Cuinn ran away this morning..... Apparently not happy about the new rules.... He dug out of the fence and ran down to the main road..... I put them out this morning and about ten minutes later went to bring them in... and noticed Kaelyn was outside the fence so I brought everyone in and got kaelyn.... and then realized that Cuinn was not there.... He hasn't left the fence in a long time and he has never gone very far, usually just to the neighbors or to the side door..... so I went to my neighbors as he usually heads there to play with their dogs... but they hadn't seen him so I grabbed my whistle changed my shoes from the flip flops I was wearing and headed down the road. Cuinn has never gone down the road but I had no idea where he was and he is so drugged by the anti convulsants he is on. A neighbor stopped and asked if I was looking for a dog.... I said yes and she told me that she had seen him down the road.... quite a distance so I headed down there.... as I was running down teh road (not a pretty site) .... another neighbor stopped and asked if I wanted a ride and she drove me down to where we saw Cuinn who as most of you know has epilepsy and doesn't handle the heat well..... nor does he see well or walk very well..... so I drove down the road.... and blew the whistle and called cuinn..... he came running but was so frightened and unable to recognize me (or couldn't see me well) that he just ran away from me.... and kept running and running..... basically Wendy (my neighbor from up the street) and I kept siting cuinn for about 2.5 hours... but he kept running away and not coming and he was clearly frightened and stressed and overheated..... I was panicked as if cuinn misses one dose of medication he will start seizing.... he ran back up to the house.... but ran past and to the neighbors and into the woods.... I grabbed meir hoping that another dog might bring him in but when he saw meir he was afraid of Meir ..... and of course he ran..... finally after several hours of close calls..... near misses.... him running away panicked..... we saw him go behind a barn into the woods.... I called and whistled to him but no response..... he must have circled around.... because wendy was patrolling in her truck I was walking with Meir so wendy came back and got me and we drove up..... she took Meir and I went to the creek..... she saw cuinn and chased him in my direction..... he was tired of course he had been running for several hours...... I sat down in the mud puddle and just said his name and he cautiously came to me.... I put his collar on him and we came home after 2.5 hours of running and trying to get him..... he is tired, overheated, stressed..... and very dirty and bug bitten I am tired, overheated, stressed..... and very dirty and bug bitten.... BUT VERY HAPPY TO HAVE MY BOY HOME

alright day hung out with my peeps in the morning and actually alex hung out 2 haha first i read again haha 2nd eh its chemistry then me and josh were having like a half hour discussion on the nhl and players and shit, and then we were talking about tino and alex and i told him what i said my quote was and hes like just go up to tino and kiss him and walk away and then you'll know haha 4e/5e we listened to my other mix cd but it was only for one period. in lunch i basically sat with the boys the whole time and i was telling them about my kids on leashes essay and jake goes oh we should do that for our wives and andys like yeah,yeah,yeah and have it going from the kitchen and the bedroom cuz thats the only place there needed and then jake goes we can get one of those dog collars where when our wives start bitching we can just shock them and i'm like omg haha 6th talked to tino for a lil bit then 7th was and 8th were just normal. then went to eddies scrimage at delware park it was so nice out i pulled my flip flops out haha they won like 20 something to one haha then came home ate watched tv and then went online for awhile. i talked to JJ and pierre about my tino alex situation and everyone agrees that alex the better choice and u know what i think i agree with them. i'm not texting tino or alex this weekend, i wanna c whos gonna text me so pic is me thinking way too much lol and my quote is me saying how to solve my problem haha SOTD: "Chasing Pavements" by Adele 4/24/09