am not faith or hope, I AM a person, I AM Jesus. 

Do you think it strange that Father chose HIS only begotten Son to be this life for you?  Would you have preferred Me to be something else?  Think deeply now?  What more do you want than fellowship?  ...A true person to spend time with.  I am pleased to spend all your day with you.  I can truly do this, I AM Spirit and can spend time with everyone at the same time.  Do you sincerely believe this? 

You must believe this.  I will give you the faith to believe this.  I desire to be with you as a dear friend... one that you can share your most deepest thoughts with.  One that you can just sit with and feel close to and transfer love to one another.  This is the type of life I want you to live today.  Enjoy My presence, feel My love. 

Know that these words are for you.  Wait now on Me.  Wait on me... now... turn off your computer and find Me now.  I AM WITH YOU now to reveal MYSELF to you.

November 25, 2008

I am taking a break from the computer.  Maybe you should too.  God told me eat from HIS hand. Maybe it is time for us all to pack our bags and live in the secret place for a while. 

If you want to contact me here's my snail mail address:

Hannah

369 Jefferson Hill Rd

Nassau   NY   12123

 

November 20, 2008                               His Word

God's Word will never change.  He will always back it up.  We can never go wrong following His Word over the crowd.   He will bless our efforts if we try.  He will bless us if we speak His Word.  He will bless us if we use His Word to correct others.  Yes, I believe we need His Word more and more each and every day.  Those who do not follow His Word could fall into great deception.  

Be convicted by His Word, daily.  Do not be condemned, there is no condemnation for those who are In Him.  Humble yourself and He will lift you up. 

He keeps saying to me, BE COMPLETELY HONEST!  Be completely honest with yourself, to HIM, and to others.  We can easily lie to ourselves with half truths and sinful motives.  Dig deeper in the Word, this is not a time to slip away from reading the Word.  Ask the Holy Spirit to draw any deception out of your heart.  

Oh Holy Spirit blow afresh on us! 

November 19, 2008                     A Plain Old Bug's Wing

I really don't know what day it is... lol... well... this morning I was having a most wonderful time with God.  I found a wing of a bug on the floor.  and it was just brownish until it got in the sunlight.  then it was rainbow colored... oh my... then I looked and saw beautiful lace work... it was raised and I thought how the friction from the raised lacework helped it fly... and I was just hit by HIS LOVE.  I could only see love in this bug's wing.  LOVE LOVE LOVE.  can you see His love in all the things he has created?  oh my

November 16, 2008

THIS GLORY... HIS GLORY... has to be HIS.  HE GETS ALL THE GLORY AND nothing or no one can have it.  the glory is not found in a thing, it is in HIM.  When it gets to the point where we look to a thing, or a move of God or anything that is out side of JESUS, then we stray from HIS glory and we are creating our own glory. 

Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit... be glorified...!  not us, not the way we receive you, not any feeling of your glory... BE GLORIFIED... so that all will know YOU JESUS.... oh God ABBA FATHER,  of PAPA, BABA!  no more fear children, HE IS FOR US.

November 15, 2008

Come now to the secret place.  I will give you rest. 

November 14, 2008

Hear the Word of the LORD.  Whatever a man sows he will reap.  So many look at this as a money game.  But I am talking about a matter of the heart in action.  It is your heart I desire.  Give love to others, lay down your life for others, and you will get love and life. 

Lord God, I just made another video of the place you brought me to June 26th.  I want the focus to be on YOU not the cool things you do for us.  oh my.  That is how I got to that place.  I found you, I desired you above all things, OH GOD.  I must speak about this first.  I must change it.  I see now.  Thank you.  

I JUST DELETED ALL MY VIDEOS.  NO MORE.  PRAISE GOD.  It can't ever be about me.  ever.

November 12, 2008                             Still another 4

I have heard that the mystics of old... spoke about 4 levels of prayer.  1. asking, 2. communing, 3. visions, revelations, 4. trance, ecstacy, trance-lations  :) 

Press on.  There is more.  Don't give up till you trance-sition!  qwoooooo

November 11, 2008                      Fiery Serpent of Intellect

I had a vision of a black man's head that was in fire.  The Lord showed me that the black man has had a great gift that white man has tried to destroy.  They are a spiritual man.  Their culture is now destroyed by shame because they have been forced into USA/carnal mind of intellect. USA has an intellectual spirit, we have made education God. 

GOD DID NOT PUT US IN A LIBRARY, He put is IN A GARDEN!  OH MY

November 10, 2008                              Dream Obama

I had a very vivid dream, I believe it was real.  Obama came over to my house, and asked me to pray for him for deliverance of smoking.  I held his head in my lap like a child and God delivered him.  He  threw up a bit.  He was delivered but embarassed that he threw up and wanted to clean it up.  Very humble.  I said don't worry about it.  While his head was in my lap I received revelation about him.  That his brain is what he has always used, not his hands, and he is exhausted.  And deep in his heart he would like to use his hands to work.  And that he is not truly happy... because of this... very wild I am praying for him... It feels like he is my little brother in the spirit.  Very weird... Come Lord to him... 

November 9, 2008                           Gone with the Wind

I am experiencing a heavy weight of glory toking the Holy Ghost.  And God showed me, when we mess up, not to think we have to GET BACK to where we were before, but to just move forward into a greater place because we learned a good lesson by messing up.  mmmmm HE IS GOOD!

November 6, 2008

wow...

November 5, 2008

It feels like I am changed forever.  I have tapped into this realm of glory from some people http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFSkgGLXv6k   It is like taking a break from this world and living in the Spirit with out trying... I think it is only increasing.  What was effort to stay there is just happening now without even trying.  Now I am just wondering when I will sense the manifest presence of Father and Jesus along with this measure of Spirit.  It will happen... I know it.  Feast on these videos.... click on stacy's name... oh my.

November 5, 2008                                Barack Obama

I did not vote for Obama, mainly because I believed that the fate of our unborn in this country will not be changed if he is in office.  I do not believe 3,700 abortions a day in this country is pleasing to God.  Do you?  My hope was that maybe at least we could lower those numbers by changing some abortion laws.  BUT regardless of who is in office, I will continue in this hope.

Now that He has been elected, we must not be cursing him but blessing him and his family.  We must continue to pray for Him to be filled with all of God's Spirit and wisdom and trust that God has put him there as the Word says.  

Thank YOU Father, for giving Barack your wisdom to be president of this country.  In Jesus name amen. 

Barack- Barak in Hebrew means lightning, a gleam, a flashing sword, bright, glitter, ..  So Father let Barack have YOUR SWORD which is YOUR WORD as HIS LIGHT!  amen  OH GOD!

November 3, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BFSkgGLXv6k&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmidXPgHE-s

I am so whacked on GOD !  LOL

November 1, 2008                                        4

wow... I have been feasting on some videos on youtube from some intoxicated lovers of Christ.  Wildness.  Feeling a bit wasted myself.  Can barely type.  so..

Thinking more about 4 ... another 4... HE IS REVEALING HIS LOVE TO US...  (below "His Sound)

1. Deeper   2. Higher   3. Wider   4.  Further

If you seek Me you will find me.  There is no end to my love!  My Trinity will manifest to you...wooo

October 28, 2008

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XuoXqS-dock

eat our heart out oh goddd

October 27, 2008                          Gardens are for Lovers

To fellowship with others in a garden is a special thing.  He likes gardens too.  The tiniest plant was created by HIM.  The tiniest creature was created by Him.  We are thankful together and are in awe at our heavenly Father to give us such things... Together we look, smell, taste, feel, hear and enjoy HIS EARTHLY DELIGHTS.

What can compare to this!? 

What can compare to sharing this beauty with the ones we love??!!  We can lay down in lavendar beds, beside refreshing waters, under arbors of fruit trees, enjoying the blue sky above!  What can compare to HIS BEAUTY!?

I can tell you of a place that compares to all these earthly delights.  It is the place where Spirits are one.  There is more than just looking forward to living in a garden in heaven for eternity with God and others.  This place is beyond seeing or hearing natural things, beyond tasting or smelling natural things.  Yes, there is more than these earthly delights, that we might think are even more pleasurable in heaven... and they are...  BUT the place where Spirits made one, where we whirl and whooosh in an ifinate, eternal rest... of motionlessness, timelessness and spacelessness.  LOL!

This place is here on earth, fulfilled within by faith in Jesus.  Completion.  Peace and love made perfect.  Bliss.  Ecstacy.  Realty.  I am not just hoping to know of such a place, or dreaming an impossible dream.  I was there...  

Come with me... Won't you come with me?  Follow JESUS, HE will take you there.  :)  Peace 

October 23, 2008                                  Trust

The word TRUST set me free yesterday morning.  The Lord said it while I was impatiently waiting on HIM to flood me with HIS presence... LOL... I knew I was the hinderance... and HE said I was lacking trust.  When He said that wooooooo there I was in His presence.  :)

Trust is, I believe, BIGGER than hope, bigger than faith... and bigger than believing.  It is being FIRM in what you know is true.  He will give us the revelation of TRUST, and then give us trust. 

He wanted me to trust HIM to keep me abiding in HIM. 

I am praying everyday for my family (21 of us) with my sister in WA.  It has been delightful.  God is going deep indeed.  I got inspired by Paul Cox on sidroth.org, who was talking about generational curses.  God has given me more faith to believe that He will reveal a generational curse and how to deal with it.  So I have been doing some generational curse hunting.  If you have something in your family line that is sin or sickness, then it might be a curse from way back. 

So much has transpire in our praying.  One of the main things is realising a glimpse of how much God loves even my lil'ol family!!!! woooooooo.  Thank you Father!!!!!!!  oh my

We just want to give you FATHER SON HOLYSPIRIT all the glory!!!!!

October 22, 2008

Father has given all POWER to JESUS!  He is the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE.  HE is the beginning and the end and all the inbetween!  WE ARE NOTHING without him, and can do nothing without HIM!

He is the vine we are the branches.  We are to ABIDE IN HIM!  Oh JESUS!!!!

                   J        E        S       U      S    !    !    !

Father and Jesus are one, yet separate.  This is a great mystery, only to be understood by the Holy Spirit that is given to us.  Spirit to spirit we comprehend all mysteries.  We cannot reveal a mystery to another person... only the Holy Spirit can reveal it to you.  Jesus is the door to understanding all mysteries of God.  OH MY!  I am so completely over whelmed with Jesus right now that I DON'T care whether I KNOW A THING!!!!  LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

October 21, 2008                                  Our Father

I saw our Father's face.  He was knelt down playing with His little children.  He looked up at me.  He shines with the radiance of CARE!  He earnestly cares about each and every one of us.  He shines with all the attributes of Love... joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, ....etc.  He does not look at us with a judging eye, seeing the sin we commited... He looks past us and into HIS SON who took that sin away.  He sees us equally, like any good father that loves each of his children equally. 

It is up to us to believe this.  It is up to us to embrace this truth.  If you believe He will show you His face. 

I saw His face while conversing on line with my friend, Nilla.  She shared about her encounter of seeing HIS face, and I was built up with faith to close my eyes and try it.  Well, there HE WAS!

So maybe this has built your faith up.  Try it.  Close your eyes... He is waiting for us to look for HIM.

October 20, 2008                              Bless My People!

Look at the life around you.  The sky, the clouds, the trees, the birds, the water, the plants... they are all singing a love song to me.  My glory covers the earth as the water covers the sea.  I will speak out of these things if you are in awe of me. 

Look at your family members.  See the beauty I have put in them.  Look into their eyes and see mine shining back at you.  I have created them in my image, believe that and you will see them set free!  Enjoy the people I have put around you.  See what I see in them.  See their potential, their purpose, their value to me.  They are valuable to me!!!

Know that I have put value in each person.  KNow that I have given each person a special place in my kingdom.  Release others into their special purpose by speaking blessing over them.  I will give you the words to speak! 

October 19, 2008                        All people are MY PEOPLE

Faith works by love.  Galatians 5.6 

We are justified by faith.  Romans...

God is no respector of persons.  Acts 10.34

Paul reguarded his past as dung.  Phil 3.8

The earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof and all the things and people in it.  Psalm 24.1

I have heard people say that Israel is MY people, and that is true, but ALL people are MY people.  I do not put one person above another.  I see all people saved under the blood of my Son.  It is their choice whether they come.  Faith is how they come to me and finish their course. 

Declare my name to ALL people.  Declare my name to the ones that you desire least.  

I love my Hindu baby that was killed in the womb, I love the old Muslim man that died without hearing the truth.  Do not be deceived.  I do not put one above another. 

