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Part 1: Lady of the Empire
Jagged Fel straightened his uniform one last time. The Imperial guards
didn’t seem to acknowledge his presence, their crimson robes as still
as they had been the only previous time he’d been summoned to appear
before the Emperor. That summons had turned into a joyous event, as the
Emperor had promoted him to colonel and assigned him to head
Coruscant’s starfighter contingent.
Then, as now, though, he’d
fought down the anxiety of appearing before the Emperor. He’d spent the
time between the summons and the appearance trying to decide if he’d
done something to displease the most powerful man in the galaxy.
Few escaped the Emperor’s wrath.
He
nodded to the guard, and a crimson suited hand triggered the door. It
slid upwards automatically, and Jag fell into the steady march he’d
learned in flight school automatically as he strode into the throne
room.
He knelt before the dais that held the Imperial throne. “My lord, you commanded my presence.”
The
chair rotated from the window, but Jag kept his gaze fixed on the floor
in front of him. The dark boots and cape were still visible in his
peripheral vision, and the mechanical voice wheezed out from the black
mask. “You may rise, Colonel.”
Jag stood. He could see the
reflection of his face in the eyes of the Emperor’s mask. “How may I
serve the Empire, my lord Vader?”
“You have done an excellent
job of reshaping Coruscant’s starfighter squadrons,” Vader rumbled.
“The 181st has regained the prestige it once held under your father’s
command.”
Jag felt his chest expand with pride. “Thank you, my lord!”
“You
have done this with a deft hand and a minimum of upset. None of the
Coruscanti nobles have complained about your methods,” Vader continued.
If the Emperor’s voice had not been regulated, Jag wondered if he might
have heard a note of humor in the statement. “Is your second-in-command
similarly adept at handling military politics?”
“Commander
Nuruodo has rapidly adjusted to Imperial methods,” Jag stated. He was
glad too—though Shawnkyr’s uncle had been a grand admiral and the
Supreme Commander of the Imperial fleet for many years, it was only
when Vader had ascended to the throne after the Rebel destruction of
the Death Star that women and aliens had been permitted to take
advanced positions in the fleet. Shawnkyr was female and alien both,
and she had used her Chiss heritage to claw her way up the Imperial
ranks faster than anyone other than Jag’s own uncle.
The memory
of his uncle panged at his heart. Wedge Antilles had been father to him
after the Death Star’s destruction. The Rebel attack on the Death Star
had killed a great many people—the former Emperor Palpatine, Lord
Vader’s own son, Luke, and Jag’s father, Soontir, had all been among
the casualties. Wedge had helped raise his sister’s children as his
own—Jag had been the second-youngest—until his TIE had been destroyed
in a surprise attack. The 181st had tracked down and destroyed the
Rebel squadron that had killed his uncle. Jag had personally shot down
Tycho Celchu, the top Rebel pilot who had Wedge’s TIE painted on the
side of his X-wing. It hadn’t healed the wound in his family, though.
Syal Antilles Fel had never truly recovered from the death of her
husband and then she had lost her brother—and then her eldest sons
within months of one another. Jag and Cherith had watched their mother
begin to fade away. The Rebels had a lot to answer for.
“Your
loyalty and determination are impressive,” Vader said softly, and Jag
realized that the quiet had stretched far too long. But the Emperor had
looked into his thoughts with his powers and had not been displeased
with what he’d seen. “I believe you will be most appropriate for the
task I have set for you—that of protecting the Empire’s greatest
treasure.”
The Empire’s greatest treasure? Was Coruscant not
already the crown jewel of the Empire? He waited as Vader pressed a
button on the arm of the throne. “Send her in.”
A door a the
side of the throne room opened and Jag found himself staring as a woman
entered, gliding across the floor to Vader’s side. Her white gown made
a sharp contrast with the black of Vader’s suit. She bowed gently
before him before planting a kiss on the side of Vader’s mask. Raising
a hand, she used her sleeve to wipe the imprint of her lips from the
black. “Grandfather. Is this him?”
“Indeed,” Vader rumbled. “Colonel Jagged Fel.” His mask turned back towards Jag. “The Lady Jaina.”
Jag
bowed deeply to show his respect for the Imperial Lady. Vader continued
as he straightened. “I have planned a celebration for a month from
now,” he said. “Lady Jaina will be officially named as my heir and
successor to the throne of the Empire. She will be Empress.”
“Congratulations,
my lady,” Jag said respectfully. “Your leadership is already legendary.
You will undoubtedly lead the Empire as deftly as my lord.”
The lady laughed. “Thank you, Colonel. I appreciate your flattery.”
Vader
interrupted before Jag could insist that it wasn’t flattery. “This
announcement has not been entirely unexpected in quarters of the
Empire. But as always, there are threats to myself and my family.
Therefore, Colonel Fel, I am charging you with the personal safety of
Lady Jaina until we have announced that she will ascend the throne.”
Only long practice kept Jag’s mouth from dropping open. “My lord, you honor me. I will protect the Lady Jaina with my life.”
“Yes,” the Emperor said. “You will.”
***
“So
you’re the legendary Colonel Fel,” Lady Jaina said, strolling down one
of the large thoroughfares through the Imperial palace. As one of the
royal family, officers and other diplomats should have stopped and
bowed to her as she passed, but since she was part of the Empire’s
diplomatic corps, her presence was noted, but not necessarily
acknowledged. The ch’hala trees changed color as she passed by.
“I’m uncertain that legendary is an appropriate adjective, my lady,” Jag answered.
She
raised an eyebrow. “Colonel Jagged Fel. You spent several years with
our allies in the Unknown Territories and served with distinction
during the Yuuzhan Vong war. In fact, several people credit you with
discovering how to destroy dovin basals with stutter shots.”
“It
was a fortunate accident,” he said, his voice low. The memories of the
brief Yuuzhan Vong war were still raw in his mind—the outsiders had
been responsible for the death of his brother Chak, and though the Vong
had not encroached far into Imperial territory, the destruction had
still been immense, especially for his adopted people, the Chiss.
“You
were reprimanded for disobeying orders in order to save your squadron,”
Jaina continued. “In return, you were reassigned to Coruscant, which
some would see as a step up, but assigned to the 181st starfighter
squadron, where you have also served with distinction in our ongoing
conflict with the Rebels, and then were put in charge of Coruscant’s
entire starfighter contingent. Your mother is Wynessa Starflare the
actress, and you are descended from a line of distinguished pilots on
both sides. Your sister is preparing to make her theatrical debut, and
she and your mother live on your estate on Corellia which you inherited
along with your title of Baron of the Empire, as well as on Coruscant
with you.” she finished.
“The lady has my history down better than I do myself,” Jag said.
Jaina
laughed. “When Grandfather informed me of his intentions, I insisted on
being given an opportunity to review the candidates for my personal
protector. Your name was on the short list Grandfather provided, and my
father speaks very highly of yours.”
