I'll stop pretending (for a second) that you didn't break my heart. Let's throw the nonchalance aside (for a second) and get down to business. I'm assuming that it will take quite a while to "get over" you. I'm estimating perhaps twice the time it did to "fall in" love with you. You know. Falling. Getting over. Same concept as finding oneself in a really deep hole. So practically, it's been about a week and four days with a few novice attempts here and there at rebuilding the relationship we once had. And as the seconds tick away, the future we once foresaw together decimates at the tip of my tongue. Thanks for the good times. Seriously--a lot happened over the past years. And merry Christmas. just remember though.. like I said at a younger age--"you've got my emotions in check." And don't forget.. even if it is for only a second.. I'd take you back come what might for the sake of having you near. But for now, I'll occupy most of my time pretending that I don't care. Because that's how most young adults tend to handle things. just let it be known that you cross my mind perhaps every second available to me.
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