Here are a number of postings regarding that ultimate search for peace, love, freedom, joy and bliss - all the divine qualities encountered on the inner journey.
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posted May 12, 2012 4:41 PM by Jim Ellis
I want to write from my heart, and so I ask myself what is in my heart right now? A longing actually. A longing.
I had a dream about you the other night. We were in the kitchen in the house, and we were able to talk. Just like we used to. Just silly talk, just talk about stuff going on in my life. You, the great listener. I was so happy that we could be this way, again. Because strange enough, I also knew in the
dream that it wasn't this way in the waking life. I started to cry, but it was one of those dream cries where nothing could squeak out.
I was just so, so, so sad. That's what the longing is about. The longing to be able to connect with you like we used to.
Back before the fall, the hip surgery, the medication, the wandering mind took that away.
I've had this dream a dozen times now. And each time I awake with mixed emotions. First the sadness and the longing. But also this other, surreal emotion. It's a peace, a stillness actually. For through the dream, I know, for certain, that there is a place. A place that ACTUALLY DOES EXIST, in some timeless field, where we never lose anyone. A place we can connect, truly. Not a dream, not a fantasy, but a reality. Maybe the only real reality ... beyond all of this.
It brings me hope for you and your health.
It bring me peace of mind for us and our
relationship. It brings me stillness and a knowing for all of humanity. It takes away the longing.
I will always speak with you.I will always love you. And for this love, I am most grateful.
Your son,
Jimmy |
posted Apr 3, 2012 5:31 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Apr 4, 2012 12:26 AM
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For my friend who recently lost his dear sweet girlfriend...
I remember all the things that you said
I leaf through the album nice and slow
I wish we were talking together instead
The past and its memories come and go
The past where you wanted only my best
The past where we'd eat before my game
The past where we'd laugh and play and
rest
The past where we knew we were
just the same
And while you're gone from
this time and space
I will make all I can out of the night
and day
And while you lift into that ethereal
place
I will visit awhile; I will kneel and
pray
I will speak, out loud, to you
anyway
In dreams, I will hear your spirit
simply say…
“Please just
know, there is another world
Keep in mind,
there is no end
Yes it’s true,
I was your girl
But most of
all, you were my friend
Most of all,
you were my friend”
I will remember all the things that you
said
I will leaf through the album nice and
slow
I wish we were talking together instead
The past and its memories come and go
So I hold to this song that I can sing
I hold to a love I can defend
I hold to almost everything
But most of all, I hold you my friend
Yes, most of all, I hold you my friend
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posted Apr 3, 2012 5:29 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Apr 4, 2012 12:29 AM
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This one is pretty self-explanatory - a girl and her dog. The one on the right is my girlfriend; she requested a poem.
Hennessy, the
super-dog of the year
Chasing and attacking cars with no fear
Yet cowering when a water bottle makes a "click"
She fetches those squeaky toys, not one stick
She checks out the couch and stays for awhile
It's almost like she wears this subtle secret smile ...
... saying "
I know you know that I know you know
But I'm a dog, and it just goes to show
That I will be there as your companion faithful
Showing up consistently when there's cheese that is tasteful
Or eggs leftover for this here pet
Or all the dog treats that I can get
But in return I will be your watchdog forever
As long as we can be in our one pack together
Yes, we are a pack, as long as we have love
It came when you met me, it came from above
You saved this puppy's life, for this I am grateful
Did I mention I want the cheese that is tasteful?
You are my owner, I am your Hennessy
I have blessed you, and you have blessed me
So onward we will go, into car and then out
Showing what true love is truly about"
Hennessy, the super-dog of the year
A sweet, sweet one who is so near and so dear...
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posted Apr 3, 2012 5:27 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Apr 4, 2012 10:59 AM
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Dedicated to Scott Lange, who can debate almost any topic, like this one.
