Tears allowed
Can't I have tears without any present possible solution?
A cry of my self for my own reasons.
That moment in time where the solution doesn't have to be rushed and contemplated?
Unable to ever return once I create, fix and strategize.
I've paid the price of admission.

Descriptions
I predict what I want.
Surfaces only am I able to choose.
Fooling myself into what I am doing.
Peeling them back with time.
Making commitments that are over rated.
Discovering things I never knew about myself.
Watching the surfaces change and fade.
I step back and seek to be successful.
Too painful to abandon now.

Mother Russia
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354 children on the first day of school were taken hostage,

it was almost 3 days before only 36 children were released to those who love them most.
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I will.

Discover your weakness.

Extreme always has its opposite.

The degree of pain becomes equalized.

Assumed logic, reasoning, and justification reveal themselves.

The tears command them to be connected together.

Crying only to become pliable results.

Outcome is unknown.

Only one thing is known, without you I can't exist.