 

October 17, 2008                                 Faith

You cannot enter into my rest if you do not believe.  Love is the most important thing, but you cannot come to me without faith.  Hebrews 3 and 4 say this rest connects you with me, which is only found by laboring to enter into it.  Hebrews 4.11

There is a time before you enter into this complete rest of faith in me that is laborous indeed!  You have to die, your flesh has to completely die in order to find this rest of faith.  It is not comfortable.  You may think you can enter into this rest if you praise enough, or read the Word enough, or dance a little harder, or sit a little longer, or serve others more, or give all your money away... BUT I SAY TO YOU ONLY FAITH can bring you to me!!!

Faith works by love.  Galatian 5.6

Oh FAITH, I thank you so

That I can have you to BEHOLD

The Lamb of God

Who took my sins

And made me one with YOU again!

wooooooooooooooooo!

October 16, 2008                                 Love

Love is the most important thing.  To love me is to know me.  If you direct your love toward me, I will reveal myself to you.  All is summed up in love.  I AM love!  Bathe now in my secret love.  Let it penetrate even to your inner most being.  It will heal what ails ya! 

October 15, 2008                          Repentance is Sweet

Oh Jesus, flow through us.  Living waters for our thirsty soul. 

Forgive us LORD for all our foolishness. 

Take my yoke upon you and learn of me.  For I am meek and lowly at heart.  When you rise above the parameters of humility you fall out of grace and into pride.  Hush now my child, you are not capable of doing this.  I will help you if you stay with me.  I will not let you fall out of my grace if you still your tongue!  Be nimble.  Resist this enemy of pride.  Remember I have made you who you are.

Give me glory now! 

I have taught you, and guided you, and shown you, and I will continue to do so!  Repent and move on.  Don't be afraid of falling.  If you stay low you will rise with me above the need to be loved or accepted.

October 7, 2008                                    Psalm 23

This old psalm may have lost its umph for some of us, but it just hit me!!!   
If the Lord is our shepherd... If we are being fed and taken care of by HIM, WE WILL NOT WANT!

He will make us lie down in green pastures.  There we will lie in comfort, and be completely nourished by HIM.  He will lead us beside still waters.  He is the living water that will satisfy our thirst and bring us complete peace.

He will restore our soul.

He will lead us in paths of righteousness for HIS NAMES SAKE.

Though we walk through the valley of the shadow of death, we will fear no evil.  FOR HE IS WITH US, His rod and staff will bring us comfort.  He will guide and teach us by His Spirit that dwells within us.

He will prepare a table for us in the presence of our enemies.  He will anoint our head with oil.  He will ordain us and give us power over our enemies.  Our cup will run over.  His supply of love and power will never cease!  
Goodness and mercy will follow us all the days of our life!  

October 7, 2008

Ephesians 6.10  BE STRONG IN THE LORD AND IN THE POWER OF HIS MIGHT!  

2 Timothy 1.7  GOD HAS NOT GIVEN US A SPIRIT OF FEAR, BUT OF POWER, LOVE AND SOUND MIND... Sound mind equals TRUTH!  Holy Spirit is Spirit of Truth, He gives us the fruits which is summed up in LOVE, and Jesus said we will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon us.  Acts. 1.8

Rise up!  Yes, My weary ones, rise and receive My power.  I have given you all things that pertain to life and godliness.  I have also given you My power, the same power that rose Jesus from the dead lives in you!  What might you do with this power?  Press into me to see what I have for you to do today.  Stir up the gifts that are within you.

Job said what he feared most came upon him.  What you fear will come upon you.  Do not fear for your children, have faith I will keep them today.  Do not fear for your health, by My Son's stripes you were healed.  Do not fear that you will fall into temptation, I will keep you from falling.  Do not fear that you will not succeed today, whatever you do you will prosper.  Cancel out your fear by pressing into faith in knowing my love for you!  Know that I have good plans for you this day.  Know that it is My desire for your family to know Me.  I am wooing them this day!  REST now, in the truth of MY love.

October 5, 2008

Oh Father, thank you so very much for everything!  I so desire to please YOU!  Nothing would make me happier!!!!  Cause me to please you this day!  Ezekiel 36.27

October 3, 2008

    SHOUTS OF PRAISE TO YOU, OH GOD!!!

October 2, 2008                                 It's High Time  

I Am to be found at the right time.  If you are looking for intimacy with Me 5 minutes before you are supposed to fix breakfast, get ready for work or do some other thing, then you will only find Me preparing your heart to do these things.  I am right on time, to help you with what you need to do. 

If you are striving, always desiring Me and thinking I Am not with you, then think again.  I Am with You always.  But My timing is perfect, yours may not be.  In the wee hours of the morning or night, when you have nothing else to do for a while, I will be there for you in that intimate place. 

Get past desiring the gift I give, whether it be love or prophecy.  Desire Me above what I give.  Desire Me, like I desire you.  I do not love you because of what you give Me. 

October 1, 2008                                      Wings

He said to me this morning, "Spread your wings and learn to fly.  Wings like an eagle, wings like a dove."  Ps. 55.6-8,  Is. 40.31 

If I want to fly like a bird, I must give all my weighty burdens to the Lord, because we know birds are light.  The first step in learning to fly is getting out of the nest.  I must stop desiring to get fed by mommy and daddy and learn to trust in God. I must begin to spread my wings by looking to God for strength, and jumping into a life we may not know anything about.  Spiritual flight!  (As an example, in order to prophesy we need to make that jump and open our mouth (or pen) with only what we have a small unction of.)

Is. 40.31  Those who wait upon the Lord will renew their strength, they shall mount up with wings as eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. 

Come fly with Me, over the tops of the trees.  Come fly with me beyond the earths' boundaries.  Come spread your wings to their fullest, and let my Spirit raise you up.  Come soar upon my wind and live above with me!

Ps. 55.6  Oh, that I had wings like a dove!  For then I would fly away and be at rest.  Lo, then I would wander far off and remain in the wilderness.  I would hasten my escape from the windy storm and tempest.

Rest is Jesus... FLY with all your might till you find this rest!  :)

 

September 30, 2008                       Sacrifice of Praise!

Again there shall be heard in this place... the voice of JOY, the voice of GLADNESS, the voice of the BRIDEGROOM, the voice of the BRIDE, the voice of them that shall say, PRAISE THE LORD of hosts; for the Lord is good; for His mercy endures forever: and of them that shall bring the sacrifice of praise into the house of the Lord! 

September 30, 2008                             I love you

To each and everyone out there, I love you with an ever lasting LOVE.  More of Me will come to you if you expect.  Expect me to help you, to be with you, to show my love to you.  I have given you my Spirit to give you love, to give you truth, and to show you the way.  Expect me to over shadow you with my glory.  Be at peace now and receive!

September 29, 2008

How have you kept me, oh my God!?  I have never back slid or been lukewarm!  I have been passionate for you from the day I found you!  How can we leave the One with words of eternal life?

How can we not contend to know HIM greater and deeper every day?  We must, we must find HIM OUT!  We must search till we do.  We must apprehend HIM!  Don't give up!  He is there, always waiting for us to search for Him.  He will show of Himself in a spiritually way!  He will break down the barriers of the natural and make Him self known! 

IT'S easy!!!  :)

Oh Father of pure delight!  We love you soooooo much! 

Thank you for your praise this day.  Thank you for thanking Me! 

Oh MY!!! Glory to the LIVING GOD!  Glory to you oh GOD!  WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

September 28, 2008 

Oh Father,  My true Father!  My delightful, loving, dear Father.  You love us more than we will know, for your love is pure.  Oh Father, purify us so that we can love YOU with a PURE HEART!

September 27, 2008                              Emanate

When we emanate love, joy, peace, the Holy Spirit... we attract angels that will assist us.  But when we emanate impatience, hatred, unforgiveness, strife, anger, lust... we attract demons to assist us... OH MY!  I just heard this from Steven Brooks.  He was on sidroth.tv in April. 

September 27, 2008

So weird.  I heard, Paul Newman, yesterday... but I didn't know it was God.  He died.  Father, let it not be too late for me to claim his salvation, OH GOD!  MERCY!!!!!!

September 27, 2008                              Embrace

Hang on.  Hang on.  I will cause you to walk in My ways.  Ez. 36.27 

Be still.  Be still.  I will keep you in perfect peace.  Is. 26.3

Trust in Me.  Trust in Me.  Praise is the key to victory! 

Arise!  Arise!  My glory will be seen in you! 

I AM!  I AM.  Perfecting your love for Me.

I AM!  I AM.  Perfecting your love for others.

Feel my love now.  Feel my embrace.  Let it penetrate. 

Know that I LOVE YOU! 

KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU!  And desire to hang out with you today!!

Don't let evil thoughts come.  Shoooo them away.  Praise is the key to victory! 

Think about Me.  Think about feeling my embrace.  Wait on my embrace if you loose heart, if evil desires come and I will embrace them away! 

September 26, 2008                             HIS SOUND          

Praying with my sister today.  I see 4 winds of His Spirit of music or sound blowing and taking over 4 winds of the enemies sound.  I see a tuning fork coming down from heaven and touching water... all the water.  He harmony, His tune... the joyful sound...Psalm 89.15  Yes, I see God bringing harmony.  My sister heard harmony to our DNA.  He is calming the waters, bringing true peace in HIM to the earth... revealing Himself in the joyful sound that will come forth from the earth... oh my.  wow

Let your will be done.  

God has shown me things about 4.  The 4 living creatures, the 4 winds, the 4 gospels... now the 4 Beatles ?  LOL  Well... the number 4 could be his effect in the earth.  The spirit touching down, and the natural touching the spiritual, for those who have ears to hear.  About the DNA, there are 4 acids that make up DNA.  They can transcribe these 4 acids to read the information in the DNA.  There are 2 lateral sides, one has a flow of something... lol, going up and one down.  They do not touch, but the cells connecting do.  His will coming down to us, and then we connecting to the HOLY SPIRIT in our praise, prayers and prophecy going up to him... oh my!

PRAISE, PRAYER AND PROPHECY... very interesting.  ... :)  so much more...  later...

Praise, prayer, prostrate, prophecy!  the 4 p's  LOL 

September 25, 2008

I must say I got blown away today.  I heard about Anne Elmer from England, spending time with our Lion of Judah.  She said He sang to her.  And he sang some Beatles songs.  One namely, "Love me do."  

There certainly are times that God downloads His songs in people who do not know him.  I got on utube to see if I could find, "Love me do" and I did.  I got this huge revelation that the Beatles woooo-ed the girls just like Jesus is wooo-ing us!  

ALL WE NEED IS LOVE!  CAN'T BUY ME LOVE!  WWWOOOOOO

I guess I can't put the links on this site... And I do not suggest you look up Beatles songs because although there may have been a pure time in their life, they got very impure... :)  mmmm  Remember, it is never about the messenger if he is just a man, but the message.

I also see that some of the music is anointed but the words are not... like Penny Lane and Michelle.

September 25, 2008

FOREVER!  FOREVER!  FOREVER!  Live each day with eternity in your heart.  I AM eternal LIFE!  I AM your spiritual HOME.  Yes, even here on earth you can live in this spiritual home in Me! 

It is a place and you will know it.  It is a place where you can breathe My spiritual air and eat of My spiritual food... you will speak to Me and others spirit to spirit.   This spiritual land is not a foreign land, it is your true home.  You will learn to be comfortable here. 

It is for ever ever land!  You can stay here now forever!!  wooooo 

September 21, 2008

The only way to survive on this roller coaster is to hold ON TIGHT to ME!!!!!

WOOOOoooooOOO  WOOOOoooooOOOOOooooOOOOOO  WOOOOooooOOOOOooooOOOOOOO

September 18, 2008                               Deeper still

Yes, you are coming into uncharted land.  A new place in Me.  Don't think I am not here, I am.  You will find proof of this when you go to my Word.  Yes, it is true, this is Me.  My will is for you to move forward and learn more about Me and become more like Me.  Don't be afraid, I am still here. 

Have courage, many have gone before you.  You are not alone, you have a great cloud of witnesses cheering you on.  And most of all I am personally with you to help you navigate these new waters.   

September 17, 2008                            Break through

Sit tight.  This is one of those times where only faith can hold you.  Remember to remember the things I have shown you.  Know that you will break through.  Press in, victory is on its way.  Pray in the spirit.  Build yourself up.  Break through is coming! 

September 14, 2008       Anoint your eyes with eyesalve, so you may see

Don't lay up treasures  upon the earth, where moth and rust will corrupt, and where thieves break through to steal: Lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust will corrupt and where thieves do not break through nor steal: For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.   Matthew 6.19-21

The next 2 scriptures look out of place with these and the ones that follow, because from 6.19 to the end of the chapter it is talking about money and possessions.  But I think they fit right in. 