“Your father?” Jag said, confused.
“My
father was at the Academy on Carida with yours,” she said, turning down
another hall. “He says that Soontir Fel was one of the finest pilots
he’d ever seen, with the possible exception of your uncle. He also said
that any man with both of those influences was a man I could trust with
my life.”
“My family has always striven to serve the Empire,” Jag said diplomatically.
Two
guards opened a door for Jaina and she strode through. Jag followed her
into the large chamber that he recognized as a senatorial office, and
he remembered that Jaina represented Coruscant in the Senate. “Yes,
they have,” she said, taking a seat behind the expansive desk. Behind
her, the windows showed a false image of the Coruscant skyline. “But
that’s not why I chose you to be my bodyguard for this short amount of
time.” She gestured at the chairs in front of the desk, and he took a
seat. “You disobeyed orders in order to save your squadron. You not
only succeeded in saving your squadron, but changed the course of that
battle.” She looked him directly in the eye, and he was struck by the
brown color. “Grandfather insists that one of my particular weaknesses
is to move ahead without taking any outside advice into account. So I
specifically need someone to who will keep my best interests in mind,
not necessarily what I want done. I think that’s you.”
“As I told the Emperor,” Jag said, “I will protect you with my life.”
She
smiled again. “Hopefully, that will not be necessary. As we will
undoubtedly be spending some time together, I want you to feel
perfectly free to address any issues with me, including any questions
you might have.”
“I have no questions, my lady, other than a wish to review your current security arrangements,” Jag said.
He
suddenly felt pinned to his chair by the brandy-brown gaze. “That’s not
entirely true,” Jaina said softly. “You forget that I have inherited my
grandfather’s power, Colonel. I sense many questions in you.”
He hesitated before answering. “You have explained why me, my lady. I am curious—why you?”
She
sat back in her chair, seemingly pleased at his question. “Had my uncle
not been killed on the Death Star when Palpatine was, he would have
been heir,” she said. “My mother prefers to stay out of the public eye.”
“Your father is a most capable general, though,” Jag said. “General Solo’s reputation as a tactician is well known.”
“Yes,”
Jaina said. “But my father has no sensitivity to the Force, and my
grandfather insists that to rule the Empire, the ability to touch the
Force is a skill the Emperor or Empress cannot do without.”
“You
have two brothers, though,” Jag said. “I have no doubt in your
abilities, my lady, but many in the Empire would prefer to see a male
on the throne.”
“Jacen has no taste for politics,” she said. “He
prefers his plants and animals. He will likely take over the chair of
the Coruscant Xenological Center.” She paused. “Anakin—is my
grandfather’s Hand.”
The shiver went down Jag’s spine before he
could control it. He had met Palpatine’s former Hand once, and Lady
Mara had terrified him. Her exploits had been legendary, and the hushed
stories of the things that the Emperor’s Hands had done across the
galaxy struck fear into everyone but the most foolhardy. But to enlist
one’s own grandson into that service—
“As Coruscant’s senator, I
have had a unique position,” Jaina said. “Grandfather believes I will
be the most capable of making the kinds of hard decisions necessary to
rule the Empire.”
“Begging your pardon, my lady, but you have
lived what most would consider a rather luxurious lifestyle,” he said
with typical pilot rashness. “What does a member of the royal family
know about hard decisions?”
Her eyes narrowed, and Jag realized
that he’d spoken out of turn. Memories of stories of Vader’s temper
flashed through his mind, and he hoped that Jaina had not inherited
that particular tendency. But the anger that had appeared in her face
disappeared, leaving only a weariness that he suspected few saw. “More
than you would imagine, Colonel Fel,” she said.
He sat there
in silence, appropriately chastised for his comment. Jaina finally
broke the silence. “Don’t beat yourself up for your comment, Colonel.
It was an appropriate question, and as I said, I want you to feel free
to speak your mind.” She spread her hands across her desk. “Now, I am
certain that you have duties to attend to in transferring command of
the 181st and questions you wish to ask of my security detail. It is my
intention to dine in my quarters this evening. I would like you to join
me there with your plans for my security.”
Jag stood to attention. “As you command, my lady.”
Her smile reappeared, reaching all the way to her eyes. “Dismissed, Colonel.”
***
Jag sighed as he looked down at the plans for the new arrangements for
Lady Jaina’s security, not because of the logistics involved, but
because of the voice coming through the comlink sitting on his desk.
“Honestly, Jagged, this is the third time this week. You don’t
get home until well after Mother goes to bed, if you come home at all,
and then you’re gone before she wakes up. We’ve been trying to spend
some time together as a family, and if I can schedule my rehearsals
around so someone can spend some time with Mom, you can certainly do
the same.”
Drawing on the self-discipline he’d learned in the
Unknown Regions, Jag bit back the retort he wanted to make. He was
certainly regretting having leased an apartment that was large enough
for the three of them; sometimes it seemed that Coruscant itself wasn’t
big enough for the three of them. “Cherith, it’s not that I don’t want
to be home. But I was given a new assignment today, and it has to be
taken care of now. I have to do my duty and you know—“
“Screw
your duty,” Cherith said harshly. “What has duty ever done for this
family other than tear it apart? One assignment after another, all of
them the same, all of them going to get you killed—”
“Cherith!” Jag finally exploded. “The Emperor gave me this assignment himself.
Do you have any idea what that means? It means that I can’t afford to
let anything get in the way of doing my duty. I may not see very much
of you or mother for the next month or so.”
His sister was silent for a moment. “Are you leaving again?” she finally asked in a low voice.
“No,” he said. “Not that I know of, anyway.”
“You
were going to take leave to make sure you were here for opening night,”
she said, her voice losing the angry tone and turning uncertain. “Are
you still going to be able to do that?”
Jag sighed again, making
a note on his datapad. “Probably not. But I swear, Cherith, if it’s at
all possible, I will be there. I promise you.”
“All right,” she
said, and he could see her face in his mind, her feature so like their
mother’s, etched in the kind of disapproval and long-suffering that
Syal never showed. “I’ll tell Mother. But I swear, Jag, when this is
over, you are taking leave. I don’t care if I have to go the Emperor
himself to arrange it.”
He snorted. “I’ll talk to you later, Cherith.”
“Right, later,” she said, and the comlink clicked off.
Jag
refocused on the datapad in front of him, trying to shake off the guilt
his sister had suddenly put on his shoulders. He knew good and well
that it was the third time they’d had to reschedule dinner this week.
But he also knew that this could very well be the most important
assignment of his life—not just because of the implications for his
career, but because failure was not an option.
That was fine.
He’d learned that particular lesson at the academy on Csilla. His uncle
had used his connections to ensure that after Chak, Davin, and Jagged
had decided to follow the family tradition of military service that
they were enrolled in the elite academy run by the Chiss.