We
offer our money and our dues
So much to gain, so much to lose
We only ask that you spend the offering right
To bring the collective's well-being into sight
For roads, signs and schools – a governor's plan
For helping society – every woman and every man
For taking care of civic finances, all in line
We want you to account for every nickel and dime
We give up taxes, dues and tithes, just to know
That we can truly – in our minds – let it go
We offer our
boys and girls for your military troops
So much to gain ... so much to lose
Our great defense, standing at the front line
We want you to account for life, every single time
We want our young ones to be taken care of
These are our children ... our joy ... our true love
They shall not be strewn on fields of folly – dark and cold
They shall be honored as souls who defend the code
We give up our boys, and our girls, just to know
That we can truly – in our hearts – let them go
The
offering – all we ask is that you honor what is there
The
offering – all we ask is you consider what is fair
The offering – all we ask is that you receive this with care
We offer our hearts to the one sweet
muse
So much to gain, so much to lose
Opening up to give from the one giving place
Trusting to release the mask for the one true face
Offering all we can so we can be free
So we can both sit beneath the giving, living tree
So we can share in the one honest surrender
To run in the fields of freedom forever
We give up the armor, the masks and defense, just to know
That we can truly – in our soul – let them go
The offering – all we ask is that you receive this with care
The
offering – all we ask is you consider what is fair
The offering – all we ask is that you honor what is there
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posted Mar 6, 2012 3:52 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Apr 3, 2012 5:17 PM
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 The problems, the mess All that I must confess The communication gone astray, awry As we watch hopes crumble and the loved ones die All the silly misunderstandings with words that crash and collide All the problems that convince us to cower and hide
Not alone do they manifest, not alone do these arise Calling out for our best, asking us to realize…
The cuts and bruises inflicted upon each relationship The cutting off of hands extended in companionship Finding ways to uncover the mayhem, the turmoil and the hurt Seeing new excuses to find cause to abandon and desert Pointing out the crap, the issues, the reasons to feel bad Counting the traps, the tissues, the loss of all we’ve ever had
Not alone do these manifest, not alone do they arise Calling out for our best, asking us to realize…
For in the reflection of ever-clear eyes As we slowly stop the drive to dehumanize And heed the echoing need to simply harmonize We gently approach the wicked … with the wise And yes, the solution and the problem – we realize Together … they do arise
Our self-hatred is met with a call for self-love The collapsing fortune asks us what we’re made of The painful past returns when we can face what’s coming up The half-empty can be seen as an overflowing cup The problems of the other mate is a reflection of our own The solitary path of the lonely branches off to a village home The quandaries and the puzzles have a built-in solution The controlling forces await the corresponding revolution The mother of invention meets the father of creation In a union where duality is the one manifestation
Not alone do they manifest, not alone do these arise Calling out for our best, asking us to realize… Just as the soaring eagle takes wing and flies Just as the newborn’s peace is heard in gentle sighs Just as the reflection is pure in the purest of eyes
The fear and the courage … The pain and the bliss … The hate and the love … The problem and the solution … we realize … Together … they arise Together … they arise
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posted Mar 6, 2012 1:35 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Mar 6, 2012 1:58 PM
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I definitely have the Irish soul who holds that sacred longing. I
wonder where the Irish get that quality? The green landscape? Years awaiting
the sun? A bottle of whiskey? Van Morrison? In either case, Happy St. Patrick's Day folks!
Close your eyes and imagine a flight On hawk feathers into day, out from this night Over this nation, over sea and sand To the lore of Eire, to this rich land
Over Dublin town, a cobblestone majesty Where stone roads echo a distant memory When horses carried carts down this narrow path Before compact cars blared the industrial wrath Now, factory smoke billows out the family pride While children in the streets play to seek and hide Street signs gather at downtown intersections Pointing three or four, sometimes five, known directions Calway, Killarney, Westport, Roundstone County Cork, Waterford – all of them read “home” Soaring out of this city, where families make their stand In this lore of Eire, in this rich land
As the road opens up and points you inland way You leave behind the traffic over a lonely highway Stacked stones stand as boundary guiding guardrails You glide over countryside as the flying hawk sails Bed and breakfast signs, they’re below you at every turn Green pastures, they greet you – the gardens and the fern Full, round trees blossom up like small explosions The glen amidst the trees – a home for leprechaun notions Rolling hills tumble and rumble right down to the stream The loch’s calm water is filled with swans so serene Dotting the land like slow moving balls of cotton The sheep graze in fields that time must have forgotten Every now and then a small village town comes to view A row of pubs, local shops – yellow, red and then blue Steeple peaks, tombstones, cemetery gates black Brothers and sisters playing football in the back A hillside castle bears the cry of the brave knight A flapping flag of pride – green, orange and white The Ring of Kerry waterways wraps around mountains lush The flora full forest, the ocean view thick brush Here the gnomes make up their beguiling band In the smiling eyes of the Irish, in this rich land