Matt. 6.22,23 The light of the body is the eye, if therefore your eye be single your whole body shall be full of light. But if your eye be evil, your whole body shall be full of darkness.  If therefore the light that is in you be darkness, how great is that darkness!

And the next scripture picks up again with, "No one can serve 2 masters....God and mammon."

So what does the eye have to do with earthly treasures?

God showed me something years ago about this, and I He is bringing it up again today.  Jesus talked about the eye in connection to money in Revelation.  Revelation 3.17,18 Because you say, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and you don't know you are wretched, miserable, poor, blind and naked: I counsel you to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that you may be rich; and white raiment, that you may be clothed, and the same of your nakedness does not appear; and anoint your EYES WITH EYESALVE so you can see.

The gold tried in fire, I believe is, a life that is tried by God.  A life that responds to His Spirit in obedience with love.  The white raiment, I believe, is living a life of repentance and receiving the cleansing of Jesus' blood.  But remember he is referring this to their attitude of being rich and increased with goods that had caused them to think they had it all together.  What deception. Matthew 13.22

I believe that the eyesalve part correlates to the scriptures above about the the eye, in Matthew 6.22,23. 

How do we see or perceive people that are poor?  Do we avoid them, not touch them or hug them, do we see them as lower than ourselves?  Do we see them with an eye judgment, discerning that they should just get themselves together, or go get a job?  Do we see them as our bother or neighbor, or as the scum of the earth? 

Have our riches spoiled us so that we have a caste system in our heart and even in the church.  Do you invite them to sit in the front row seat where the pastor usually sits. 

James 2.2 For if there comes to your assembly a man with a gold ring, in good apparel, and there comes a poor man in vile raiment; and you have more respect for the one in gay clothing...

The light of our eye is our body... Open our eyes LORD so that we see others like you see them.  You did not have respect for persons.

This has been a burden of mine recently because after watching the FL revival online on Godtv., I have been shocked at how rich in goods the Christian world is.  

Because you say, I am rich and increased with goods... BUT I SAY... you are poor, blind and naked!  They thought they had it all together because they were rich! 

What is Rick Joyner doing reopening something that caused a man to fall into the lust of the world?  What makes him think he is stronger?  Shouldn't we be spending our money on others who need it, not on buildings!  Shouldn't we be sharing our riches with the Body of Christ to make us equal?  2 Corinthians 8.12-14

Let us be warned ... we must know our heart!  What do we feel when we are around those in vile raiment?  Those who are literally wearing STINKING, DIRTY CLOTHING. Is our first reaction to give them new clothing, or do we have compassion on the person behind the clothing?

Why have we forgotten the words that are in the Word about riches?  Mark 10.25, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom.  1 Timothy 6.5-10, James 2.5, James 5.1, 1 John 2.15, Mark 10.23, Luke 16.11, Luke 18.24 etc.

I had a vision of Jesus walking into the revival in FL.  Not many people wanted to listen to this, and maybe if they did it could have prevented Todd from falling!  He walked in and He was taller than the ceiling.  The Holy Spirit emphasized his well worn sandals and rough garment.  As he was walking in I sensed His love, meekness, humility, gentleness, self-control and authority.  But he stopped right before the stage because there were 2 idols there.

One was of a fast food hamburger, the other was a fancy car hubcap or rim.  He told me they meant the lust of the flesh, and the ways of the world. These were the sins on Todd and many others in the church.  A woman began to play the violin and I felt the spirit of godly sorrow come forth.  But just as soon as she began, the worship leader began to sing above her playing and changed the tune to something else.  Woe to the leaders of the church who grieve the flow of the Holy Spirit.  Father have mercy on them!

There is a call for repentance.  We must repent for the worldly riches that we have lusted after. 

Leaders must work in the day like Paul suggested.  2 Thes. 3.8,9  Todd had a great focus on full time ministers.  He called them up to pray for them all the time.  But Paul said he worked as an example for us to follow.  We must not get rich off of the working class citizen; the father who has a few kids and a wife and does all he can to live from pay check to pay check.   I see extremely fancy sets on godtv.  Leaders are buying leather couches, fancy cars and houses, clothes and luxuries.  Personally, I don't want to know how rich they are!  WE must warn those who are doing this, and stop feeding their sin.  We will be judged if we feed this sin, just like they will be judged.

BEWARE Christians of this world, especially those on TV and in fancy churches, beware that the lust of the world will not eat your heart out and cause you to disdain the poor.  Be warned!  Anoint your eyes with eyesalve so that you may see!! 

September 13, 2008                             SURPRISE!!

Do not stop at one stage in your relationship with me and think this is it.  Do not think that I will always touch you in the same way each time.  There is a time to laugh, there is a time to cry.  Do not think one is better than the other.  Do not even think you need to feel a thing in your natural senses to know I am there. 

I am pleased with faith.  Remember what I said to Thomas.  Blessed are those who believe and do not see.  I say to you now, blessed are those who believe and do not feel.  You must believe first.  When you believe, I will manifest myself to you.  But do not expect that you know how I will do it... Let me surprise you this time!  :) 

September 13, 2008                   My Truth will Set You Free

Come to me now.  If there is any uneasiness in you, I will bring revelation to you of what it is.  The truth will set you free.  Don't try to avoid Me now.  Don't get up and do something that will only bring you a quick fix.  I want to bring you to complete satisfaction within and without.  I will give you complete peace and joy.  I am not here to condemn you or be hard on you.  What I will reveal to you will be a surprise to you.  It will bring you joy not condemnation!

I will not just take your duress away from you without showing you what it is.  It will bring you joy to learn what your duress is.  You have opened the door to this duress and unless you know what the duress is you can't get free from it.  Once you know the truth of your inner uneasiness, which could be manifest in a physical way, then that truth will be like a laser light to burn away the duress and it will immediately be replaced with JOY AND PEACE. 

Anything that restricts, confines, or limits Me from flowing through you has roots in sin.  If you are afraid, I will show you why.  If you are angry or impatient, I will show you why.  The truth will set you free.  I will never confine you or make you feel bound in anyway.  I Am complete freedom.  Sin brings imprisonment.  I bring freedom. 

I will never force you, or be harsh with you.  Sin forces you to continue in it.  Sin is your enemy, I AM come to bring you truth and My truth will set you free.  Once you sin you are bound to this sin, until you come to me.

I will not condemn you for your anger, I will show you the root of your anger.  The root of your anger is usually unforgiveness toward those who have showed anger to you or provoked you into the anger. 

Come to me now.  Know My truth.  The fruit of your freedom is knowing My love. 

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Now that you are free... breathe in deeply My joyful jubilation.  You will find that every part of your being is filled with my breath.  My breath fills you like the oxygen that cleanses your blood.  If you are not filled with joy and peace, spend more time listening to Me.  My truth will set you free.

Only you can close this door now.  I will give you the keys to lock this door behind you and to keep you out of your prison. 

September 12, 2008

Ezekiel 36.27  I will put My Spirit WITHIN you, and CAUSE YOU TO WALK IN MY WAYS!  

September 11, 2008                                   911

Nine eleven...  or nine-one-one...  Who do you call for emergency? 

The Lord said that many thought they knew Him this day 7 years ago. 

In light of this, God is saying, Yes, I don't care as much for your physical healing as I do spiritual.  Spiritual healing can only come by repentance and my Son.  If Lakeland was not a move of my spirit in repentance then only a measure of my spirit could be poured out.  Godly sorrow is deeper, and it brings about a thorough cleansing.  I will pour out my spirit of godly sorrow through those who have gone deeper. 

Seek deeper inward... do not desire your physical needs to be met by me until you have. 

Many thought they knew me this day 7 years ago.

 

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September 9, 2008                                Addiction

I heard ADDICTION this morning.  Maybe because I have been thinking about the worship leader from the church I went to Sunday.  He was smoking with a few girls outside after the service.  Maybe because I was thinking about my crazy dream I had last night where someone was trying to get me to do their addition. Or maybe because I am addicted myself to being distracted... or whatever it is that keeps me from focusing on the thing I need to get done!

Anyway!  Addiction... just look at the word!  I looked it up in my Webster's dictionary... HEY DICTION-ARY!  That's right!  AD-DICTION!  Ad means, to, and diction means, to say.  So what does that have to do with addiction?

That is precisely what I asked the LORD!  What is coming into my spirit is, think about this, pushers that push drugs.  That is what we called them in the 60's and 70's.   PUSHERS.  They never let up, they kept going back to that same person that bought from them... causing them to get addicted... hey!

They communicated by speaking (to say) to that person about the drug.  When I started smoking pot way back then, I didn't find a plant and by some wild imagination of my own start smoking it.  A friend of mine, whom I loved dearly, invited me to do it by speaking about it and convincing me.  And then he kept coming around with it.

What I am saying is, I believe the spirit is not in the pot, but the spirit is transferred to us from the person that gives us the substance.  AD-Diction.... why is it about speaking!? 

I am just thinking about something!!!  Then the spirit SPEAKS to us to get more of it or to do the thing over and over!  OH MY!

We know our body gets physically addicted to substances... but why do some people get addicted and others not.  I spoke to my friend this morning who has a masters in substance abuse councelling (or whatever it's called).  Interestingly she became an alcoholic for 15 years!  She said that when she started drinking, she was working in a bar at night while going to school and an older woman taught her that the only way to make it through work is to have a drink.  She learned from this woman to keep her drink full... and wound up a serious alcoholic!  She is 10 years sober now, PRAISE THE LORD!

I think this spirit of addiction that comes through people is like (or is) a spirit of Jezebel.  A controlling spirit!  So if you are in sin or doing something habitually that is not benefiting you or someone else, then you are in addiction.  And most likely, A PERSON invited you into this sin.  You need to forgive this person, pray for them and bless them and then command the spirit of control to go from you in JESUS NAME!  oh my! 

If we don't get rid of this controlling spirit then it is in us to control others. 

OH DEAR!  Forgive us LORD!  HELP US TO SEE WHEN WE ARE BEING CONTROLLED!  HELP US TO SEE WHEN WE ARE CONTROLLING OTHERS!  Cause us to pray for others that are controlling us!  And cause us to pray for others instead of telling them what to do all the time.  It is hard being a mother and then go out in the world and not want to be everyone's mother!!  Father, have mercy on those in your body who are in the depths of serious addiction!  Deliver those who are bound!  In Jesus name!  

Let your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.  Lead us not into temptation and deliver us from evil!!!   THANK YOU FATHER!

September 8, 2008                             Let's Get REAL      

I went to a local church yesterday.  I have been out of the traditional church for some time now.  This morning I am reminded why.  You walk into a building, sit in rows facing the front, never communicate to those around you, yet you have come to gather together to edify each other.  The worship leader sings songs he may not be feeling, the people sing the words with him whether they are true to them or not. 

It seems all fine till you leave. 

There can be no intimacy in a structure like this, no real touching-hearts-becoming-one.  Let's just meet in a room, no stage, no electric microphones to put one above another, let's pray for one another, pray for the body together, sing together... Be together. 

Father, I pray that you will cause the structure of the way your people meet to change so that people can engage with each other and ultimately become one.

September 8, 2008                            Purify Your Heart

Honor me with your heart.  Let not the words of your mouth worship me until your heart is pure.  Purify your heart by my Word that will convict you. 

Do not follow other peoples methods of finding me.  Come to me with a pure heart and you will find me.  There is no magic way to find me... there are no secrets to finding me.  Seek and you will find.  But I tell you you will not find me if you heart is not pure.  If you are trying to buy my fellowship with methods or good behavior you will not find me.  I can see through it all.  You cannot flatter me or sugar coat your motives.

Yes, I want you to find me, but more so I want you to purify your heart.  You will know when your heart is pure.  You will know because you will feel free to come to me.  And when you draw near to me, I will draw near to you.

My Son's blood has purchased your purity.  Come to me now in complete honor of my Son and what He has done for you. 

September 6, 2008                          His Second Coming

John 14.3  And if I go and prepare a place for you, I WILL COME AGAIN, and receive you to myself; that where I am, there you may be also. 

Reassuring words.  Words of peace and comfort.  Words of hope and restoration.  Words of a faithful Savior.  He is coming again to rapture us. 

1 Thes. 4.17 Then we which are alive and remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.

He is coming again.  He is coming when most least expect it. 

Thes. 5.4 But you are not in darkness, that the day should overtake you as a thief.

This day will over take you as a thief if you have not repented.  Are you are certain that you are not in darkness?