It
was holding in his emotions that was harder. Though the Chiss had
hammered in an insistence on proper public behavior, Jag was still
full-blooded Corellian. In private, his emotions came out too strongly
in response. He rubbed his forehead and reminded himself to apologize
to Cherith when he next spoke to her.
The annunciator to his office rang, and Jag wondered if he was ever going to get the security details finished. “Come in.”
Shawnkyr
marched in, her black uniform an image of perfection. “Colonel,” she
said, standing at attention, her glowing red eyes fixed on a point over
his head.
“At ease, Commander,” Jag said. He retrieved another
datapad from his desk, idly remembering the days when he’d sent more
time in a cockpit than he did pushing papers. “Your new orders.”
A crease briefly appeared in her forehead. “New orders, sir?”
He
couldn’t help the twitch of a smile. “Congratulations, Commander. For
the next month, you’ll be the commanding officer of the 181st.”
Anyone unfamiliar with the Chiss would have missed the expression of surprise. “You have been transferred, Colonel?”
“Temporarily,”
Jag said. “It’s an excellent time for you to display your leadership
skills. I intend to recommend you for promotion to Colonel when you
return, with the rights and privileges such a rank requires.”
Shawnkyr took the datapad from him. “Thank you, sir.”
He
dropped the commanding officer routine and looked at his friend.
“Shawnkyr, you’re not going to be sticking around here. The 181st has
been deployed with the Chimaera. The Rebellion has apparently
established a new base on Derra IV, and Admiral Pellaeon is taking his
task force to deal with them.”
Her glowing eyes revealed little.
“I’m surprised you didn’t request this assignment. Your father was
responsible for the first Imperial victory at Derra IV, correct?”
“He
was,” Jag said. He refrained from mentioning that at during the battle,
Syal had been at home with a toddler and preparing to give birth to
another child. He didn’t mention that his father had barely been home
for the five years between Derra IV and the travesty that had been the
failure of the Imperial fleet at the destruction of the Death Star or
that the same reasons Cherith had just cited had been some of the
reasons he’d resented the man who had given him his name. “My other
assignment takes precendence, and I have every confidence in your
abilities, Shawnkyr. You’ll do the Ascendancy proud. Not to mention
your father.”
The straightening of her spine reminded him that
he wasn’t the only person with a legacy to live up to. “Thank you, sir.
Will that be all?”
He stood to attention and saluted her. “Dismissed, Commander. And good luck.”
***
Jag
arrived at Lady Jaina’s quarters a handful of seconds after the
appointed hour. He’d had a brief horrified realization on his way from
his office that he was still dressed in his day uniform, and had no
idea if such attire was appropriate for dining with the heiress to the
Empire. Reflecting that he had little choice in the matter, since he
didn’t dare call home to ask his mother about the proper etiquette and
changing would require he be late, he straightened his tunic.
The
guards stationed at the door gave him little scrutiny, a fact that
would be changing in a matter of a few hours, he reflected grimly as he
was admitted into Jaina’s personal quarters.
He was first struck
by the spareness of the quarters—though luxuriously appointed, there
were few personal items present. The main living area looked like no
one had bothered to live in it, and the only touch he could see was a
rotating holo on one of the tables.
Jag felt a sense of relief
as Jaina appeared out of one of the secondary rooms in her suite, her
attire much less formal than it had been earlier in the day; she was
dressed in a simple tunic and pants. “Colonel,” she said. “Please, come
in. And I do mean in—I only save this room for official reasons.”
“Thank you, my lady,” he said, following her into the apartment. “I thought it seemed perhaps a bit bare.”
“Please,” she said, “I get enough of the ‘my lady’ in court. In private, I prefer to simply be Jaina.”
“As
you wish,” he said, emerging into a room that resembled organized
chaos. He stopped in the doorway, surveying the future empress’
quarters. The furniture looked comfortably worn, and there were stacks
of datacards on the end tables. A small dining area was set up off the
kitchenette, but the kitchen seemed to have been used for anything but
its intended purpose, as mechanical items in various states of
disassembly littered the counter. Jaina laughed as he stared at the
technological morass. “You’ve stumbled onto my hobby, Colonel.”
“Jag, please, my lady,” he said. “I would feel uncomfortable addressing you by your name otherwise.”
“Please, sit down,” she said, gesturing carelessly towards the sofa. “Whyren’s?”
His
eyebrows raised; the lady—Jaina—was certainly full of surprises, but
she was also half-Corellian, he reflected. Whyren’s and surprise were
both trademarks of their native homeworld. “Yes, thank you,” he
managed, though his knees stubbornly locked and refused to take her
hospitality. “What are you working on?”
“I usually have my hands
in more than one project,” she said, pouring the whiskey into a glass.
“I’ve been restoring that astromech in my spare time. According to
Grandfather, that R2 unit belonged to my grandmother before the Clone
Wars.” The little droid was powered off in the corner. “He’s had quite
a few upgrades—and downgrades—since then.” She handed him the glass,
and he took a sip to bolster his flagging courage. “My main priority
has been working on my lightsaber. One of the crystals has become
misaligned, and I think it may have a chip.” She picked up the
half-assembled silver cylinder and displayed it. The red crystal seemed
intact. “I had considered using an amethyst, but Grandfather suggested
the synth-crystal instead.” She sighed, putting the hilt of the
lightsaber back on the counter. “My original plan may have been more
appropriate.”
“I’m afraid I can’t offer advice in regard to a
lightsaber,” Jag said. “My expertise lies towards more conventional
weapons.” He paused, recognizing a chance to segue into the discussion
of her security. “Do you have another weapon you can keep with you at
all times?”
A practiced flick of her wrist caused a small
holdout blaster to appear in her hand. There was a twinkle in her eye
at his sudden start. “Lady Mara was in charge of my self-defense
lessons,” she said. “And with the Force, I am never unarmed.” She
refastened her blaster into the sleeve holster, moving into the
kitchen. Jag finally noticed two containers sitting on the counter.
“You probably eat Corellian food more often than I do,” she said,
pulling the lids off the containers, “but I can never pass up an excuse
for endwa.”
Jag couldn’t help but grin as she pulled the lid off a ryshcate. Lady Jaina Solo was nothing if not surprising.
***
Jag hadn’t bothered to pack much when he’d temporarily moved
into the security quarters across the hall from Lady Jaina, just the
contents of his pilot’s bag, moved from the squadron headquarters to
the Imperial Palace. Jaina’s former security guard hadn’t been happy to
be kicked out of his quarters, but he had understood. The fact that Jag
had arranged other accommodations for the man already had definitely
eliminated some of the ire involved. The security office was attached
to the quarters, and there was a second station off Jaina’s senator’s
office.
Having finally finished the arrangements, Jag had taken
the opportunity to begin a more comprehensive examination of the
threats Imperial Intelligence had intercepted. Many of them he was able
to discard on the basis of Intelligence’s recommendation. His setup
would protect Jaina from most general threats; Intelligence, he hoped,
would provide him with specific ones in advance, allowing him to shore
up those parts of Jaina’s protection before someone could take
advantage of them.
