Halfway behind the moon, halfway behind my head, a right-side-up she-devil in pigtails and pleated skirt observed me for all it's worth.
She decided in her wisdom, decided for herself, I was too much of a prize, overqualified for the "task."
Without even asking my name she decided that the game would better suit others who better fit her hand.
(She held all the cards, and two jokers in the box, to boot),
Charades was played for hours and she already knew too much. too much about my life and goals, too much of how my dreams unfold.
and every misconception or mistaken notion that circled inside my head hidden halfway behind the moon,
I drank a drink, and ate a burger but that wasn't nearly enough to fill the emptiness I felt, or sadness, that emanated from the center of myself.
Then cool delight glanced my way and then she spoke, "Good morning," she said, to my surprise and I had to reply, "Hi," an almost obvious neutral lie.
Somehow, it had seemed worthwhile, my mind had been read and I was gentleman, not Neanderthal after all.
It's times like these that make me wonder for truths that wander out, from certain social circles in gaseous smoke and clouds.
I often wonder aloud about fragile love puzzles growing halfway inside my head, hidden and out of reach halfway behind the moon.
Glen Wheeler Vancouver, 1992
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