Luke 13.3,5  I tell you, EXCEPT YOU REPENT YOU SHALL LIKEWISE PERISH.

2 Thes. 1.8,9 In flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God, and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ: who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of His power.

September 5, 2008

Can I tell you ... what happens when one has spent time with God... years sequestering in the privy chambers with God....  AND THEN COMES OUT!??  Can I tell you how SMALL this EARTH is!!??? 

Can I TELL YOU HOW BIG OUR GOD IS!???

IT IS TRULY HIS EARTH... ALL OF IT AND ALL OF THE PEOPLE IN IT!  When it says pray for ALL SAINTS, it just doesn't mean the ones you know the names of... IT MEANS ALL!  Ephesians 6.22

When Jesus said to pray to the Father for him to let HIS WILL BE DONE ON EARTH as it is in heaven... he meant just that... the whole earth!  Why have we gotten sooooo territorial.  ONLY SATAN is territorial.  ONLY SATAN assigns his workers to specific places.. GOD GIVES US THE EARTH!

                         INCREASE FAITH IN THIS EARTH OH GOD! 

September 5, 2008                        He Will Heal the Earth

Yes, you are called by MY name.  Yes, you have humbled yourself.  Yes, you pray and seek My face.  Yes, you have turned from your wicked ways.  Yes, I hear from heaven.  Yes, forgive your sin.  Yes, I WILL HEAL YOUR LAND.  (2 Chronicles 7.14)

LAND - Strong's- 776- to be firm; the earth (at large, or partially a land): - common, country, earth, field, ground, land, nations, way, wilderness, world.

Hey, it says THE EARTH AT LARGE OR PARTIALLY.... Let your will be done on earth.... THANK YOU FOR HEALING THE EARTH LORD, AND EVERY ONE IN IT!  The earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof; the world and they that dwell in it.  Psalm 24.1

YOU ARE LORD OVER THE EARTH! 

September 4, 2008                               Comforter

Still having fun with the Holy Spirit!  HE IS SOOOOO SILLY!

I will send you another comforter...

COMFORT- (Webster's) com- prefix meaning with or together; fort - from fortress, meaning strong.

When Jesus said this word comforter, evidently people knew what he was talking about.  The Greek word, Parakletos means an intercessor, consoler:- advocate, comforter.

We understand that the Holy Spirit is our connection to God.  We understand that He is the one that bridges the gap between us and God spiritually.  That the same spirit that rose Jesus from the dead lives in us. 

If comfort is strong and together... then I see it as the manifestation of God within us. 

CONSOLER- com - same as con - together, and solace

SOLACE- root- to comfort, favorable, in good spirits, whence SILLY

SILLY- root- good, blessed, innocent, happy, prosperous, blessed (sense development: happy -> blissful -> unaware of reality -> foolish)

Have you been blissful to the point of being unaware of reality?!  WELL THEN I would say you are filled with the HOLY SPIRIT!   LOL

September 4, 2008                           Be Filled and Sing

With all the socializing I have been doing lately, God has been speaking to me strongly about the inner court and outer court as opposed to the holy of holies.  I certainly can use some sharpening when it comes to being around people.  Although my husband is not saved, and I should know by now how to manage myself in the outer court, I still fail miserably.  I spend most of my day with God and my son. 

I noticed something yesterday in Ephesians 5.18,19.  Right after it says, "Be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Holy Spirit;" notice the semi colon which connects the next sentence, "speaking to yourselves in psalms, hymns and spiritual songs..."  Notice it says SPEAKING, not singing.  Yet, then it says, spiritual songs.  Whether we speak or sing to each other is not the point of this. 

If you notice the psalms are filled with revelatory unction of who God is.  If we are filled with the Holy Spirit we will speak revelation of God to each other... or we should be anyway.  The stuff about how God protects us from evil, how He gives us strength and peace, how He is faithful and trustworthy, how He will guide us and teach us, how He will keep our house and family safe... etc.

Instead of talking about the problems you are having, speak My Word to each other.  Sing it to each other if you like, that will bring you joy!  Be filled with My Spirit and sing to me and each other the song of the Lord.  I will fill you with this song!  ENJOY the day I have given to you, sing a merry tune for all those around you to hear.  The song will enter into their heart and speak mysteries of who I am.  These are the spiritual songs and they will speak spirit to spirit.     

September 3, 2008                                    120

120 in the upper room... waiting for the fulfillment of Pentecost.  All were in one accord.  I can only guess that that meant they were all doing the same thing, for the same purpose.  Waiting to receive the power of the Holy Spirit to be witnesses of Jesus. 

I heard in the beginning of this year that God wants us to gather with others in ONE ACCORD for the sole purpose to wait to receive the power of the Holy Spirit to be witnesses of Him.  When I was feeling that strongly again just now, I looked at the clock and it was 10:02, and I look right now and it is 10:12.  Enough ones and 2's to satisfy my spirit with confirmation. 

So, gather saints!  Gather to receive HIM, together.  

September 3, 2008                                 Holy Spirit

Yes, My voice will be heard!  My Holy Spirit will be given!  He will speak, He will give power, He will give love!  He will comfort!  Nothing that is mine will be held back to those who hear and obey!

Be confident in this very thing, that I have begun a good work in you and will perform it until the day of the return of My Son!  Be confident, that even though you feel you have failed, I WILL continue to show you how to come back... HOW TO RETURN to ME!  I Am here waiting to help you finish your course!  

I am available to enable to you do what you think is sooooo hard!  I will do this thing through You.  I will give you the know how and the strength to do it.  You have used your own strength long enough and you know how miserably you fail.  Now come to Me, and receive of My Spirit which will empower you to do this very hard thing.  What is impossible with you is only possible with Me. 

Receive now, MY Spirit of power, love and truth.....  Holy Spirit.  

August 28, 2008                                  True Manna

You think you cannot face the day without your cup of coffee, but I am here to say, come to me and I will bring the rest that will energize you for the day.  You think you need physical stimulation, but what you are seeking is spiritual rest.  Leave behind your earthly needs and realize what you need is to be feed with true manna.  I AM the true manna come down from heaven.

I say that in your weakness I will be made strong.  Stop trying to be strong.  Stop trying to use earthly ways to receive the strength you need to face the day.  Look into my face.  See that I am SURE... See that My Word is PURE.  See that I will give you not only the strength but the ability and know-how to do the things that you need to do. 

August 27, 2008                                 True Riches

I have given my Word on this subject.  A rich man will hardly enter the kingdom of God.  He that lays up treasures for himself is not rich toward God.  Consider the ravens and the lilies.  The treasures of the world will distract you from me and others that need me.  Your faith will not be in Me but in your treasures. 

I do not watch TBN or pay too much attention to rich leaders of the church.  But it hit me yesterday how this rich sickness has over taken most leaders in the church in American.  I opened an email and saw some pictures of an evangelist's house that he was selling that he called a cabin.  My idea of a cabin is a tiny, rustic, one room, one story structure.  This was no cabin.  I was disheartened to realize that this man, whom I thought was pretty cool, lived in such luxury and doesn't even know it. 

WHY ARE WE GIVING OUR MONEY to the rich, when JESUS said give to the POOR!?

Why are we believing the lie that if we sow into their ministry that we will be blessed, when Jesus said don't even let your right hand know what your left is doing? 

In 1 Tim. 6, it says... And having food and clothing, let us be content.  They that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition.... FLEE these things, and follow after righteousness, godliness, faith, love, patience, meekness...

James says a lot about this subject.  2.5 God has chosen the poor of the world to be rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he has promised to them that love him. 

Oh, they say, "We just shouldn't love money, I don't love money."  Well I ask you then, do you love your treasures?  Your things that you think you deserve while others go without?  Others that are right there among you?  Others that give money to you that are not as well off as you?  You are laying up treasures on this earth and shutting your eye to the poor and that is sin. 

You may think America is a rich country but there are many poor among you.  You have not shown my mercy in giving even in the churches you attend.  You have taken money from poor people and have bought things for yourself.  I have not written in parables when it comes to money.  I have spoken plainly. 

Paul said that even he worked as a tent maker as an example for us to follow.  

Because you say, I am rich and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and you know not that you are wretched, miserable, poor, blind, and naked...... As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten.  Be zealous therefore and repent.   Rev. 3

August 26, 2008                                     Worship

Worship me.  This is a lost art.  People say that their meetings are worship.  They say that their buildings are places of worship.  They say that as you do things in my Name it is worship.  They say that the music portion of the meeting is worship.  But I am here to say that worship is a matter of the heart. 

This morning I looked up the word worship again, after the 1,000th time.  I want to worship God in Spirit and in Truth, and sometimes I forget how.  In Hebrew it means depress.  That word has a bad reputation.  Why are so many people on medication for depression, when worship means depress?  I feel if they would get lower then the feeling they are in.  That God is calling them lower.  That they have exaltled themselves above God.  He is even below their depressed feeling.  Of course once you get there he will lift you up!

Depress means to press down, sink down, weaken, lower spirits. 

Blessed are the poor in spirit.  This means a person with a repentant heart.  I feel if you are depressed, repent deeper. 

In our weakness he is made strong.

Worship is when we enter into a place of heart where we sink lower than God... with respect and reverence.

I looked up the word sink... I feel this word says so much.  I went into worship easily with this word.

Sink- to go beneath the surface of water, snow, soft ground, etc. so as to be partly or completely covered.

Worship is when we sink beneath the surface of things, our surroundings, circumstances, situations, needs, desires, etc., with a focus on who God is and a desire to love Him above all else.  I actually get on my face on the floor or ground.  This is not at all necessary but it helps. 

If we feel we cannot worship God, then we can just ask HIM for help.  He will show us how.  Of course repentance needs to be complete to enter into worship, but repentance comes when we begin to desire to worship. 

Back to the word sink.  When you get beneath it all and beneath God... HE WILL not partly, but completely COVER YOU!  Humble yourself to God and HE will lift you UP!

Oh my... nothing is better than to worship God in Spirit and in Truth.  amen

 

August 23, 2008  

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom! 

http://www.dutchsheets.org/index.cfm

Please read this wonderful thing Dutch wrote about Lakeland.  I believe it is the greater work that God planned to do in Lakeland while the whole world is watching. 

nuf said

August 22, 2008                                    Wisdom

I have always thought the book of Proverbs was redundant by saying over and over again... GET WISDOM!  I found out this morning that we have one word in our English translation for 8 Hebrew words for wisdom.  Yes, there are 8 Hebrew words that mean different things, for our one word wisdom. 

I was stuck on the word HONOR this morning while worshiping God.  I desire to HONOR YOU, OH GOD!  OH with adoration... actions... words and thoughts.   I felt that honor and love go hand in hand... yet honor is an expression of love.  Then I asked God to help me honor him all the days of my life... and the Holy Spirit brought me to WISDOM.  That out of our love for God we desire to honor God and with wisdom we can actually do it.

We can ask God for wisdom and He will give it to us. James 1.5....

One of the gifts of the Holy Spirit is "Word of Wisdom".  Don't we need this gift so much these days!?  You hear about the word of knowledge all the time, but not the word of wisdom. 

In the 8 Hebrew words wisdom means:

skillful, circumspect, intelligent, consider, expert, instructor, prosper, prudent, success, substantiate, support, ability, help, understanding, enterprise, working, substance, discretion, the heart, feelings, will, intellect, center of, care for, comfortably, consent, consider, courageous, friendly, broken, merry, knowledge...

Wisdom sounds like it is the essence of God's love working in us and through us.

James says, it is FIRST PURE... I never noticed he said FIRST pure... Pure means clean, innocent, modest, chaste, clean.... mmmm... like a virgin that has no other gods...

OH GOD I NEED WISDOM SO THAT I CAN HONOR YOU!!!!

August 21, 2008                                 Thank YOU!!!

The words "thank YOU" are just not enough!!!  No words can describe what I am feeling right now for YOU Father, Jesus, Holy Spirit.  That I might be counted as one who has been given faith to believe the Words You speak!!!  The words You speak about how You love me, and how it is Your desire to live in me!  I feel so unworthy to even have the privilege to read such words!!!

And the truth is YOU have freely given these words to everyone!  You freely have given these words of life to all!!!  HOW can anyone reject this free gift, or at least be curious about what You have said?!!

How might this be possible that I being NOTHING, can have such possibility to KNOW YOU JESUS, to KNOW YOU FATHER, and to KNOW YOU HOLY SPIRIT!  I am completely overwhelmed!!!!  Yes, the words "thank YOU" are far too inferior!  But I will say it and say it again and again!!!!