Jaina had requested his presence at his
convenience. Setting one of the reports aside, Jag straightened his
uniform to cross the hall. Two Chiss officers were stationed in the
hall—he’d already passed them with his id to get to his quarters, and
two more were standing guard duty outside Jaina’s quarters. All of
Jaina’s new guards were Chiss, and Jag had personally selected them for
their service and unquestioning loyalty. He had even temporarily
replaced the servants who brought her food and
He had wanted
to employ some of Vader and Thrawn’s preferred bodyguards, but that had
been the only aspect of Jaina’s security where the lady had disagreed.
He knew Jaina was not xenophobic; otherwise, she never would have
agreed to have Chiss serve as security, but her insistence on not using
the Noghri had been final. Jag had noted it in his files, knowing that
her objections would do little to alleviate any punishment he might
receive if she came to harm.
The Chiss outside the door gave him
a quick once-over before lifting his comlink to communicate with the
apartment’s interior. “Colonel Fel to see you, my lady.”
The
door was already opening. Jag nodded to the Chiss officer in approval
of his propriety as Jaina appeared. “Colonel Fel, please, come in.”
He
immediately noticed that her living room was not nearly as bare as it
had been before. An older man in an Imperial uniform stood there, and
Jag felt his spine straighten to attention out of reflex. “General
Solo, sir.”
“At ease, Colonel,” the general said, setting a
glass down on the table. Jaina gave a little sigh, rescuing the table
with a coaster. “You’re in charge of Jaina’s security now?”
“Yes, sir,” Jag said. “I take my responsibility very seriously.”
“Force
help you if you didn’t,” the general said, his tone surprisingly
unthreatening as he studied Jag’s face. “You’re almost the spitting
image of Soontir, except for the eyes.”
“Antilles heritage, sir,” Jag answered.
Solo
snorted. “And I suppose you think you’re the best pilot in the galaxy,
then, with Soontir on one side and Wedge on the other?”
“No, sir,” Jag said. “I know I am.”
He
saw Jaina’s eyebrows raise in amusement as Solo let out a bark of
laughter. “No doubt about it, you’re definitely Soontir’s.” The general
looked back over his shoulder. “You protect my little girl, hear me?”
“Dad,” Jaina said, but her tone held nothing but affection as she wound an arm around her father’s waist in a hug.
“Yes, sir,” Jag said.
“Good,”
Solo said, planting a kiss on his daughter’s cheek. “Because let me
tell you something, Colonel. If something happens to Jaina, my
father-in-law is the least of your worries.”
“Understood, sir,” Jag said as Jaina rolled her eyes and ushered her father out of her quarters.
“I’m
sorry about that,” she said, as the door shut behind the general. She
scooped up the glass he’d left behind and retreated for the part of the
suite she used. Jag followed her. “Sometimes I think my family enjoys
intimidating people.”
“I look at it as an opportunity to learn
from the best,” Jag said. “It gives me an example to follow the next
time Cherith brings home another actor.”
Jaina laughed. “I’m sure that you instill the appropriate sense of fear in her potential suitors.”
“I
try,” he said. It had been easier the first time she’d brought a
boyfriend home. It had been a fortunate turn of events for the Fels.
Jag had just returned from the Academy, Davin had been stationed on
Coruscant, and Wedge had arranged for leave for both he and Chak.
They’d overridden Syal’s objections—which had been half-hearted at
best, because the actress had an appreciation for comedy—and dressed in
their best uniforms. Chak swore that the young man had nearly lost
control of his bodily functions when he had been confronted with
Cherith’s big brothers and uncle, all of them identically dressed in
their black uniforms and their arms folded across their chests in
identical expressions of disapproval.
Cherith had refused to
speak to any of them for two days, but the four men had derived an
enormous amount of enjoyment out of that incident, enjoyment that they
had needed when the Yuuzhan Vong had invaded only a few months later.
Shaking those memories from his head, Jag returned his attention to Jaina. “You had requested my presence?”
“Yes,”
Jaina said, retrieving a datapad from the large desk that occupied a
corner of the room. “I suppose you’ve heard of Borsk Fey’lya?”
“Only people living under rocks haven’t heard of Fey’lya,” Jag said. “Large rocks.”
“I
suppose that’s true,” Jaina said. “The new Combined Clans Building in
Drev’starn is being named after Fey’lya, and as if that wasn’t enough
to ensure the news cycle would mention him, I was invited to attend the
ceremonies.”
“Surely that’s not important enough for you to make the trip,” Jag said.
“Normally,
no,” Jaina said. “But I need Fey’lya’s support for this bill I’ve been
trying to push through the budget committee for financial support for
the families of the men and women we lost in the war against the
Yuuzhan Vong.”
“How can he not give his support to that bill?” Jag asked.
“You’d
think everyone would see it that as that straightforward. But with so
much money going to rebuilding the fleet and to reconstruction for the
planets affected by the war, some of my colleagues think that we should
give those families the pensions from their loved ones and move on,"
she answered.
“Which is fine if you live on an Outer Rim world,”
Jag said grimly. He knew exactly what the pensions were. “But if you
live in the Core, that’s not about to cover basic living expenses.”
Jaina
shook her head. “Especially not when you consider the turnover in our
forces.” She met his gaze. “You fought in the war, Colonel, and you
know we suffered more casualties than most people are aware of. So many
of those people had only been in the military for a short amount of
time and didn’t have time to build up anything beyond the basic pension
either.”
“If you’ll forgive me asking,” Jag said, briefly
hesitating before plunging ahead, “but it seems to me that you might
simply overrule them by taking your case directly to the Emperor
himself.”
She sighed, turning away from him, and Jag was given a
moment to simply study her profile. Jaina resembled her mother in many
ways, from the color of her intricately woven hair to the delicateness
of her features, and the senatorial robes she still wore hung from her
slim shoulders. “The Empire has brought order to a galaxy of chaos,”
she began hesitantly. “It allowed us to present a unified and strong
defense to the Yuuzhan Vong. There are undeniable benefits to the
galaxy with this form of government.”
“But?” Jag asked, finding a seat on the arm of one of the chairs.
“But
I have a harder time sacrificing proper legislative form for the
purpose of political expediency,” she finished. “The Empire is built on
a strong centralized government, but to completely ignore the duly
elected representatives of the people the Empire serves?” She shrugged.
“It’s very easy to tighten the grasp on the government. It’s much
harder to loosen that grip.”
“And that’s not how you want to preface what will hopefully be a long and fruitful reign as Empress,” Jag said.
Jaina
seemed to sag in relief. “You understand, then. A trip to Bothawui is a
small price to pay for Fey’lya’s support in pushing this bill through.”
“Absolutely,” Jag said, taking a look at the datapad. The date scrolled down the screen and he felt his heart sink.
“What’s wrong?” Jaina said, her forehead abruptly wrinkling in concern.
