Who I Am Not

by Edward Alan Bartholomew 

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I. Orpheus


My dog flees from pluckèd strings;

her fleas command my tune.


What hollow body holds a rhyme

as long as my neck’s breath?


I could domesticate myself,

but in taming our lions

we tame our pride.



II. Abel


My brother is his brother’s keeper.


I am uncle to no abomination.


As we lay in the Garden,

(our hair in the earth)

I question:


Is Heaven above

because our heads are the seat of doubt, or

because our feet are the root of evil?



III. Hector


I was not breast fed.


I am not a fountain.


I will not hector you.



IV. Adam


Even if He and I practice Our secret handshake

in the Sistine Chapel;


Even if He sends me an angelic bath basket

with ambrosial soul cleanser

and holy bubble bombs

(courtesy of The Body Shop);


Even if I am the round reflection

of an ever-changing God;


I still have to ask:


Is Heaven above?

Because my head is the seat of doubt.



V. Odysseus


Poseidon hardly even knows me.


An idle king in heart

reigns with a swift lead open hand.


Life’s lees are far too bitter,

far too deep,

and the wine is corked.



VI. Atlas


The sky may fall;

the stellar sphere may crash with all its weight

and music;


god(s) may smite;

the clouds may freeze and bury me;

the sun may swallow me whole;


leaves may drop and leave me bare;

the mist may soak my skin;


I raise my arms only to catch

that snowflake that dares drift upward.