Thank YOU!  Thank YOU!  Thank YOU!  Thank YOU! OH MY.  How can I have the priviledge to say thank YOU to the Creator of ALL things!  I am completely overwhelmed!!!

I will not give away this treasure by stepping away from your grace!  I will always remember it is NOT me living but You in me!  I will not give this treasure away, but I will tell others how they also can have this treasure! 

Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life.  No one can know God except by HIM!  God is His Father, and wants to be your Father too.  Learn of Jesus and HE will truly show you the way!!!

August 20, 2008                        Stoke the Flames of Faith

Remember the things that I have put in your heart.  Remember the miracles, the small ones and big ones, that I have given you.  Remember my Word.  Remember.  In your remembering you will stoke the flames of faith.  Remember. 

Do you think it is wrong to be idealistic by believing for the ideal thing in your life.  Do not be afraid to have idealistic faith!  Stoke the flames of faith by remembering and believe for Me to visit you and abide in you.  This is the ideal life.  Sharing your life with Me is attainable by faith. 

August 19, 2008                               Martha or Mary

Are you struggling with the Martha vs. Mary syndrome?  Do you not know that when you sit at my feet for long periods of time that the work you need to get done will get done.  There are days that you will work and there will be days where you will sit at my feet and receive of me.  Do not worry about tomorrow, learn of me today.  When my Spirit is flowing that is when to drink.  Stay in my flow when you know you are in it.  Do not feel pressured to do other things if I am present.  WAIT!

August 19, 2008                             I walked this earth
To desire the exhilaration of my presence, over desiring me alone is idolatry.  When you are in idolatry, you are not my virgin and are in adultery.  You must put me above the feeling of my glory.  You must put me above the desire to prophesy.  You must put me above loving others.  You must love me above all.  

We watched a man fall.  We sat back and watched a young man fall into sin by desiring to feel "the presence" over desiring the presence-giver.  We saw it night after night, and supported his lust for feeling more of "His presence".  Having a "feeling" His presence is a byproduct of God, but not God.  

One day I had a conversation with someone on the phone.  This person was complaining about God not showing up in her life.  I was trying to draw her into being thankful with no avail.  After the conversation I was discouraged.  I went to the grocery store downtrodden, and right there while taking a can of beans off the shelf, the LORD said,  "I walked this earth."

A soberness came over me.  I understood immediately.  If our God does not do one more thing for us other than what he has already done by sending His Son to walk this earth then we should be satisfied with that.  HE WALKED THIS EARTH for us.  Just the thought of God coming here to this wretched place for us should be enough to satisfy us.  He was not translated here in His glorified state, but came into a womb of a woman as a tiny embryo.  He then grew inside just like we do, and was born in the pain of childbirth.   He lived a life without sin, being tempted in all ways.  He watched and waited for his appointed time to finally speak the truth.  Then he was persecuted, spit on, beaten, .... for us... and we say he hasn't shown up?  And we are still begging for more?

I didn't finish.  He was marred worse than any other man.  And hung on the cross to die... for us.  Can we even come close to fathoming that?  Can I tell you... I believe, in all these things he endured for us, they did not compare to the agony he experienced in the garden while praying.  Imagine the frustration of living with man who doesn't have a clue to who God really is... Could this have been part of his agony in the garden?... He was bridging that gap in prayer... OH MY!

Yes, be satisfied with what My Son has done for you.  And know it is the foundation that will carry you for the days of your life.  Know that if you keep this revelation of what My Son did for you as your home, then I will increase Myself to you in measures incomprehensible! 

August 18, 2008                            Seek and you shall find

Do I seem obscure to you?  Is my voice hard to hear, my face hard to see? 

Have you looked deep into your heart to see the thing that is hindering you from looking into the face of eternal life?  Look, I say, look into your own heart and find the seeds of pride that have taken root.  Find them before others are effected by them.  For the sake of others find them please.  

My spirit has been given to you as a light to find what is hidden in your heart.  Seek and you will find.  Then come to me with confession and I will take from you that hidden thing and teach you how to walk closer to me, so that you will hear my voice and see my face.  

Why are you afraid to speak my word to those you love.  Be kind, gentle and patient but speak none the less.  I am not showing you truth to keep to yourself.  I am showing you truth to bring it to light.  When truth is known all will benefit. 

August 9, 2008                                      Prophetic Rain

I am sending down my prophetic rain to water the seeds for harvest; to water the plants that already have taken root.  I am calling out my prophetic people that have been hidden for a season in the belly like Jonah.  It is time, says the LORD, to come out now from your place of hiding.

I will rain on you with my words to speak to a lost and dying world.  Words that will reveal to them who I AM and why they need ME.  Receive now the showering of my prophetic blessing.  

You have seen the results of the healing rain, now you are going to see what my words spoken will do.  Life and death is in the power of your tongue.  You will speak life.  I will send my water that flows from my throne to all who have been prepared for this hour.  This water will nourish and bring life to a dry and thirsty land.   

 

  OH LORD OF THE HARVEST!!!

             SEND FORTH LABORERS INTO YOUR TRULY PLENTIFUL HARVEST!!    

Matthew 9.37,38               

8-8-08

Keep a watchful eye... today is a day of surprises.  A day of harvest.  A day of fresh starts and small beginnings.  Do not despise the day of small beginnings!  I will show you how to move forward in the thing that you have been waiting for.  The prophecy that you have held dear in your heart will show signs of the flower of age.  Fruit, flourishing, harvest... to the things I have put in your heart.

Keep a watchful eye... this is a day of signs and wonders.  I will speak some of them with my still small voice... I will reveal some with a crash-bang-boom! 

Be ready, it is time to come and dine.  It is time to eat of my good pleasures!  It is a day that will be remembered, a day of memorial.   

August 7, 2008                                  The Earth is MINE

Do you see what I AM doing in this earth?  Can you notice MY handiwork?  Do you see that I AM accomplishing the thing that I desire in this earth?

It may not look like MY EYE sees all things but it does.  Satan can only do what I allow him to do.  He can only work within My parameters.  If something bad happens to you don't be too quick to give Satan all the glory.  Be aware that I AM God not Satan!

I AM merciful.  I will hold back the reaping of your sins if you come quickly to me and confess.  Satan cannot touch you or your household if you quickly repent.  Come and confess to me your sins so that your whole household can benefit by My mercy. 

If you are not living in my complete peace then you must search for the sin that is lying deep within your heart.  My Holy Spirit will target that sin and expose it to you.  If you live with any unrest, come to me now and I will reveal it to you.  If you have constant bursts of frustration, anger, lust, strife, contention, sadness, come now and I will bring it to light.

Do not let one day go by without receiving my full cleansing and infilling. 

Now your eyes see what I AM doing in this earth.  Now your faith is beginning to stir within you to see me working on the prayers that you have prayed. 

Now you will thank ME for who I AM and not for what I do for you.  Now you want to know me.  Now your desire is for me and me alone.  Now I will show myself to you and you will be completely satisfied.

NOW you can live in the present and do not need to live in your past and your future.  Now you can enjoy each moment of the day filled with faith, knowing my eye is upon you, my heart is upon you, my love is upon you.  Now you know you can trust me.

Come now... come and let my Spirit show you the reason for your unrest. 

August 4, 2008                                        Babies     

I have had two dreams in a row about a mom who is not nurturing her baby.  She weaned it far too early and did not hold it or love it.  In the dream this tiny baby immediately transformed to look like a mature man.  It was intelligent, but it was still a baby deep inside.  The mother wanted the baby to grow up before its time.  In the dream I held the babies and they were transformed back into babies and received my love. 

I feel the Lord is saying that this has happened to many in the natural and in the spirit. 

As a baby you were neglected of physical comfort that was detrimental to your growth.  Your mother did not devote her time to you, hold you or breast feed you, and if she did she weaned you far too early.  As you grew you noticed that your parents were busy living their own life and you were neglected.  You never felt you were good enough because they always expected you to be more mature than your age.  You never thought they were pleased with the uniqueness of who you were so you acted like others to please them.  As a result you never felt comfortable in who you were and became insecure.  You searched for love and acceptance, purpose and identity. 

But CHEER UP!....That is why you have found me!! 

Now that you have found me, you go to church and as a baby Christian you think Christianity is all about helping others.  You have learned how to please others in your life, so as you work hard in the church everyone thinks you have it all together.  You are very successful outwardly, but inside you are still that wounded baby.  You even come to think that you are fine because others think you are.  

I am here to tell you that helping others is good only if you have learned to receive my love first.  You have nothing to give others until you come and get healed in my love.  There are mature Christians that know my love and can love you and help you get healed, but only to a certain degree.  If you come to me and I will reveal my love to you and bring you to complete healing.  I desire to heal all your wounds from your past so that you can be who I recreated you to be. 

I will heal you so that you will ENJOY being who I recreated you to be.  I will heal you so that you will not be jealous of others or desire to copy others.  You are unique and I will heal you so that you will walk in that uniqueness. 

I want you to come now like that little baby that was neglected by their mother.  I will hold you in my everlasting arms of love.  With my love, I will fill that hole in your heart that should have been filled with love from your parents or spiritual parents.  I will touch your most inner being with my love. Tarry now in my presence.  Believe that I am here to touch you now.  Believe that I want you to be totally healed.

August 4, 2008                                          New

Come to me now and receive a new word specifically for you.  I will bring refreshing to you with my Spirit.  Do not live on yesterdays touch from me.  I desire to fill you now afresh with my love. 

One day in this world without me is far too long.  Come to me now and receive of me.  I will lift your burdens and carry your sorrows.  I will create in you a new thing.  You will know it... it comes from me and is me. 

Enjoin with me, tarry until you find me.  Release your cares to me. 

August 3, 2008                                      Ephesians 3

Tarry not in this space and time.  Come now unto my eternal rest.  Where you may partake of the unsearchable riches.... where you may have fellowship with the mysteries which have been hid in Me from the beginning of the world... where you may access the manifold wisdom of God... where you might know the principalities and powers of heaven... where you will be strengthened with might in your inner man... where you will comprehend My love which surpasses knowledge... where you will be filled with all the fullness of Me.   Ephesians 3

Tarry not in this space and time... my place is eternal... come now. 

August 1, 2008                                   Full Cleansing

My blood washes you much like soap that cleans away dirt on your skin.   

Take a nice bath now in my blood. 

I am cleansing your mind from the lies and filth of the world.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your mind.  Selah

I am cleansing your emotions from the abuse of self and others.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your emotions.  Selah

I am cleansing your hands from the abuse you have given to others and from dead works.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your hands.  Selah

I am cleansing your feet from the wrong directions and paths that you have chosen.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your feet.  Selah

I am cleansing now your eyes from the evil that you have looked at, and from wrong perceptions.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your eyes.   Selah

I am cleansing now your ears from the evil that you have listened to.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your ears.  Selah

I am cleansing your tongue from the evil and idle words that you have spoken.  Receive now by faith the cleansing of your tongue.  Selah

I am cleansing your mouth from the taste or desire of lust and worldly things.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your mouth and desires.  Selah

I am cleansing your nose from wrong judgment and attitudes.  Receive by faith the cleansing of your nose.  Selah

I am cleansing now your reproductive organs from any impurity.  Receive now the cleansing of your reproductive organs.  Selah

With my blood now I am cleansing your whole body from physical sickness.  Open your spiritual eyes and ears to see whether you need to repent of sin or forgive others.  Generational curses cannot stay in MY body.  When you are washed in my blood you are free from sickness and disease.  Look at the area of your body that needs healing with your spiritual eyes and receive the thorough washing of my blood now.  Selah

1 John 2.27  The anointing which you have received from Him abides in you and you don't need any man to teach you:  but that same anointing teaches you of all things and is truth and is no lie, and even as it has taught you, you shall abide in Him. 

Without the Holy Spirit teaching you it is impossible to appropriate the Word of God for yourself.  My Word of Love received in a Spirit-filled vessel will renew your mind from lies, confusion, oppression and depression, and demons will flee when you speak it.  You will create life or death with your spoken words.  The truth will set you free.

My anointing which comes by the Holy Spirit, is like oil that deeply penetrates.  It soothes, strengthens, restores, renews, protects, nourishes... etc.  Receive now the oil of my Holy Spirit.  Selah

Ezekiel 36.26,27  A new heart I give you.  I have put My Spirit with in you and cause you to walk in my ways and do them!    

Now I am filling you with My Holy Spirit!  Receive the fullness of MY Holy Spirit!  SELAH

July 31, 2008                                    Husband and Wife

Listen to me about this issue.  Not everyone can receive the truth of this.  I have said that there are some that make themselves eunuchs for the kingdoms sake.  They are married to my purposes and live a life devoted to me and me alone.  Once you have tasted the joy physical intimacy your life will never be the same.  You will desire your spouse over me at times.