Jag shook his head. “Nothing, my lady.” Still, he cringed internally. Cherith was going to kill him.
The
datapad lowered under the pressure of her fingertips, and Jag looked up
to see Jaina standing directly in front of him, concern in her brown
eyes. “Jagged. Something is wrong. I can sense it. What is it?”
“It’s
just a personal matter,” he said, feeling the heat rise to his face in
embarrassment. “It’s nothing that you should worry about.”
Her
smile was gentle. “You’re worried about it, Colonel. Therefore I’m
worried about it, even if it is a personal matter.” She peered at the
screen. “Something about the date?”
Jag took a breath, not quite
able to believe that he was preparing to express this problem to the
soon-to-be Imperial Princess. “My sister’s theatrical debut. Opening
night. She’s in Uhl Eharl Khoehng at the Imperial Opera House. The Edjian prince’s daughter.”
Jaina’s eyes lit up. “Of course. You promised you’d be there.”
“I
promised I would come if I was able,” he corrected. “Cherith has lived
in a military family too long to know that it was a certainty. I will
make my apologies to her—“
“Nonsense,” Jaina said. “We were only
leaving early enough to attend some of those ridiculous functions
Fey’lya had planned, and to be honest, I’d much rather attend a good
production of Uhl Eharl Khoehng than have to deal with him.”
Her expression turned pensive for a moment. “I think Grandfather still
has a box at the Imperial Opera.” She turned back to him. “If you don’t
mind me accompanying you?”
Jag’s eyes widened in surprise. “You
are more than welcome, my lady. Cherith had already reserved tickets
for myself and my mother—“
“Oh, I am intruding,” Jaina said. “I do that sometimes—“
“No, not at all,” Jag said. “I just didn’t want to leave my mother by herself—“
“Grandfather’s
box has plenty of room,” Jaina said. “I didn’t mean for you to leave
your mother behind, not at all. I would love to meet her—unless I
really am intruding. I get ahead of myself sometimes and—“
He
couldn’t help it, reacting the same way he did when Cherith started
talking too fast, reaching out and covering her mouth. “Jaina! I would
be honored to join you in your box, and so would Mother.” He realized
what he’d done, and dropped his hand away, standing stiffly and hoping
that she didn’t take offense.
She hadn’t. Her eyes were dancing with excitement. “Then I look forward to it, Jag. Thank you for letting me come.”
“I should be thanking you,” Jag said. “It’s your box.”
She smiled. “I’ll let Fey’lya know that we’ll be a day late.”
***
It was only for Cherith that he would subject himself to his dress
uniform, he thought, putting the last shine on his boots before pulling
them on. He double-checked his appearance in the mirror, making sure
that his ribbons were straight.
Actually, it wasn’t for
Cherith, because if they’d been in their regular seats, he’d have worn
the regular suit his mother had bought him. Escorting Lady Jaina
required the dress uniform, and knowing the number of reporters that
would be present at the opening of the play—Garik Loran had come out of
his retirement to play Uhl Eharl Khoehng, the daughter of Wynessa
Starflare and Hero of the Empire Soontir Fel as the Edjian princess—the
play attended by Wynessa Starflare herself, and by the Emperor’s
granddaughter, Lady Jaina. Jag had managed to keep Jaina’s scheduled
appearance out of most of the news feeds. He’d sent over a team of
technicians to sweep the theatre, and they were being accompanied by a
squad of stormtroopers in plain clothing, though they would be far too
visible to the experienced eye.
He fastened his holster to his leg and checked his charric before holstering it.
“Is
that really necessary?” Syal asked from behind him. Jag turned to see
his mother standing there. She had prepared for the evening at the
palace, and Jag smiled to see his mother dressed in her finery. The
blue gown swept the floor, and the sleeves were wide at the wrists, all
contributing to the illusion that Syal was not so much walking as
gliding across the floor. Her blond hair helped to hide the gray she’d
accumulated. Jag distinctly remembered the rare occasions when Syal had
dressed so during his childhood. She had only rarely acted when he was
a child, having mostly retired after Soontir Fel’s death. The few roles
she had selected had been extraordinary ones, and almost all of them
had garnered critical acclaim for her. Chak had escorted her to the
last awards ceremony she’d attended, fresh from the Academy in his
flight officer’s uniform. It had been hard to determine who had been
more proud that night, mother or son.
“I would much rather have
it and not need it than need it and not have it,” he said, finally
deciding that his appearance was as good as it was going to get. He
leaned over to kiss Syal’s cheek. “You look lovely, Mother.”
“Thank
you, Jagged,” she said, smoothing her hands over the skirt of the
dress. “You look rather handsome this evening yourself.”
He
grinned in spite of himself, pleased with his mother’s approval. He
placed her wrap around her shoulders before leading her to the door.
Outside
Jaina’s quarters, two Chiss officers stood. One announced them, and Jag
ushered his mother into Jaina’s quarters. “My lady?”
“Here I
am,” Jaina said, emerging from back of the apartment. She was dressed
in a coral gown that fastened behind her neck and left her shoulders
bare, and her hair was piled on top of her head in a fashion that
accentuated her similarly bare back. Gems dangled from her ears, and a
simple cuff adorned her wrist.
A brief nudge in the side from
his mother reminded Jag of the propriety involved. “My lady, I would
like to introduce you to my mother, the Baroness Fel. Mother, the Lady
Jaina.”
Syal dropped a curtsy to Jaina. “My lady, I am honored
to be invited to your box this evening and that you are attending my
daughter’s play.”
Jaina laughed, touching Syal’s hands in a
gesture that indicated the baroness did not need to show such
genuflection. “On the contrary, Baroness, I am honored that you have
allowed me to join a family outing. I am very much looking forward to
the play tonight.”
The beep from his comlink caused Jag to interrupt. “I believe the speeder has arrived, my lady. Shall we go?”
“Yes,
of course,” Jaina said, collecting her purse and wrap. Jag deftly took
the wrap from her, holding it out so she could collect herself into it
and was pleased to see a faint blush color her cheeks. He held out his
arm to her in his best court manner, a gesture that caused his mother
to smile with barely contained amusement, and escorted them to the
speeder.
***
If Jag had wondered if things might be
awkward during the ride to the opera house, he’d forgotten both his
mother’s charm and grace and Jaina’s instinctive ability to make
friends of almost anyone she met. He was just grateful that they hadn’t
decided they needed to exchange stories of his childhood.
“I thought Cherith was going to faint when Jag told her that you were coming,” Syal said. “She was quite excited.”
“Mother is understating it a bit,” Jag said. “Cherith was flailing.”
Jaina
bit her lower lip to keep from laughing. “Oh goodness, I didn’t realize
that I was just going to make this more stressful for her.”
“Nonsense,”
Syal said. “It’s a lesson every actress has to learn if she’s going to
be on the stage. Better to go ahead and work through that at the
beginning. I speak from experience.”
