The Will to Die, Pt. 1: Zombies and the Sad Proselytists



People are becoming zombies in the face of their death, their own upcoming suffering, not to mention the death of all life on this planet.
Do an internet search on Apocalypse and note how little, if anything, is posted about the urgency or emergency of our current situation.
It comes across as a big party on a South Pacific Island in a hotel that everyone there knows will not survive the incoming tsunami or killer hurricane.

This is the most disturbing of any evidence I've seen supporting The Will to Die.

Except that of, what I'm hearing, is a kind of euphoria and longing for the end of it all in evangelical groups who think of it as the Rapture -- a kind of being freed from what it is seen as an onerous Earth existence and the reward of the true life one thinks one deserves of ease, love, and happiness.

Now is that not the most extreme form of reaction formation you've ever heard to the facts of these people's lives -- these people who, as they admit/claim -- were the good little God (parent) - fearing little children who slavishly fawned upon the unreal wishes of authoritarian parents, real religious nutjob psychotics whose real world was an imaginary one of hellishness and a stern bearded father god who makes you say, even think, that he is loving -- despite being the most horrendously mean and more than murderous mythical figure ever concocted for he will not just punish by ending one's life but will punish in what has to be the most extreme kind of punishment ever to be imagined - being forced to live forever but every moment of it being in extreme pain and suffering -- so forced to think that this monster is actually loving rather than the obvious. These parents bought that horrific view of the ultimate reality of it all; then their kids slavishly followed them in this insanity. Is it any wonder then that their wish is to be dead!?

So, the reaction formation is that of creating the kind of life where, unlike their own childhood, they would be loved, cherished, seen, made to feel special, and so on. Most of all to be freed from the fear of punishment of the most extreme form imaginable.

So, leave it to humans to be so cut off from the reality of a loving God as to wish to be dead in that they have managed, with their imagination running loose and totally without even one lifeline to anything loving or nice -- either in their own life's experiences or in the mythology of reality they've been forced to accept -- to come up with the most unimaginably horrible view of their lives, and its prospects.

And one last reversal of reality (reaction formation) is that (getting breathing holes, thinking they are happy") they call themselves "saved" and think it is their duty to go out and "save" everyone else in the world, who, in their view, are suffering and miserable (similar to the way they view the animal world, the World of Nature), and need to be "saved," like them, insinuating that their happiness is so superior to the experienced lives of any others.

For one thing, isn't it about time we stopped giving in to their pestering and stopped adding media credibility to their huge denial systems


Reaction formation and then reinforcement of it: They know deep inside how miserable they are, and they find a way to stave off the realization of that reality and of its horrible roots in their suffering in childhood, through denying their unhappiness, trying desperately to believe that the opposite is true -- that their experience is happy -- and proclaiming it to all and everyone -- saying the lie out and loud can help in reinforcing untruth because coming from the outside now (even if it is one's own voice only that one is hearing echoed back) it still has greater weight and credibility existing in the outside world, and not just one's own private thoughts alone.

But again, that is not enough to be truly convincing over against the unhappiness that they actually feel every moment. So the big guns are brought out: Not only must they proclaim their happiness; they can PROVE it. The fantasy that they can convince the rest of the world that they are indeed less happy than they are and that that they need and want the "saving" they are offering (essentially, meaning that if you could convince the world that you were happier than them to the point where they would all want to give up their lives and have your life instead, well, then that PROVES you are happy, or at least what you have is the happiest existence possible, for if it wasn't why would any one choose it over their own, or conversely, other people choosing it proves that it is superior). Such lengths do people go to deny their sad, unfortunate lives.

If one could not see the tragedy of it for a moment, one would have quite a belly laugh, at their sake: just this vision of inner lepers, convincing themselves that they are divinely gifted healers instead, going out to convince as many healthy people as possible that it is they who have leprosy and that they (the actual inner lepers proclaiming themselves spiritual healers) can cure them (of this disease that they don't have), by the intimate laying on of hands.

You simply have to take a look at the lives described above and imagine those multitudes and the incredible pain, utter lovelessness, utterly miserable and confused minds they carry as adults; then finally the many-fold more of the masses who have similar but lesser versions of lives and experiences. Add to that the incredible power of fear; not only fear; but fear that has, well, demonically, been projected into the biggest expanse existing in the universe -- that of the imagination and that of the knowledge of the Unknown, combined.

If you can get a sense of that fear, even a small part, you will realize the utter terror that awakens them, that is there in the middle of the night as they approach consciousness, and which, like a squirming frog, inhabits, nay, becomes the daytime brain and thoughts of these people, and motivates them to do ANYTHING, anything at all, that might promise a snippet of relief from what is the reality they condemn others to; for you will see that they believe in hell because they in fact live lives that are the closest things in existence to actual hells (made that much worse, indeed, multiplied manifold by the idea implanted with it that to acknowledge that truth will actually result in the imagined hell becoming reality, and that the only way they can save themselves from that is to, somehow not be aware of their own reality as it is. Now, try that burden on for size. And just be glad that you are not them; the only thing is that you cannot walk away and think, like walking out of a theater, well, I'm glad that was only a movie.

Sorry. For to deny these truths is the same as denying the events of history that have resulted from these kinds of horrible existences: All the wars, killings, tortures. Not only hell, but all the hellacious things on earth are the offspring of these lives. Including now, the upcoming death of the planet and of all life on it.

For one thing, isn't it about time we stopped giving in to their pestering and stopped adding media credibility to their huge denial systems.