Day 502. Okay, let me explain. I was at Tara's tonight and we watched the most amazing video I have ever seen: "Freddie's Nightmares - It's My Party And You'll Die If I Want You To". A television series based on the Nightmare on Elm Street franchise, FN was made smack dab in the middle of the 80s with a budget of (I'm assuming) $30. It was wonderful! Anyway, afterwords, I glanced out Tara's window and saw what appeared to be a head in a neighbor's window. Turned away from me, it looked like it was sitting patiently waiting for something to happen. I had this image in my mind of the head turning around and looking at me (in typical horror movie fashion) and so I quickly drew it. I'm pretty sure the head was nothing more than a lamp or piece of art that happened to have something behind it that looked like a chin. Anyway, it was kind of creepy. Also, you should all watch "It's My Party And You'll Die If I Want You To." you won't be disappointed.

For Maria and David. Thank you very much by your amiability and sleeplessness in the city of Murcia. "...j'ai voulu fermer les yeux, chercher la vaste ombre..." "...I wanted to close the eyes, to seek the vast shade..." "...ho voluto chiudere gli occhi, cercare la vasta ombra..." "...??? ??????? ?? ?????? ?? ?????, ?? ???? ??? ?????? ????..." Quise cerrar los ojos buscar la vasta sombra, la tiniebla primaria que su venero esconde bajo el mundo lavando de verguenzas la memoria. Cuando un alma doliente en mis entranas grito, por las oscuras galerias del cuerpo, agria, desencajada, hasta chocar contra el muro de los huesos y levantar mareas febriles por la sangre. (LUIS CERNUDA. Las nubes )