Finally, now on the West, your fancy takes you here Where the end of the world arises and magically disappears The clouds – once your rooftops – the horizon they now kiss And sprinkle its fair showers with a mysterious mist The road to the sea ends with magnificent flair As you soar over Earth’s edge, over the Cliffs of Moher The immense, deep embankment, the land plunges below All you hear is the distant ocean, humming gently and low The cascading sheer cliffs, their angelica hymns they sing You simply glide there without effort, no flapping of wing In this forever place of stillness, you feel embraced, not alone In the silent skies of Ireland that can only be “home”
So now, with eyes closed, you imagine a flight On hawk feathers out from day, back to this night Back to this room, right here where we stand But holding the memory of Eire’s rich, rich land |
posted Feb 8, 2012 3:15 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Feb 8, 2012 4:30 PM
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They dropped the ball, they lost the Super Bowl
It's hard not fall to the ground, laugh and roll
The evil empire - with the hooded emperor at the helm
Could not win the big one, come high-water or hell
They took on the gentle Giants, and lost another game
A deja vu, a repeat of 2008 - the result just the same
It brings to mind the sound of "ha ha"
Or the realization utterance of "aha"
It rekindles the common law - karma
And the sign of doom - the fallen raven's "caw caw"
When over, it's the end of the red, white and blue
Nowhere to find - a Patriot that is true
A true Patriot - one you can stand behind
A true Patriot - one who is trustworthy and kind
A true Patriot - full of humanity and heart
A true Patriot - a "good sport" from the start
They took their dive, they lost the big bowl
Manning up, the other team was on a roll
Perhaps not the best, and definitely not a crowd fave
The Brady bunch couldn't even inspire the wave
They lost the big one, they finish with nothing left to lose
And no one cares about a Patriot who is untrue
A true Patriot - you want them to win at all cost
A true Patriot - you feel bad when they feel the loss
A true Patriot - you cheer their wins, you grieve their defeat
A true Patriot - you finally accept, at battle's end, the destiny that they meet |
posted Feb 8, 2012 2:46 PM by Jim Ellis
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updated Feb 8, 2012 3:03 PM
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Tell me where do they go - my friends who were here with me
People tell me to let them go, let it flow, let it be
Tell me of a heaven in the skies, tell me all of those lies
I want to know where the angel of death lands and then flies
The mystery of death is a door with cracked streams of light
The mystery of death may just reveal the mystery of life So pull back the curtain, unveil the veil
Disclose the final scene of every fairy tale
Roll that bolder away from the secret cave
I want to know - where are Christiane, Steve, Jullya and Dave?
Is it the haven where angels sing a perfect tune?
The land where every sin has been undone?
Is it the dark side of the moon?
Or ... is it the other side of the sun?
Tell me where do they go - the souls who used to walk and talk
And eat and drive and play, and stop and start
They would speak on the phone and then gather for dinner
And watch TV sports - consoling the loser, celebrating the winner
They would gather at parties, and have fun out on the town
They would play the roles of competitor, collaborator and class clown
They were, in the end, someone that no one could save
I want to know - where are Christiane, Steve, Jullya and Dave?
Is it a heaven where all have reserved a mansion room? The kingdom where the Divine reunites with everyone?
Is it the dark side of the moon?
Or ... is it the other side of the sun?
The other side of the sun
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posted Jan 8, 2012 2:11 AM by Jim Ellis
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updated Apr 16, 2012 12:33 PM
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For the yoga teachers at Pilgrimage of the Heart in San Diego.
Who are these souls?
Who – gently, sweetly, kindly - guide us so?
Who halt, just for now, space and time Sharing a world … subtle … sublime A world beyond the static of the untrained mind So hearts, heads, backs and thoughts may simply unwind
Who are these souls? Who – gently, sweetly, kindly - guide us so?
Into stretches that loosen shoulders and legs, so tight Into stretches that bring the breath into light And the peace of body and soul into sight And the end to the unconscious contraction and fight
Who are these souls, so conscious, so full of care? Alyssa, Brenna, Courtney, Blair
So concentrated on the heart and mind to mend Dani, Tyler, Elizabeth, Jen
So poised, so precious, so lovely, so ready Julia, Maral, Heather, Hedy
A spinal twist, a downward dog, a forward fold Rachel, Rachel, Nicole, Nikole
Who are these souls? Who – gently, sweetly, kindly - guide us so?
Revealing a path to peace of a body-mind Unveiling a world … subtle … sublime So hearts, backs and thoughts may simply unwind Halting for now – this space and time…
Who are these souls? |
posted Jan 6, 2012 4:43 AM by Jim Ellis
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updated Jan 8, 2012 2:24 AM
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For the people who said, "hey, turn the
other way"
For the people who told me what not to say
For the people who set up the game for me to
play
I'm saying this so you can know
I'm saying this so I can grow
Simply ... I'm saying "no"
For the people who said just be quiet and mum
For the people who wanted me to simply play dumb
For the people whose leverage demanded I succumb
I'm saying this so you can know
I'm saying this so I can go
Simply ... I'm saying "no"
I'm saying "no"
Not to be mean, not to bring grief
I'm saying "no"
To bring the sweet joy of release
I'm saying "no"
So we can be more, not less
I'm saying "no"
So that I can someday say "yes"
For the people who said, "hey, turn the
other way"
For the people who told me what not to say
For the people who set up the game for me to
play
I stand as the riverbed whose waters wrap around
in flow
I stand as gravity's grace that keeps everything
in tow
I stand as papa deer warning of the arrow and
the bow
I stand as brother whose protection arrives in
one swift blow
I stand as the innocent who reaps what it sews
I stand as one who can simply say "no"
I'm saying this so you can know
I'm saying this so I can grow
Simply ... I'm saying "no"
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