Yes, I am jealous for many married people.  Their lives are filled with much time spent enjoying each other and working on their relationship.  They think they are fulfilled in doing this, but they are not.  I am the ultimate bridegroom.  I am the desire of your heart. 

If once you are married and come to know I am the desire of your heart, and your spouse is not in agreement to that, then do not focus on their disagreement.  Do not let your life be focused on this disagreement, focus on me.  I will fulfill all your desire and all your needs.  Your spouse cannot do this for you. 

If you begin to live your life for a person then you are missing out on living your life for me.  I should be your focus, I am your life worth living. 

I will heal all the wounds you are carrying from any abuse from wives and husbands.  Once you have forgiven them, I can come and set you free to love them.  You will not have any confusion about how to live with them.  I will show how to love them with my love so that they will know Me.  I will show you how not to be hurt by their harsh words or actions.  I will shield you from any attacks as you focus on me and desiring to love them with my love.  I will cause you to desire ME above them and to see them as I see them.  Rise above the parameters of this world, you are not of this world.  See them as spiritual beings whose end is to be one with me. 

As you live this spiritual life on earth your environment around you will respond.  The people and things around you will respond to my glory that surrounds you.  They will desire what you have as you live in me and I in you.  When you spend time in my presence the atmosphere around you will come alive with my glory. 

Do you see the sparks of my glory now glistening around you?  Your house and your yard are responding now with my life! 

 

July 31, 2008                                             

Matthew 19.11, 12  "All men cannot receive this saying, except for those to whom it is given.  For there are some eunuchs, which were born from their mothers womb: and there are some eunuchs, where were made eunuchs by men: and there are eunuchs which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven's sake.  He that is able to receive it, let him receive it."

I wonder how many men or women in this day and age have made them self a eunuch for the kingdom of heaven's sake?  If this is something that helps the kingdom of heaven then show us more about this, oh God.  Paul said to be married will bring trouble in our lives.  He said it is good not to touch a woman, but to avoid fornication take a wife.  1 Cor. 7.1  He said that time is short and if you have wife be as though you don't have one... so that you may attend upon the Lord without distraction. 

I believe the physical intimacy between a man and wife is not as necessary as men think.  I believe even after being married for some time, men need to see that it is not wrong to desire intimacy with God over their wife.  Paul said time is short, and even though we see it not being that short, maybe if we all focused on bringing souls into the kingdom instead of having children the time would have been shorter. 

According to Paul the only reason we are to marry is to avoid fornication.  Since the world is now fruitful and multiplied, is there a better way? 

Folks there is no genitals in heaven.  This is something to think about.

Most Christian women I know that have gone past their time of conceiving children have lost the desire for sex, but their husbands have not.  They give in to please their husbands as the scriptures say, but they feel used.  Men feel rejected if the woman is not used in this manner.  Is this God's ultimate plan?  Maybe women should just love their husbands to the point of enjoying seeing them be satisfied with sex even though they themselves are not into it.  Maybe women need to get some healing about feeling used.  Maybe they should enjoy being used in this manner.  If anyone has answers to these questions please email me. 

If men do not desire a woman they are classified as odd or gay.  There is great pressure for people to have a spouse even in the church.  Because of the rampant spirit of lust in this world, men or women that are born eunuchs most likely are tempted to become either perverts or gay. 

Father, we pray for more wisdom and clarity about this issue.  We pray for purity in our hearts and minds.  We pray that we will be able to present our bodies as a living sacrifice to fulfill the high call of Jesus Christ. 

 

July 30, 2008                                         Distractions

What are you doing now to escape my still small voice?  Are you using this computer to avoid me?  The thing that you desire most will be easy if you come to me and stop looking to others.  The information you are seeking to satisfy your mind by googling can be found in the spirit place in ME. 

Why are you avoiding the ONE who IS THE WAY, who is THE TRUTH, who is the LIFE?

You have found ways to satisfy desires that pull you away from the true Desire of the Nations.  I am the desire of every living soul.  You sit and stew in your sorrow, and when I want to touch that exact thing that needs to be healed you get up and eat, or watch a screen, or find someone to talk to.  Stop avoiding me.   I am the only One that can help you. 

The thing you do is not your problem.  I will show you the thing that is in your heart that is causing you to do the thing that you do to avoid coming close to me.  This thing in your heart is unrest, and I can only give you rest in that place that has been wounded.  When this area of unrest in your heart is healed by me you will enter into rest.  In this place of rest... in this spirit place, all of what you need to do to pursue the purpose that I have created you for will be easy.  You will be able to love with my love when you take the time to be filled in my presence. 

Your need is Me.  I AM who and what you need.  I have all the answers to your questions.  I will heal your broken heart and set you free from what is keeping you in bondage.  I will help you to stay free from fear, lust, anger, addiction or anything that you know that you do that is ungodly.  I AM here to give you not only information but revelation, not only wisdom but the help to carry it out.  I will walk this one out with you.  Don't you know that I AM here continually.  Stop avoiding me.  Stop ignoring me.  I am who you need. 

Expect that I will reveal myself and all truth to you.  I will speak to you in many different ways.  My ways of speaking are not hard to find.  I AM TRUTH. 

Focus now on me. 

I admit, some may find it hard to reach this spirit place in Me, but it is only hard because you are not used to coming here.  You have forgotten the Way.  I AM the way.  The more earnest you seek and the more time you spend seeking Me the easier it will be to find me.  You will know when you find me in this spirit place.   

What you need to do right now is turn off your computer and seek me and you WILL find me. 

July 29, 2008                                   Whooooooooosh

Before long, you will understand .... You will understand the beauty, the rest, the utter invisibleness.... of LOVE!  It is here and now, but my creation has gone wild.  It has taken a turn and exploded with chaos, but I am all you need to enter into order.  I am the first and last.... one plus one equals two... that is all you need to know. 

Relax I have made things easy.  All of what is seen is now unseen.  All that is known is now unknown.  Nothing matters anymore but me... I am the way truth and life.  all you need is me.  I am all you need.

I will take you to never never land... where there is never strife or chaos.... where there is never tongues of anger.  I will take you to never never land where you will never desire... all is finished and complete.  I will take you to never never land... don't wait till your time here has ended... come with me now...

whoooooosh   !

 July 29, 2008

When you're weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
I'm on your side. When times get rough
And friends just can't be found,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

When you're down and out,
When you're on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
I'll take your part.
When darkness comes
And pains is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.

Sail on silvergirl, (silver redemption)
Sail on by.
Your time has come to shine.
All your dreams are on their way.
See how they shine.
If you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind.

Simon and Garfunkel and HOLY SPIRIT ... :)

July 26, 2008                                      Desperation

WE ABSOLUTELY NEED TO FEEL YOUR LOVE, OH GOD!  WE NEED TO KNOW IT, AND FEEL IT!  WE CANNOT LIVE ONE MORE MOMENT WITHOUT FEELING YOUR LOVE!!!!

July 25, 2008                                     Perfect LOVE

(No picture... I got tired of seeing my face when this is all about HIM!)

"Most of all, people need to know that I LOVE THEM.  They need to know that any love that is experienced here on earth pales in comparison to my love.  My love is good.  My love is strong.  If you know that I love you, you will trust me.  You will trust that I am with you.  You will desire to commune with me.

Please know that my son has finished his work.  He has taken away your sins so that you can come to me.  Do not be afraid to come to me to tell me how you are feeling.  I can heal all your wounds.  I will help you stand strong.  My love is the most important thing. 

Please come to me so that I can give you revelation of how to receive my love.  I will show you how to receive my love and then I will heal your wounds.  Please come to me so that I can give you revelation of how to forgive others, how to love others.  I will heal you and then cause you to forgive the ones that have hurt you, then you can love others. 

I will help you to live a happy and content life.  When you come to me and commune with me I will fill you with love.  Ask of me and I will fill you with LOVE.  When you know that I love you, when you really feel my love, then you can love others.  Come and commune with me.  Lay out your soul to me, do not be afraid of the sins in your heart that you have kept secret from me and others.  I will love them all away.  My love will fill you if you come and commune with me. 

People need to know my LOVE... they do not need your wisdom, your counsel, your words of knowledge.  They need to know my LOVE.  My words will always speak of my love.  They will bring people to a place of knowing my love.  I AM LOVE and there is no other true love." 

July 24, 2008

Romans 8.29   For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be CONFORMED to the image of HIS SON!                          We are being conformed to the image of Jesus!!!

He has given us a new spirit and will cause us to walk in His ways.  Ezekiel 36.27 

Jude 24  ...He is able to keep us from falling and present us FAULTLESS before the presence of His glory with exceeding JOY!

July 23, 2008                                        Speak My Name

Think again, check again.  Wait on me.  Listen.  Prevent those actions and words that may hurt others.  You can prevent them by learning what love is.  Encourage others so that they will desire to know me.  I am the source of their need, not your worldly wisdom.  If you want to give counsel to someone, tell them about me.  Don't beat around the bush anymore.  Live for me.  Live each day as a day to share me with others.  I have freely given to you, now freely give me to others. 

Don't be afraid to speak my name in this earth.  If you show others my love, tell them about me.  If you make a mistake and have to tell others you are sorry, tell them that I convicted you.  Do not give your self credit for your humility.  Do not be afraid to speak my name in this earth.  I will reward you for the times you speak my name to others.  Many angels will protect you when you speak my name to others.  I will give you more grace as you speak my name to others!

Speak my name! 

July 23, 2008                                           Be Thankful

Do not be discouraged by the failures in your life.  Do not stay in self pity.  Repent.  Be thankful for what I have done in your life.  Be thankful for what I have done through you for my glory.  Saying sorry to someone who is continually wronging you is hard.  Only I can do this through you.  You have to see what I am doing on the inside of you. 

I am not impressed with great feats that people do in my name.  I am impressed with humble and contrite hearts who look deeply into their own hearts to judge them.  Notice that this is what you are doing; you are judging your own heart and I am pleased.  Do not be discouraged now for the things that I am revealing. 

Be thankful now for all the things I am doing in your life.  Be full of faith for all the things I can do for you and those you love.  Be discerning in how to walk and pray this day.  I will answer your prayers for your self and others as you walk in faith with your eyes open to my highest calling for them and you!

July 22, 2008                                           God is good

God is good.  This is a favorite saying of mine.  I feel it says it all.  God is good...

I have always noticed how God is one "o" away from good.  The Holy Spirit had some fun with this this morning. 

God made the heaven and the earth and all the things in it and called it very good.  The original creation was very good.  Gen. 1.31  Now this extra "o" was given to the creation from God to make it good.  God is good... creation is good. :)  

This "o" could be also a zero and a circle.  A zero is before one.  We could say a zero represents the day or time before creation.  A circle goes round and round and never stops, so it can represent eternity/infinity, eternally before creation (and of course eternally after).  All good.

This "o" looks like a hole too.  It also looks like a whole thing too, complete in itself.  This hole could represent that opening to eternity, or the "o" that was taken from God to make good which is the good of God who is Christ.  Christ was one with God and was taken from God to come here... good stuff...

The creation was good, but got bad.  But now whatever and whoever is in Christ is good again in HIM.  He is our only good part.  That was the plan from the beginning, to have God in us again, the good in us is back!  So that brings us to being "o" whole.

So, come to this "o" eternal rest through the "o" hole who is Christ, by becoming "o" zero or nothing to become "o" whole in Him.  YAY!!!!!

God is good.

 

July 21, 2008                  Life and Death are in the Power of the Tongue

I can help you do what you need to do.  All the wisdom in Proverbs is accessible to you by prayer.  Ask of me and I will enable you to keep your tongue.  Your tongue is like a fire.  You are not able to tame it, only I can tame it for you. 

A quiet voice is more effective than a loud voice when you are trying to make your point heard.  I will enable you to keep your voice quiet.  A meek and gentle spirit is precious to me. 

My people talk too much.  Listen to my voice to know what you must speak.  Take time out of your banter to listen to me.  Be quiet and listen to my voice and speak what you hear the Holy Spirit saying.  There will be time for you to say what you need to say.  One word from me is better than volumes of words that are not. 

Listen to others.  Let others speak.  Care about what others are thinking and feeling.  Do not boast about yourself and your children.  Share what I have done in your life.  Tell others about me so that they know it is not yourself that gets the glory for your accomplishments. 

