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Henry's Story

An account of one man's childhood experience in the UK, which resulted in a lifelong leg-brace (calliper) fascination.

Names have been changed.

 

I am sure that my fascination with braces and calipers began with my mother when I was very young indeed.

When she was a girl, somewhere around 1920, my mother's younger sister had rickets, as did many children in those days. The doctors dealt with the deformity by breaking her legs over what was called an osteoclave - I assume she was under anaesthetic while this happened. After the bones mended, she was fitted with calipers to keep her legs straight.

I remember lying in bed one night - as I say, I was very young - when my mother told me about my aunt's time in calipers. I'd never heard the word before, so I thought she said "callipuses". I asked my mother what they were. She described them as "leg irons" and then walked around the bedroom stiff-legged to show how my aunt would have walked.

I clearly remember the illicit thrill, the twist in the stomach that I felt when she described my aunt's calipers. I'd seen children in my home town with these heavy metal and leather cages on their legs. I'd wondered what they were for, what it felt like to wear them. I couldn't help but stare whenever I saw one of these crippled children.

When I was five or six I sat in a front row desk in school. One day, a woman came into the class pushing a pram with a girl lying in it. The woman parked the pram in front of the front row of desks and left. At break we clustered around the girl in the pram. Why was she such a baby that she was still in a pram? We were all big children and didn't need prams. But she did. Both her legs were strapped into long calipers from her thighs to the heels of her boots. She wore the calipers over her corduroy trousers.

"Why are you wearing those things?" we asked. "To keep my legs straight," she said.

"Can you move your legs?" we asked. She tried, but all she could produce were feeble twitchings inside the calipers.

One day, when I was playing at my best friend's house, my friend asked her mother what was wrong with Ann (Ann was the name of the girl in calipers in our class). She'd had polio, my friend's mother explained, and her legs were paralysed.

That was the first time I'd heard the word "polio" and knew what it could do to children's legs. I lived in a seaside resort in the West of England, and the town seemed to be full of children with polio. I often saw boys and girls with their legs in calipers - sometimes both legs, sometimes just one; sometimes short calipers to the knee, sometimes long ones to the tops of legs. And combinations of long and short calipers. Irons, my mother called them sometimes. And the children in calipers wore boots, not ordinary shoes like I did, but boots. Surgical boots, my mother called them.

And there were adults in calipers as well. Polio could affect grown-ups as well. I clearly remember one woman with the characteristic dipping polio gait as she dragged one weakened leg in a caliper along the High Street. But it was the children I mostly noticed.