It was freezing again this morning :/ I really do hate the cold. We chilled all day again. I had fun shooting though! I got a couple shots that I really like, I posted them earlier so if you havent already you should go look :) We went for a walk and explored a bit, it was fun, I love walking. April has an owwie on her right foot so she'll take that flip flop off and out of sympathy I took mine off lol well everyone followed and we, meaning April, Shy, Rose, and myself, walked around with our right shoe off :) Cause we are cool like that. We were walking and I got the urge to go swimmin so I was like who do I know that might wanna go swimming, I text Chris lol and we go swimming. April went with but she didnt actually get in the water, she sat by the little stoners that couldnt seem to make a fire lol. I hurt my foot. Chris tried to take us to a spot that I didnt know and he was like take off your shoes so I take off my sandal and put my foot down and instantly feel this crazy pain like I got stung or something. It still hurts.. Like the whole side of my foot is like numb. Anyway I talk him into talking us to the place I know. April sits with the wee stoners and Chris and I venture into the water. Oh my good lord it was COLD but it was fun. We were in the water like 10 minutes tops before we headed back lol but I had fun. I got in the house and jumped in a hot shower, it was amazing! My foot hurts... and Im hungry... and my rib hurts.. bitch, moan, whine, ect yup lol. Im rather bummed out.. This is the second day Iv barely spoken to Ryan. Hes out doing his show, I have no clue where this time. I dont like just saying like 4 things to him all day, my mind is too creative and thinks up too much bull shit. I really like him and I really dont want something to go wrong... Its whatever, Im sure alls well.. but Im bummed. Lets talk about that sticky note. While playing God of War 3 (I 100%ed it btw) I decided I wanted to be Kratos for Halloween. Kratos is a badass, like the biggest badass ever! Hes too amazing to be properly explained! I mean I killed gods, and the god of all gods which happened to be my father! Doesnt get more badass than that. Anyway. I need to find a bikini top with one white side and one red side, a short brown skirt, big brown boots, and some sort of wrist cuff. Im gonna need a lot of red and white paint lol. The blades of exile were my favorite weapon but thats a little fancy for my budget so my nerf axe will have to do lol. Im rather excited about it and I really hope I can pull it together! Im really happy with this picture, it kinda throws me off that one of my arms is like completely gone but its cool. Iv always been a fan of the pictures that have light through blinds and I finally got to do a few of my own :) Thats my favorte tshirt, Nirvana is the best, dont lie to yourself, you know its true! Do you like my heart tan line? It used to be a real bad sun burn but its just tan now, I think its cute lol. Gonna go downstairs and chill a while. Then probably read some more before bed, continue to bed bummed, and then sleeeeep.................

Today. We watched some Food Network lol. I showered. We went to Walmart and I got a phone card and food and bedding for the bunnies. Yvonne made dinner, todays the last day Elizabeths grandparents and Victoria are going to be here for awhile. Victoria and I played the first Little Big Planet cause I guess PSN feels bad and gave away some free stuff lol. She thinks the first is harder than the 2nd lol. Im pretty tired really... I was up until after 5 last night... I dont know why I cant sleep... I thought about so many things, but nothing in particular is bothering me. I dont know. Its been an alright day. We had the bunnies out for awhile, only a few more days with them. Gosh Im going to miss theyr adorable little furry faces! I cleaned their cage cause they got their water all over and made a giant mess and completely soaked their piggy, theyr like children!! Anyway, Victorias packing to go on her big summer trip. Im not really allowed online so Ill just watch TV cause I dont have a book or anything else to do lol. Ill get to see Ryan tomorrow!!!!!!! Im so excited :) Iv missed him sooo much! Im soo excited, I want it to be tomorrow already lol. Its only a few more days until our 9th month. Its crazy huh? We met 9 months ago, I fell head over heels for that charm of his, added him on Facebook, and we made the date for the drive in :) How romantic huh? lol. I think its a pretty good "how we met" story lol. Anyway, sticky note time. I dont know why I want to grow pumpkins, itd just be cool lol. Those are Victorias legs, and Mitzi in the back lol.