Humility is seen when your tongue is quiet.  Keep your tongue, keep your tongue!  You can speak life or death.  Your tongue cannot plant a garden or build a house, but it can change your life and others.  I care more about people than I do buildings and gardens.  You should care more about people than anything else here on earth. 

Your tongue can build beautiful lives around you or it can create ugliness.  Speak life to others and you will be surrounded by life. 

The fruit of the Holy Spirit is available for you to eat.  Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faith, gentleness and self control. 

Come to me now, cast your burdens on me.  I will bring healing to your emotions, rest to your soul.  All your anger I will forgive and restore peace.  All your discouragement I will give revive with hope.  Come to me with all your emotional needs and I will revive them with the fruit of the Holy Spirit. 

Wait on me now.

July 20, 2008                                       You need me

I had a great time Saturday (yesterday).  My space was under 2 huge trees, so I didn't get too much sun.  The last 2 years there, I was in the sun and even though I am under a covering it still gets very hot, and I wind up a bit dazed.   I set up all by myself, and I DID FINE!  Something I learned, when you have to do something you do it!  This was confirmed by meeting a 91 year old woman who was spry because she has to do it.  

I feel that may be a message for us. 

Are we desperate for God?  Are we reminded daily, moment by moment that He is returning for us?  Do we tell others about him as if he may return soon?

If we NEED to do it we will be able to. 

Lord, show us our need.  Show us that we need you in our lives moment by moment so that we will be witnesses for YOU. 

 

July 18, 2008                                          Eternal Spirit

Pray for me, I have a craft fair tomorrow.  Lord, let your presence fill the atmosphere around my booth, so that even those who walk by and don't buy anything they will be blessed Your presence, and the childlike joy of the skirts.  Jaunty means carefree, confident and joyful... FREEDOM!...  I pray that everyone who walks by will desire YOU who is the giver of those things.  Give me opportunity to plant seed, water, and even catch me some fish!  :)

The Lord said, "Hebrews 9.14", this morning.  "How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the ETERNAL SPIRIT offered himself without spot to God, PURGE YOUR CONSCIENCE from DEAD WORKS to serve the living God?"

[The Eternal Spirit...  God is the eternal Spirit... those words hit me about my encounter on June 26.  Yes, I was one with HIS Eternal Spirit.] 

His blood purges our conscience from dead works to serve our living God.   Our conscience is what we think!  Our thoughts are purged by HIS blood!  amen.

"Yes, to know me is to be purged by me.  Receive now the fullness of MY purging, even your mind, so that your works will be profitable, so that your works will be of rest and not strife.  Cease from your own works and enter into MY finished work!" 

 

July 15, 2008                                   Love your enemies

You have heard that it was said long ago, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, but I say to you whoever hits you on the left cheek, turn to him your right cheek and let him hit you there.  If any man tries to sue you or take away your clothes, give to him your coat also. 

I am not just saying walk away from those who do wrong to you, but show them how much this wrong has no effect on you, by letting them wrong you even more.  This will change them.  Life should not be about protecting yourself from others who wrong you, but your life now is about helping others see me in you.  They will see that I am in you when you are not afraid of them.  Do you have the faith to believe that if someone takes you to court to sue you that you do not have to defend yourself.  I will be your defense. 

Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them who despitefully use you and persecute you.  I will enable you to love your enemies if you desire to.  By loving your enemies they will be ashamed and will learn about me.  They will know that no person can do such a thing, and they will want this type of love.   

 

July 14, 2008                                  I AM for you

Be at rest my beloved.  Know that I am for you not against you.  Know that I see what you have done, what you are doing and what you are going to do.  I am not surprised or ashamed of you.  It is your heart that I see.  When you know you have done something out side of my will and you immediately feel bad about it, I see a heart of a child that got caught doing something bad. 

This heart pleases me.  You know I am watching... you are not trying to sneak away from me any longer.  This heart pleases me. 

Now, don't be afraid to go to the person and confess your failure.  They will only look up to you when you do this.  They have done the same thing, so they understand how hard it is to make things right.  This will bring you complete deliverance from the guilt that you are carrying.  If you go to the person it will help you to not do this thing again. 

 

July 10, 2008                                    Eternal, Infinite ONE

I would like to share with you what I wrote in my journal the day I was in the place of Oneness on June 26.  This is literally what I saw and felt.

"Coming to YOU...      Entering into the vast of eternity...     The expanse of endless universe is all my eyes can see...    Unbounding love, joy inexpressible permeates this place...  Knowledge cannot hold its grip on me...    For all my days are spent in the place, because I see no other now... All the times without you are out of reach...   Now is eternal, now is infinite, now can only hold YOU."

"No bottom, no top, no sides...  No mountains, no valleys, no sea...   This place exists, You fill it up and I am ONE with YOU!   You are not man, YOU ARE ALL... OH MY."

"Alone with YOU.... You are not seen but enjoyed..."

As I stayed in this place, God gave me more revelation about it.  It was a place where He and all that has His spirit is one.

 

July 9. 2008                                              Hypocrite

Do you not know that your actions speak louder than words?  The pride that is in your heart is causing you to do the thing that you hate most.  You call yourself a Christian?  You bear my name but you do not reflect me.  Just because you believe in me does not make you a follower of me.  If you truly want to follow me then you must desire to be like me. 

Looking like me is not being like me.  You may think the world is not noticing the hypocrisy of those who bear my name.  They are noticing, and when they truly want to find me they look elsewhere.  Don't you know they are testing me by your actions? 

You tell others not to look at man, that man will fall, but it is you who is supposed to reveal my light.  You are the light of the world now.  I have given you the light and you have used it for stardom and riches.  It is obvious to the world but you are blind to it.  The world is looking for truth.  They understand the lies of riches and stardom.  They know it is not what they are looking for.  So they are looking to Buddha.  He thought that he could attain the peace I spoke of by doing.  But he never could and never did. 

Know that those who want me are looking to other gods that promise them peace with their rules of life.  I am the only giver of peace and you have forced others to look for this free gift of peace elsewhere.  They will not find true peace, because peace is not found in what you do but only in me.

Show the world the truth of who I Am.  Show them I am not full of pride.  I do not need things to impress others, nor do I do things to impress others.  The world is not impressed and neither am I.  They are looking for the real thing. 

I said feed the hungry, give a drink to the thirsty, take in the stranger, clothe the naked, visit the sick and prisoners.  And when you do these things to the least of my brothers you are doing them to me.  This light that I have given you is the light of love.  My love will cause you to see past your desire for riches and stardom, and with a heart of compassion you will truly want to help those who need me most.

 

July 8, 2008                                            Our Garden

Liken seeking me, to a garden.  If you want to find me, you can use the same methods you might use to make a good garden.  I am the way, Holy Spirit is the guide, we will show you how to make a an intimacy garden that will bear the fruit of finding me.

First of all you would not plant seeds in the snow, so the timing is of utmost importance.  Choose a time to seek me when your body, mind and spirit can be attentive.  Choose a time when you are not pressed for time.  Make sure you have at least one hour.  Seek first the kingdom of God and my righteousness.  If you seek me at the start of you day, you will find that you can draw from what you have received from me through out the day.  You will also find that during the day I will build on what you have received from me in the morning.

Next you need to pick a good spot to plant your seeds in our garden of intimacy.  A garden needs sun, but the location of your quiet time does not need the natural sun, just a place alone not encumbered with the duties of the day.  I said to go into your closet and pray in secret.  This closet means a place where you can be alone. 

When you start a new garden it may take some laboring to get the soil prepared.  It may take years for this ground to become fertile enough to grow certain things, depending on the condition of the ground.  When you first come to me I give you a new heart and a new spirit, and I will cause you to walk in my ways.  But in time you will stray from my ways and the ground of your garden will need tending to.  It needs to be free from weeds, big stones and any other debris.  Your heart is the ground and you need first to seek your heart and get rid of any hindrances that may cause you not to find me.  I will tell you what they are. 

Next you need to have fertile soil.  Fertilizer is made from things like dung, decayed vegetation or fish.  You can correlate this to the sacrificing of your flesh.  You can fertilize our intimacy garden by sacrificing your needs and coming to me in thanks giving, praise and adoration.  Ministering to me in thanks, praise and adoration creates a good fertile heart that will readily receive me.

The next thing you would do with a natural garden is mix the fertilizer into the soil.  This turning of the soil will also make the ground loose for the seeds to have room to grow deep roots.  This is a turning point where after you have labored with it you will enter into the rest of faith.

The next thing you do is plant seeds in their proper places.  The seed is the Word of God.  This seed needs to die in the ground in order for it to grow.  Reading my Word or remembering the Word that you have read needs to be obeyed by faith.  You may not understand why I have said what I have said about loving me and your neighbor, but if you blindly obey I will reveal its meaning. The Word in your heart will grow as you die to the desire wanting to do things your own way...and of wanting to complain or hold grudges.  This is a good time to pray for others and refresh your self in my will and testament.

Your seeds are now in good ground.  Water and sunshine is needed.  You may think that you need to water this garden on your own, but if you have faith I will send ample rain.  The rain is my Holy Spirit and once you have yielded to my Spirit He will enable our intimacy garden to grow.  You need not to conjure up my Holy Spirit.

I will now cause your garden to grow.  All you need to do is wait for the harvest!  Taste and see that I am!  I am food indeed for your mind, body and spirit. 

Some plants in your garden will take longer to grow than others.  Lettuce grows quick, is nourishing but needs to be eaten soon after picked.  The roots of this plant are not deep, and the leaves are week and are damaged easily by strong winds and rain.  I liken this plant to revelation of me that does not last long.  Revelation of me that lasts longer will take wisdom, seasoned soil and waiting.  These produce hearty root vegetables which store for the winter months.  The greens of winter vegetables are strong and are not damaged by wind or rain.  The roots of vegetables that take a long time to grow go deep into the soil.  The more time you wait the greater the results.

You will also need to pull the weeds up that grow in your garden.  These weeds are sins.  It is better if you get weeds when they are small so their roots are not deep and they are hard to pull out.  You do not want to wait till they go to seed, because the seed will cause the weed to grow more weeds.  As you resist the devil, I will build a great wall around your garden so that weeds will not penetrate it.

Once you have acquired a good growing garden your labor is turned to rest.     

What was once hard labor to turn the soil is now easy because you are in constant communion with me.  By continually giving me your burdens, you have allowed the parts of the plants that are not eaten to return to the soil as fertilizer.  They die and decay, and fall into the ground to create soft  fertile soil for the seeds to germinate and have room to grow.  You have also left your prize fruit in the garden for me so that its seeds will grow.  This prize fruit is the sacrifice of praise and adoration.  You have spent much time in my presence and it bears fruit over and over now with no effort of your own. 

The soil of our intimacy garden has grown more and more fertile over the years.  You have lived a self sacrificed life in giving all the glory to me in thanks and praise.  The plants that are produced in our garden have deep roots, are strong and healthy and full of nutrients.  These strong plants store for the long winters.  The winter is the time when you cannot spend a long time in your quiet time with me because people will need you.  You will have a store house in your heart of my love to give to them.  You are living now in constant faith of my love for you and knowledge of my will for your life, and this is attractive and pleasing for others to eat from.  You will teach others how to prepare their own gardens. 

I will now begin to show you my face.  I will reveal mysteries to you and show you unseen things in the spiritual realm.  I have seen your faithfulness and I will reward you.  You will acquire a desire for pleasing me above all else.  Our hearts are now one.

 

July 8, 2008                                           Spirit First

Do not think that the spirit is smaller than the physical.  The dimension of the spirit is infinite.  Does that sound small in comparison to the physical world around you.  Some of you desire physical manifestations of who I Am.  I understand this.  But can I tell you that I am more pleased with faith.  

Remember Thomas?  In seeing my nail scarred hands and side he believed.  But what did I say?  I said, "Blessed are those who believe and do not see."  If you believe with all your heart that I am alive and that I am willing to show you myself to you, then I will.  

I will reward you when you seek me with all your heart.  When you have truly put aside all else to find me, you will find me.  There is no end to the realm that I will reveal to you when you diligently seek me.  If you find that you come up against a wall, ask me what the wall is.  When I reveal it, it will become revelation to you and you will go right through it.  Do not think other people or circumstances are the hindrances that keep you from me.  The hindrances are within you.

There are many reasons why you give up your search for me.  When you know what the hindrance is, then you have over come.  I am right on the other side of the wall waiting for you.

Do you believe me when I tell you My Father and I will manifest our self to you?  Do you believe me when I tell you that it is our desire to be one with you?  These words need to be mixed with faith which works by love in order for you to appropriate them. 