The speeder slowed to a
halt, and Jag’s attention was diverted from the conversation to the
route to the door. It was covered—a concession the opera house had been
too happy to make when they’d received word that Jaina was coming to
the performance, and Coruscant security officers and the stormtrooper
guard he’d interspersed with them lined the carpet. “My lady,” he said,
“you have your holdout blaster with you?”
Syal stared at her son
in surprise, but Jaina simply opened her purse and held it out for
inspection. The tiny blaster was hidden inside. “Always, Colonel. I
would have preferred my lightsaber, but—“ she shook her head.
“That’s all right. I just wanted to make sure you were armed,” he said, waiting for the nod outside the speeder from Eprill.
“Are we expecting trouble?” Syal asked, looking from her son to Jaina.
“No
one ever expects trouble, Mother,” Jag said as Eprill opened the
speeder door. “That’s why it’s best to be prepared.” He stepped out of
the speeder and extended a hand to his mother, ignoring the flashing of
the holocameras around them. Syal’s expression transformed from one of
concern to a public face with a bright smile, and Jag was once again
reminded of why his mother was considered one of the greatest actresses
of the Empire. She stepped forward, heading towards the door, and Jag
held out his hand once again, helping Jaina step out of the speeder.
The
gasps and renewed flashes of the holocameras told Jag that he had
succeeded in ensuring few knew Jaina was making an appearance at the
opera that night. He smoothly transferred her hand to his arm as the
speeder moved away.
Jaina waved to the reporters, but did as
Jag had requested of her earlier in the evening and did not stop to
answer questions. It took only a minute to get inside the opera house,
but it was a minute in which he felt far too vulnerable.
The
grand architecture of the Opera House surrounded them, and Jaina moved
smoothly through the mass of people, greeting nobles of her
acquaintance. Syal knew many of the people Jaina was speaking with, but
Jag felt somewhat out of place. Despite the fact that his parents and
uncle were well known in these circles and that Jag had inherited his
father’s baronetcy, he couldn’t help but feel that his military
heritage made him too rough for such a place. Glancing at the courtiers
who were fawning over Jaina, he felt decidedly unworthy.
“Trust me, Colonel,” Jaina said in a low voice. “You are a far better man than these sycophants.”
He
looked at her in surprise, but she was already moving on to greet
others. Bolstered by Jaina’s vote of confidence, at least one of the
butterflies that had been fluttering in his stomach settled.
***
The
opera was fantastic. Cherith had been in the finest form. Though the
daughter of the Edjian prince had traditionally been a soprano,
Cherith’s alto had rung richer and with more emotion than anything the
other female singers could manage. Jag had barely noticed any of the
rest of the opera, having spent most of the time until Cherith’s
performance nervously expecting it and the time after it reflecting
with a fierce brotherly pride in her. Jaina had leaned over to him to
whisper in his ear. “She is extraordinary, Jag. Truly extraordinary.”
The
reflection hadn’t stopped the chill that went down his spine at the
final famous line, uttered in a strangled cry as the Edjian prince fell
to his knees before Garik Loran’s frightening Uhl Eharl Khoehng:
“Long—live—the king!”
“Absolutely fantastic,” Jaina proclaimed,
rising to her feet to applaud. “I’ve never seen it done better—present
company excepted, Baroness.”
“There is no need to except my
performance from your critique, my lady,” Syal said. “Cherith has
outperformed me, and no mother can ask for more.”
“I would very much like to congratulate your sister in person, Colonel,” Jaina said.
“I
think that can be arranged,” Jag said, gesturing for Eprill. The Chiss
woman nodded to his instructions and hurried to carry them out. “Eprill
will have Cherith meet us out in the hall.”
“Lovely,” Jaina said, letting him put her wrap around her again.
They
only had to wait a few moments before Cherith appeared. She’d changed
from her costume into a dress faster than Jag had ever known his sister
to be able to change outfits, and hurried up to them, her face flushed.
“My lady,” she said breathlessly, curtsying before Jaina. “Thank you
for honoring us with your presence—“
“I was honored to be able
to be here tonight,” Jaina said with a smile. “Your performance was
astonishing. I am so pleased I could be here.”
Cherith’s smile
was infectious. “I must thank you again, my lady. Jag told me that you
postponed your plans to be here tonight and to allow him to make it. It
means so much to me.”
Jaina immediately divined the tear that
was appearing in Cherith’s eyes, and held out her arms, enfolding Jag’s
sister in a hug. “I know how important family is, Cherith. I would not
have dreamed of keeping your brother away.”
Jag was next to give
his sister a hug as she recovered from the shock of Jaina’s embrace.
“Nice job, short one. You did good,” he said gruffly. “I’m proud of
you.”
“Thanks, Crashdown,” Cherith said, her face buried in her brother’s tunic.
“Enough,” Syal said. “It’s my turn.” Jag laughed, letting his sister go to his mother.
“Crashdown?”
Jaina asked, raising an eyebrow. Jag gestured to the scar running into
his scalp. Syal spoke softly to Cherith, while Jaina waved to more
acquaintances, before Cherith curtseyed once more to Jaina, thanked her
again, and had to run to greet some of the opera’s sponsors.
Jag turned to Jaina. “Are you ready to return to the palace, my lady?”
“I—“ she stopped mid-sentence, and Jag frowned. “My lady?”
“I sense danger,” she said. “Nearby. Very nearby.”
Jag
turned to Eprill. “Have Stent bring the speeder around to the back.
We’ll go out that way.” The Chiss officer turned, speaking rapidly into
her comlink. Jag stepped in front of Jaina, surveying the rapidly
dispersing crowd for possible dangers. Nothing stuck out to him, but
Jaina had said she sensed danger.
Unwilling to risk Jaina’s
life on his own ability to spot danger, he ushered the lady and his
mother towards a side corridor, Eprill bringing up the rear. “This
way,” he said. “My lady, have your blaster ready, just in case.”
“Already
done,” Jaina said, and the small holdout blaster was indeed in her
hand. Syal kept moving down the hall with them, despite her obvious
alarm.
The shout from the main corridor alerted them. They
halted for a moment, and Jag heard the quick report over Eprill’s
comlink. “Ktah,” he spat. “Eprill, rear guard. Jaina, quickly.”
“What is it?” Syal asked as Jag hurried them down the hall.
“Assassin,” he said shortly. “Take a left.”
Jaina ducked down the hallway, and the blaster bolt nearly singed Jag’s uniform. “Damn it. Eprill?”
“Got
one,” the warrior bit out. “Looks like a whole team and they’re good. I
will attempt to hold them off. Get to the speeder.”
Jag didn’t argue. “Go. Take the stairs, go one level down.”
With
a determination he would admire later, Jaina dropped her wrap and
purse, grabbed Syal’s hand and began dragging his mother down the
hallway towards the stairwell. “This way,” she said.
Jag had his comlink out. “Eprill? Eprill!”
