I've been home for nearly two weeks now. It's sort of surreal- not the fact that I'm home, but that Palestine feels so far away already and the past year feels like a dream. As my closing post, I thought I would share some of the questions I've received from various offices of the ELCA and my answers, as I'm sure many of you are pining for the answers to these questions as well. What surprised you most about life in Palestine? I
was surprised most by the ability to live life ordinarily while living
under such extraordinary conditions. Palestinians are adept at
celebrating life's joys and making do with what they have. Even though
I'm half-way around the world, I feel as at home here as I do in my
home state of Michigan. What expectations did you have going into your service? Because I had visited Palestine before, I had a lot of expectations about the year. In those three weeks in 2005, I perceived so much hope, faith, and steadfastness in every single person I met. It was those characteristics that had me wanting to go back to Palestine. At the close of a year in Palestine, I can tell that Palestinians have a lot more feelings than just hope, faith, and steadfastness. Especially during the war on Gaza, I felt the people around me becoming tired and frustrated. Many parents told me that their children were questioning why children were dying in Gaza, and could give no explanation to ease their children’s minds. I don’t think that Palestinians have changed their perspectives all that much since I visited in 2005. I think that living in Palestine for an entire year gave me broader perspective of the attitudes and feelings that all Palestinians struggle with at one time or another. Understanding the complexity of emotions in one human being helped me to better understand the complexity of our world. And, when I did find those pockets of hope and unwavering faith throughout the year, they seemed all the sweeter. The worst part of my experience has been realizing how helpless I am in regards to the changing the future of the political situation for Palestinians. The best part has been realizing that I have helped change the future for many individuals through my presence, support, and simple acts of kindness. Missing my family, friends, and boyfriend! .
How has your faith changed as a result of living in Palestine? My faith has definitely been challenged. I'm still struggling with understanding where God is in this situation. What does it mean that the land called Holy is torn with violence, hatred, and fear?
Where did your weekly worship take place? I most regularly worshiped at the Lutheran Church of the Redeemer English-Speaking Congregation in Jerusalem. In a place that daily challenges my faith, I appreciated worshiping in English to support me and help me deal with the hard times. What was a typical day like for you? Most days I would briefly talk or meet with Martin, the ELCA's Holy Land Trips Coordinator and my YAGM Country Coordinator, to discuss the status of my projects to promote alternative tourism in the Holy Land and catch up regarding upcoming trips. I would spend time during the day working on materials and information for trip planners, answering email inquiries about travel, and helping with special technology-related tasks for the ELCJHL schools. In the late afternoons, I played my bassoon with the music programs and choir of the Lutheran Church of the Reformation in Beit Jala.
What message do you want to impart to Israel and Palestine? Our commonality as humankind trumps all differences; religion, race, gender, political party. Israelis and Palestinians must see the human in each other's eyes to begin to erase the hatred and fear between them.
How do you describe your vocation? Multifaceted. I've decided that God isn't calling me to one single vocation, but many. With a Biology Major and a Music minor from the University of Michigan, my life has always been a mash-up of science, music, Palestine, faith, and service and I wouldn't have it any other way. I’m still trying to figure that out. I think the uncertainty of the future does not bother me as much as it did before I went to Palestine. Dr. Charlie Haddad (ELCJHL Director of Education) told me that if we plan for every problem that could arise as we start something new, we’d never get anything started. I’ve applied to the AmeriCorps program as well as several other jobs in the San Francisco Bay Area. I’m looking to get some practical experience in the field of public health before applying to a master's program in the next few years. |