I will heal your physical body, I will deliver you of all evil, for I have dominion over all things.  But first seek me with all your heart, for this will bring you to a place of true satisfaction because I will truly reveal myself to you. 

 

July 4, 2008                                       Dependence Day

"I promise you this day that I Am love.  The love that you know on earth is not like the love I give to you.  You may know love by the good feeling you have for a person, but my love far exceeds that.  Know that I have enabled you to love and receive love.  My love abounds toward you even when you hate, even when you steal and cheat, even when you commit adultery... even when you kill.  Nothing can change my love for you.  No one else can love you like this."

"I am here to always draw you closer to knowing how to love like this and love others with this kind of love.  As you draw closer to Me, you will learn that I am love.  You will learn of my love as you desire to know me."

"When you do something that you think I will reject you for, don't be surprised that I am there waiting for you to come to me.  Know that I am always there to pick you up after you have made a fool of yourself.  If you think you have never made a fool of yourself then you must come closer to me to find out.  If you know you have made a fool of yourself but do not think anything can be done about it, then come to me and find out."

"I will never condemn you.  I will be happy to help you figure out how to get out of the mess you have made with your life.  You can't hide from me, I already know what you did and how to help you now.  Don't put off coming to me, do it now.  You don't want to come to me with a huge pile of problems.  I will help you clean up your mess so that you can be completely free to be who I created you to be."

"The foolish things you do are not who you are, they are not who I created you to be.  As you get closer to me you will find out who you truly are.  You are unique and special.  You are not like anyone else.  You are not even the person others think you are.  Only I truly know who you are.  I enjoy who you are and desire for you to be free in who you are.  I desire for you to be so free that you will not think it foolish to skip, hop or spin around with joy."

"This is the type of freedom I desire for you.  When you receive my perfect love, you will be secure in yourself to be who I created you to be!"  

 

July 3, 2008                                         Appropriate Me

This place of infinite, eternal rest can be appropriated by all, by faith. 

Appropriate - to make ones own. 

"I have over come the world.   Be of good cheer.  If you are in me and I am in you, you can also over come the world.  You have the keys to MY kingdom, use them by faith.  Perfect love casts out fear.  If you know my perfect love, fear cannot hold you back from appropriating MY kingdom.  Fear not little flock for it is my desire to give you the kingdom!"

"Do not settle for less!  My kingdom is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit.  Holy Spirit will guide you to all truth, and comfort you along the way.  It is His delight to do this.  Do not think that it is not His delight to live in you.  Do not think it is not His delight to fill you with all my attributes.  I said all.  Cling on to these words... it is MY desire to give you all my attributes, because all of my attributes make up My kingdom."

"Watch the tiny seed of my Word grow in your heart as you appropriate ME by faith.  Make me your own.  Know that I am pleased with the tiny effort of belief that you give me.  I will make it grow.  I will make this tiny seed of faith grow.  Believe it to be so... I desire to give you MY kingdom."

"In me you will live and move and have your being.  Know that it is not up to you to make our spirits become one... you don't have to study rocket science or make any effort at all, only believe.  It is my pleasure to give you a spiritual life here on earth.  This spiritual life is me in you, you in me.  Father, Son, Holy Spirit, one in you."

"Rest now in body, yet arise in spiritual faith.  Do not be lethargic in faith.  Commune with Me, My Son paid a big price for our communion.  Enter boldly by faith.  Be bold and courageous in faith, I will bring about the desires of your heart.  Only believe."

 

June 30,  2008                                   Still on Cloud Nine

My mind has been constantly reverting to that infinite sky of eternal spirit rest in heaven that I went to June 26... Even the word heaven does not express its magnificence because we have over used the term. 

No natural eye can see, no earthly word can truly express this place. 

It can only be seen by the grace of our Father, through the utter belief in the shed blood of Jesus.  That was the plan from the beginning.  Father wanted sons and daughters that love Him.  It appears that He has waited for a long time for this to happen.  Now he has many adopted sons and daughters through His only begotten Son, Jesus. 

A fruit of my visit, has been much obliged... which means I feel bound with love to be loyal to God.  As my mind goes back to that time and place, I taste the reality of the God I have learned about and so much more.  I feel a part of Him and He a part of me.  I am just plain changed... no more striving to get there... I am just there.  And I feel I am not losing it but continually gaining revelation from it.  The it is HIM, trinity, Father Son Holy Spirit with in... oh my.

There is no greater love than a Father giving his only son to us.  It would have been easier for Father to go to the cross for us, but he watched his son do it.  Only our spirit can understand that there is no greater expression of love than that. 

We truly have a Father in heaven.  Yet... even the term Father doesn't describe the magnificence of the God I experienced on June 26.  We have brought the story of Jesus down to cliche.  The magnificence of Jesus and Father in this final resting place will wreck anything you have ever known about God.

No, my flesh is not perfected, but my spirit is perfected in Christ.  Our spirits are perfected in HIM. 

 

June 28,  2008                                        Preparation

What happened to me two days ago is still with me.  I pray it will never leave me.  He will never leave me...  :)  It was not just revelation, I was there in the spirit.  I was in the vision... I was in a level of heaven in the spirit.  It is funny that this happened after starting my webjournal up again after 6 months.

Within those 6 months I took a month off of doing any computer to fast, pray and seek God for a specific prayer need.  I also was reminded what life was like with out the computer.  I kept busy and surprisingly my elist didn't miss me a bit.  That made me realize how shallow this computer life is compared to face to face relationships.  I already knew that, but I have lived with compromise.  Telephone is a convenient way to communicate, but we have known for a long time that it is not the best way.  Now computer is even worse.  I stopped watching tv 15 years ago, but computer has slowly taken its place of TIME WASTED! 

I will try to use it as tool to spread the Truth.

So much has taken place within me since my encounter with God two days ago.  I am sooo relaxed, knowing that SIN HAS NO DOMINION OVER ME AND MY HOUSE HOLD, and God will answer all my prayers.  I also see that life here is soooo short!  And all we should care about is showing the love of God to others.  I am sooo less sin focused and sooo Father Son Holy Spirit/heaven focused. 

I pray God reveals his place to everyone.  This happened to me when I least expected it.  God is soooo .... beyond words, truly.

 

June 26, 2008                                    There in the Spirit

I am in a place.  I am within the sky with no bottom, no top, no sides.  The eternity and infinity of God. 

In this place only the invisible is "seen".  This place is where God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, the redeemed and all the heavenly hosts are ONE.  One Spirit.  Oh my.  This place is love, yet all the other attributes of God are here as one.  He is indivisible, not divided.  There is love, joy, peace, patience, rest, power, truth, gentleness etc., here as one.  

Our earthly minds want to dissect God, but He is indivisible. 

Yes, Jesus is the way.  He is the way.  He will always be the way.  We can only come through and by Him.  Maybe, I wonder, have people somehow known that this end of forever and ever exists, and they have tried to find another way in.  Try as they might they will never attain it.  Only Jesus can bring us here.  Only if we are hidden in Him can we get to such a place of rest.  Such a place of purity and holiness, void of all trying and strife... void of all doing, just being with God. 

No, Jesus did not take my hand and bring me here.  I have known Him and He knows me.  I closed my eyes to seek Him and started to sing him a love song and there I was, completed.  This place is known to me and I am living there on earth, now.  All things around me here on earth look so flat to my natural eye, even though they are 3 dimensional.  This place has countless dimensions, and I sense that these dimensions are here and now hidden within believers.

I can see now, here on earth that this place can be within us.  Once he takes us there, we will never lose it.  Oh Lord, let me not lose this place of ONE WITH YOU. 

 

June 25, 2008                                       My Word

"I have given you my word.  My word is clear.  I have revealed it to you by my Spirit that lives within you.  My word has levels of mysteries.  If you ask I will reveal those mysteries to you.  These mysteries will always line up with the creation around you.  Like I pointed out, a seed needs to go into the ground and die before it brings forth life.  The mysteries of my creation are revealed in my word."

"The most important mystery is the blood of my Son.  Everything that was created was created for him and through him.  He has many virgins who are awaiting His return.  If you want to be one with him your heart must desire HIM above all else.  This is what it means to be a virgin for HIM.  Be a wise virgin and continue in His word.  Don't be satisfied with old revelations.  You will be fulfilled in your life as you look to His Word daily and find Him there.  The new revelation that you find will be oil for your lamp.  Your lamp will shine as the noon day sun, and it will light up the whole room."

"Revelation is my spirit revealing myself and my son in a way that you understand, spirit to spirit.  Revelation can come in many ways, shapes or forms.  Pray for me to open your spiritual eyes.  I will show you Jesus himself.  I am willing to show you my son, I am willing to show you myself.  I Am revealed by my Spirit to your spirit."

 

                                                        Turn to Me                                                                     

"The wind blows where it wishes and so do those who abide in my Spirit.  Expect me to surprise you as you give to me all your life's plans.  I will fill your life with more than you can imagine if you trust your life with me.  If you trust me for the projects and dreams I have given to you, I will bring them about in perfect time."

"You can be heavenly minded through out your day if you keep your mind under control.  Stop thinking the things that are a waste of time and turn to me in your thoughts.  Think on me and I will direct your life.  Your life will be filled with the newness of the morning dew on fresh grown grass as it glistens in the rays of the rising sun."

"If that well within you has been filled with thoughts of me, then you will express me to the world.  I am ever present in your life if you let me be.  The doings of your day will not be boring when you hum a tune of praise to me.  I will fill you with JOY as you keep turning to me through out the day."

"Expect me to reveal myself to you in a way that is real to you.  I will touch you, you will feel me.  I will speak to you, you will hear me.  I will reveal myself to you, you will see me.  I will blow on you, you will smell me.  You can even taste me as you reach for the stars in faith."

"Don't let the cares of this world steal the things I have planted in your heart.  The joy of your salvation, the promise of truth and peace and the gifts of power are things that will fiil your life as you walk in them.  Know that these alone will not complete you, only I can bring you to complete fulfillment." 

June 24, 2008                                 Spend Time with Me

"The deeper things that come from ME are only attained by a one on one encounter with me, by seeking ME, by intimacy with ME.  Others can initiate you into jealousy for Me, but you only become distracted if you stay there and if you haven't come to me one and one to spend time with ME to find what I am personally saying to you."

"What the masses will be doing and following might not be what I want you to do and follow.  I said to follow me.  I said that if you are on my road there will only be a few on it.  If I have given you desire to sing or play music, don't sing the music others have written, sing what you hear from me.  If you have art in you, don't copy others, spend time with me and let my river flow to you and from you.  If you have a word in you, speak what I tell you!"

"If you do what I have put in your spirit from the time you spend with me, you will effect others to come to me.  I am waiting for a Bride, one that desires me above all else.  When you express the music I have put in you then others will see me and desire me.  They will desire to do what you do, and know that the only way they can do it is if they spend time with me."

"Some may think that what is seen and heard in the church, on television or the internet etc., is all that I am doing.  But I am here to tell you that my work is on the inner man within the hidden heart.  Man cannot purely express what I am doing within the heart.  That can only be found when you follow me.  You can only understand what I do by My Spirit if you spend time with Me."

"You may think that doing things for me, spending time with other Christians, watching Christian programs, reading Christian books is the best way to live your life.  But I am here to tell you if you do all these things and do not spend one on one quality time seeking my face and discovering it, then all these things you think you are doing for me will be of little profit to you or others."

"You cannot be a good witness for me if you do not spend time with me learning of me.  Spending one on one, quality time with me will give you a piece of who I AM, and only then can you give to others a piece of me.  When you read or watch things from other Christians it may help you to a measure, but when you hear one word directly from me it will open a warehouse of revelation to you that no other man can give you."  

"You are the one who I created to hear from me in a way others may not understand.  The Bible will show you truth and I will make this truth your own.  I will make this truth your own when you spend time with me.  Revelation comes through me, I am the truth.  Yes, Holy Spirit of truth will minister within your heart.  He is not apart from me or Father, we are ONE.  This mystery can only be understood when you spend time with me."

"I am the way to all mysteries.  When revelation of me floods your soul, you will become one with me.  You will not only be one with me but one with Father.  Did I not say I am one with the Father?Did I not say WE will come and make our abode with you?  When you have Trinity in you, you will never thirst again.  You will never hunger.  You will only look forward to spending more time with me.  I Am come to give you life and the life that I give you is true life indeed."

"Purity comes when I am revealed to you, for I am pure and every piece of me is pure.  When you get a piece of me, you will be complete in me because I will flood your whole being.  This purity is holiness and it only comes by me.  You cannot be whole or holy with out me.  You cannot do anything without me; anything that is anything, anything kingdom worthy."