If
they had taken Eprill down, then they were indeed good. He followed
Jaina down the stairs and onto the next level. Here, the opera house
lost all of its grandeur, simply duracrete walls with doors in them
leading to various maintenance sections. The stairwell door slammed
hard, and he heard footsteps following them. “We’re not going to make
it,” Jaina said. “But Eprill got two of them. There’s only one coming
down the stairwell.”
Jag wasn’t about to ask how she knew, but
she’d been right so far. He started hitting the door panels of the
maintenance doors. One opened, and he pushed his mother inside. “Jaina,
inside.”
“No,” she said. “I’ve got an idea.”
She took
off for the end of the hallway, and Jag stood back in the recess the
open door had created. Jaina stood at the end of the hall, waiting.
The
assassin around the corner. One arm was held against him. Eprill had
gotten at least one shot at him. Jaina ducked out of sight, but the
assassin had already seen her. Barreling down the hall, the man never
noticed the open door.
Jag stepped out of the doorway, raised his charric and fired.
The
man dropped to the floor. Jag’s shot had been gruesomely accurate and
at short range, a shot to the head didn’t leave much. Jaina reappeared,
her blaster still out and ready.
He heard his mother choking behind him. “Mother, are you all right?” he asked.
Syal couldn’t seem to avert her eyes from the sight in the floor. “You killed him. Why did you kill him?”
“Charrics
don’t have stun settings,” Jag said, turning back to the body. He
starting rifling through the pockets—Syal wasn’t injured, and while the
shock of seeing a dead body was horrible, she would recover.
“Rebel?” Jaina asked, stepping around to Syal, putting a hand on the older woman’s back in comfort.
“I
don’t think so,” Jag said, pulling out identification cards. He held
them up. “A Rebel assassin team wouldn’t carry these. Whatever else
they may be, Rebels are still professionals.”
Bootsteps ran out,
and a group of stormtroopers finally arrived, one of the Chiss officers
leading them. Jag stood, relieved at the support—but dread still
settled into his stomach as the adrenaline began to fade away. Someone
was going to have to report this to the Emperor, and Jag was the only
person who could.
***
Kneeling before the Emperor, a
second rush of adrenaline ran through Jag as he waited for the Emperor
to acknowledge his presence. Vader finally turned. The backdrop of the
Coruscant night sky served to make his presence more forbidding, though
morning would not be far off. “An incident. Report your incident, Colonel.”
Jag
outlined the evening for the emperor, never allowing his gaze to rise
above Vader’s boots. “Two officers were killed, and one was transported
to the medical center. Her prognosis is good. The preliminary
investigation points to a group of Coruscanti natives affiliated with
an extremist group.”
“Extremists, not Rebels?” Vader questioned.
“Yes,
my lord,” Jag said. “They were well trained, but not professionals. A
review of the surveillance footage indicated that they were allowed
into the Opera House by two Coruscant Security officers. Those officers
have been taken into custody and are being questioned right now.”
“You reviewed the Intelligence reports?” Vader asked.
“Yes,
my lord,” Jag said. “There were no indications that this group had any
sort of event planned, much less an operation of this kind.”
Vader
was silent for a moment, and Jag felt the pressure of the Emperor’s
stare on him. “You did well, Colonel. My granddaughter did not come to
harm. You need not fear for your life. Even had I been displeased, my
granddaughter has interceded on your behalf.”
“Thank you, my lord,” Jag said, the sudden rush of relief running through him.
“I expect that you will continue to exercise your duty as well on Bothawui as you did here. Dismissed, Colonel.”
***
Jaina
opened the door to her quarters before Jag could even nod to the Chiss
officer outside. She was still attired in the gown from the evening as
she ushered him into her quarters.
Jag saw no sign of his mother as Jaina led him into the back of the apartment. “Did my mother go home?”
“No,”
Jaina said. “She’s settled down in the guest quarters down the hallway.
The medical droid gave her a sedative. I called your sister. She was
almost out of the opera house when the shooting started and had been
frantic. She made her excuses to the opera directors and went home. I
had a unit of stormtroopers go over to your apartment building very
quietly. I didn’t want to alarm her, but I thought it might be best.”
“It
probably wasn’t necessary, but I appreciate it. Thank you,” he said,
releasing the top button to his uniform. The material had felt
constricting all through the play and especially during his interview
with the Emperor. Strictly speaking, he should have left it alone while
in Jaina’s presence, but he was too tired to care about propriety.
“You look like you could use a drink,” she said. “Sit down, I’ll get you a glass of Whyren’s.”
He
didn’t argue with her, sitting down on the hoversofa. He heard ice
clink in the glass, and he looked over at Jaina as she poured the
whiskey. The Emperor’s words echoed in his head. “The Emperor said you
interceded on my behalf.”
Jaina sat down beside him, tucking her
feet underneath her, and handed him the glass. He took a sip and let
the liquid burn down his throat. He was finally regaining feeling out
of the numbness of the drive to discover what happened. “My
grandfather’s temper is legendary. I just wanted to make sure that you
were able to get a fair hearing. He’s not unreasonable, so long as he
listens.”
He covered her hand with his own, meeting her gaze.
“Thank you,” he said. “Not just for that, but for taking care of my
mother.”
She squeezed his hand. “It was the least I could do. And she’ll be all right, Jag. She didn’t mean what she said.”
Jag
closed his eyes, leaning his head against the back of the hoversofa.
He’d briefly blocked out his mother’s words. He knew that Syal hadn’t
meant what she said, knew it intellectually, but deep in his chest, the
raw wound she’d inflicted remained. “It’s my job,” he said softly. “My
father, my uncle, my brothers. Every one of us an ace. The silhouettes
on my fighter aren’t for droids I’ve destroyed.”
He rose, the
anger bubbling back to the surface. Holding the glass to his forehead,
he let the cold seep into his skin. “Force, does she think it’s easy
for me? That I don’t know that every person I’ve shot down has a
family? Maybe has someone depending on them? Even the Vong had lives
outside of fighting.” He took in a deep breath.
“You haven’t had to kill outside of a fighter very often,” Jaina said softly.
Jag
stared into the amber liquid in his glass. “Not since the war, no.” He
paused, tossing back the rest of the liquor and grimaced as he set the
glass aside. "Sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it.”
“What do you mean?” she asked.
He
sighed, sitting back down, resting his elbows on his knees. “I do what
I do because I believe it’s right. Because I believe in the order that
the Empire offers, and the protection that it gives its citizens. I
went to the Academy on Csilla. I know what else is out in the Unknown
Regions.” He rubbed his face with a hand, feeling stubble. “The
Rebellion does what it does because they believe it’s right. Because
they believe—in something other than the Empire. And so we kill them,
and they kill us, and what do we end up with? The Empire has done
things that I know are evil. No one could call what happened to
Alderaan right. But the Empire has also done a great deal of
good. We’ve eliminated slavery in the worlds we control, we’ve spread
medical service and education.” He sighed. “I suppose, when it comes
down to it, I want to know if all that good that the Empire does and
that I do—does it make up for the evil?”
