A Loving Haven

all over the world
glowing orbs of  pure lovingness
shone from the heart of every person
each had fought their own battle
to become once more
who they always were
and the earth shone
crystalline
and the illusion
lifted
the blackened cloud
eradicated
once and for all
and the people cried in unison
of love beyond words
and there was no longer separation
our return to the light
finally complete

Divine Love

The divinity of All
Lies beneath the surface
Of who we think we are.

The macroscopic to the small
The love that leaves no trace
But binds us as One.

And when we hit the wall
The truth smacks us in the face
We were blinded by Fear

All we feel
Is All that is Real
The Divine Love
Within us.
Let go
Trust.
 


I am

I am
but a spark
within an ocean of chaos
and beneath
lies the order of divinity
no human
nor incarnated angel
can possible comprehend
and I
swim and fight
trying not to drown
in the blackness
surrounding us

and the black hole
we are all in
is an illusion

so I struggle to breathe
for a truth
that I don’t even understand
and my mind my body
realises it cant
understand the nature
of all this

and my soul hurts
with the longing
to remember


 

Kundalini
serpent of fire
coiling upwards
moving me forwards
flipping me
inside out
and I try to hold on
as I fall into the abyss of hell
fear fear fear
surfacing surfacing
no longer hidden
within the depths of the ego
screaming and crying
so hard to let go
to surrender to the light
by jumping into the flames of the dark

when will my time come?

illusion

Empty shell with hollow eyes

With all your truth you whisper lies

Spinning down the web of delusion

Desperate and seeking for the conclusion

To existence

To life

The reason still unclear

Surround yourself with the black cloud of fear

You continue to fight

And shut out the light

Nothing left to hear

But the screech of illusion


The Girls’ Cage

Her smile was falsified
Not only to the outside world
But also to herself
She was terrified
Of herself
So terrified of being alone
Holding on to those
Who love her anyway
So afraid of being left behind
She gnaws with her teeth
And doesn’t let go
And they get frightened
Of upsetting her
Of betraying her
Like she tells them
Always they do
And then nothing
Is ever enough
She falls
Deeper and deeper into despair
When none of her needs are met
She holds those who love her
Unconditionally in a cage
Of misery
Much like her own
All while
She convinces herself
Of her happiness.

Enlightenment

What is enlightenment?
What am I striving
So hard for?
Could it be
As simple
as BEING a
living vessel of light
manifest?
on the physical !
the mental !
the emotional !
could it be
as simple
as not what we do
but where our intentions lie?
that there is no goal, no plan
just one simple choice
love or fear?

Energy hook

There once was an Angel, a halo on her head
Her ego in control it wanted her soul dead
Then along from “heaven” came a charming man
Filled her ego with the dream of “I can”
Her loneliness had ended, her search had stopped
Her ego laughed, pills of the devil he dropped
What she thought was love was fear is disguise
Because that’s what illusion looks like through egos eyes
The more she “loved” the more she needed
The more agitated angry and misled
Until her soul pleaded
To stop the lie and see the proof
That love was not a bondage of pain
Love is a FORCE, the ONLY truth


And then there was another one
Who had cried, been fried and almost died
She lied and that’s who shed become
But she woke up one day and realised how dumb
She killed her soul and made it numb
Anguish over what she had done…
And then she realised it wasn’t supposed to be fun
What she was searching for  “the truth “
Had only begun
And it started by realising all was one
The more she believed she knew
               disintegrated
For nothing real was longer true

Polarity
Time destroys me,
I struggle against it
Knowing there is nothing to struggle for
As my heart pounds in time with the fear
I collapse
Unable to take any more
But a whisper draws me back
Although I don’t know what it speaks of
So I continue to wait
For my Heart
To beat in time to the resonance of Love
And determine my fate.


Soul at Ease
Green dragonfly
Flutters by
Nothing but stillness
They fly
Peaceful birds roam
High in the sky
The river
The song
The trees
I cry
The beauty of the soul at ease.


