since im not gunna get my camera back for awhile im just gunna do the regular tag, i got tagged a while back. these are true feelings. they are just what i feel or think about. longest facts ever. sorry about that. i just needed to get some of them out. :) read um if you want 1. i want my camera back so bad. not til the 2nd maybe 2. i hate running, i hate school pe. because i am not physically inclined i look like a fool. im not a fast runner so i just look slow and lazy. im not that good at sports so im put farther to shame when i miss the ball. its just a horrible thing and i cant wait to be done with it. 3. i hate watermarks. 4. i need more pictures for my photowall i started. 5. i just got an acedemic letter from the school so if i ever got a letterman jacket. 6. i hate my math class. my teacher is horrible. and i dont like the homework she gives alot. 7. i would prefer to stare up at the sky on a stary night or on a day with puffy white clouds then most anything else. i think people take for granted things like that and its just a shame. i love clouds. i love stars. some people just rush through there day and go inside. i stand outside because i can. i have other things to do. more important things but for that moment i would rather be happy and free than be confined to the work of a 10th grade student in college prep classes. homework brings me down. 8. sometimes listening to piano is the best way to calm down. at the moment i am listening to Andare by Ludovico Einaudi. its really beautiful. alot of his work is. so if your into piano i would check out his stuff. 9. since i have neglected this tag il do more facts. 10. i dream about things, situations and goals i could probably never have or reach. i believe in the wonder of things. and i think about stuff because i can and it makes me feel better about things i cant change. i would prefer to sit behind my desk and talk to people on flickr than people in real life. because where i live a few people get me and thats it. on flickr everybody is nice to everybody and everybody getts everybody because there is a common goal. 11. my favorite scent is pure seduction from victoria secret. it makes me think of spring. it makes me feel powerful and beautiful. it smells so good, like sweet flowers on a spring morning. i love the way it smells, i also love the lotion. 12. trust me, im here for you. 13. if you knew me in real life you would either love me or hate me, i dont think there is a tweener for people. i either have good friends or people dont talk to me. they tell me im immature and childish and loud. i tell them i just know how to live, how to have fun. i dont walk around school with a stick up my butt trying to act all cool a suave because you know how those people end up? yeah you know. 14. i dont watch much tv these days. i watch only a few shows. my favorite show of all time is house. 15. when i get my own house im gunna cover one wall in nothing but clocks. 16. i try to make people happy and when i do i get more happy and end up making people angry or annoyed at me. 17. i cant wait to move away from the town i live in. 18. i lose track of time. 19. i can be more than i am. 20. i will be more than i am. 21. if you took the time to read all that. you are truely amazing, really you are. there is like no possible way to make people stop taking pictures, if its on the internet it can be stolen. once its on the internet its free game. dont post. those are the things iv been reading as i searched page after page trying to find a freaking lopole to this whole mess. its really horrible. it almost seems like flickr is a perfect place for the photo napping fiends to just steal all they want. flickr should make it way safer. they should not have a 'download this picture' button, to me thats complete bs. do not blog my photos, do not take my photos, do not claim my photos as yours. if you do your face will be getting a visit from my fist.

Deciding that the world was getting a little too dangerous for my liking, I set about building a machine, a machine that would create a field capable of repelling any offenses against my person. In short, I set about building a plasma shielding machine. Many many years of toil and head-scratching later, I had just about perfected the device. Granted it was massive, completely non-portable and had about as many pipes and vents and bits of circuitry as any one machine could possibly and ridiculously have, but it was mine, and it would protect me through the few years I had left in the dwindling light of my life. And then it struck me, I had utterly wasted my time. I had built a goliath of a machine, a true titan of technology, but I couldn't take it anywhere - it was too unwieldy and the venting system reached about 1600 Celcius when operating, which made it slightly dangerous when I went to pick up the kids from school or went shopping for apples at the greengrocer's. All I had needed these many years was a simple tin helmet to place atop my head. What a wally.