Jaina cradled his face
in her hands, turning it until he looked her in the eye. Her voice was
strong and serious. “You are not an evil man, Jag. An evil man would
not ask that kind of question. He wouldn’t even suffer a crisis of
conscience. I know one thing, Jagged Fel, and that is that you are a good man.”
He covered her hand with his. “Thank you. Again.”
“You acted in defense of my life,” she said softly. “I should thank you.”
Jag shook his head. “You don’t need to thank me—“
Her fingers covered his mouth, cutting off his words. “I know I don’t,” she said. “That’s why I want to.”
Her
fingers fell away from his mouth, and she leaned forward. Her lips met
his tentatively, kissing him softly before she pulled back to look at
him.
His heart was beating so hard he thought she could hear
it. Hesitantly, as if he couldn’t quite believe it was allowed, he
gently tucked a strand of her silky hair behind her ear. “Me?” he asked
softly.
“You’re a good man,” she said, outlining his lips with
her fingers. She leaned in again until they were breathing the same
air. “And from what I understand, good men are hard to find.”
***
Stepping onto Bothawui, Jag was somewhat
astonished to find that Jaina was not only awake, but able to be polite
to the fawning delegation sent to meet them. Jag was used to going
without sleep for long periods of time; he’d functioned for long
stretches on only minimal amounts of sleep during the war, but now he
was alert only through the benefit of the kind of caf that even the
most hardened pilot in the 181st wouldn’t touch. He knew Jaina had been
up just as long as he had.
Jag thought it was probably a good
thing that Jaina was the one dealing with the Bothan delegation. He had
little patience for the kind of maneuvering needed for dealing with the
furry humanoids, and from what he understood, Fey’lya was one who
perpetuated the stereotype most people in the Empire associated with
Bothans. Arranging security for Jaina had been an exercise in patience,
but he’d finally managed to get his way with the Bothan security forces
through a combination of patience, persistence, and veiled threats.
His
gaze fell on Jaina as she shook Fey’lya’s hand and posed for the holos.
Jag knew that he was letting emotion start to influence him, but after
the night at the opera, he was more determined than ever to protect
Jaina. Taking a moment to analyze his feelings, Jag felt fairly certain
that it had not only been their run from the assassins, but the hour
he’d spent in Jaina’s quarters afterwards.
He’d left as dawn was
arriving on Coruscant, knowing that as loyal as the Chiss were, they
still gossiped. After looking in on his mother, he’d gone back to his
quarters with the intention of napping for an hour. Instead, he’d laid
on his bed, his mind racing, alternating between the memories of
Jaina’s kisses and worrying about the repercussions of whatever his
relationship with Jaina—if he could call it that—could be for both of
them. He’d finally given up on sleep and started the preflight check on
Jaina’s transport early.
His anxiety had eased when Jaina had
embarked and offered him a gentle smile. Jag piloted them into
hyperspace before spending the majority of his time on the ship
briefing the security teams and double-checking their arrangements.
Jaina had similarly spent the time in meetings with political advisors.
They were guided to the hotel in the middle of Drev’starn’s
biggest plaza—it was a gigantic building, and Jag followed Jaina into
her suite after a few quiet words in the hallway with his security
officers. The porters left her bags, carrying Jag’s through to the
accompanying smaller suite reserved for security before leaving. Jaina
dismissed her attendants, leaving the two of them alone.
Jag
pulled out a small device from his pocket. Thumbing the switch, he made
a circuit around the suite through all the rooms, effectively shorting
out any listening devices. It was a genius bit of Imperial design,
guaranteed to give Jaina privacy. A protective barrier over the windows
allowed light to enter, but blocked any outside view from surrounding
buildings.
“One reception, one dedication, another reception,
and then we can go home,” she said, taking a seat on the hoversofa, and
her weariness finally appeared. “I’ve never liked Bothawui. There’s
always an undercurrent of deception that sets me on edge.”
“Understandable,”
Jag said. He paused, hesitating before broaching this subject. “Jaina,
I have to ask you not to go anywhere without a security escort while
we’re here. Not even the refresher—Sheril or Ilani can go with you.”
Jaina’s
eyes narrowed. “I thought you said the event on Coruscant was a one
time event—that we wouldn’t have to deal with such an event here.”
He
sat down beside her on the hoversofa. “Yes, but I also have to think of
two things. One is that such crimes can often precipitate copycats. The
other is that there are a number of connections between Bothan citizens
and the Rebellion. They may take this as an opportunity. You’re not a
person the Empire can afford to lose.”
She looked away from him,
her eyes looking out at an invisible object across the room. “I suppose
not,” she said absently, and Jag felt that for a moment she no longer
saw their surroundings, lost in her own thoughts, perhaps even another
time and space. But then she turned back to him and smiled. “You’re
right, of course. I’ll do as you ask.”
He put a finger under her chin and gently turned her face towards him. “You’re not a person I can afford to lose either.”
She
scooted over closer to him, and he lifted his arm to let her tuck
herself into his side. “You know we can’t associate outside tonight.”
The note of wistfulness in her voice was all too evident. “Sometimes—I
wish I’d been born as a normal person. There would be none of these
social strictures, none of these responsibilities. That you and I could
meet and not have to worry about the propriety of things.”
Jag
leaned his head against hers, gently stroking her dark hair. “Maybe,
but think about this—if you and I had been normal people, would we have
ever met? And think about all the good that you’ve done for Coruscant
and for the galaxy at large. Can you guarantee that anyone else would
have been able to do that?”
“No,” Jaina said. “I can’t. I suppose I just wished that I could dance with you at the reception tonight.”
“Well,
there’s no music or dance floor,” Jag said, rising from his seat. He
faced her and gave her a deep bow. “But I would be honored to dance
with you, my lady.”
She took his outstretched hand and let him
pull her in. Clasping one of her hands in his, his other hand came
around to rest on her back. They stood there, simply swaying to an
unheard tempo. Jaina finally looked up at him. “How do you know to do
these things?” she asked softly.
He laughed. “I’ve watched too many of my mother’s holodramas.”
Her laughter rang out. “That’s certainly the most honest answer I’ve ever heard.”
He
grinned, dipping her briefly then bringing her back up. Her dark eyes
were shining, and he couldn’t help himself, lowering his head to kiss
her.
When they finally broke apart, he gently caressed her face. “Get some rest before the reception.”
She
nodded. “I’ll need it if I’m going to be able to be civil to Fey’lya.”
She lifted her face to him for one more kiss. “You get some sleep too.”
“I will,” he promised, reluctantly letting go of her. “If you need anything—“
“I
know where you are,” she said with a smile, and Jag retreated to his
accompanying suite. He took a moment to walk around his rooms with the
sweeping device, set the alarm, and sprawled out onto the bed. Within
seconds, he was asleep.