Light angels of the Grid

Glowing points of consciousness
Dancing with the rhythm of the Universe
I watch in amazement
As they sing the song of the Heavens
As the sky fills with these beings of light
I am almost blinded by their dance
And I cry for their help
And towards me
These radiant beings
Swarm, filling me with the divinity
Of all they are.
And within Universes are more Universes
As these angels of light
Dance within all of us.


Joy

 I saw the joy in the eyes
Of a cold hard woman
as she cries and cries
holding her child to her bosom
tears of joy, emotion
the wall of hardness collapses
laughter and love prevails

The Freedom Dance

The freedom!
I dance
In rhythm
To my soul

Nothing to numb
Nothing to excite
Nothing to empower
Nothing to pretend

Just my manifested form moving
With Creation.

Self disempowerment

Interrupt, ignore me
I am not worthy
Of anyone listening
Unheard
Not a word
I shrink into the background
Is she angry at me?
What have I done?
Why cant I relate?
I guess I fit in no where
Always will feel disconnected
No one lets me be me
I am not worthy.

These lies
Disguised
In my mind
Shoved into my
Subconscious
Long ago
So hard
So scared
To just let go.


Frustration
My own race
Such a disgrace
The struggle to love all creation
When I just want to punch them in the face!

The Universal Heart

Those wounded in this final year
Of what we know
Struggle to breathe, to hold the Universe
In their hearts
As their emotions
Pour out from their soul
Drowning, suffocating
Past present and future
Become one
And the new reality
Laughs at those
Still hiding behind their false smiles
Nothing pouring in nor out of their hearts
And they dance and play
While we weep with sorrow
For we mourn the loss
Of familiarity
While they cling to it
With their dear lives
And the evolutionary cycle begins once more

TV

T.V. lives the lives we are scared to live
it tells the stories we play in our mind
but never play out in this lucid life
 so much fun to dull our mind
and why not?
It hurts to think, to feel, to do….
And why not be numb?
        The universal drug of this paradigm.
                         Is not cocaine, smack, weed or wine
        but the screen that freezes time.

Liars

Liars liars everywhere
Some rejoice while some despair
Some “what joy” and some “not fair”
They look to another and feign to care

The frightening fear that one might see
The truth behind the eyes of who they flee
The person they are so afraid to be
So the shut themselves off and pretend to be free

No emotion, no guilt, no fear, how nice
Life is so easy like sugar and spice
They need no one else they need no advice


And my radar goes off with a pop
Knowing they cant stop
Knowing they have lied for so long
Even they don’t realise the illusion is wrong.

The lies become their truth.


Alive

So everything I love fades away
    Let me love again
So everything I get close I hurt
    I will hurt again
So the darkness gets me every time
    I will find the light
For I am alive
I breathe
I accept this fate

Behind all the pain lies the mystery of our illumination


Analoette’s flight
I hear your cries
So sick of the lies
Stop! Listen! Enough!
Wake up! Wake up!

    I hold you, guide you, believe in you, I AM you.

Wake up! Wake up!
Drink from this cup
Unfold your wings and fly
For who you were is about to die

Wake up to my embrace
Clothe yourself in Spirits face
Fly home to your Astral place

Wake up!
Its time to celebrate!

Collision
My two homes colliding
The earth and the heavens
The trees sing softly
While the insect buzz
Circular
In divine order
The sun giving life

And the train rides past
And I long to be one with it
So I can remember

But the wonderful earth
My temporary home
Urges me back
And the Universe whispers

“All within you that is incomplete is simple fear of yourself”


A place beyond words
Where the silence is of
Peace, not fear
Where the complexity
Of who I am
Is but all there is

Where the dream continues
But the true meaning
Shines through

Where the mind is still
And the soul illuminated

Where I am alone
But connected
Where I am lost
With no where to go
Where illusion of the mind
And the truth of the soul
Become one

this love forever